There is a noise source next door

I don't know how Ke Mengyan ate this meal, anyway, he was smiling from the beginning to the end, as if the two meat and one vegetable in front of him were some kind of delicacy.As for me, it was the first time I experienced what it was like to be emotionally unable to eat.

I don't know exactly what I want to talk to Ke Mengyan about this afternoon.

Although I have already made an invitation, which is considered to have cut off my own escape route, but I am still quite confused.This time, I want to explain the relationship to Ke Mengyan clearly, I thought so, but in fact, I don't know where to start and how to analyze it in detail.

The most frightening thing is that I don't know what kind of conclusion I will draw.

I will say yes?Or refuse?If it is still ambiguous, I will feel sorry for Ke Mengyan.

…so how likely is it that the end of the world will suddenly strike after this meal?

The end of the world did not come, and even the cloudy afternoon that was said in the previous weather forecast did not come true.

Ke Mengyan walked beside me, and after leaving the cafeteria, he asked me, "Let's go to that dessert shop to talk, shall we?"

"Is it the one you worked part-time?" I hesitated, feeling that this topic is not suitable for discussion in public.

Seeing my doubts, Ke Mengyan explained: "His house has an inner room, and it is also used to entertain guests, but not many people know about it."

"Okay... But the two of us went to the inner room to talk, wouldn't it be a bit...?" No matter how you think about it, it's a bit strange, the two boys went to the inner room to talk in detail without taking anything.Maybe you can bring a high-level math homework to pretend?

"It's okay, the store manager already knew." Ke Mengyan's lips twitched.

"Huh?!" I also knew that my expression must be quite shocked, because Ke Mengyan looked at me and smiled happily.

"You can think about what you want to ask me now." Ke Mengyan's smile faded, and he looked at me seriously, "I'm looking forward to the next conversation."

The store manager is still the pretty young man Ke Mengyan is very familiar with.Ke Mengyan just said that the store manager knew about it a long time ago, although he didn't say how much he knew, but when I see the store manager now, I feel that the other party's smile is a bit meaningful.

As the two of us walked in, I thought the store manager was about to blurt out "yoooooo" almost immediately.

The store manager, who is not too serious to watch the excitement, made me even more nervous, and there were almost [-] people in my heart who teamed up and retreated.But no matter how frightened you are, you can't run away. It's hard to muster up the courage to make an explanation. It's a bit too much to just thunder without rain.

"So the inner room is upstairs..." Climbing up the narrow stairs, the field of vision suddenly became much brighter.

The lighting on the second floor is very good, and the balcony is spacious. Although the area is not large, the view is very wide.When Ke Mengyan mentioned the inner room before, I thought it would be like a private room, but the second floor in front of me is obviously not for business use, but has a strong atmosphere of life.

Although there were indeed two or three small tables, they did not look like they would be used to entertain guests.

"This place is mainly used by the store manager to entertain friends, and customers who are not very familiar can't come up." Ke Mengyan said as he walked towards the balcony, opened the transparent sliding door, and said with a smile, "It's not hot yet. Let's talk outside."

On one end of the balcony there is a small table and three chairs, and on the other end is a two-story flower stand with lush green plants on it.I sat down across from Ke Mengyan, and felt that the afternoon sun and breeze calmed my emotions well—of course, it may also be that the matter has come to this point, the arrow has already been drawn, and I know that it is impossible to turn back, so I calmed down.

I stared at the clean log-colored desktop. Although I knew the topic of this afternoon's conversation in my heart, I just didn't know how to start it.Ke Mengyan asking me to have a belly draft on the way was really a very kind suggestion, but unfortunately my mind was messed up and blank at the time, so I didn't listen to it at all.

Probably because I was silent for a long time, Ke Mengyan first opened the topic with a smile: "Speaking of which, many fans in the southeast and north call you a 'PPT master', is your current state 'I don't want to be a PPT painter is not a good design' 'ah?"

"Currently, these are my business skills, you are right..." I am very grateful to Ke Mengyan for his thoughtfulness of taking the initiative to change the topic when he saw that I couldn't speak, but I can't be cowardly anymore.

The tip of my tongue slowly slid across the teeth in my mouth, I looked straight into Ke Mengyan's eyes and said, "Senior, why do you like me?"

Ke Mengyan seemed to hesitate, and asked back: "Will my answer affect your final choice?"

I think I should have a serious expression when I nod, "Yes."

"I didn't expect to confess so soon. I'm still a little guilty." Ke Mengyan smiled playfully, without any guilt at all. "The first time I met you was about a year ago."

"A year ago?" I didn't expect such a development at all, and I was very surprised.At that time, I was still in the third year of high school, what did Ke Mengyan...?

