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After a period of contact, Owen has a more or less comprehensive understanding of Ruan Miaomiao's professional ability. His conclusion is that this child is a good material for painting, has a certain talent, and is also very hardworking. This is not easy. , and with a father like Lin Zifeng, it will be difficult for him to make a fortune in time.

If you ignore Ruan Miaomiao's earnestness, Owen can still see some shadows of his youth in him. Every time he chats with the teenager during recess, Owen will find that Ruan Miaomiao has his own understanding of painting art And opinion, as a student, this is quite rare, but it is different from Owen when he was young. No matter how assertive Ruan Miaomiao is, he can't escape from the well-regulated circle, while Owen has always been free-spirited and academic. Theories are like bullshit to him.

After several exchanges, whenever the two of them disagreed, Owen found it more and more interesting to see the young man's serious debate, and even subconsciously, he was looking forward to the fun of chatting with Ruan Miaomiao during the break.

However, no matter how good the boy's painting skills are, it is not completely without problems. For other students, Owen would not take it too seriously, because they don't even have eggs, but if it is Ruan Miaomiao, Owen will be very fast. I fell in love with this taste.

"You have written too thickly. The most taboo thing about oil painting is the lack of air. It should be like this..."

Owen bent down to get close to Ruan Miaomiao, and held his hand holding the paintbrush. The unique dry breath of a young man wafted from the tip of his nose, which disturbed Owen's heart. There will be no big troubles among the students, so Owen used the name of teaching himself, took advantage of the opportunity, and ate a lot of tofu.

But Owen has always been a carnivore, the more unsatisfied his inner desires, the more addicted he becomes.

"Do you feel how I use the pen? Also, your shoulders are too hard when you are painting, so how do you control the strength?" Owen said as he climbed the boy's shoulder with the other hand, and the touch and temperature from his fingertips fascinated him , "Relax...yes...that's it, understand?"

"……Um."

The young man responded weakly, and Owen looked down, and found that Ruan Miaomiao was red from the neck up, her slightly parted lips seemed to be bleeding, and the drooping eyelashes kept trembling, as if it had been too long, Ruan Miaomiao glanced nervously He glanced at Owen a few times, wanted to withdraw his hand, but was held firmly, the boy's bewildered and cute appearance almost drove Owen crazy, the hand on his shoulder moved towards his neck, the boy was even more frightened and his whole back tensed Get straight.

Owen looked at Ruan Miaomiao's frightened eyes, and deliberately lowered his voice: "Hey, do you want to kiss?"

When the young man heard it, he said!He stood up from the chair and took several steps back.

"Please, it's just a kiss. It's not like we didn't take it." Owen couldn't help but smiled wryly. The kid reacted so strongly, and he felt like a strange sorghum molesting two women and men.

"Teacher Ou, don't be like this..." Ruan Miaomiao hesitated while clutching the corner of her clothes nervously, "That...you will be seen..."

"You mean it's fine if no one sees it?"

Ruan Miaomiao realized that her meaning had been misinterpreted, she frowned anxiously, paused for a while before whispering: "No...we are in class..."

Owen laughed: "Then it's fine after class?"

"No, no..." Ruan Miaomiao shook her head anxiously, looked at Owen several times, and then bit her lips to explain, "Mr. Ou, I think you may have misunderstood me."

"Misunderstanding? What misunderstanding? Don't you like men?"

Looking at Owen's playful smiling face, Ruan Miaomiao became more confused, took a deep breath and said, "Well... I don't know how to explain it to you. Anyway, what happened that night... I'm really sorry, but "I'm not what you think I am."

"Isn't that? You're not gay? Or do you think you don't like me?" Owen's expression also began to turn ugly, and he thought he had been in shock for many years, so he couldn't even deal with such a simple brat.

"Mr. Ou, you know, I have someone I like..."

"Then you still go to the bar to find a man?"

"..."

"There is someone you like, and you still sleep with me? Why are you pretending to be noble!"

"..."

The boy stopped talking, just lowered his head, like a kitten who has been scolded by its master for doing something wrong, frowning, his eyes couldn't tell whether it was grievance or something else.

Owen stared at him sharply. When he thought that the person Ruan Miaomiao liked was Lin Zifeng, and he was all he was thinking about when he went to bed with him, Owen lost all energy.

"Teacher Ou," the two of them stalemate for an unknown amount of time, the boy looked up at him calmly, "I think we'll be here today, I'll go back first."

After Ruan Miaomiao finished speaking, she packed up her painting utensils, with an indifferent expression as if nothing had happened just now, but Owen was so self-defeating, what a fucking scumbag.

Too lazy to talk to the young man, Owen sat down and lit a cigarette, until Ruan Miaomiao left, Owen didn't even look at him.

