Bird Reimu Dance · Returning Night

We ran wildly in the dense forest, all the way rough.

I was hit by several arrows behind me, although I really wanted to listen to her and hold her and never let go...But I don't know how long I persisted, my hands still gradually lost strength, and I fell off the horse uncontrollably, unconscious dead past.

It seemed that after experiencing the longest period of darkness in my life, my eyes gradually brightened.

It's not dawn, but a feeling of a night traveler finally seeing the candle waiting for him in the house.

I seem to be lying in an ordinary farmer's house. Although it is not big, it looks very tidy.

I saw Murong Ying sitting on a wooden bench beside her, with her elbows resting on the wooden table against her forehead, her beautiful eyes were closed, and she looked very tired.

There was a faint candle burning on the board table, flickering on and off, and under her long eyelashes, layers of mottled light and shadow were blooming, which was very beautiful.

I just turned my head sideways like this, without making a sound, just looking at her quietly.

I like to see her peaceful appearance, it looks like she will be a little warmer, not always so cool.

yeah i like her...

and many more!

Suddenly, my whole body trembled, and my mind suddenly became clear.

I like her...I seem to have told her I like her...?

I suddenly felt red and white on my face, and my body was hot and cold... The first reaction in my head was that I should sneak away while she was asleep...

So I threw off the quilt in a panic and struggled to sit up, but because the movement was too violent, it was like being stabbed with a sharp knife in the back, and the pain made me "ouch" and fell back again On the wooden couch.

She woke up suddenly and looked up at me.

And I could only moan and groan and lie on the couch, unable to move for a while because of the pain, and I didn't dare to meet her eyes, I just felt that my face was extremely hot.

"When did you wake up, why didn't you call me?" She frowned and walked to my side, reaching out to untie my clothes.

"Isn't this just waking up...hey...hey...what do you want to do?!" I looked at her with some horror, and subconsciously sat up and grabbed her palm.

"Let me show you the wound." She answered me very naturally, her face as usual.

"This won't work..." I shook my head desperately, and couldn't help but hold her hand even tighter.

"What's wrong?" She tilted her head, staring at me and asked.

"Because...because..." I was so nervous that I couldn't speak for a long time, took a deep breath, and then slowly let go of her palm, "It's just that I can't... I'll do it myself. ..”

"But your injury is on your back..."

"I'll find a way! I'm a doctor myself!" I raised my voice unconsciously.

Seeing me like this, she slowly bit her lip. After a long time, the corners of her lips slowly curled up again.

She was smiling at me.

I suspected that I was wrong, but I lowered my head the moment I met her eyes, and I didn't have the confidence to raise my eyes to confirm.

"Lin Mu, why don't you talk about it?" Until she asked in a calm voice above my head.

"Ah? What did you say?" I looked up, momentarily stunned.

She took off her shoes suddenly, and sat on the couch, hugging her knees, sitting opposite me, staring at me for a moment, "Tell me, why do you like me?"

"I...I..." I stammered for a moment, my neck was flushed red, I wanted to force myself to say 'I don't have', but under her gaze, I don't know what evil, suddenly It's just that I can't say a word against my heart anymore.

I pursed my dry lips, and asked myself in my heart: Yes, why do I like her?

Even if I like girls, haven't I met so many beautiful and attractive girls since I entered the palace, and even when I was practicing medicine in Jizhou?Why didn't I discover my feelings before?And she was without a doubt the most eccentric of all the girls.I can't figure her out at all, and I often feel at a loss when I am with her.But I know I like her, so I just like her.

After a long time, I didn't speak, and she didn't rush me.

"Sorry, I don't know why." After a long time, I lowered my head and replied truthfully.

She glanced at me in surprise, then turned her cheek, and asked casually, "Where is that daughter of the Wei family who you think is a nice person? Do you like her too?"

"She's nice. But I only like you."

As if she didn't expect me to answer without hesitation, she was stunned for a while after hearing the answer, and murmured, "Is it... only like me..."

I nodded silently but firmly.

She was silent for a moment, then stared at me and asked, "Then when did you start liking me?"

I thought about it, and finally met her eyes calmly, "Do you still remember the day you took me to Moon Tower?"

"Oh, you mean the time when you insisted on following me in a deadpan manner."

I raised my hand embarrassingly and scratched my head, "That was the time when I sat next to you and watched you drink away your sorrows, so I began to think: no, if this continues, this girl's heartache It's going to turn into a stomachache, which is not good. Although I am a doctor, I often need to take care of patients on weekdays..."

"Hello..." After hearing this, her face darkened slightly.

"Don't worry, just listen to me." I raised my hand to signal her not to interrupt, took a deep breath, and continued, "But this is the first time in my life that I want to take care of another person as Lin Mu , not for the sake of accumulating virtue and doing good deeds or hanging pots to help the world, but just a simple and ordinary person wishing for another person to be healthy and safe. Yang Zhong and I once eavesdropped on your conversation with Nangong Jue, and you said that you like to stand on a high place and look at the stars. That’s very Romantic things, but I hope you can eat well, take medicine on time, stop being haunted by nightmares, stop grinding your teeth when you sleep, smile happily when you are happy, and cry out loud when you are sad, like Sweets are fine too, but remember not to eat too much. Well, that’s all I hope, and that’s all. Oh, and, remember to wear extra clothes when it’s cold.”

Speaking of this, my voice trembled a little. I wanted to say it as easily as possible, but I don't know where the bloody tears came from, which made me choke up more and more.

"You..." She looked at me in a daze, and she seemed to want to say something.

"Wait! You don't have to! I know what you're going to say!" I interrupted her with all my courage.