Ke Mengyan smiled bitterly: "Although I know you don't remember at all, it's still shocking to hear it so directly." He sighed, "Your senior year teacher is also my senior year teacher."

"Ah! I remembered. At that time, some graduates came to see the teacher, and she even asked a senior to tell us how she adjusted her mental state in the third year of high school!" Thinking back and forth about the third year of high school, isn't this difficult for the strong?Thinking of this, the face of Li Hu, my deskmate at that time, flashed across my mind without even arousing a splash.

"Speaking of which, that senior sister was the only one who entered the classroom that day, so you just glanced at me through the window, and then you can still remember it after almost a year..." I began to wonder if I did something shocking to the world at that time Ke Mengyan was so impressed by the incident.

Ke Mengyan smiled: "At that time, you turned your face to talk to your deskmate, which happened to be facing the direction of the corridor. You talked for a long time so I could see it clearly, not just with one glance."

After I figured out the scene at that time, I stopped interrupting Ke Mengyan and waited for his next words with peace of mind.

Before he could speak, Ke Mengyan's expression was a little sad, "So, your tablemate at that time was the boy we met at the door of the bookstore that day."

"Hey? How do you know that..."

Ke Mengyan held his chin with one hand, looked at me gently, and said, "I don't know if others can see it, but when you talked to him, it was very, very..." He frowned and thought for a while before saying To describe me, "Sweetness is the kind of sweetness in love."

I was dazed, a little overwhelmed, and then the world fell apart.Was I really that obvious? !Can you tell at a glance?Not to mention the classmates who face each other day and night, I am afraid that even the teachers of various subjects may know that I am in a relationship with my deskmate! ! !

After Ke Mengyan hit me hard, he began to comfort me: "Don't worry, my other classmates don't think you have anything, and even complained to me about you talking in class. Maybe because I am also the same, so I am more sensitive."

"Well...forget it, it's a thing of the past anyway."

"Okay, then I'll continue. It's just that I don't know what to say about my mental journey at that time..." Ke Mengyan's eyes were not focused, and he fell on the scenery outside the balcony, as if he was recalling his mood at that time.

I don't rush him, just wait patiently.Ke Mengyan withdrew his gaze, smiled as usual, and said, "Zhuo Lin, you were already good-looking, but at that time you seemed to have a holy light in my eyes. Your smile obviously wasn't very wide." , but the eyes and the corners of the mouth are crooked, revealing happiness from the inside out. I couldn’t help but think how much you like your deskmate... Also, being liked so much, your deskmate How sweet it must be."

Apart from listening stupidly, I couldn't react at all.

"At that time, your sweet smile seemed to be imprinted in my mind. In my dreams, I would dream of someone sitting next to me and smiling at me like that." Ke Mengyan sighed for a long time, but there was a smile in his eyes. "Hey, I'm a solo single dog, I've lived for more than 20 years and haven't had a crush on anyone, but you laughed so hard that my brain was full of sugar, I just wanted to find someone to fall in love with .”

Ke Mengyan showed a happy expression, "Fortunately, I didn't find it."

I waited until Ke Mengyan spoke, and asked with difficulty: "You...you liked me at that time?" I really don't believe in love at first sight.

"How come! If I liked you at the time, why would I want to find someone else to date? You have to have some confidence in me." Ke Mengyan explained, dumbfounded, "I fell in love with you later. Not long after I The desire to fall in love is not so strong, and I gradually no longer think about it. If we don’t meet again in the future, forgetting is the inevitable end.”

Ke Mengyan smiled slightly, and looked at me with clear and gentle eyes: "But we met, and the previous ending will never happen."

My heart was beating wildly, and I felt a blood vessel behind my ear was pulsating weakly with the pulse, which made the heart beat even more violently.

"I found you not long after I started school. The moment I saw you, I thought, I have also experienced how wonderful fate is." Ke Mengyan looked a little dazed, and then regained his senses and continued, "Before that When I wanted to fall in love so desperately, but felt that there was no right person around me, it's not that I didn't miss you."

He smiled bitterly: "But I also know how small the probability of me meeting you again is. Besides, even if I do have a chance to meet the small probability event, I still remember the smile I liked when I first met you. The person you like. So every time your smile appears in my mind, I will try my best to drive it back, because I am afraid that the person I like will like another person, and I am afraid that my first heartbeat will end in failure. "

"But those persuasions are only effective when I don't see you. When I saw you that day, I wanted to go to hell with my previous hesitation. How dare I lie to myself that you didn't make my heart move at first. And who And I can control my heart and not let it fall in love with anyone."

Ke Mengyan smiled sweetly, but I felt a little guilty.I have no impression of this second encounter that sounds very thunderous!I thought that when we met again, it was when I came to the door...