Abnormal Diagnostic Manual

Alcohol dependence (Korsakov psychosis 04)

"It's my birthday today. The old beast didn't drink today. I don't know where to pick up a music box and gave it to me. It's ridiculous. I'm not a girl. Do I need such a ghost thing as a birthday present..."

"The old thing hit me too hard today, my body was covered with bruises, and my classmates almost found me in the shower. I suspect that my roommate likes me, otherwise why is he always staring at me..."

"I saw my mother today, but she doesn't seem to know me anymore. It's okay, I don't care about her. I sold a lot of wine in the bar today, enough for me to spend a whole year without doing anything..."

"I seem to have AIDS. It's good. I happened to infect that old bastard. Everyone will die together..."

"I'm going to take a step ahead..."

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"What are you doing?" Li Wan was thirsty in the middle of the night, and when she got up to drink water, she was startled by Wang Xiaxia who was in the next bed.Wang Xiaxia sat on the bed with disheveled hair and dirty face, and the computer emitted faint light.

Wang Xiaxia raised her head, looked at Li Wan with tears streaming down her face, and beckoned her to come over.

Li Wan leaned over, and it turned out that Wang Xiaxia was reading a post.Wang Xiaxia is a rotten girl. She often spends time on the forums, paying attention to the life posted by some online celebrities who are gay, and never tires of it.This post is a bit special. Wang Xiaxia has been chasing after it for many years. The narrator of this post is just like them, an ordinary student, but his relationship experience is not ordinary-his object is his adoptive father.

It's as if the plot in the novel happened in reality, but on the Internet, who knows whether it's a human or a dog.It would be too tragic if everything this man said was true.

Wang Xiaxia tearfully told Li Wan about this post.This post was serialized as early as five years ago, and the male protagonist seems to be about the same age as him, and he is not his father's biological son.His father was a long-term alcoholic and had a violent personality. As early as when he was 10 years old, his mother divorced his father. Before leaving home, he told his father in a vengeful manner that this son was not born to his father. His father really took him. After a DNA test, it turned out that his mother hadn't lied to him.

My father had a bad personality, he was always angry and beat people, but he became more violent after being hit like this, beat him from time to time without telling him, and even raped/violated him when he was drunk and confused.But my father also had moments when he was sober after drunk, and when he saw the scars all over his body, he would cry with regret, apologize to him, and buy him gifts to make up for him.

During the ten years from the age of 10 to the age of 20, he has been living a life of heaven for a second and hell for a second.He even suspected that he had Stockholm Syndrome, otherwise, after so many years, why didn't he call the police and send this inhuman bastard to prison.

He learned a lot from the old beast, tricks in the bed.The old guy doesn't do anything on weekdays, he just fools around, learns any tricks from his friends who are also addicted to alcohol and sex, and tests them on him when he gets home.Thanks to him, when he went to work in the bar, by virtue of these means, he was able to make a living and not worry about food and clothing.Not only can I pay my own tuition fees, take care of my own life, but I can even afford the old bastard's food.

Finally, everything ends in a medical examination at the bar. The owner of the bar will conduct regular physical examinations for their employees, and those who are sick should leave as soon as possible.He has experienced the changes in personnel around him more than once, and he has long been familiar with these changes.It's just that the retribution is not good, this time it was himself who was recruited.

His HIV test was positive.Went home after getting a compassionate money from the bar.When he heard the result, he actually felt a sense of relief.

"This terrible life is finally coming to an end."

Wang Xiaxia wiped away tears and said to Li Wan: "It seems that he committed suicide in the end."

"Why, why is he so miserable." The two girls hugged their heads and cried.To grieve over the fate of others.

The girl's heart is gentle and sensitive, but Zhou Nan's heart is as cold as an iceberg.At this time, Zhou Nan had learned part of the truth about He Ming and He Zhiqiang's suicides.

Zhou Nan conducted a survey among the students of University A. He Ming has a handsome appearance, excellent academic performance in the Department of Business, but he is low-key, a bit shy, and doesn't like to talk to others, but he is very popular, and teachers and classmates like him very much. There is no shortage of crushes.But the father of such a man was a chronic alcoholic and rude man.

He Ming's roommates said that He Ming's father came to the school more than once to find He Ming, and there were frequent disputes between the two, and they often saw He Ming's body was covered with bruises. They suspected that He Ming was being abused by his father.But He Ming said that the relationship between their father and son was good, and told them not to talk about it everywhere, so they kept this secret for He Ming.

The police investigated the relationship between He Ming and He Zhiqiang, where He Ming worked, his colleagues, He Zhiqiang's drinking buddies, He Zhiqiang's ex-wife, and the IP address found in the forum posts provided by Li Wan. The truth was easily pieced together.

People like He Zhiqiang were born with no education, and they were a gangster when they were young. He Ming.

Later, the girl who accompanied the wine ran away with others, and He Zhiqiang couldn't swallow this breath, especially when he learned that He Ming was not his son.I have raised a son for ten years for an unknown boy, how could there be such a good thing in the world.In retaliation, He Zhiqiang abused He Ming and vented all his grievances on the child.

After waking up, He Zhiqiang actually still had a bit of conscience and regret, so he would make up for the child.But long-term alcohol dependence has already corroded his brain, and many actions are taken without thinking.Once the doneness is done, people have the mentality of muddling along since things have already happened, so the evil consequences will intensify again.

He Ming also ran away from home when he was in middle school, but where could a penniless child go? He Zhiqiang raped/violated him when he came back.From then on, it was even more impossible for He Ming to leave him.

He Zhiqiang caused trouble in the police station and wanted to bring his son home.These useless policemen don't work, so he goes to find them himself.A vague memory guided him to University A, as if he had often come here before. He walked along the South Lake to the male dormitory familiarly, but he drank too much alcohol, and he stumbled by the lake. He fell and fell into the lake and drowned.

"That's the case." Zhou Nan sat in the living room of Sheng Ming's house and clinked glasses with Qi Yu.

"This is the highest level of misconduct caused by drinking." Zhou Nan drank the boiled water in his glass in one gulp, amazed at He Zhiqiang's incident.

Whether it's alcohol or cigarettes, or even drugs or drugs, they are all the sustenance of the inner emptiness, in order to seek satisfaction.Rational adults should be good at regulating emotions. In life, try to find some healthy and interesting things, invest in them, and be bound by them. Life will not be easily ruined.

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