Dressing Biography

My heart was tense and out of breath, all my energy was concentrated in my ears, I didn't want to miss any word of Liang Shiqin.

"I want to take a bath." Liang Shiqin suddenly let go of my hand, then turned around and stretched, twisting her body and complaining, "Everything is fine in summer, but it's too hot. Every movement makes you sweat. Sticky and uncomfortable."

I was stupefied in an instant, and seemed to be relieved, and I cheered up again: "I'll fetch water now." Before I finished speaking, I ran out. I was mixed with joy and sorrow, and naturally I didn't notice Liang Shiqin who was smiling at me behind me. That smile reveals that it is inevitable, and I am the only one to enjoy it.

The days are so plain and sweet, the lotus in the blue and white porcelain vase is blooming, thank you again.During this period, Grandma Six came to see Liang Shiqin once, and the two of them didn't know what the conversation was about in the room. Have dinner here.

I come and go fast, just hoping not to miss anything.When she returned to the small courtyard, she found that Grandma Six had a smile on her face, and she didn't forget to pick vegetables for Liang Shiqin when eating, and urged Liang Shiqin to eat more, she was too thin to look good.I looked at Liang Shiqin in surprise, wondering what she said to Grandma Six, which turned Grandma Six's anger into joy.

In the evening, when I was making Liang Shiqin's bed, I still couldn't hold back and said, "What did Miss Seven talk to Grandma Six in the afternoon that made Grandma Six so happy?" After finishing speaking, I stopped working , listening to Liang Shiqin's reply.

Liang Shiqin was sitting in front of the bronze mirror combing her hair without saying anything.I wondered in my heart if I was talking too much, so I closed my mouth, and after making the bed, I bowed to Liang Shiqin: "I'm outside." The voice-over said I stepped back, and called me again if something happened.

After walking two steps, I was stopped by Liang Shiqin: "Didn't Shihua send me a letter yesterday." Dong'er told me about this.Seeing me stop, Liang Shiqin continued: "It's in the box on the table, you go and take it out."

I went over to open the box, and inside were all the letters Liang Shihua wrote to Liang Shiqin.Ever since Liang Shihua married into Nangong Mansion, she was not allowed to go out or go home easily, so she began to exchange letters with Liang Shiqin.There were several letters handed to Liang Shiqin from me, and Liang Shiqin put them in this box.So when Dong'er told me, I didn't care, I just felt that the relationship between Liang Shiqin and Liang Shihua was getting better and better.

I took the letter to Liang Shiqin and handed it to her, but she didn't take it, instead she said to me: "Open it and have a look."

I was taken aback for a moment, seeing that Liang Shiqin was not joking, so I took the liberty of opening the letter, took out the letterhead, and read out more or less the words on it: "Prince Liang's Mansion, Liang Xinyu."

Hearing that I made a mistake, Liang Shiqin covered her mouth and smiled: "It's not Liang Xinyu, it's Liang Zixi, who is currently working in the Ministry of Rites. little prince."

I saw that there were only six words on the paper, but the words weighed a thousand catties. I almost couldn't hold it steady. The thin piece of paper was pinched in my hand, trembling.My ears suddenly rang, as if I didn't hear what Liang Shiqin said clearly.I raised my head blankly and saw Liang Shiqin turned around and smiled at me. That smile made my heart full of spring flowers fall away; The appearance of Liang Shiqin in my memory, the Liang Shiqin in front of me is very strange to me.

I saw the corners of Liang Shiqin's mouth opening and closing, as if she was saying something, but I couldn't hear anything clearly.It wasn't until Liang Shiqin stood in front of me and held my trembling fingers that I heard her shout: "Change clothes, change clothes."

"Huh?" I was startled, Qingming recovered a bit, "Did the third lady introduce you? Little prince? Not bad, better than the third son-in-law. No wonder the sixth grandma is so happy. Then you have to take good care of it, Mo Don’t miss it again. Otherwise, the sixth grandma will not easily forgive you this time. I don’t know what he looks like. I will ask my aunt to ask when I go out. I can’t just listen, it’s better to see it. It’s better to let The third lady draws a picture, it is more clear at a glance. You have to understand your temperament well, and you must not like to look for flowers and ask willows like the master..."

Before I finished speaking, Liang Shiqin suddenly embraced me, and she kept saying in my ear: "Don't talk about changing clothes, don't talk about changing clothes." pity.

But why can't I understand?He kept reminding Liang Shiqin: "You have to understand it well. Eighth Miss let Ruixue understand it before making a decision. We can't be half-hearted. This is a major event that affects your life. You must understand it clearly, otherwise you will marry me. If you find something bad, then it’s too late to regret it. You can’t blindly agree just because Sixth Grandma said yes. Why don’t you write a letter for Miss San to understand more clearly, and see if it’s what you want.”

