Dressing Biography

Maybe it's because Grandma Six is ​​still angry with Liang Shiqin, she hasn't visited her for several days, and she hasn't asked Zijuan to pass on a message; maybe Grandma Six still loves Liang Shiqin, so she reserved a few days for her Take a rest and don't let everyone disturb Liang Shiqin.No matter what, my heart is stabbed.

In the past few days, Dong'er has been seriously injured. The bruise on her back hurts when touched, and she always sleeps on her stomach at night; Liang Shiqin is also seriously injured. Can't sleep or fall asleep.Apart from the soreness in my hands, my body and mind are within acceptable limits, so I have been taking care of Liang Shiqin in the courtyard for the past few days.He didn't go back to the house, so he didn't know that Ruixue and Zi Cui happened to run on Dong'er for being punished by Liang Shiqin, which made Dong'er, who had a good temper, go back, and finally wiped away tears secretly on his own bed for a few times .

The guzheng that Grandma Six personally chose for Liang Shiqin was seriously damaged, and Grandma Six didn't let the violinist see it, so she had to put it in a bag and put it in the utility room by me, so that Liang Shiqin could not be seen.Fortunately, Grandma Six has taken leave of absence for Liang Shiqin these few days, so she doesn't have to worry about her schoolwork.

During the day, Liang Shiqin still gets up on time, but after getting up, she just sits on the bed alone for a long time, and when she is more energetic, she will sit on the hanging chair, by the desk, or by the window lattice.Eat three meals a day like chickens pecking at rice.In the evening, I went to bed early.

Although I slept in the outside room, in the quiet night, I could hear Liang Shiqin's turning over, as well as her faint breathing that implied sentimentality and melancholy.Liang Shiqin doesn't open her mouth, and I won't force her to talk to her either.Seeing her looking up at the blue sky on the hanging chair, reading books by the table, and looking into the distance by the bed, the sharp edges and corners are engraved with her sadness.I don't want to touch it and let that wound open again and bleed out.I know that Liang Shiqin's heart is full of scars.I just want to accompany her quietly, watch her in a visible place.When she is thirsty, prepare tea; when she is hungry, serve pastries; when she is cold, serve her a shawl.Not to mention meticulous, at least let her know that as long as she needs, I am by her side.

On autumn nights, the sound of insects can be heard endlessly.

"Changing clothes." Liang Shiqin's gentle voice came from inside.

I held down my excited voice: "I'm here."

Liang Shiqin has always been like this since she was a child, she can clearly feel her emotions at first, but later, once her grief is expressed, I will be affected, so she began to learn to hide her grief , leaving only joy.Even if I serve her the most hated bitter gourd, she can keep it in her mouth and smile on her face.Also because of her forbearance, my life is much easier.But getting closer, seeing a lot, and thinking thoroughly, I know that many of Liang Shiqin's joys are not real happiness, but more about going along with Grandma Six.Needless to say Liang Shiqin, I can tell whether she is real or fake just by looking at her.

At this moment, hearing Liang Shiqin's call, my heart suddenly became much more stable.

"I know, my mother is really angry." Liang Shiqin's voice was somewhat sad, "Although my mother has always been loved by my father, her birth cannot be changed. The identity of an actor has become a part of her life after entering Liangfu. I know that my mother has always wanted to take this imprint off her body. But my mother deliberately didn't say it, it doesn't mean that other people won't chew their tongues. Whenever this time, my mother would cover my ears and tell me They are talking nonsense. In order to get rid of the burden of opera singers, my mother broke off her relationship with her former "mother" when she entered Liangfu, which caused her to be called "unfilial". In order to make me not like her, my mother raised I am a lady of the family. But others will not let my mother go. At the card table, my sister shouted affectionately, and when the table was over, the actor teased my mother. During the banquet, my mother often sang a few words in public. Mother worked hard They wiped off the actor's makeup, and they made my mother invisible with a few words. Several times, I saw the sadness that was not hidden in the corners of the mother's eyes. I don’t feel bitter. I know that it is very dangerous to be born in such a big family without the qualifications to protect yourself. So, my mother asked me to learn, so I learned; my mother asked me to play, and I played. There is nothing wrong with my mother’s decision .”

I listened silently, I saw everything Liang Shiqin said and kept it in my heart.In such a big house, who doesn't have a bit of suffering, who doesn't have a bit of trickery.Otherwise, how could Grandma worship the Buddha all the year round and accumulate virtue for Liangfu.Just because you can see too clearly and can't change it, it's better to stay out of it and do what you can.

