【Norley】Ultramarine Deep White

What is a hundred times more painful than watching you go is the nostalgia to let go.

10

The water mist curled up to the top and touched the wall, turning into drip marks that could not move forward. Ray and Norman sat on both sides of the bath, separated by a little distance, which was unnatural or even deliberate.Even though he tried his best to wear a mask of indifference, Lei still couldn't really not care. It was easy to think of the night that made him regret, but it was extremely difficult to imagine. If there is no beginning, there will naturally be no end, and he doesn't have to think about extra things .

"Ray, are you regretting it?"

"Why should I regret it?"

Rather than asking Norman, it is better to say that Ray is asking himself, not marked, not kept in the body, no unnecessary contact except the union, the kiss is an accident, he is still free, he still belongs to himself.

That being the case, why do I regret it, why my heart keeps repeating like a mystery.

"I don't know, I just feel that Lei is regretting, is there actually?" Norman turned sideways, facing Lei, "I mean regret."

It is false to say that there is no, and it is also false to say that there is...How can you regret marrying someone you like, and how can you not regret marrying someone else?

Lei couldn't answer clearly, "As long as you don't regret it, I don't regret it."

"I've said it from the beginning, I made up my mind to do that to Ray."

Moving to Lei's side, Norman pressed against Lei's ear, his breath sticky with mist, hot and humid.Ray knew exactly what Norman thought of him, and it was precisely because he knew so well that he had to back away again and again.I am afraid that Norman has given up on Emma since the day of the union, but Norman did not want to get Emma at first, and Norman did not say anything to Emma before the shipment, that feeling may not be realized, but it is not non-existent, He can't ignore it either.

He will not spend his life perfecting a beautiful garden where no love grows.

"I understand that you think you won't hurt me, and it seems to be the case."

"It's just my unilateral opinion, what do you think?"

"How else can you think, you can't find Phil and the others, but you are not in a hurry at all, and you still have the mind to waste time with me in the bathroom," and the tone I will find when comforting Emma is definitely wrong, that is Mastering all the overconfidence, Lei lifted his forehead hair and put it behind his ears, "Norman, Phil and the others have already been rescued by you."

"The command post locked up dozens of seriously injured and lethargic poachers, and maintained the most basic treatment. If they were placed in the human world, they would die within 10 minutes."

Norman was not surprised, but just raised a seemingly irrelevant topic sternly. In Ray's view, this was equivalent to acquiescence, and it also made Norman's plan more complete in his mind, "You want to get Emma away, and then Send these ghosts into the passage and break the agreement."

"I had to."

"If you can't break it, you can't stand it."

"If you want to re-establish, you must break it." Norman added, "In addition, I will also send Emma and Kieran to the human world."

"So instead of having one goal, you have three."

"It is very difficult for edible children to fight against ghosts without bloodshed. The problem between humans and ghosts will eventually return to the problem itself. You can re-conclude the agreement, you can choose to take advantage of the chaos to live in peace, and you can fight ghosts together with the human world. You can simply stay in the human world." Norman clearly stated all the plans that might be implemented, "It's up to Emma to choose what to do, and I only need to do this step."

"But don't let her know that you have caused unnecessary death."

"She won't know."

"Make sure, you have three goals, right?"

Norman smiled and nodded, Lei sighed deeply, raised his eyes to stare at Norman's pupils, the color of ultramarine and deep white after being stained with fog, "Is there one more thing you are not going to say? How can human beings be so easily provoked by the scheme of eating children?" War, you do these things, including the establishment of a country that eats children in the command post, it is all because of the support of the human world."

"Thousands of years ago, human beings and ghosts had the same strength, and after a thousand years, the technology of the human world will be three centuries more advanced than that of the ghost world," crossing his hands, Norman told Lei, who faintly guessed the answer, the last level of purpose that should have been kept secret, "but Problems such as resources, environment, and overpopulation plagued them, so humans decided to use our hands to reasonably fight against ghosts and take back the land given to the ghost world.”

"I just guessed..."

Expecting the truth to be so, Lei sighed, absolutely not letting Emma know.

"Well, in fact, the agreement between humans and ghosts is not non-aggression. Humans want to use a comfortable source of food to make ghosts lose their animal nature and stagnate the development of their society, so that they can be completely wiped out on a certain day, and the hatred from thousands of years ago has been washed away. known as—

Will last ternally”

"Aliens die, but humans live forever."

Norman's words made Lei's shoulders tremble slightly. Being the target of the human world and the enemy of the ghost, Norman completely put himself on the top of a high cliff, but Norman was still smiling, holding Norman's hand. With his right hand, Lei exerted uncontrollable force.

"What advantage did they give you?"

"From next month, the food children can be transferred to the human world one after another. They will be adopted by families and grow up happily."

"Your uninjured battle, is that what you mean?"

Norman held Lei's left hand back, and his smile faded, "Yes."

"Okay, that's the end of the topic." With a cut, Ray pushed Norman into the bathtub, causing several ripples, and suddenly changed from sitting by the bathtub to sitting in the bathtub. Norman was slightly dazed, and then smiled knowingly. "Haha, does Ray want to help me take a bath?"

"Pretending to make me worry for so long, how do you make it up?" Lei stepped into the bath, and the water level instantly rose to overflowing. Norman didn't hesitate for a moment, as if he had thought about it thousands of times before giving the answer, "When the war is over , I will take you to a place where no one will find you, where there are no people and no ghosts."

"What kind of compensation is this, eloping? You're so stupid."

"So."

Thinking that Butterfly yearned for the world of two people, the secret of eternal life, but never thought that Lei would refuse, squinting his eyes calmly, Norman extended his hand to Lei as if inviting him.

"Sick with me."

It is the selfishness that devours tenderness, it is a terminal illness that cannot be cured for a long time, it is the cruel sky that has been kept secret for a lifetime and cannot get an answer, love is so stubborn and terrible, the future will be eternal, Lei knows it very well, and it should be clearer than anyone else, but it is still unstoppable Impulsive, responding from the heart, clasped his hands, and his sigh spread on his lips.

"There will be no cure."

He will wake up and fall into the abyss, walk into the darkness without the beginning, and dream endlessly, until the lingering fingertips are separated, the secret will not be confirmed by the night sky, just like the ultramarine folded deep white is false, a free robin And never died.

"I will save you." Norman pulled Lei into his arms, "No matter how many times, I will let you live, and then come to me again."

Lei carefully described Norman's facial features, "There are inhibitors in my clothes, Emma gave them."

Norman was a little surprised, "She found it?"

"Norman," Ray took the initiative to kiss Norman for the first and last time. He opened his eyes, expressing his deepest longing irreverently, and then quickly let go of Norman, loosening his unwillingness to die in the dark. Finger, "The ridiculous relationship should end here."

to be continued