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Luo Jian and his entourage temporarily lived in a friend's seaside half-mountain villa, not far from the beach, and they could see the feast of flesh on the beach while blowing the wind on the balcony on the second floor.The temperature in Hainan sweeps away the haze of winter.

Sunshine, beach, coconut trees, three bachelors.

Luo Jian was wearing unlined clothes and flipping through books under the awning on the terrace. Luo Mai just got up from the bed and ran out listlessly to find someone. When he saw a glass of lemonade on Luo Jian's table, he immediately picked it up and drank it, then lay on the opposite side, dead dog In general, not moving.

"Where's brother Xiaotian?"

Luo Jian leisurely turned a page, "Go shopping."

"Oh, why don't you go?"

Luo Jian replied without raising his head, "I have worked hard for a year, can't I give myself a vacation?"

"Yes, Dad worked hard!" Luo Mai replied perfunctorily.

Luo Jian tapped the back of his neck with a book, "Be serious."

Luo Mai immediately stood up and shouted affectionately: "Dear Dad, you have worked hard!" and bowed 45 degrees.

After the performance, Luo Mai collapsed back immediately.

Luo Mai held the lemonade and bubbled for a while, thought for a long time and said, "Dad, why don't you recognize Brother Xiaotian as your son."

Luo Jian: "Why do you think so?"

"I think Brother Xiaotian is very good. I like him very much, and you also like him, Dad."

Luo Jian smiled and asked, "Does he have to be his son if he likes it?"

Luo Mai also felt that there was no necessary connection, but he just wanted to do this, and he didn't know why, so he scratched his head and said, "Not necessarily...but I really like him~ I want him to be my brother."

Luo Jian didn't answer the call either, but just continued reading.

In the afternoon, Luo Jian took two people to the beach. Luo Mai had obviously turned into a loach on the beach, and Radu couldn't hold back. Luo Jian reminded him to wear sunscreen. Something happened, hugging the swimming ring and running away without a trace.

There were quite a lot of people on the beach, Luo Jian didn't intend to go into the water, wearing a sports T-shirt and trousers, carrying the shoes of the two children, watching Lin Haotian being dragged into the water by Luo Mai in the distance.

Lin Haotian was probably due to malnutrition before, so he hasn't grown very much. All the nutrients are supplied to the head, and the proportion is slightly out of balance, but there is already a tendency to grow taller, and the bones are thinner. This year, he should be able to grow a lot, Luo Jian thinks so.

Luo Mai played in the sea for a long time, and Lin Haotian stayed by his side all the time, preventing him from going into the deep water.Luo Mai felt bored, so he ran to the beach to play with sand and build castles, like a child who would never grow up.After a while, he felt a little itchy on his back and couldn't help scratching. Lin Haotian knew that Luo Mai was sunburned by seeing his flushed face, so he dragged him back to the shore.Luo Mai couldn't help scratching, but was slapped away by Lin Haotian.

Walking towards him was an old man who had just been swimming in the sea. His whole body was exposed, his body was covered with tattoos, he wore a swimming cap and sunglasses, and he looked very social.Luo Mai felt uncomfortable from the itching, unconsciously shook his arm, and slapped the uncle inadvertently.

"Crack!" There was a very crisp sound.

"What are you doing!" the social uncle shouted.

Luo Mai was taken aback, Lin Haotian immediately protected him from behind, and said with a stiff smile, "I'm sorry! I'm sorry! My brother was careless!"

The uncle stared at the two kids through the sunglasses, very intimidating, and the hearts of the two kids jumped.

"Walk back and watch!" The social uncle took off his sunglasses, revealing two mung beans with narrowed eyes, and said "viciously" to the two children.

Luo Mai's face was ferocious, and he tried his best not to laugh out loud, but his saliva came up and he coughed until he was heartbroken.

Lin Haotian dragged Luo Mai to bow, "Understood."

The social uncle left aggressively.

Luo Mai finally couldn't help it after watching the social uncle leave five meters away, and burst out laughing, "Wow haha! I'm dying of laughter! Those panda eyes!"

Lin Haotian also endured the pain, and really wanted to laugh. Just now, the old man was sunburned all over his body, only the place where he wore sunglasses was not exposed to the sun, revealing two pale eye circles, as if he had been covered with two balls□ □, dotted with two small mung bean eyes.I'm dying of laughter.

Luo Jian came from a distance, and he didn't know what happened. He just watched the two of them leaning back and forth laughing, tears were about to burst out.

Luo Mai squatted on the ground with a smile, "Dad...you give me sunscreen...I don't want to be a panda..."

Luo Jian spread his hands and said innocently, "It's gone, if you don't paint it, I'll take it off."

On the third day, Luo Jian took people out, and the car ran straight into the deep mountains, with winding paths leading to secluded places, and turned around to a small Japanese-style mountain building.The house is beautiful and elegant, and the furnishings are also in accordance with the Japanese style, which is quite the case.

Luo Mai was rolling on the tatami, feeling comfortable in the sun, pestering Lin Haotian to take a nap.

