The Fox Words of Three Lives and Three Worlds

However, in the first week of work, I followed Gu Diyan around, meeting one after another. Gu Diyan took two secretaries with him, one for me and one for his former secretary, Chen Li.According to my findings, Chen Li seems to be the only employee who can get close to the boss. Basically, there are only the two of them on the top floor. Usually, things are handled by Secretary Chen...whether it is the materials below or the boss's order. The instructions were delivered by Secretary Chen.

Cough, by the way, let me say in embarrassment, I only remembered to ask Chen Li what is the name of our boss after working for a week, and then, amid Chen Li's face full of surprise, I learned his name: Gu Diyan.Chen Li smiled strangely to himself, then walked towards the office while I was watching.

Sure enough, there is something the two of them don't want people to know, sometimes they will send me out alone, and then talk in the office.Although I don't know what I said, but once, I even heard the boss's deep and depressed voice from inside, and even shouted "Damn", which sounded very ambiguous, and then Chen Li came out from inside, as if he was still disheveled Same, straightened my clothes, saw me staring at him blankly, and he still smiled at me, like showing off?How can I think this way?

But my day-to-day work is to play, I don’t even need to print or take documents, I just walk around beside Gu Diyan, like a shadow... I don’t need to do anything, everything is done by Chen Li. ..serving tea and pouring water, printing and cleaning, eating and ordering food, and then driving out... all in one hand, quick hands and feet, and concise work...it can't be compared, it seems that I am special, I have nothing to do, so useless.

When I went back to my residence this day, after washing and throwing myself on the bed, I was thinking, am I going to be transferred, why am I still following the shadow of being a week, huh?Thinking about it carefully, it seems that I have been running with Gu Diyan this week, and I have never been to the personnel department...I thought that before I went to work every morning, I would tell myself repeatedly: I must tell the boss about the transfer today, But it seems that every time I see Gu Diyan, this important event is somehow forgotten, "huh" let out a big breath, how could I forget it, how can I forget it every time I see Gu Diyan, Obviously Gu Diyan didn't do anything, just glanced over, and I foolishly followed to the meeting... I must tell the boss about the transfer tomorrow, I must... Fu Shaoqing who thought so was so confused I fell asleep in a daze, and a long-lost dream came.

The place in the dream is on a cliff, where you can see the scenery below the mountain. The smoke is faint and the scenery is pleasant.There are two men on the cliff, one is dressed in white and the other is dressed in purple.And I was standing beside Ziyi, but neither Ziyi nor Baiyi saw me, I am used to this, after all, I can't feel it in dreams, maybe it doesn't exist.

In the dream, Bai Yi kept asking Zi Yi: How is it? ...Why? ...

Ziyi looked very anxious, and kept wanting to go forward to explain, but when he touched Baiyi, he would be thrown away by Baiyi, and finally even stood on the edge of the cliff, just to prevent Ziyi from coming forward. Just turn around and leave.

The only one left is a purple dress swaying in the wind, his eyes are empty and unfocused, and his figure seems to be gone with the wind.Dead air, I can feel the dead air around Ziyi, this is how I feel about Zi Yi after Bai Yi left, although Zi Yi has no expression, but I can feel it, as if Zi Yi has died, and there is only dead air in his body .

I didn't hear what they were arguing about, but I heard the two words "don't want" very clearly, because Ziyi only said these two words from the beginning to the end, no, no matter what Bai Yi said, he kept repeating these two words, Bai Yi Can't hear, but I can hear...

I don't know why, but when I heard Ziyi say these two words, my heart hurts, as if it was going to be broken, I couldn't see his face clearly, I obviously didn't have such an experience, but I just felt this way in my heart.For a long time, standing with Ziyi in the wind like this, I don’t know how long later, a beautiful girl found Ziyi, no matter how you called him, he didn’t answer, like a dead person, Ziyi was pulled away, I was still in place, because I can't move.

Later, I don’t know how long I stood there, but the people around me changed. It wasn’t purple clothes and white clothes, but two young boys, who were as handsome as purple clothes and white clothes. The boys were fighting with each other in the open space on the cliff. , seems to be very happy, after a while the two Yujian disappeared, but the shape of the sword is very strange, like, like a pair of scissors, hehe, the dream world is full of strange things, anything can happen, right?

I don't know why I can control the sword. It feels like the costume drama I often watch on TV. I saw the slightly shorter boy change his fingers a few times and conjure a sword out of thin air. The two stood on the sword and rose into the sky. , before leaving, I clearly saw the tall boy standing behind, hugging the waist of the boy in front very close, the boy in front felt that the tall boy's movements seemed unhappy, so he clapped the tall boy's hand, I wanted him to let go and stand up, but the tall man didn't let go of his hand, but hugged him even tighter, as if he was afraid that he would fall, and said something to the boy in front of him, who seemed to be used to it , rolled his eyes, didn't care about it, turned his head to focus on Yujian, and the two of them disappeared in an instant.

When I woke up, I found that I had already burst into tears. Although I don't know what happened, it must be related to my dream.Hey, it was the same as before, I sighed in a low voice, and I don't remember the content again.

However, I feel different from before. Touching my chest and the position of my heart seems to hurt.Although I was dreaming before, waking up was just a headache at most, not like now.

Staring down at his hands, he whispered, "No, don't what? Why not?" Why do you feel distressed?for whom?

I never delved into dreams. When I was a child, I would tell my parents, but they couldn’t tell the content. My parents just thought I had a nightmare, but they didn’t know that I woke up because I couldn’t see the face clearly. Crying because of the content, and then gradually stopped talking.

But now, I really want to know why I keep having these dreams, why the two people in the dream look so familiar, I have never been to those scenes, why I feel like I have lived in that area for many years. The woods, the grass, the house, the street, the open space, there are traces of playing everywhere, but I just can't remember who it is.

Although he can't remember the content of each dream, Fu Shaoqing is very familiar with the scene, so familiar that as long as he dreams, he knows what will happen, but why does this dream make his heart hurt so much?

The alarm clock rang for a long time before Fu Shaoqing woke up completely, no matter what, he would dream every time, no matter how much he thought about it, he couldn't understand what was going on, it was time to get ready for work.

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My heart hurts, it seems like something is going to happen