Seeing that I couldn't close the chatter box, Liang Shiqin held my face in her hands, her eyes were full of distress: "Stop talking about changing clothes."

But I didn't hear Liang Shiqin's words, and continued to crackle and say: "Now that the sixth grandma knows, maybe the master will know. You can't marry just because the master said to marry, you still have to see for yourself. It depends on character, It depends on how well you get along, and whether you like him. If he treats you badly in the slightest, you should not marry him, so as not to suffer yourself in the future. "

Liang Shiqin pressed her forehead against mine, still saying the heartbreaking words: "Don't talk about changing clothes."

In fact, I didn't know what I said, but I just thought that Liang Shiqin might marry a good man, and there seemed to be a hole in my heart, so I started nagging non-stop.

It wasn't until Liang Shiqin blocked my mouth with her lips that I woke up. When I saw Liang Shiqin in front of me, she seemed so far away that I couldn't grasp her right in front of me.I pushed Liang Shiqin out fiercely, and both of them took a few steps back, then looked up, I saw Liang Shiqin walking towards me, I immediately reached out my hand to stop: "Don't come over." It turned out that not only My heart leaked, even both eye sockets leaked, I couldn't close them, and my face was covered with tears.I lowered my head heavily.Seeing Liang Shiqin's feet take a step forward, I immediately repeated with a more emphatic tone: "Don't come over!" Liang Shiqin immediately stayed in the distance.I didn't look up, it was too embarrassing.My face full of tears, my heart full of scars, why couldn't I stand the torture of a torn book with six heavy words in reality.He thought that as long as he stayed by her side, it didn't matter if she stayed by other people's side.In the end, it's all self-deception.Looking at the torn paper on the ground, I really wish I could tear it to pieces.

Liang Shiqin slowly tried to take another step forward, and softly called out: "Change clothes." She was afraid that the loud voice would shatter something precious.

"I, I'm sleepy." I rushed out from her side while Liang Shiqin wasn't paying attention, Liang Shiqin hurriedly reached out her hand, but didn't even grab my sleeve, and when I turned around, I was already flying Running downstairs, the heavy footsteps made a loud noise in the corridor.

Liang Shiqin slowly withdrew her hands, the tears on my face still remained on both hands, her brows were tightly frowned.Looking at the letter on the ground, Liang Shiqin picked it up indifferently, slowly tore it up coldly without any warmth, and then put the pieces back into the box.

I was running on the road, letting my tears float freely in the dry and hot air, and when I returned to the house, the lights in the house had been turned off, and I was not afraid of disturbing anyone, I pushed the door vigorously, I didn’t see who opened the door, and rushed in So he hid himself in the quilt, and no one could pull him out.

Ruixue sent Dong'er back to the small courtyard quickly, fearing that I might offend Miss Seven, so she came back to take refuge.Dong'er had never seen me like this before, and ran to the courtyard in panic.Ruixue talked for a while beside my bed, and then said something, I don't know, covered by the quilt, I really don't know what night, where am I, where is my heart?There was a mess in my mind, Liang Shiqin's smile for a while, Grandma Six's smile for a while, stranger's smile for a while, just without my smile.I don't know what to think, I don't know what to cry, so I just fell asleep indiscriminately.

When I woke up, it was already afternoon, I lifted the quilt, and Zi Cui exclaimed: "Changing clothes, what's wrong with you? Your eyes are swollen." Saying that, Zi Cui handed me a wet handkerchief.I froze for a while before picking up the handkerchief and covering my sore eyes.It was really too painful, the pain involved the heart, liver, spleen and lungs.

"Tsk tsk." Zi Cui took the veil and soaked it in water and handed it to me, "You can't do anything wrong, can you?"

A "wrong thing" is indeed a big wrong thing.I closed my eyes and continued to put the veil on my eyes to relieve the pain.Falling in love with someone who can't like it also produces jealousy.Jealous to kill, kill that little prince, or kill myself?Thinking of this, my heart still felt very cramped, and the hot tears began to hurt my eyes again, but luckily there was a veil blocking it.

Dong'er didn't come back to exchange value, and I didn't bother to pay attention to it. I lay on the bed, very depressed, neither drinking water nor speaking, I just wanted to be alone.But my mind was too chaotic, my heart was too painful, and I couldn't calm down.

Later, Dong'er came back once and saw that I was still lying on the bed, so she walked to my bed and said slowly: "Sister Changing clothes, are you okay? When I returned to the small courtyard yesterday, Miss Seven had already fallen asleep There is nothing unusual today. Miss Seven has no intention of blaming you. Don’t blame yourself too much. Why don’t you go to Miss Seven and admit your mistake. Miss Seven is very soft-hearted towards you, and she will definitely not blame you Yes." Seeing that I didn't respond, Dong'er walked away worried.

I slowly closed my eyes, and my body began to feel ups and downs again, like drowning in water, drowsy, and fell asleep again.

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