Dawn is coming

Jian Chengqi really quit drinking this time.

It’s not that the throat doesn’t itch, but that the live treasure climbed up on the table and licked it curiously a few days ago, and then started to have diarrhea. Seeing the sickness of it, Jian Chengqi really felt that the sky was going to fall, so he went to the city with the lamb in his arms pet hospital run.Fortunately, after the doctor's diagnosis, he said that the ** disease is not serious, and it will be fine after a few days of fluid infusion.For the first two days, Jian Chengqi was so anxious that he couldn't sleep all night, and on the third day, Huobao finally got up early and jumped into bed to burrow into his own quilt, and he put his heart into his stomach.

But he still didn't dare to slack off, the treasure fell asleep while hanging the bottle, and he was not willing to leave temporarily.Gao Xinye has been there for the past few days, and Jian Chengxi just sat in the infusion room doing nothing, and Gao Xinye just stayed with him like this.Jian Chengqi was not as distraught as before, and he also realized that he was surrounded by a living person. He would not be bored watching Yaoqi all day long, but Gao Xinye might not.

He couldn't say any euphemistic words, but the meaning of "If you feel bored or have other things, please don't force yourself to wait here with me" was also expressed. Gao Xinye smiled, touched his hair, and said how could it be .

"Or let's go for a stroll together," Gao Xinye suggested, "We're all in the city, shall we go for a walk?"

Jian Chengqi wanted to refuse, but Gao Xinye couldn't help looking at him with those eyes.It was only after he got the treasure that he realized why he had no resistance to this alpha, maybe it was because of those eyes.He is an alpha with top conditions in all aspects, but the way he looks at Jian Chengqi has always been gentle and non-aggressive.

So they went to get the money first.Jian Chengxi entered the wrong password several times, and only one last chance left. He stood in front of the ATM and recalled the numbers. Gao Xinye stepped forward, took an ordinary memory card from his wallet, and said that he could lend it to him. Some, Jian Chengxi glanced at the black card in the innermost layer of his wallet, hurriedly waved his hand, and said he would think about it again.

Fortunately, he finally succeeded the last time, and by the way, he also remitted next month's rent.After Jian Chengqi's parents passed away, he and his elder brother Jian Li left two one-bedroom houses for him and his elder brother Jian Li in the South [-]st District. his bank account.After Jian Chengqi was released from prison, Jian Li didn't go to pick him up and didn't contact him. The only contact with his younger brother was sending money every month. With this money, he lived on his last breath in the East Fifth District.He didn't have any idea about money before, the expenses were rent, bread and wine. After he had to feed his treasures, he became nervous, especially this time when he got sick, he couldn't help thinking about things that he never cared about before. For the first time, he wanted to find a job , he wants to make money.

But he has no clue.He is 25 years old this year, has not obtained a university diploma, has been in prison, and has no work experience.He can do nothing and know nothing, he can't find any opportunities.

He fell into depression again, and had some kind of impulse to avoid it, thinking about dying.Yes, he didn’t contribute to society while he was alive, and he couldn’t create value for himself. If he really died two months ago, the landlord would not sympathize with him when he found his dead body. Just feel bad.As for his brother, his brother hates him.His brother has always taken good care of him, because his mother said that the palms and backs of his hands are full of flesh, and they are brothers who should support and help each other.But later, his parents were indirectly involved in the accident because he was in prison. In the court, Jian Chengqi himself admitted, but they still stubbornly believed that the article was not written by their son, so they drove to another city to find the European Union. The human rights lawyers who came wanted to overturn the case.They were eager to save their son. On a heavy rainy night, the car drove at a speed of [-] yards.The only time Jian Li visited the prison was ten months after he was imprisoned, and he told his younger brother the news that his father died in a car accident and his mother died in intensive care.He hated it, how could he not hate it, he knew that Jian Chengqi's body and mind couldn't bear the stimulation at that time, he still had red eyes, his tone was indifferent, and retaliatingly mentioned that Jian Chengqi was the child of his parents' unexpected pregnancy.

Unlike omega, it is difficult for beta to give birth "naturally". Most of them need the intervention of medical drugs to improve the success rate, so double beta families are more inclined to have only one child.Before becoming pregnant with Jane, Lin Ying did not take any medicine. The arrival of that child was beyond everyone's expectations. Their family background was not considered rich at the time, and no one knew whether they could bear another life with their financial situation.

"So they came to ask me if I wanted to accept you. At that time, I pulled her sleeves without even thinking about it. I said yes, I want a younger brother," Jian Li laughed till she shed tears, " They don't expect it, it's me! Me! I hope they keep you! I was six years old. If I knew that I would be like this in 20 years, you said that if I could go back to 20 years ago, I would kill you Kill you or kill me?!"

Aren't you awesome, huh?Can’t you write? Didn’t they all say that you write well? So where are they now?people!You had an accident, did one of those people come to help you? !Oh, you still committed suicide, so why are you still alive, and there is a bastard in your belly who doesn't know who it is!Why didn't you die? !Jian Chengqi, why didn't you die? !

That's what Jian Li asked at the time, and he was so emotional that the prison guard pulled him away from the window.But Jian Chengxi, who was sitting there sluggishly, could still clearly read his mouth shape. He said that Jian Chengxi was not expected by anyone from the beginning.

He shouldn't exist.

That child was gone at that time.Jian Chengxi has no glands and no pheromones, so every day after pregnancy is suffering.It wasn't the first time he had signs of premature birth. Seven months of life could be lived, but it was because the child was so poor that he couldn't make it through.Jian Chengxi had a hard time expressing Daoming's feelings for that child, the meaning above was that the alpha who watered him was top-notch in all aspects, and his blood should be kept.Jian Chengqi didn't agree at first, even if the child would be free after he was born, he was unwilling to sell his reproductive rights.

