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Eucommia:

In the fourth volume of "The Legend of Condor Heroes", there is a passage of Guo Fu's inner confession, which left a deep impression on me when I read it as a child.Guo Fu once cut off one of Yang Guo's arms mercilessly. As a result, in that part of her confession, she analyzed herself and came to the conclusion-in fact, she liked Yang Guo who never flattered her.

The above paragraph is just an opening remark, so don't think about it casually.You know, the fact that Guo Fu likes Yang Guo has nothing to do with me.

Here's the thing -

I arrived in Nyingchi by plane seven months ago. Afterwards, according to the plan, I found someone nearby to rent a boat and prepared to take the waterway to row the dragon.That day, the tour guide hired to help run errands brought back three strange men who said they were looking for my guests.Of course, I didn't invite any guests. After communication, I found out that they were the bodyguards my parents hired for me.

I have always been a wayward child from childhood to adulthood.At that time, knowing how worried my parents were about my accident in the Grand Canyon, I still made my own way on the road alone.They didn't stop me, they just hired bodyguards for me. Naturally, I couldn't live up to their intentions, so I agreed to the request of the three men to travel with me.

——This is how Song Tiancheng and I met and decided to enter the Grand Canyon together.

Song Tian grew up very handsome. When he first saw these three bodyguards at the same time, he couldn't help feeling that if this was a story, Song Tiancheng must be the hero.His personality is indeed very aura of the protagonist, the kind of aloofness and arrogance that can only be seen in cartoons and looks down on all beings all the time.You must know that in reality, if people want to maintain this uncompromising personality, they will inevitably sacrifice a lot, and they will not even be able to survive.If he can do it, he must have special strengths.

At the same time, he is also the one with the best Chinese among the three bodyguards. However, he almost never said a word to me. Instead, Michael, who doesn’t even have a Chinese name, but his grandfather is Chinese, is very talkative. The Northeast flavor and some Chinese with a California accent introduced me a lot.

First, Michael boasted a lot about the "world-class" security company they came from.He said that the abbreviation of their company is IMF, which is the prototype of the "Mission: Impossible" series of movies.Of course, these words are not credible, because he said later that the R&D department of their company was developed and manufactured entirely according to the props in the "Mission: Impossible" movie.

However, their security company should be really powerful. I secretly asked the price. The commission of the three former special forces for one day would take me a year as an interpreter to afford.

——Don’t associate me with such inexplicable plots of working hard for a year just to have a good night.

Back to the topic--

Michael also introduced me a lot of stories about Song Tiancheng.Flying thousands of feet into the air with the cabin door empty-handed; The most important thing is that he has watched too much "Mission Impossible", and he must have watched the "Fast and Furious" series.

However, having said that, I can feel from the lines that Michael admires Song Tiancheng very much, as if the latter is a superhero—if Michael has seen Marvel, maybe Song Tiancheng has flying armor or a shield.

All in all, after Michael said so much, I also felt that Song Tiancheng must be a great and ruthless character.

And Song Tiancheng did look like a ruthless character, the kind who could kill with just one look.

However, he didn't even look at me.I don't know if it's because I'm too lazy to kill me.

Speaking of the first substantive communication between Song Tiancheng and I, it happened on the first day after we boarded the ship.

When I was on a boat before, I knew that with my constitution, I would get seasick.However, my symptoms were never severe, so, at the time, I wasn't prepared enough.I didn't expect that on the legendary Yarlung Zangbo River, a boat that was not big enough would bump so badly. I had only been on a large cruise ship and I couldn't bear it for a few hours on the boat, so I asked people to park the boat to the shore to rest.Then, Song Tiancheng walked up to me and told me with the clearest contemptuous attitude that it is still too late to go home.

No one has ever looked down upon me with such a condescending judgmental stance

I therefore resolved to--

Absolutely cannot lose to this man.

I must never get off the boat earlier than him; I must never walk slower than him, and I must never hate him even a little less than he hates me.

...However, this goal is very difficult to achieve.

What I have experienced with him is much more than what a pair of friends who have known each other for many years have experienced.

