It is clear

No matter how unwilling, Tan Yu was still admitted to the hospital.

Compared with ordinary visually impaired people, he still has money at least, and can hire 24-hour nurses to look after him.

Life so far has had little impact.He was not completely idle, and practiced how to pretend to be a person with normal vision in the ward, with little success.

Xu Yan probably lost his head because of the busy work. The communication work of the book fair has long been over, and he squatted in the hotel every day scratching his head and thinking about words.Tan Yu took advantage of his help and lightly concealed his blindness.

Sometimes it is very small. In the past few days, he practiced walking with blurred light and shadow.This day, he was groping around to pretend to be a good person as usual, and stepped on the paper cup that was blown to the ground by the wind as soon as he got off the ground.I couldn't see it, and I panicked. Before I could hold something with my hands, I lost my balance and fell to the ground.

To make matters worse, he was a bit tall, and the distance from the bed to the wall was not enough for him to play, so his forehead was straight and hit the corner of the wall.

The first second when he felt the bleeding, Tan Yu thought expressionlessly, this is too bad, Xu Yanzhen must feel so distressed when he saw him.

He didn't dare to make big movements, covered the wound with his hands, and slowly sat up leaning against the wall.There was a calling bell next to the bedside table. He moved forward inch by inch, finally touched the bump, and pressed it with a sense of accomplishment.

This is the most chaotic time since Tan Yu's eyesight problems.He himself couldn't see the injury on his forehead, and he didn't feel the pain when he hit a wood directly, and he smiled at the people who visited him.

Hui Fang has always been a person whose heart is harder than his shell, and he couldn't help crying: "Does it hurt?"

She and Tan Fei have been in love for many years, and Tan Yu is almost the boy she watched growing up, no matter how old he is, he is still a younger brother.Seeing Tan Yu shaking her head, she sniffed, and lightly touched the tape with her hand: "I have stitches, and it's still swollen... idiot."

Mei Zi bumped into him and stood by the corner of the wall with a cold face. He didn't know what Tan Yu was thinking. If a normal person had a problem with his eyes, he would be flustered, confused, or afraid. He seemed like a normal person.

It's fine if he's really okay, but he's still trying to be brave. Up to now, he has only done a few things during the body check, and he ran around while the nurse was away.Now it's really bruised, and I'm still numb, so I don't react much.

He endured it for many days, and when he couldn't bear it anymore, he called the number he copied a few days ago.

Xu Yan booked a full-price air ticket again, but this time he even forgot to bring his ID card.Probably his face was too ugly, and he was concerned about a few words when he took out the temporary ID card at the airport police station, but he couldn't even squeeze out a half smile.

When he hurried to the door of the ward, even his legs were weak.

When Tan Yu heard someone coming, he cut out a gentle expression as usual.In just three or four seconds, he realized who the person was, and his expression froze.

"I'm here." It was Xu Yan who said first, he was still standing in the aisle at the door, observing Tan Yu from a distance, and naturally noticed the gauze on his head, "Did you hit somewhere?"

To others, Tan Yu still dared to pretend to be calm and indifferent, and the person he really held in his heart came, but he couldn't pretend, so he could only say "hmm".

"Oh..." Xu Yan took a long breath, his throat seemed to be covered with dust, and the voice came out with great difficulty, "Why didn't you tell me about such a big matter."

He endured it with all his might, and the scabbed wound on his thumb's joint split open, and blood oozed out.But he didn't care about himself, he walked to Tan Yu's bed, sat down, touched his hand outside, and said again: "I'm here."

Naturally, I was afraid, and the doctor gave me hope, saying that most of these cases would get better on their own.The majority, he is already the minority, what if he is still assigned to the minority camp next time?

He was just 30 years old, not very young, but he was still a long way from death.He didn't dare to think about living with such eyes for the next few decades.

Tan Yu's eyes were a little red, and his out-of-focus eyes floated in the air, he also touched Xu Yan's hand: "I miss you so much, but like this... I don't dare to see you, I didn't intend to lie to you. "

Xu Yan smiled: "You just want to lie to me. Did you even make up the reason why you can't see the exhibition?"

He intentionally relaxed, and Tan Yu agreed with him, and nodded his chin: "The initial plan is to have to go abroad for business, do you think you will believe it?"

"Who knows, I guess you will succeed."

I don't know if it was Xu Yan who came, or if he didn't have a good rest during the day, Tan Yu went to bed early tonight. Before "coma", he still had to worry about where Xu Yan would rest tonight, but his mental strength couldn't keep up, so he felt drowsy, nodded his head, and fell asleep suddenly.

Suddenly falling into a deep sleep is not a very practical thing. For adults, losing full control of themselves is a bit panicky.Tan Yu didn't know how long he had been asleep, it took almost a second from deep sleep to complete awakening.

The ward was quiet, and Tan Yu could only catch a green light floating in from above. He thought for a while, it should be the emergency light hanging above the corridor.Except for that little green light, there is only blackness that cannot see light.

The darkness and silence magnified all the tiny traces. He moved his hand and touched the top of Xu Yan's head with imprecise precision.The sudden movement startled the person leaning against the bed, he didn't care, he moved his hands down, and sure enough, his hands were wet——Xu Yan was crying.

"Why did you wake up?" Xu Yan hid back, raised his sleeve and wiped his face, "Scared me."