The boy left simply, just like when he left that night, but Owen was unable to appease his inner desire and anxiety as always.

He knew what he was upset about. For decades, there was no one whom Owen wanted but couldn't get, regardless of whether the final result was sad or happy, but he was used to this inherent advantage in the field of love .

Although he is no longer young now, he would rather choose a lesser prey and maintain this sense of superiority for a long time, but only Ruan Miaomiao, who obviously came to provoke him first, and refused to recognize anyone after he finished, but However, Owen was still as interested in him as ever, as if an innocent little boy had been played with, so he couldn't swallow his breath.

The more I think about it, the more uncomfortable I feel. The urge to get Ruan Miaomiao can't stop rushing out. Even Owen wonders if Ruan Miaomiao has cast some kind of curse on him, so he just waited to see him as if it had nothing to do with him. A horny bear.

Owen kicked the table in front of him in displeasure, and looked at the place where the young man was painting. Although the seat was empty, there was still a vague image of the boy's serious and sexy painting. to vent.

"I heard that you recently developed that A Ling into a new long-term bed partner?" Xiao Ruohan looked at Owen with a teasing smile.

There is always a lot of chatter in the bar, not to mention the old regulars like Owen, who are even a little troublesome, so everyone knows that the A Ling that Xiao Ruohan said is the spare tire that slept with Owen for a night during the last Chinese New Year. For a while, Owen was distracted by Ruan Miaomiao's affairs, and he didn't bother to spend any more time looking for food. Anyway, there was a ready-made one. When Owen wanted to vent his desire, he basically looked for A Ling.

"It doesn't count, let's just make do with it. It's not like you haven't seen him before, so he's not my type."

"What about the beautiful boy who walked with you last time? You haven't contacted again?"

Owen knew that he was referring to Ruan Miaomiao, so he didn't want to say anything, but just shrugged his shoulders in a perfunctory manner.

Xiao Ruohan leaned closer and smirked: "Hey, it can't be that you can't satisfy others, so others don't want to associate with you, right? Haha."

"Fuck you," Owen pushed Xiao Ruohan away, and glared at him, "I'm very strong, okay? Do you think A Ling can't be satisfied? A joke."

"Okay, okay, it's okay for you to grow old and strong," Xiao Ruohan patted Owen's shoulder, "Hey, speaking of that Ah Ling, don't you just plan to keep going like this?"

"If not, what else do you want? I'm not interested in being the homeroom teacher anymore, and I don't feel that way about him. We just need to solve each other's needs."

"It's easy for you to think, but you don't know what other people think. Since you don't have any interest in him, don't always find him alone. Be careful that people play with you."

Owen almost choked on a sip of wine, and glanced at Xiao Ruohan: "No way, everyone is a sensible person, he should know that I don't think about him that way."

"Oh, really? Then you can ask him yourself."

Xiao Ruohan raised his chin towards Owen's back, Owen turned his head and saw A Ling walking over.

"What are you guys talking about? You look very happy." A Ling sat down next to Owen and looked at him again, "You came here quite early today."

"Oh, um..."

Owen cast his eyes on Xiao Ruohan while drinking, and saw Xiao Ruohan winking at him, which made Owen embarrassed for a while.

"What's wrong, I didn't come at the right time?" Seeing that Owen didn't speak, A Ling asked a little uneasy.

Xiao Ruohan glanced at Owen with a mean smile: "Why, you came just right, so I told Owen that we should take you as the main wife."

The voice was so loud that Owen almost spit out again. Gritting his teeth, he stared at Xiao Ruohan, blinked him suddenly, and warned him not to talk nonsense.

"Yeah, yeah, Owen, you've been dating A Ling recently, it's time to find someone to warm your bed~"

"Isn't that right, I think you guys are quite right..."

"Yo, look at Ah Ling's face is red, haha~"

Several bartenders started to boo when they heard it. Owen felt that it would be bad not to say anything, but he didn't know what to say, so he could only maintain his ugly smile stiffly.

"Stop talking nonsense, I'm not worthy of him..." Ah Ling blushed and looked at Owen cautiously.

Even a fool could understand what that look meant, Owen thought to himself that Xiao Ruohan's crow's mouth was really right this time.

In fact, although A Ling is not the type that Owen likes, she has a good personality, at least not annoying. I still can't find the desire and impulse towards Ruan Miaomiao, maybe it's because his age is almost the same as Ruan Miaomiao, that's why I go to him every time I go to bed when I'm tormented by the young man.

Owen felt that he was really obsessed with that kid, and obviously hated being used as a stand-in to vent his desires, but in turn he did the same despicable thing.

These days, any weird thing can be infected.