You know that classic wall-climbing challenge from Outward Bound?A group of people sprint up a wall of props without aids.In this activity, their only sense of urgency comes from the timer. Before the timer reaches a certain value, they must all climb a certain false wall that is assessed as a suitable height.Usually, they have a coach on the side to protect them, and there are cushions on the ground.Song Tiancheng and I don't have a timer, but we also don't have a coach, no cushions, and no assessment for us to consider whether the height is suitable for us. We have to climb various stones. If we miss, the consequence is not a failure of the challenge, but hurt.

Each time, we need to hold each other's hands firmly.What is delivered is also the most unconditional trust.

It's not that Song Tiancheng is stronger, but every time I climb, if Song Tiancheng comes to pull me, I will feel very relieved.And if it's Michael, or James, I'll try harder to hold on to the other person to make sure I don't fall.

At first our team order was random, they just made sure I was in the middle, and later, we fixed the formation. James is first, Song Tiancheng is second, I am third, and Michael is behind.

So, every time it was Song Tiancheng who held my hand in front, and when walking on flat ground, I watched his footsteps follow him one by one.

Once I almost fell, Song Tiancheng immediately reached out and grabbed my arm tightly.

I said earlier that it didn't mean that Song Tiancheng was stronger - I was wrong.

He must have stronger power than everyone else, so, in his hands, I feel the power and reliability that I have never felt before.

Song Tiancheng became a little bit special like this.

I hate him, but I trust him more.

And I also believe that he hates me, but he will risk himself in order to protect me.

— Right now, that's the thing that scares me the most.

I'm afraid he did.Because of protecting me, he did not hesitate to risk himself, and then an accident happened.

In fact, I am not a particularly weak person. I have also experienced some dangers. For example, I was kidnapped when I was eight years old. The experience was quite bad. After I was rescued, my parents were very worried about my psychological problems. , I dare not let me accept any inquiries, but in fact, although I will be afraid when I think about it, I am not so afraid to avoid that memory.By analogy, if I just fell and fell from a certain height, there is no reason why I dare not even think about that experience.

Therefore, I have reason to believe that there must be more inside information about that accident than my falling off the cliff.

At that time, in order to protect my emotions, my parents could prevent the police from asking me to record a statement. Ten years later, in order to protect my emotions, after I woke up from a serious injury, they naturally probably concealed the truth about me.The truth about Song Tiancheng having an accident because of me.

—and I had to figure it out.

No matter what happened, no matter whether I have been powerless to this ending, at least, what I can do is to know the truth and continue to live with this truth.

That's why by the time you read this letter, I should have already flown to Nyingchi.

I have no way to ensure that the answers I hear from others are the truth, so I have to see the truth with my own eyes.

I will find the place where the accident happened by the way I have traveled before.It's a rough road, but I've walked it once, and I can assure you I can walk it again without incident.Hope you can believe it.By the way, although I will promise my parents the same after arriving in Nyingchi, when you ask them to settle the salary for this job, please help me convince them.You have the evil ability to tell lies even when people believe you easily.

Speaking of you, a psychiatrist who possesses magical powers, I know that psychiatrists like to analyze other people's thoughts the most. Seeing what I said above, so many stories about Song Tiancheng, you can't help but come up with my own. Do you like Song Tiancheng's conclusion?

So old-fashioned, so nothing new.

And, you got it wrong.

Let's review my opening remarks again: Yang Guo was the first person to be honest with Guo Fu, so Guo Fu likes him—I said, this psychological process has nothing to do with me.

It is impossible for me to like Song Tiancheng.Because, if I really like him, then it is impossible for me to fall in love with someone else after just seven months.

Don't ask me who that other person is.I am determined to come back alive, so I will not tell you who the person I fell in love with seven months later.I won't let this be the butt of your jokes on me.Make a joke about why I have so little vision and fall in love with a man who is not sincere at all and always fools around.

...However, you are a psychiatrist, so you are naturally good at analyzing other people's psychology.I think you can guess who that person is.

But listen to me—

Don't expect me to admit it to my own mouth.

...Unless, you still want to come to see me.

丁炏