A woman like Ode to Joy

I don't know if it was Fan Shengmei's illusion, but looking at Tang Qiu's car going away, she always felt that Tang Qiu was a little different from before.It seems that his temperament has become a little warmer, and he always felt that he was taciturn and calm in the past. Although he helped Fan Shengmei a lot at work and asked for more, he had never seen him say such things in the tone of a friend.

He also said to take her notes.

If this situation were placed on another man, Fan Shengmei would probably feel that the other man was interested in her, send her back, and warmly introduce and help her.

But, this person is Tang Qiu... Is it possible?

Standing where he is, Fan Shengmei has no solution.is it possible?He frowned slightly, then shook his head, denying it.

It should not be possible.After all, the other party is Tang Qiu.

Feeling that the idea just now was absurd, Fan Shengmei laughed at herself and turned around to walk into Ode to Joy.

She really thought that everyone loved her. If it was what she thought, Tan Zongming would have such a headache for her, and Tang Qiu would have a very complicated background. She thought it was delusional.

Don't be too sentimental.

It was still early when we got home, and it would take two or three hours for Qiu Yingying and Guan Juer to come back.Fan Shengmei took off her makeup, took a shower and lay still on the bed.The door was closed tightly, and the air conditioner was turned on before she took a bath. She suddenly felt too cold, so she nestled under the quilt, and it was time.

Lying on the bed, my thoughts settled down, holding the phone in my hand and staring blankly at the dark screen, pressing the power button once to turn it off, and pressing the home button again and again, over and over again, but the screen just turned on, Never unlock the password.

Throwing away the phone and pulling the quilt to cover her head, she sighed and shrank inside, looking at the light shining through the quilt in the small space surrounded, she shrunk herself into a ball, with one side of her face, Bury your eyes deeply into the pillow.

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"Xiaomei, are you really with that, that big boss?"

Fan Shengmei's brother's eyes shot out, his eyes were full of eagerness, a cigarette in his hand was already burned out, standing at the door of the hospital obviously waited for Fan Shengmei for a long time, and he couldn't wait to see her come out.

On the side, Fan Shengmei's sister-in-law rubbed her hands, smiled cautiously, and nodded along with what her brother said.

"I heard that he is a famous big boss in Shanghai!" I just heard it from others, and with great temptation, I couldn't help but verify it when I saw Fan Shengmei.

……

Thinking of the expression and tone on her brother-in-law's face a few days ago, a cold smile appeared on the corner of her mouth.

big boss……

At the moment she heard that she hadn't reacted yet, and she didn't know when they had such a skill, they even knew about her and Tan Zongming being together, she didn't expect to meet Wang Baichuan's parents in the elevator later.

I also understand a little bit in my heart.

However, Fan Shengmei always thought that if her mother heard that she and Tan Zongming were together, she would inevitably let her take more money home, but unexpectedly, the reality was completely different.

Up to now, she can still think of Fan's mother's face that hesitated to speak, and finally called her when she got on the train.

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"Xiaomei, mom, mom doesn't know what to say, you have your own opinions, but I heard from your brother that the big boss you hired seems to be very good, great, you, I, I know, You despise this family, but you have to admit that the gap between us and others is too big..."

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The other side of the phone talked for a long time, and talked a lot, as if to confide all of Fan Shengmei's worries for many days.

May I ask, mother Fan said so much, how can Fan Shengmei not know?

In the process of interacting with Tan Zongming, she deepened this gap too deeply.

She knows it all...

Fan Shengmei warmed her eyes with grievance.

She knows it all, knows it all...why remind her like this?

Thinking of Tan Zongming's questioning when she came back, she was very at a loss, and what he said kept echoing in her ears——

"Still can't tell me, can you?"

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"You always hide and hide. I know you feel uncomfortable, but do you think I can feel better when I see you like this? Even if you tell me a few truths, a few sincere words, instead of just thinking To perfuse me."

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"Fan Shengmei, we have a problem now, what we want is communication, you have to talk, you have to learn to open your heart to me, even if you hit me and scold me, just like when we first met, you can just frown at me ! But not silence... You will never solve the problem."

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One teardrop after another wet the pillow.

Fan Shengmei thought of the question she asked at that time, the other party's face suddenly became silent, and she laughed mockingly under the quilt again, with tears streaming down her face.

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"Okay, I just want to ask you, can you marry me?" She looked at the other person's face with shining eyes, but saw the other person's expression suddenly quiet, as if the eagerness just now was frightened into obedience by this question.

In her opinion, it was extremely ironic.

problem……

Isn't that the problem?Still can't solve it.

Immediately, she shook off his hand and left directly.

After clearing away her tears, blowing her nose, and cleaning herself up again, Fan Shengmei put down her phone to check how the porridge in the kitchen was doing, for fear that it would be too bad.

Tan Zongming has not called her for three days, nor has he received any information.Except for the first one, give everyone enough time and space to think about the content of the text message first.Although it was solemnly written and lengthy, Fan Shengmei only glanced at it, already thinking about it.

Perhaps, like all love affairs, the beginning is always sweet, and the ending is always dismal in the slowly disconnected relationship.