Luo Jian made an appointment with a friend to go fishing in the back mountains, and left first, letting the two of them quarrel.You can soak in hot springs in the backyard. Lin Haotian and Luo Mai lie on the ground during the day and bask in the sun lazily. At night, they splash around in the hot springs all night. There are beautiful bamboos planted beside the hot springs. The starry sky above their heads is brilliant. Fruits and drinks are at hand. Enjoy, the two of them soaked in it like ecstasy.Luo Jian chatted late with his friends and stayed until night without coming back.

Lin Haotian took out the bedding from the closet and put it on the tatami bed, preparing to pack it up and go to sleep. Luo Mai sat aside in a small kimono, and seemed to have something to say, but he hesitated, so Lin Haotian asked him: "What do you want to say? "

Luo Mai really likes Lin Haotian very much, like a baby. The classmates around him all have mothers, but he is the only one who has an older brother, who is as brave as his father.Moreover, my elder brother is very kind to him, relying on him in everything, protecting him, and making him have a special face in front of his classmates.

Obviously Xiaotian’s elder brother is so good, so why his father didn’t let Lin Haotian be his elder brother? To be my brother, but my father didn't agree."

Lin Haotian paused when he threw the pillow. Seeing that he was silent, Luo Mai felt that he had said something wrong, and quickly said, "My father actually likes you very much. I swear, it's just that he didn't agree to you being my brother for the time being!"

Lin Haotian smiled, showing a little thin chest at the collar of the kimono, sitting cross-legged, facing Luo Mai, and said seriously: "I am your brother now, Mr. Luo has treated me very well, I am very grateful to you, why do you have to Do you recognize godfather?"

Luo Mai didn't know what to do, he just wanted that title.It seems that in his heart, Brother Xiaotian should be called Luo Jian's father like him, so that their brotherhood can be bound, so that they will not be separated, but firmly locked together.This kind of idea is weird and strong, and it has made him sleepless recently.

"But...but..." Luo Mai scratched his head, and in the end he still didn't feel ashamed to ask what to do if you left again, because it seemed too uncouth to ask.The face-saving classmate Luo Mai turned around angrily and didn't want to think about this headache.

Lin Haotian lay with him, with the back of his head in front of him, and said softly, "You are my younger brother no matter what, and you are my family. I will take care of you and Mr. Luo."

Although Lin Haotian was very moved by Luo Mai's words, it made Lin Haotian a little bit confused.What is he in this father-son family?Many times he can't find a position.

If it's just the relationship between sponsoring and being sponsored, he shouldn't be involved too much in the life of this family.However, Luo Jian's enthusiasm gave him a kind of family warmth that he had never experienced before, and even sometimes made him a little at a loss.For example, which sponsor is willing to take the recipient out for the New Year's Eve?

Lin Haotian is 15 years old, and he is no longer a child suitable for adoption. In the countryside, at this age, he can already go to work in factories to earn money, but now he has one foot in other people's lives, as if he has grown up. Children who eat sugar, chew the sweetness that they have never felt before.The two emotions of an adult's independence and a minor's dependence collided in his heart. When Luo Mai said this, he suddenly became confused.

Of course he expected this warmth, Luo Jian's strong and gentle care, and Luo Mai's sincere dependence and admiration.But he was afraid that he would disturb other people's lives too much, and there was even a deeper voice in his heart reminding him, what qualifications do you have for such selfless love?You do not deserve.

Lin Haotian never thought about recognizing Luo Jian as a godfather, but Luo Jian's refusal made him worry about his position in the eyes of the head of the family.

It was really late when Luo Jian came back, Luo Mai had already slept until his nostrils were bubbling.Lin Haotian didn't fall asleep because he was thinking about a lot of things. He heard Luo Jian crept open the door and came in, and went to the closet to change his clothes.

There is only one large bunk on the floor in this house, and it is more than enough to sleep four or five people horizontally.Lin Haotian heard Luo Jian coming from behind barefoot, thought that Luo Jian was going to sleep in front of Luo Mai, but unexpectedly Luo Jian stopped behind him, and then lay down.

The scorching temperature spread from behind, and Xun felt a lazy tiredness all over his body, as if his limbs and bones had soaked in the hot spring again, but his mind was extremely awake, and Lin Haotian's face suddenly became hot. Followed by eye socket redness.

Luo Jian stretched at the back, and then adjusted his sleeping position. He also lay on his side facing the back of Lin Haotian's head. Lin Haotian could clearly hear his regular and steady breathing, and the whole figure was like a silent and reliable mountain.All the fragile emotions in Lin Haotian's heart magnified in an instant, almost trembling in the blanket, his fingers couldn't hold one piece, his neck was stiff, and he almost twisted his head away like this, thousands of words merged into one sentence, he wanted to ask Luo Jian , just that sentence...

Suddenly, his slightly trembling shoulders were held by a palm, and Lin Haotian froze suddenly.

Luo Jian's voice was already full of drowsiness: "Sleep well, think about anything tomorrow."

