【Norley】Ultramarine Deep White

Although there is no trace of the exact thing, you hold me tight.

15

As if the growth of the three of them existed to complement each other and support each other, after a long silence passed, Norman spoke first, "Does Ray understand?"

"Don't play charades, how will I understand if you don't tell me." His thoughts are already complicated and difficult to solve for days. Lei is not in the mood to play word games with Norman. He hopes that the two of them can have a straightforward and simple conversation. Tired, too lazy to test each other.

"Emma wishes we could talk."

"I also hope to talk, but you don't want to, don't you, you hide everything."

"Ray is not the same."

"To be clear, how am I the same as you?"

"Why do you want to cut out the gland?"

"I didn't cut it," Lei said calmly after finding a clean place to sit behind the door, "I just thought about it, and you know I thought about it, but it doesn't mean I will actually act like that."

"But that represents your will, and it's aimed at me." Norman also sat down beside Lei, Lei's alienation made him feel a little urgent, like too long bangs piercing above the eyelids, like a soft quill pen scratching his heart , including the incomprehension that he took the initiative to restrain himself, handed out the pulling rope but Lei didn't grab it, and Lei Mingming wore the collar that he wanted to be with him, and he was still thousands of miles away, unwilling and unnecessary to approach him. surplus.

He didn't know that Lei had acquired what he thought was the most important thing, so he naturally had the luxury to ask for nothing. He picked flowers if he liked them, and watered them if he liked them, that's all.

"I'm not targeting you, but I won't take away the things pointed at others, and I don't want you to think about unnecessary things... In short, let's open the skylight and tell the truth, you shouldn't really be shot by humans, You still have a backup, right?"

"I reached a mutual aid agreement with the lower-level ghosts who intend to resist. They don't know the plan of the main battle of human beings. They want to unilaterally fight against the nobles who oppress them. Because there is no way out, their fighting power is very strong. It is impossible to destroy all the upper-level ghosts. It's too difficult."

"After they are wiped out, what will they do with the human army?" Ray didn't expect Norman to have such a trick. If he wants to live a normal life by eating children, the agreement with humans is enough, why should he fight with the human army? The underlying ghost agreement, on the surface, is two layers of protection for two partners. Once the two sides communicate with each other, Norman will be exposed. It is hard to say that it is not superfluous. I feel that the three-way melee is a good thing for you who cooperate with both sides at the same time."

"Ray," Norman straightened his waist and fell back on Lei's lap. "Recently, I have been suffering from insomnia."

"Aren't you so busy that you don't sleep?" Knowing that Norman didn't want to talk in depth, Lei didn't ask any more. The information just now was enough for him to become Norman's rope.

"No, I've thought about it a lot."

"Ah."

"About Lei, Lei said today that he likes me, right?"

"I like Emma and everyone too."

"I know Ray doesn't like me that much."

"Why, do you want to confess, in this dark place."

"Because I can't say that I only like Lei alone, so I decided to keep silent." Ray couldn't see Norman's expression clearly, let alone himself, but he knew what he wanted, better than the ambiguous Norman, "I don't I don’t need anyone’s love, I just hope you are alive.”

"Alive...?" Pulling off Lei's collar, Norman raised his head and kissed it. It was not a simple pecking kiss like before, but a deep kiss with lips and tongue intertwined. Ray didn't know where Norman was. Relevant skills learned, or is it a genius self-taught, he tried to learn to breathe in the lack of oxygen, and then pushed away from Norman with a flushed face.

"Umm, haha... Didn't I tell you not to do such a thing!"

"If I say, I don't feel alive."

"What..." Lei was a little surprised, but not surprised.Norman continued, "I have always missed Emma and you, I want to see you, I want to see you laughing beside me, until the day we meet again, because of my position, I am still standing here alone. You said, two years Will it be too long, just to make me miss the chance to stand with you?"

Norman's loneliness is hard to understand. Going to a new farm alone, escaping alone, gathering partners to save edible children, and building a warm and peaceful shelter, it only took two years to do this, and he had to fight with humans and ghosts. I can't even imagine the hard work behind it, and Lei didn't dig it.He had to admit that he cared more about Emma's mood, and he had to admit that he was more partial to Emma. Two years was not too long. It was true that the distance between his heart and heart became longer. It was his fault for being negligent.

"You can stand with us." Lowering his head, Ray told Norman with an unquestionable attitude, but this was just arbitrary, he regained his reason and continued, "But you have a new partner, you have your own way, Disagreement, disputes, these are inevitable, but it does not mean that you are still alone. In the past two years, Emma and I have not thought of you even for a moment, because we have not forgotten you for even a moment, no matter where you want to go , Wherever you stand, you will be with me and Emma forever."

In the silent darkness, the two could clearly hear each other's heartbeats.

"Well, me too. I haven't forgotten Lei and Emma for a moment." Norman gently held Lei's hand, the palm was very hot.And Lei's hands are very cold. He doesn't want Norman to catch cold, but it's good to catch cold sometimes, at least there is something to hold on to, "There is one thing, you may not believe it if you tell me, when I am about to leave the farm, I see Seeing your phantom, you talk to me, smile at me, as if you are really alive beside me."

"What did I tell Ray?"

"Secret." The moon shadow swayed, the light was dim, and Lei shook his head pretending to be mysterious, then took out his heart in the invisible darkness, and held it in front of Norman, "It's only since then that I understand that you are my heart." Indispensable part."

Norman stretched out his hand towards the empty chest, "I still haven't found it."

Ray grabbed that hand, as if making up his mind, "Hey, Norman."

The secret desire has been fermented in the frictional body temperature, the emptiness and hotness are constantly rising, and the uncontrollable emotion is pulling at the heart. He will help Norman find the feeling of being alive, just as the rationality of being submissive never exists, Death is at the stroke of midnight today.

"Just now, just look at me."

"Will Ray just look at me too?"

"Ah, of course."

The universe and even the world are empty, loneliness spreads across the stars, and there is a narrow crack at the end of the endless eternity. Two teenagers embrace each other in the name of life.

They can't see anything, they can only see each other.

The sound of cloth rubbing against each other quickly turned into an extremely high-frequency exhalation, and the combination was more intense than ever before, causing Lei to lose consciousness for a short time and fell asleep.Touching Lei's fragile back of the neck, Norman did not bite it after all. The mistake was that a large amount of white turbidity was swallowed into the genital cavity. He frowned slightly and poured something into Lei without hesitation.

to be continued