"Maybe it feels like you're crying."

Tan Yu felt a little uncomfortable and didn't know what to say.

"Oh..." Xu Yan smiled instead, with a heavy nasal voice, obviously crying for a while, "I am, I am..."

He couldn't form words, and there were still tears in his smile: "I'm so sad, I...I said I want to love you, but it's been so long, since I was still in Buenos Aires, you can't see...I I don’t know anything, if your friend didn’t tell me, I really didn’t feel it at all.”

As if he couldn't stand it, couldn't help it, Xu Yan breathed out tremblingly, he buried his face in Tan Yu's palm, tears flowed out like running water: "I don't even know what to say to you, what's your answer?" Okay? But how can this be considered good...I..."

"Be good." Tan Yu sat up and touched his shoulder, "It's okay to cry, can you let me hug you?"

Xu Yan cried harder, but the sad atmosphere just now was somehow replaced, he kicked off his shoes and got into bed: "I won't stay long, the opening will be in three days, and I still have to hand in the most important one. I want to give you all my attention, but I... I can talk big, but I can't help you when it comes to things. "

"What do you want to help?" Tan Yu rested his chin on his shoulder, "Brother Yu is very rich and can afford to hire someone to serve me. Anyway, you already know that, after the inspection is done tomorrow, I will definitely be there on the opening day .”

The pajamas in the hospital have a strange soft feeling, as if they have passed through water tens of thousands of times, and the places they touch are incredibly soft.

Seeing it, Xu Yanneng lowered his head and kissed Tan Yu's collarbone. When he came, he was in a mess, thinking about everything on the plane.When I really saw Tan Yu, except for the pitiful gauze on his forehead, he was still the same as before, and it was best not to be thin.

His lips moved up, and he kissed the other's mouth again.He managed to get over the emptiness after crying violently, and said with lingering fear: "I cried to death, I haven't figured it out before you, I can't do this anymore."

Tan Yu put his hands on his waist, his lips were not far away, he touched it forward, and pressed it lightly with his teeth: "You are the first one to cry like this, it's very fresh."

"That's for you."

Xu Yan never dared to ask, nor did he dare to touch his eyes. At this moment, taking advantage of the faint dark light that came in from nowhere, he touched lightly with his index finger: "How much can you see?"

"It's hard to say. When the situation is good, I can see your facial features clearly now. If it's not good, I can only feel a little light." Tan Yu didn't hide it, and told the truth, "It's better than expected, but it's not a good thing either. "

Xu Yan was silent for a while, hugged him, doing something intimate, and complained in a low voice: "The bed in the single room is so small."

"Is it too crowded to hug a boyfriend?"

Tan Yu moved to the other side, and the two finally got together in their spare space.

The central air conditioner in the hospital is not excellent, only the noisy sound of blowing air can be heard, and the warmth may not be much better in another ten or twenty years.He used to be unable to stand the severe cold in late winter and early spring, and was attacked by sudden temperature drop several times a year, and tonight was the warmest in so many years.

It was just hugging like this and still squeezing, and when Xu Yan's breathing gradually became less nasal, he asked in a low voice, "Shall we hug like this all night?"

After Xu Yan was sad, he laughed wildly again, and returned the original words to him: "Is it too crowded to hug a boyfriend?"

"It's not that I hate it." Tan Yu pulled his hand straight out of the bed and scratched it with difficulty, "It's just that it's a bit crowded. I've never seen you accompany the bed like this."

"How good I am, this is the fresh flesh of a young man!"

Now that Tan Yu, who is on his way to fourth, has nothing to say, Xu Yan is three years younger than him, and his birthday has not yet come. Strictly speaking, he is still a legitimate youth of 26 years old.He put his hands on Xu Yan's face: "As long as you are young, I was so young before!"

"Youth is like a bird..."

"I've always wanted to ask you." Tan Yu didn't let him continue singing, "What does the name on WeChat mean?"

"Chirp?" Xu Yan laughed twice, and rubbed his neck affectionately twice to show coquettishness, "I used to like you so much, but I'm too embarrassed to say it, Tan Yu, Tan Xiaoniao, isn't it just chirp?" ?”

Tan Yu let out an "oh" and asked the key point: "I liked it before, but now I don't like it?"

"Why don't I remember you being so crooked?" Xu Yan refused to say, and moved his back bit by bit.

"Why didn't I remember that you were so reserved?" Tan Yu rubbed his shoulders to be annoying, "Tell me, do you love Brother Yu very much now? You cry in the middle of the night and rub against other people's hospital beds."

"Love! Love! Love! Tired!"

A passing nurse knocked on the door as a warning, and the two quickly fell silent.

It was so long that Xu Yan thought that Tan Yu had already fallen asleep, so he lifted the quilt by a corner, intending to get out of bed quietly.They were all squeezed into such a small bed, and before he could touch the edge of the bed, he was pulled out by the person behind him.

"I don't want to hide it from you, but I really don't want to tell you." Tan Yu whispered, "But there is no other way, it's already like this."

Throat tightened almost immediately, Xu Yan felt terrible, afraid that he was going to cry again.He didn't dare to turn around, nodded, and said "hmm".

Tan Yu sighed, and rubbed his warm fingers on the back of his hand: "Just let me be your burden for a while."