Lin Haotian was like a balloon with a small hole pierced, suddenly deflated, his whole body was limp, his limbs were exhausted, and he fell asleep in a daze.

Luo Jian planned six days for his Hainan vacation, and flew back to City Z on the morning of the seventh day.Among them, Luo Mai was picked up by his grandparents to continue playing on the sixth day. They held his grandson's hand affectionately and gave him a very gentlemanly kiss.Lin Hao realized that this family also includes a happy and happy previous generation, not only the father and son.Everyone loves Luo Mai, but he is fortunate to be liked by such a spoiled child.

The contagiousness and continuity of love made Lin Haotian feel an incomparably powerful tenderness and peace in his heart.As if enlightened, he realized that the love he got from Luo Mai was enough for him to live happily and contentedly.

Such a gentle and powerful force made his smile look different.He seemed to realize for the first time that love in this world is like sunshine, regardless of high or low, unstingy, and selfless to everyone.He got the most precious and important thing in the world.

The night before leaving, only Luo Jian and Lin Haotian lived in the huge seaside villa.Luo Jian only wore a pair of swimming trunks, and he swam back and forth silently in the open-air swimming pool one after another.Lin Haotian sat by the water, only rolled up half of his trousers, soaking his feet in the pool.

Luo Jian swam for a while and was about to go ashore. Lin Haotian got up from the water and handed over the towel.Luo Jian took it and wiped his hair roughly, put a bath towel on his shoulders, and sat on a chair. There was a glass of soda water on the small table. After he finished drinking a glass, Lin Haotian thoughtfully poured it out again.

Luo Jian stretched out his hand to stop him.

"No need for now, you sit down, we just have time to chat."

Lin Haotian was startled and puzzled, he put down the cup after listening to his words, and sat on the chair on the other side of the small table in an orderly manner.Waiting to be questioned.

"I see you have been holding back for several days, do you want to ask me anything?"

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Seeing that he didn't respond, Luo Jian reminded him, "That day at the Hot Spring Villa, when I came back in the middle of the night, you seemed to have something to say, but I stopped you. I was waiting for you to say it the next day, but you didn't come to me again. "

Lin Haotian has already figured out the matter, and he no longer has any scruples in his heart, but he doesn't want to mention it.

"I've been waiting for you to find me these two days, and you didn't say a word, but yesterday I saw that you didn't seem to be bothered much, and your brows relaxed."

Lin Hao knew that his emotions and desires had been written all over his face in the past two days, so he felt a little embarrassed.Subconsciously touched his face and asked with a smile, "Is there? So obvious?"

Luo Jian just smiled and didn't speak.

After being silent for a while, Luo Jian said: "Sometimes don't think too complicatedly. Many times, you actually ask. Maybe there is a better answer."

Therefore, Lin Haotian tried to express his doubts, although he seemed a little shy, but in case it was the same as what Luo Jian said, there would be a better answer.

"I...Actually, I have been troubled by one thing these few days." Lin Haotian paused, "Why are you so kind to me?"

Luo Jian didn't expect that what he was wondering was actually this matter, which was a bit too simple.

"You are the object of my funding. Due to some reasons beyond your control, your living conditions are very difficult, so I help you. This is a moral issue. In addition, Luo Mai likes you very much, and I also think you are excellent. So there is nothing wrong with providing you with some material conditions beyond the scope of normal funding.”

These reasons are enough to explain why Luo Jian treats Lin Haotian so well.Because Lin Haotian lacked these, they provided them.This is a subsidy from a well-off family to a poor student. There is justice at all and some broad care.Lin Haotian should be satisfied.

Ordinarily, such an answer should be enough.

"Mr. Luo, what kind of person do you think I am?"

Luo Jian glanced at Lin Haotian, seeing that his eyes flickered, as if he was very nervous, Luo Jian suddenly smiled.

"You are a good boy." Luo Jian said this, as if he had considered his words for a long time. "Kindness, bravery, and tenacity. I have never seen anyone who is as good as you at your age. Although your original family is not so ideal and pain is always with you in the process of growing up, you have always maintained kindness. And take up your responsibilities. You do this better than many adults."

Lin Haotian got the answer, the answer was that what he got was what he deserved, he was subsidized because of his poverty, and loved by Luo Jian because of his noble character.Luo Jian's liking for him is based on his noble character.

Luo Jian got up and went back to the house. When he walked up the steps, Lin Haotian stopped him suddenly, and almost tremblingly let out a voice from his throat, "Mr. Luo!"

Luo Jian paused as he stepped up the steps, half turned around and leaned on the railing with one hand, waiting for him to speak.

"If you funded someone else, would you treat him like this?"

Lin Haotian exhausted all his strength to say these words, he was sweating all over, his hands were so slippery that he could hardly hold the cup, trembling like a bird lost its way in the torrential rain.

Luo Jian stood there, seeing that the fear and anticipation in his eyes were equally divided, and his skin was burning hot with his eyes reflecting the stars all over the sky.If you are rejected, I am afraid that the stars in the sky will fall.

The short moment of waiting for an answer seemed as long as a century.

"No, you are different from them."

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