"That day, when I was called in, the eighth grandma who came in early in the yard was sitting in the yard and looking at me. She was indeed a beautiful woman, no wonder my father lingered. During the conversation, I knew that she and The mother was originally a 'mother'. It's just that the mother entered the Liangfu with her front foot, and she broke off with them on the back foot. So she never interacted with them. That day, she entered the mansion and brought her "mother" in to see the house. What is the Liangfu of Daye Daye like, and how well her eldest daughter married. I also saw that 'grandmother'. Seeing me carrying a guzheng, my grandma sighed, and I realized that my mother can play it. , but I stopped playing the zither after entering the mansion. Grandma took my hands and said that they are indeed good hands for playing the guzheng. Then she unloaded my guzheng and put it on the stone table, and played it herself. It was rough, but the appearance of playing the qin showed that she was once an expert at playing the zither. After one song, grandma repacked the zither and returned it to me, telling me that although the eldest daughter is not filial, there is still a younger daughter who knows how to be grateful. I listened in my heart I felt uncomfortable, but I didn't know how to defend my mother, so I was welcomed out by the maid." Liang Shiqin sighed, "I was thinking about whether to tell my mother about this along the way. When I got to my mother, I Before I could speak, I was slapped sharply by my mother. Before I recovered, there was only a buzzing in my ears, and I was punished by my mother. Seeing Shimei's secretly happy expression, I knew I didn't need to say it , Shimei should be better than what I said." Liang Shiqin paused, "It's my fault, I stroked my mother's scales, and made my mother unhappy."

I knew things were not that simple. It turned out that the eighth grandma and the sixth grandma went out of the same school, and there was such a big gap.Regardless of whether the piano was played by Liang Shiqin or not, if it was heard by Grandma Six, it would only be played by Liang Shiqin.No wonder Sixth Grandma would severely punish Liang Shiqin who was holding her in her hand.How unfilial Sixth Grandma was at the beginning, how she cruelly abandoned her mother's family, turned her face and refused to recognize anyone, is still discussed in the world to this day.Now, the younger sister of the same family has entered the mansion and brought her mother. This filial piety will have immediate results. I am afraid that the storm will be even bigger in the future.Unfortunately, Liang Shiqin ran right into the gun.There must be no good things to say from Miss Eight, maybe how to frame Liang Shiqin, how to flatter the new grandma, show off her piano skills, so that the sixth grandma will be furious, so that she can give Liang Shiqin a severe blow warn.After all, Liang Shiqin's piano skills are a magic weapon used by the sixth grandma to win the favor of the master, but Liang Shiqin cannot be allowed to show off at will, and it is still in front of those people that the sixth grandma wants to erase so much.

I pursed my lips tightly, not knowing what to say to comfort Liang Shiqin.

"I know that after this incident, my mother will definitely be angry with me for a long time. This guzheng may not let me continue to learn. After all, there is someone in Liangfu who can play better than me." Liang Shiqin said His tone trembled a little, and even his voice trembled.

I sighed heavily, turned over and got up, without even putting on my shoes, walked lightly to Liang Shiqin's back room, opened the curtain with the help of the weak light, and really saw a gleam on Liang Shiqin's pure white face Tears flowed.For a moment, my nose also became sore: "Shiqin, don't be sad, it's not your fault."

"But I really broke my mother's heart." Seeing me, Liang Shiqin cried even harder.

Sitting on the side of the bed, I hesitated to hold Liang Shiqin's hand, her fingers were cold: "Grandma Six will know. Grandma Six will not blame you. After a while, Grandma Six will get over her anger and she will Let you play the piano again."

Suddenly, Liang Shiqin sat up and hugged me: "No, no. The piano she gave is broken, and I can't play it anymore. Mother won't trust me anymore."

Bean-sized pearls fell on my shoulders one by one, and the soaked clothes stuck to my body, soaking my soft heart.Even though Sixth Grandma is trying to please the master, but this additional love is true; even though Sixth Grandma is an unfilial daughter, but her intentions for her daughter are true; The warmth is true.Liang Shiqin was born in Zhongming Dingshi's family, and she doesn't have to worry about food and clothing, and is not afraid of the cold, but she always worries about gains and losses for spiritual comfort.Ever since she became sensible, Liang Shiqin has always worried that Grandma Six will forget herself when she has Miss Eight, and she will be abandoned like a pair of shoes.Ever since she knew that she could use the Guzheng to win the favor of Grandma Liu, Liang Shiqin has been working hard day and night without distaste of hardship.The proud Guzheng suddenly collapsed, and Liang Shiqin was precarious again, like walking on thin ice.

I hugged Liang Shiqin tightly: "It will be fine one day. It's okay." I gently stroked Liang Shiqin's quilt, hoping to relieve her depression.

That night, I blew out the lights, got into Liang Shiqin's bed, and let her hug me, looking for a place that could warm and comfort her heart.Now she feels like she is in the vast ocean, and I am her only boat, carrying her, hoping to wait until the dawn breaks and arrive at a safe harbor.

That night, Liang Shiqin finally fell asleep.Although I have slept restlessly, I no longer wake up.I know that there may still be pain left in this period of suffering, but Liang Shiqin has already spoken, that is, she wants to let go and let go.

That night, I watched Liang Shiqin who was sleeping soberly, happy for her and sad for her in my heart.The road of life is long, I only wish her road is calm and safe.

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