Imprisoned and let go

In the dazzling sunlight, Zhang Yan slowly opened his eyes.Zhang Yan's mother, who was watching by the side, immediately shouted excitedly, "Yanzi, Yanzi, I am mother. Do you still feel pain?"

Zhang Yan's father also jumped up from the accompanying bed and hurried to call for a doctor.

Zhang Yan stood up straight and walked silently towards the hospital door. The needle tube in his hand was being tugged and dropped intermittently, and blood dripped down the ground from his hand.

Zhang Yan's mother cried and hugged Zhang Yan, "Yanzi, don't scare mom."

Zhang Yan suddenly hugged his mother back and said, "Mom, I'll go back to find him, and I'll come back when I find him. Don't worry about me, I'm so uncomfortable now, and I don't know what's wrong. It's just my heart hurts, so empty. Mom, I'm in pain." Zhang Yan's mother hugged her child hard, and tears fell on Zhang Yan's body, "Yanzi, what do you want my mother to do when you are like this? How do you let my mother live?"

Zhang Yan stared blankly at the distant door, "Mom, I'll be right back, let me go. Mom, I beg you." Zhang Yan's mother gently let go of Zhang Yan, watching Zhang Yan leave step by step , Finally couldn't help crying bitterly.

That night, Zhang Yan went back to xx Teachers College overnight.Downstairs in an apartment, Zhang Yan placed a large field of roses. He was wearing a hospital gown in the cold winter, and he was holding a mobile phone in his hand to call someone over and over again.Finally, he put down his phone desperately, with a bitter smile on the corner of his mouth.He looked up at the third floor and shouted loudly, "Ye Lei, I like you! Ye Lei, I like you! Ye Lei, I fucking like you! Come down! Come down!" with a hoarse cry.

There were circle after circle of people around, but there was no movement in a certain dormitory on the third floor.An hour passed, two hours passed, three hours passed. . . . . .

The crowd began to disperse, and Zhang Yan seemed to be the only one left in the whole world.At this moment, Zhang Yan cut his own wrist.When the blood flowed out of his body, Zhang Yan suddenly remembered the scene in his previous life when he went to pick up Ye Lei from get out of class, and Ye Lei rushed into his arms, raised his head and smiled at him.

Zhang Yan remembered the moment he was lying in a pool of blood in a car accident.He remembered all the memories that belonged to him and Ye Lei.

The dizziness and coldness brought by the blood flowing out of the body made Zhang Yan shiver.He suddenly couldn't imagine what Ye Lei experienced before his death, whether he was as scared and cold as he is now.

Zhang Yan turned and left an apartment, and walked step by step towards the gymnasium, where their previous lives ended, and this time he returned it to Ye Lei.In his next life, he hoped that Ye Lei would never meet him again.

Standing on the top of the twelfth floor, Zhang Yan exhaled lightly, closed his eyes with a smile, and leaned his body slightly downward.

A pair of hands hugged him tightly for a moment, and there was a crying voice in his ear, "Zhang Yan, you are so fucking despicable."