Dressing Biography

Putting down the teacup, Aunt Li glanced at me from the corner of her eye, with a smile she couldn't hide from the corner of her eyes, and then Shi Shiran looked at me, comforting me: "Don't worry about changing clothes. Now that the truth is out, I think Li Le won't let Seventh Miss do any more mischief like this. What belongs to you is still yours."

I raised my head slightly, startled: "Belongs to, mine?" What I cherish the most, but Liang Shiqin, is not mine in the end, so I lowered my heavy head helplessly.Since waking up, I just feel that I have been separated from this world for a long, long time, so long that many things cannot be recovered, so long that life has no meaning, and so long that what should I do in life.The only thought in my heart was not wanting to lose Liang Shiqin, not wanting to leave Liang Shiqin, not wanting to forget Liang Shiqin, until now I don't know if I can still pray for these extravagant wishes in my heart.Looking at my aunt, I felt guilty; thinking of Liang Shiqin, I couldn't bear it.Mine, could be mine, what are there?Should be mine, where?If I knew that when I woke up, the world would become like this, I would definitely not want to wake up.In the world without Liang Shiqin, there is only infinite melancholy and deathly loneliness.

Aunt Li looked at me with a sad face, but smiled knowingly, and took another sip of tea: "Yes. It will always be returned to the original owner."

I didn't listen to Aunt Li's words, I was immersed in my own mourning, mine, Liang Shiqin, no matter good or bad, even if it rotted, I wanted to hold it in my arms and treat it as a treasure, and no one wanted to share it with anyone.In the end, I was still very selfish and couldn't tolerate other people standing beside her.I lowered my head expressionlessly.

My aunt happily sent Aunt Li away and sat back beside me, holding my burned hand, before I could speak, my eyes were full of tears.I saw a tear bursting on the back of my hand, and then I saw the tears in my aunt's eyes, and my heart felt sore.I think, in this world, apart from Liang Shiqin, the only person who won't hurt me is my aunt.But I have been dragging her down and even hurting her for my own selfishness. I can't help but feel guilty: "Auntie, I'm sorry."

My aunt sniffed, and then gently patted my hands that were no longer smooth and smooth, full of the joy of being reborn after the catastrophe: "Don't be afraid to change clothes, with my aunt here, I won't let you alone." I nodded, my eyes were burning, and my heart was prickling, so I threw myself into my aunt's warm arms.My aunt touched my head and sighed: "I don't know what evil you have done to suffer so much. You don't know, when I knew that Miss Seven married Li Le and became the eldest mistress of the Li family, I had How surprised, but there is no way, we depend on her for medical treatment. In those days, in order not to be touched by Aunt Li, I was never so cautious. If I had known this was the case, I would not have avoided it Aunt Li, the matter may have been resolved a long time ago. Your illness may heal faster. Our life is hard to change clothes, but fortunately, good people are rewarded..."

My aunt was chattering away, I listened to some, and forgot some, I stayed out of it all the time when I was sick, even these days when Liang Shiqin took care of me, I only had some vague fragments left.But I understand that without Liang Shiqin's care, my illness will not be cured.My illness started because of her, and healed because of her.I still clearly remember that night, I was isolated thousands of miles away by Liang Shiqin's indifferent words, and I was blown by the cold wind in the twelfth lunar month. Mind, got into so much trouble.I closed my eyes, and my aunt's endless chatter was still in my ears, or she wanted to pour out all the pain of so many bitter days.I don't interrupt, whether it's Aunt Li's words or my aunt's words, Liang Shiqin is Liang Shiqin, I can't comment on her right or wrong, I can only accept it.I am also willing to accept, and willing to bear with her.It's just that I can't say these things from the bottom of my heart to my aunt.Otherwise, it would be my aunt who coldly sent me and Liang Shiqin out of the house.I figured out the worst plan, and my gloomy knot suddenly became clear, and I breathed a sigh of relief.

I don't know when it started, the snowflakes fell freely and loosely, layer by layer, faintly covering the footprints of my aunt going out.My aunt went out to get me medicine, and she told me to go to bed and have a good rest, but I was thinking about Liang Shiqin. After my aunt left, she sat at the table with the door wide open, guarding the door, listening to the sound of footsteps. Xue Hua's voice, I hope to hear Liang Shiqin knocking on the door, and then tell her that I still have selfish thoughts, and I don't know how she will answer.

Suddenly, a hasty knock on the door cheered up my decadent spirit.I braved the snow, went straight to the gate, and quickly lowered the plug without asking. The moment I was full of anticipation, the moment I opened the door, it became cold with the snow.I respectfully stood up straight, sideways to make way for Sixth Grandma and Zijuan under the oil-paper umbrella, and said in the usual respectful tone: "Sixth Grandma, please." I lowered my head, only seeing Sixth Grandma in dark blue The shawl swept across the threshold.I immediately closed the door and followed them into the house.