Because I know I can't bear it...the feeling of being so self-indulgent and being rejected in person...so some things...it's better for me to say it in front of her.

"You are the first person I like. I have no experience, and it is so unfortunate. God wants to play tricks on me and make me fall in love with you who is also a woman... That's why I am so busy and talkative. ...Perhaps if I were a man, even if it was really your brother, I would be more confident when I said those words just now? But this is something I can't help. I can't choose my identity, just like I have no choice Ways to control my emotions towards you. But at this moment, I don’t regret telling you this as a woman. But if it really makes you feel very uncomfortable, please try not to take it to your heart, no matter how bad it is ...If you don't care, just take it as a joke! Look at me...how can I say so many bad nonsense again...sorry...but I really don't want to keep lying ...especially to you..."

As I was talking, strong sourness poured out of my nasal cavity, and I still couldn't help crying, so I had to raise my hand to cover my cheek, not wanting her to see my cowardly appearance, but There is nowhere to hide.

These words are obviously intended to be buried in my heart for a lifetime, aren't they...how come they say it?

I covered my cheeks hard, trying to stop those weak tears from falling down... because I knew that my appearance at this moment must be sad and ridiculous.

Ah, I'm totally screwed.

Obviously you want to show your demeanor, don't you?

He obviously wanted to tell her and tell himself that his liking is nothing at all, isn't it...?

Just when I was sinking into extremely depressed and depressed, suddenly, a faint fragrance suddenly surrounded me.

"No wonder you cry so much, it really is a girl." She rested her pointed chin on my shoulder, hugged me with one hand, and stroked the messy hair I scratched with the other.

I was stunned for a moment, my body was stiff and I didn't dare to move, "You..."

What does she mean?

Do you mind?Do you like me?

She will like me, it's just my whimsical extravagant wish.

She whispered in my ear, "Shh, don't say anything, it's fine now..."

I didn't understand, but I still didn't ask anything. I slowly raised my hands, wanting to hug her. I felt that I should hug her, but I didn't dare. I stood in a stalemate for a long time in the air.

Time has become extremely long at this moment, and every moment is like a lifetime.

My heart was beating fast, and I heard her heart beating too fast.

I slowly closed my eyes, and I felt that she became so warm all of a sudden.

After a while, I felt wet and cold on my shoulders, and when I opened my eyes, it turned out that she was crying.

"Why..." I looked at her puzzled.

"I'm fine." She raised her head and quickly wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes with her sleeves. She looked me up and down, "Why don't you go back to women's clothes in the future."

"It's nothing...I'm used to wearing robes anyway." I blurted out.

"No." She was categorical, and brought me a set of blue-gray women's farm skirts when I got to the bed, forcing me to change into them later.

Then she took off all the jewelry on her body, lifted the curtain and walked out.

I struggled to move over to look, and saw she gave the jewelry to a pair of gray-haired old farmers.

They spoke so softly that I could hear them intermittently.

"...The girl is leaving?"

"...Please trouble the two old people to help take care of my sister for a few days...Let her recover from her injuries...Remember not to run around..."

"...Beijing and China are not peaceful...I heard that the emperor..."

"...It will be fine...I will come back to pick her up soon...Please trouble the old man to buy some more medicine..."

The two old men staggered away, and she also turned around and came back. I slowly took two steps back. After she came in, I stared at her and asked, "Where are you going?"

"I have to go back to the palace." She said calmly.

"Oh...and then?" I asked with my head down in a bit of disappointment.

"Then I'll come to you."

"And then what?"

"I haven't thought about it yet, just watch the arrangement then." She said as if very lightly.

"Oh...huh?!" I raised my head suddenly and looked at her in disbelief.

She looked at my startled appearance, and couldn't help but smile with her lips covered.I blushed from laughing.

"Lin Mu, if you hadn't said these things to me today, there are some things I might never have said to you in my life."

After laughing for a while, she suddenly became serious again, and for the first time a serious look appeared on her always casual face, "In the past, I never thought that I could still love and know each other in this life, maybe it was because I saw through the coldness of the world. and hypocrisy, and from the bottom of my heart, I don't believe that there is a true and unshakable relationship in the world. I thought I would be like this in my life...Anyway, no one treats me sincerely, so why should I treat others with hypocrisy...Main Hall On top of that, everyone is just a walking corpse thinking about how to protect themselves. The emperor has the duty of the emperor, and the princess has the duty of the princess. Who cares about the most common cold and cold? Until I meet you. ..I just realized that I am not dead yet, and I still have the strength to love someone. Indeed, your identity made me hesitate and worry for a long time, but now I have figured it out. I am afraid that I will never meet the first person in this life. Two people who are willing to risk their lives to love me like you."

Speaking of this, she took a step forward, stretched out her hand to stroke my cheek, and said in a daze, "Lin Mu, how did you catch me when I fell from such a high place in the first place? You should be the last Come save my people."

I think she meant that I was just a stranger passing by at the time, why should I risk my own life to save her, but I didn't think about it that much.I stared at her, my eyes were moist and hot, even slightly burning.

I finally hugged her desperately, almost bursting into tears again with joy.

Besides, I don't know how to express the ecstasy in my heart.

I didn't expect that she could accept me safely, nor that I would have such an important place in her heart.

I never thought that this insignificant love of mine would have such a happy ending.

Everything seems to be in a dream.

She leaned gently on my shoulder, and I heard her say in a very low, almost whispering voice, "Lin Mu, no matter who you are, I am willing to be with you. Does it matter who I am, you also Would you all love me?"

I nodded vigorously, feeling that I have nothing else to ask for in this life.