But that child was rescued from his first suicide and found out after a medical examination. He is no longer a healthy omega. It was his first child, and it is likely to be his last.

At that moment he thought of himself.He followed his hard-working parents to live in a small town in the third district of the south before going to the first district of the central south. It's because the parents got pregnant unexpectedly.are they badNot entirely, they are not only children, which ones did not grow up listening to this kind of talk, they have been influenced by their ears and eyes, and when they become grandparents, they will also be used to talking about other children like this.

They thought they were joking with you because they liked you, but Jian Chengqi really listened to it and wrote it down.He didn't need to ask to know that what those grandparents said was true. This town is so small, telling one person is telling the whole people. Say it.Now this is also an accident in Jian Chengqi's stomach, if he doesn't want it, then this life will be gone, just like if his parents are not firm in their will, Jian Chengqi will be gone.

He finally decided to want it, not to get out of prison, but because he couldn't bear the empathy he would feel after the piece of flesh and blood left his body.

Afterwards, he always avoided thinking about that episode, but as long as he dreamed about it, he would be distraught and cry until his heart broke. These cathartic and surging emotions had nothing to do with the alpha father in blood, but because of the child.

Because that life, like him, was thought to not exist at the beginning, he really wanted to keep it, really wanted it, and wanted to tell him personally, I look forward to you.

But he was still lost.

Also lost are parents, and it is no longer possible for them to stand in front of Jian Chengqi and tell him personally, we are looking forward to you.

So when he opened his eyes that day, he saw the life lying on his lower abdomen, and he really thought that the child had returned.He had already lost a child, and he couldn't bear to lose the lamb again.

He rubbed the receipt after withdrawing money in his hand, looked at the numbers on it, and thought no matter how difficult it was, he had to live on.

He was sitting on a seat by the window of a convenience store, the warm spring sunshine shone on him through the glass, he thought he couldn't die before the live treasure, he had to feed the live treasure, he had to accompany it.

Gao Xinye was queuing up to buy water at this time.The teller is a novice, and the operation is very slow, so there is a long queue in a small shop.Gao Xinye was standing in the front, always looking at the place where Jian Chengqi was sitting from time to time, as if he was afraid that if he didn't stare carefully, the man would disappear.He was also keeping an eye out of the window, he wasn't very vigilant after the young man knocked on the glass, but Jian Chengxi was startled by the sudden movement, his hands and feet trembled.

He raised his head and followed the sound, the smiling boy frowned, saw Jian Chengxi looking over, and playfully touched the glass with his nose.After Jian Chengqi got up, he also came in, rushed forward, and gave the other party a big hug.Jian Chengqi really couldn't stand firmly, and his lower back bumped against the table, but he wasn't annoyed at all, he just smiled.

"Why are you here!" The boy hugged Jian Chengqi's back tightly with his hands, he was really excited, and even cursed.

He hugged him really hard, and Jian Chengqi was a little out of breath, but he didn't push him away, he just put his hand on the other's shoulder.Seeing his reaction in this way, Gao Xinye, who was not far away, didn't rush over and continued to line up, not to mention that the boy was also an omega, so he didn't need to be particularly nervous.

"Why didn't you come to see me when you came to East Fifth District? How many times have I told you that my hometown is here? Are you still being polite to me? Why don't you think of coming to me." Omega said, her voice Glued together, it also sounds nasal.Jian Chengqi patted him on the shoulder, and he obediently let go, standing in front of Jian Chengqi, his eyes were really red.

"Why are you still crying?" Jian Chengqi hooked his fingers and touched his nose, "You are already twenty."

"I'm so excited to see you! And you...how are you..." Omega rubbed her eyes, her voice gradually weakened, "Why are you thinner now than in prison."

"I'm fine," Jian Chengqi didn't intend to elaborate, "It's you, I haven't seen you for a year, and you've grown so much taller."

"Because I eat a lot! Let me tell you, my boss, a foreigner! The food is delicious, my God, I have met you, what am I talking about my boss, where do you live Ah, have you...have you eaten? I invite you to eat. Let me tell you, I have a job right now, and I just went to the bank next door today to withdraw...money..."

The boy originally spoke very fast and was incoherent, but seeing an alpha walking this way, the words dragged on as he spoke.He is also an omega, as soon as he smells the pheromone, he knows that this cold-looking alpha is not something in the pool.

But when he looked at Jian Chengqi, the tenderness in his eyes was sincere.

"Friend?" Gao Xinye asked.

"Well, this is Jiang Xiaozheng." Jian Chengqi introduced.

"Ah... hello." Jiang Xiaozheng is a small local, except for his boss, this is the first time he has encountered such a strong pheromone restraint, so he dare not say anything.On the contrary, Gao Xinye shook hands with him in a friendly manner and reported his name.

"You guys..." Jiang Xiaozheng was a little dazed for a moment, and wanted to ask Jian Chengqi what their relationship was, but felt that they had just met, so it was too abrupt, and there were a lot of things to say, but when the alpha came, he was all stuck.

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

"No," Jian Chengqi didn't want him to spend money, "It's still important to work, next time——"

"Don't do it next time! It's hard to come across, next time. I'm not busy at work. My boss is engaged in printmaking, and the studio is nearby. I'll help him or something," Jiang Xiaozheng said. He took out a business card and handed it to Jian Chengqi, "My boss's, if you are interested, you can come and experience it anytime."

"Yes! I forgot, I'm doing activities now!" Regardless of the presence of an alpha next to him, Jiang Xiaozheng hooked Jian Chengqi's hand, "If you don't want me to ask for leave, then we can eat something nearby, and then you ..." He glanced at Gao Xinye timidly, "Come and paint in my boss's studio, the first time is free!"