Huai Jing 2

"It's not your fault, the mall is like this. It can only be said that your family trusts him too much." Gu Huai frowned, and he could feel the self-blame and guilt in Cheng Jing's words.

"No, I have to bear a lot of responsibility for this matter. If I hadn't gone missing, my father wouldn't have let him have a chance..." With a sarcastic smile, Cheng Jing stepped back He fell down and leaned against the head of the bed, staring at the ceiling absently.

The past events that have never been told to others are unfolded one by one, and the shots of the past are repeatedly shown in the mind, like an old TV, showing black and white pictures one after another, and the storyline is gloomy It's breathless...

"..." For a moment, Gu Huai didn't know how to comfort him, so he just lowered his head and took another sip of wine.

Suddenly, Cheng Jing leaned over without warning, and warm breath sprinkled on Gu Huai's neck: "What? Do you pity me?"

The distance between the two was extremely close, as if Gu Huai could kiss his lips just by tilting his head.

But Gu Huai didn't kiss him. On the contrary, his body even avoided it. After a certain distance, he turned his head slightly and asked back: "Do you need sympathy?"

Cheng Jing's eyes dimmed for a moment, but soon he put away his extroverted emotions, turned his head and laughed at himself: "Of course not."

"Then it's over?" Gu Huai relaxed his body and leaned against the head of the bed, his thoughts seemed to be drifting far away, but it felt very close...

The longer some things are accumulated in the heart, the heavier they become, and it is time to let them go.

He heard himself continue to say: "The past is the past after all. I know that no matter what I do now, I can't change anything that happened in the past. Although I still feel distressed and regretful, it feels very complicated, but there are so many emotions. There is no sympathy."

"Compassion is the patent of the weak, not yours. You see, even through those bad things, you still achieved what you are today, don't you? And what right do I have to sympathize with you?"

Hearing this, Cheng Jing's expression was dark and inexplicable, and he was about to speak out, but was stopped by Gu Huai.

"Let me finish. I know what you want to say, I have changed. Yes, I have indeed changed. The previous Gu Huai would not understand this, and would only guard you in his own unique way, simple and Persistence. I never think about the reasons for these problems, I just want to be with you, I can ignore everything in order to be with you, and I plan and plan for the future of you and him."

Cheng Jing's face became paler and paler following Gu Huai's words, maybe it was because the night was too dark that Gu Huai didn't see it, or maybe he saw it but pretended not to know.

"But later the plan was still there, but the person left. Only then did he understand that there are not so many things that should be taken for granted. It's not that he gave everything, and the other party would return the same enthusiasm as it should be. Therefore, Gu Huai changed gone."

"He has learned to intrigue, learned to be hypocritical with the enemy, and has become hypocritical and cunning. He was even dubbed a smiling tiger by his colleagues. Is this Gu Huai still the Gu Huai you like?"

Gu Huai's voice didn't have the slightest ups and downs, as if he was telling someone else's story, without any emotion.

But the tears that silently fell from the corners of his eyes still leaked the turmoil in his heart.

"..." Cheng Jing lowered his head and didn't know what he was thinking.

In the expected silence, Gu Huai didn't make any noise, and just drank the wine one after another.

He was waiting, waiting for Cheng Jing to figure it out.

He is also waiting, the six years of feelings that have been pressing on his heart will end with the wind.

"I understand, let's go." Cheng Jing's voice sounded a little hoarse, as if he was trying to restrain himself.

Suppressing the worries in his heart, Gu Huai stood up, straightened his suit, and left the room without hesitation over the messy coffee table.

After leaving Cheng Jing's place, Gu Huai didn't go home, but drove to the company to work overtime.

The next day, Assistant Bai came very early because there were documents that needed to be processed urgently. When he opened the door, he found that the boss was already working in the office.

"Boss, did you come early because you didn't come back?" Seeing that the boss was so unusual, Assistant Bai joked.

"It has nothing to do with you, do your own business and don't meddle in your own business." Gu Huai replied without raising his head.

"Yes, Boss." Sensing the boss's displeasure, Assistant Bai couldn't help but secretly startled. Did she do something wrong recently?

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Because a certain deer has something to do tomorrow, I will update it in advance~~~