In the room, Sixth Grandma naturally took the main seat, staring straight ahead, without a smile on her face, very dignified.Zijuan folded the umbrella and put it by the door, then walked to Grandma Six.I habitually stood aside from some distance.The snow was still falling, and the atmosphere was a bit dignified. I wrung my fingers, and suddenly felt guilty and nervous, and didn't dare to look up at Grandma Six.

"Do you know that many years ago, I reminded Shiqin that you can't stay, and you will leave sooner or later, so you have Dong'er, let her make plans earlier." Grandma Six spoke seriously, scaring me. Looking at Grandma Six in astonishment, the small drum in her heart beat even more violently.Sixth Grandma ignored me and continued: "She said solemnly, she can only decide whether you stay or not. If she doesn't want to, no one can drive you away. That was the first time she contradicted me so directly. Nurturing My good daughter, who has been with me for so long, dared to talk back to me because of a servant. In a fit of anger, I slapped her for the first time, and warned her that the Sixth Court was still my decision, and it was not her turn to speak. Such a young child, She fell to the ground, but she didn't cry or make trouble, she knelt down in front of me well-behaved, and told me righteously that if she didn't drive you away, she would be willing to play the guzheng diligently and win the master's love on various occasions, She is willing to work hard to shape herself and become the master's favorite among the many children." At this point, Grandma Six sighed, and then looked at me with a slightly resentful look, which made me frown in surprise, and then lowered his head.After a moment of silence, Sixth Grandma began to talk again: "Looking at Shiqin's unsmiling appearance, I know that what she said is true. As long as she is willing, she will be liked by the master. As long as she works hard, the ladies and young masters of the Liangfu No one can compare to her. She understands these truths, she has understood them since she was a child, but she is unwilling to do them. In order for her to be able to do them, I don’t know how much I spent, telling her that living in a deep house like Liangfu is like walking on eggshells. The patriarch's favor is even more difficult. She didn't expect her to say that she just wants to live a normal life, and she doesn't want to put too much thought on these intrigues and favors. She didn't realize it until I said that I would drive you away sooner or later. "The words of the sixth grandma made me a little terrified. I raised my head slightly and happened to see her looking at me, with indescribable helplessness and melancholy in her eyes.Sixth Grandma just looked at me and said, "I promise her that if she can win Master's favor, she will never touch you within ten years." Sixth Grandma's words seemed to be a thunderbolt in my ears. It exploded, and I almost couldn't stand still.

Ten years, ten years ago, Liang Shiqin was only eight years old, and I still had her as a small person at that time, sitting on a high stool with her feet hanging in the air, without a smile on her face, playing melodious music in a serious manner , won the applause of the audience.She jumped off the high stool and saluted everyone. That cute appearance still makes me feel pity.Unexpectedly, the songs that were praised by others in those years were not played for Grandma Six, but for me; unexpectedly, the blood beads shed from the fingertips that were worn out by strings in those years were not for Grandma Six, It's all to keep me alive; unexpectedly, such a small Liang Shiqin would hold me on the tip of her heart, even surpassing Grandma Six.My heart suddenly warmed up, and the whole world became clearer.There seemed to be the sound of Liang Shiqin playing the piano, and there was a scene where she was concentrating and looking at me from time to time.I laughed, from the bottom of my heart.My Liangshiqin, Liangshiqin for a lifetime.

At this time, Grandma Liu looked at me, with a deep meaning: "In Shiqin's life, maybe you are the most important person." This sentence is like a heavy weight, and I am a little breathless, but I am very happy in my heart Yes, especially from Grandma Liu's mouth.With Liang Shiqin as my backing, I suddenly felt fearless. For the first time, I stood up straight in front of Grandma Six.Sixth Grandma's eyes were full of reluctance and helplessness: "Since you were young, you know and don't know, her protection for you is real and real. It is rumored in the world that Miss Seven is the daughter of Liangfu. The best master, you are the luckiest servant in Liangfu, how could I not know those words, Shiqin did what she promised, and I don't have to break my promise. I just didn't expect that even at this point, she I still don't want to let you go." After finishing her distressed words, Grandma Six stood up and walked towards me.

It doesn't feel good to feel the top of the mountain, but I don't want to retreat, so I brace myself and wait until the storm hits.Since Liang Shiqin is unwilling, why am I willing to do so.Since Liang Shiqin treats me very well, why don't I want to.Since Liang Shiqin can protect her, why not me.Liangshiqin, Liangshiqin, this name is like the spring sunshine bringing me infinite warmth, this name is like summer rain washing away the dust in my heart, this name is like autumn cool wind taking away all my desires Irritability, this name is like winter plums infecting my poor soul.

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