Fan Shengmei lifted the lid, took a look at the situation of the rice blossoms, picked up two and put them in her mouth, chewed them, and let out a sigh of relief.

She has pessimized the ending.

Emotions need to be maintained, time and space are just to save face for each other, the more you think about it, the calmer you will become.

Seeing that the rice flower was almost in bloom, he pulled out the plug, filled a bowl and put it on the table.Dispiritedly, I opened the refrigerator to look at the vegetables in it, and found that it was empty, and there were no eggs, fermented bean curd, pickled vegetables, and salted eggs.

Helpless, I could only drag my tired body to the convenience store downstairs.

With the money in hand, she took the key, and Fan Shengmei went out in pajamas.

I don't want to, as soon as I closed the door and went to the elevator, there was another sound of closing the door behind me, I turned my head and met Qu Xiaoxiao's big eyes, wearing a delicate and fashionable dress, wearing high heels and carrying a small bag, seeing Fan Shengmei whom I haven't seen for a long time , let out a cry.

The elevator button has already been pressed, Qu Xiaoxiao rarely saw Fan Shengmei going out with a plain face and wearing pajamas, so she took a second look.

"What's wrong with the eyes, are they swollen? Are you crying?" Qu Xiaoxiao looked into her eyes, folded her arms around her chest, and before Fan Shengmei could answer, something sounded suddenly, she leaned next to Fan Shengmei and continued, "Hey, hey, How are you getting along with Tan Zongming recently? I heard from that big mouthed Xiaoqiu that you two are inseparable all day long, tsk, you are living together."

Seeing that Fan Shengmei's expression was still blank, Qu Xiaoxiao was so curious that she urged her, "How about it, hey, give me a reaction, stupid..."

The elevator came up slowly, she looked at the number, and sighed inwardly, still gluey?Is she and Tan Zongming?

Fan Shengmei couldn't be bothered, with mixed feelings in his heart, he opened his mouth to say something, but he just let out a light breath, turned his head, glanced at Qu Xiaoxiao, not in the mood to express it with any expression.

Under the slightly swollen eyelids, a pair of eyes looked at him quietly, with an indescribable complexity, as if answering himself, but also as if silent.Qu Xiaoxiao didn't know, but subconsciously stopped talking after this look.

The elevator came up, opened the door, Qu Xiaoxiao let go of Fan Shengmei's arm, and the two went in one after the other.When the elevator door closed, Fan Shengmei was still silent, which made Qu Xiaoxiao feel that there seemed to be something wrong with Fan Shengmei and Tan Zongming.

It was the first time she saw Fan Shengmei's expression, and felt that she should be careful.He sneaked a few glances in the elevator and curled his lips.

in argument?

Lovelorn?

I thought to myself, maybe we broke up just at the beginning...

"Cough, what, you come down in your pajamas, you are so unremarkable, what are you going to do?" Qu Xiaoxiao coughed unnaturally.

The silent Fan Shengmei looked up at her, "I've made the porridge, let's go downstairs to buy some food."

Qu Xiaoxiao pursed her lips when she heard the words, nodded and said, "Is that so, well, I'm looking for a good place to eat with my friend now, there are mountains and rivers, and the food is quite fresh, do you want to go with me?" I'll go together." Looking at Fan Shengmei's gloomy look, Qu Xiaoxiao thought that anyway, it doesn't matter if there is one more person, and it can be regarded as taking people to relax, to see the scenery and have fun, it's better than staying at home.

"How is it?" Qu Xiaoxiao asked as she got out of the elevator and took Fan Shengmei's hand.

to play?

Fan Shengmei frowned, or refused without hesitation.

"No need, you and your friend, I have nothing to do with it. Besides, I have to get up early tomorrow morning and go to bed early at night. You can have fun by yourself." She was not in the mood to really play anywhere, and she didn't have the time.

Qu Xiaoxiao curled her lips, "It's boring." She really wanted to take Fan Shengmei to play, to change her mood.

"I see you look sad, forget it, if you don't go, don't go, don't say that sister won't take you to play next time." Qu Xiaoxiao raised her eyebrows.

Seeing this, Fan Shengmei twitched the corners of her mouth and gave a bleak smile, "Okay, I know your kindness."

It's okay if you don't smile, it's like crying when you smile.

That girl rolled her eyes and looked disgusted, "Forget it, forget it, don't laugh if you don't want to, it's like I'm bullying you."

Approaching the entrance of the convenience store, Qu Xiaoxiao waved her hand, "Let's go, let's go, don't dangle in front of my eyes." He strode forward, swaying his small waist, heels are so high that he doesn't know how to be careful and walk slowly , without looking back, "Let's go! If you miss me, call me, and I'll take some pictures of the scenery and food for you!"

After getting on her little Polo, she still had a proud expression on her face, "You're so hungry!"

Then, the little yellow Polo left in the dust, leaving Fan Shengmei standing there alone.

Looking at the butt of the little Polo's car, Fan Shengmei curled her lips with the money in her mouth, turned around and entered the convenience store.

Chic and unrestrained, really enviable.