[Onmyoji] I don't want to be dog food

It's very cold in winter, I don't want to move much.

Huddled under the blanket and clutching the small heater, I couldn't dispel the cold. Today's wind is very noisy, blowing the doors and windows.There was snowflakes outside, and the wind was blowing from east to west, from north to south, and I still had to get up after sleeping in the afternoon.

After putting on a fluffy cloak, he heated hot water by the fire and washed himself.Bring a Tang umbrella when you go out, it’s good to keep out the snow, the courtyard is deserted, and there is no one around. In Qingming’s father’s courtyard, I will always be the first one to get up, even though it is noon.

The little paper figurine who made the sushi recovered from his illness, and I also felt relaxed for a lifetime.People who are idle like to think wildly, yes, I am homesick.Whenever I encounter something that doesn't go my way, I will go home, so that I can somewhat soothe the bad mood.

Holding an umbrella, wrapped his clothes tightly, stepped out of the gate, and crossed a bridge. The river under the bridge formed a thin layer of ice, and the river water flowed under the transparency.

It is conceivable that it is inconvenient to travel today.

There are indeed a lot of troubles recently, because I am afraid that they will all die, leaving me alone, living a life like a year.

On the other side of the bridge was Ibaraki, who stood there straight, motionless, letting the snowflakes fall on his head, one by one accumulating.

I was very kind, walked quickly across the bridge, stood beside him, and raised my umbrella to help him block the flying snowflakes.Ibaraki was so tall that I had to put my toes on to barely hold the umbrella over his head.

After raising the umbrella, my arm was so sore, but Ibaraki didn't intend to help me hold it up.

"Master Ibaraki, is your injury all right?" This is a polite remark, Ibaraki is very energetic now, so it should be fine.

Holding an umbrella is also a technical job. After I couldn't bear it, I simply stopped supporting Ibaraki and put the handle of the umbrella on my shoulder to relieve the soreness of my arm.

"That brat, when I have a chance, I will definitely defeat her with my own hands!" Ibaraki hammered down the railing of the bridge, his eyes full of anger.

Speaking of which, Ibaraki is thinking about life here, is it because of Ibaraki's sister?I can see through things, but not people's hearts, so I have no way of knowing how distressed he is about this matter.

After the words fell, Ibaraki snatched my umbrella, then pushed me to his left, and replaced him with the umbrella, and walked forward.To be honest, the current situation is a little embarrassing, there is too much height difference, no matter who holds the umbrella, at least one person will not be able to block it.

And now I don't have the shelter of an umbrella.

I kept up with his footsteps and said, "I'm sorry that you were scolded by Kagura's mother, but my father is still defending you."

The direction Ibaraki is walking now seems to be the direction I want to go home.I vaguely felt that Ibaraki was looking down at me, but I didn’t look at him directly. Instead, I judged the distance by the rustle of my feet stepping on the snow, and judged the performance of people’s movements by the temperature. That’s because I was walking with my eyes closed. .

I have snow blindness, and I dare not look at the white snow for too long, otherwise I will be temporarily blind.There are many diseases even if I become a monster. This is the one thing I hate about myself the most.

Ibaraki accepted my apology: "It's good that you know, but then again, where did that guy come from?"

I said, "I'm not sure, I heard that it was Kagura Masahiro who smashed the eggs."

Ibaraki guessed wildly: "There are only fragments for smashing all ghosts. Where did the eggs come from? It is possible to pick them up from the wild."

I asked, "Has she already threatened Ibaraki-sama's status?"

Ibaraki snorted: "Hmph, am I afraid of a kid? Is this your house?"

In the process of our small talk, it has arrived at my house.After I opened my eyes, the white snow was dazzling, and I looked straight at the past, still a few feet away from home.The courtyard is full of weeds, and no one seems to have repaired it. The family members are old and dead, and there is only one family left.This place was once enclosed. Because of me, no one has dared to come and buy it.

"It's my home."

"It's quite big, who is that man?"

"Childhood sweetheart."

The middle-aged man sitting in the room drinking tea is my childhood sweetheart. He is already married and has a child, and he looks much older.Time flies, and I am still the same as before I died, unchanged for many years, thanks to my transformation into a monster.

If I were still alive, the family wouldn't be in such a state of decay, broken walls, and lifeless.I can continue to count luck for them, avoid disasters and seek blessings, I am willing to be used, or enshrine me as a god, as long as it can reflect the value of my existence.

Yes, my wish is that big, I can see the future clearly, what other wish can I make?

There is also a little regret... I didn't count my life and death, what's the use of counting, the way of heaven is impermanent.It was the only chance to take the maid out for an outing. Unfortunately, I was eaten by a monster with red hair.

How it was eaten, I don't quite remember.Anyway, it is a very ferocious monster who specially picks young and beautiful young ladies as food.

Ibaraki suddenly became curious about my life experience: "Woman, how did you die?"

I said: "I don't really remember. It seems that a monster first dug out my heart. I didn't die. The family believed the rumors and buried me alive."

Ibaraki pushed me back and took a few steps forward, as if he wanted to go over and force me: "It's better to destroy such a family. I'll dig out his heart and give it to you later."

I grabbed his arm, pinched my fingers again, and found that something was wrong: "No, no, although I really want to stab him a few times, it's not suitable to see blood this year, or it will be bad luck."

"I don't believe in luck."

"I just believe it."

Ibaraki turned his head to look into my eyes, but I couldn't quite see his appearance, because I kept my eyes open for too long, the eyes were stabbed by the snow, and my eyes lost expression.Whenever I get home, I just need to look at it for a while, and it is not suitable to stay for a long time. I want to take Ibaraki back.

What's more, I didn't invite Ibaraki to come with me at the beginning, but he was more familiar than me to help me who suffers from snow blindness lead the way.So he must have been here many times before.

When I was a human, there were many monsters who coveted me. Most of them came for my heart. It is rumored that if they eat my heart, they can predict the future.Even I don't know where this rumor came from, it's almost like the joke that eating Tang's monk meat can make you live forever.

Ibaraki seemed to really want to avenge me: "Then if I kill the monster that eats your heart, it shouldn't ruin your luck, right?"

I put my feet up, patted him on the shoulder, and said, "This is not good either, that monster is stronger than you."

I guess it was inconvenient for him to talk with my head down, so Ibaraki simply pushed me onto a high step, just enough to be at eye level with him, and mocked my rebellious words just now: "Better than me? Hahaha , besides Shuten-douji, who else in the demon world is better than me?"

How should I put it, it might ruin my image if I say it, but I have to tell him the truth.

I calmly said: "Unfortunately, the monster that ate my heart is called Shuten-douji. Not only me, but also many girls have been eaten by a certain part. I am quite lucky in this regard."

"..."

Ibaraki couldn't believe it, so he just stared at me without saying a word.

I patted that strong shoulder again: "Is there anything else? If nothing else, go home."

The current home is Qingming's courtyard. There is nothing wrong with brothers and sisters of Tianxiegui.As I was talking, I came to such a sad stage, and I couldn't bear it.

After a long time, he managed to squeeze out such a sentence: "I have no heart, so you just have an expression all day long, with no joy, anger, sorrow or joy, hum, it's boring."

I said, "Isn't that good? In fact, I have a rich inner world. Look, I'm just a chatterbox, I just can't show it. The best thing is that I won't show my timidity to the enemy on the battlefield."

Ibaraki smiled contemptuously, threw the umbrella away, pinched my chin, put his face very close, and said word by word: "What does that matter, Seimei will not take you to the battlefield."

I don't know what angered him, at least I understand that I can't mention Jiu Tun-douji, so I changed the subject: "Yeah, I'm just a useless child. Come to think of it, Sister Ibaraki has been here for many days , and never played in a battle, with her strength, she shouldn't."

Speaking of Sister Ibaraki, Ibaraki became even more annoyed, but let go of my chin, and snorted: "Hmph, because she is not as useful as me."

"You haven't been out for several days."

"..."

Actually, I don't want to complain about him. The weather in the past few days is really unacceptable, and I don't even bother to eat, let alone go out to refresh.Of course, I just want to know why this guy doesn't feel cold and doesn't add a layer of clothing?

Seeing that he didn't speak, in order to calm Ibaraki's irritable mood, I interjected: "Besides, I can feel your heart, so don't be too sad."

Ibaraki didn't discuss with me anymore, and after taking a look at my childhood sweetheart, he ignored the umbrella stuck in the snow, pulled me down from the steps, and said, "Let's go, don't hold an umbrella, get in the way."

Alas... If you want to hold hands, just say it directly, why do you want to abandon the umbrella?Umbrella is also very innocent, but it's a pity that he only has one hand and has no spare hand to do other things.I also heard the legend that Ibaraki's right hand was chopped off when I was a human being. It seems that a samurai of one of my relatives did it.

But that can't be blamed on other people, who asked him to change into a woman's clothes to seduce my relative?

Speaking of which, Ibaraki's hands are really hot, hotter than a small stove.I don't want to be led away by him, I'm afraid my hands will be burned.

But if I don't walk with him, with the current state of my eyes, everything I see is just a piece of whiteness.

After this trip, I am afraid that I will have to rest for a few days before I can recover.

Tossing around, however, I really miss home even though there are no relatives there.

After waiting for a while, Ibaraki said slowly, "I'm not going up to star level anymore, you should be happy, woman."

"???"

What did Ibaraki mean by saying this suddenly?

The author has something to say:

How should I put it, the heroine was very miserable during her lifetime, there was a struggle within the family, and she was buried alive because she was exploited to death and drained her value.So she is always cautious in doing things now, afraid of making a wrong step.

Ibaraki's boyfriend is MAX, and Tuntun still maintains the legendary setting: the virgin killer.