Dawn is coming

After coming out of the museum, they went to the mall.

The two first bought a few changes of clothes and pajamas suitable for Jian Chengxi, then went to the candy store to buy cakes and chocolates, and prepared to put them in the refrigerator and return them to the landlord.

It was Gao Xinye who paid the bill at the time of checkout. Jian Chengxi stood outside the door with a bag of clothes and kept looking in one direction. When Gao Xinye came out, he asked uncertainly, "Are we being followed?"

Jian Chengxi has no self-consciousness about anti-reconnaissance, but when the environment changes from the United States of America to the European Union, he also likes to observe the surrounding environment and the people passing by, so no matter how those few change their clothes and decorations, their same skin color will make the follow-up change. It goes without saying.

And Gao Xinye also nodded.

"So where did we go and they were all watching too?"

"Well, I found seven now," Gao Xinye brought Jian Chengqi's bag over.

Jian Chengqi walked forward with him, couldn't help turning his head to look back, and asked: "Is he afraid that we will run away, so he is watching us?"

He himself didn't know who the "he" should refer to, whether it was their country or a specific leader, but Gao Xinye understood what he was nervous about, and said that there were actually security concerns.

"The southern and western parts of the European Union are far more developed than the eastern part. There are also many refugees from countries where they have fled. Even if the chances are small, if I am recognized, they will be able to help if there is some commotion."

"How can I help..." Jian Chengxi recalled the terrorist attack that happened in the European Union before, and couldn't help but hold Gao Xinye's arm tighter, and said stubbornly, "What's the matter, don't let them take me away .”

He looked up, looked at Gao Xinye, and said that he would stay with Gao Xinye for a long, long time.

Gao Xinye didn't speak, but there was a smile in his eyes, then he entered a nearby pharmacy and walked to a shelf.Jian Chengxi didn't know anything about the words related to medical drugs, but he could still recognize the three words of inhibitors.

"I asked the doctor before, and he said that the menstrual cycle will also affect the mood to a certain extent, and the dopamine concentration of many omegas will also decrease before the arrival of the estrous period." He touched Jian Chengqi's neck and said softly, " So you don't blame yourself at all, you're fine, you're fine, you're feeling down, it's your body giving you some feedback, it's normal and unavoidable, but you're actively trying to cope, like eating sweets .You work hard to solve problems, you are strong."

Jian Chengqi looked at Gao Xinye who was carefully comparing the instructions, and suddenly realized that the person in front of him was the first person who would use "strong" to describe him.

In the eyes of others, he is always fragile, dull, and sensitive like other omegas. When he denies himself, he will scold himself for being hypocritical.

But today Gao Xinye said with certainty that Jian Chengqi worked hard and was very strong.

He sniffed, then squatted down, and picked up the inhibitor with Gao Xinye.In the past, he always felt that it was embarrassing for others to see him holding inhibitors, so he directly ordered a large number of the same type online, let alone caring about the side effects.He also listened to the recommendation of the staff in the pharmacy today, so he knew that the inhibitor needs to be used differently, otherwise the body will develop drug resistance.

This made him finally understand why his estrus period in prison was out of control. He always used up all the inhibitors he bought at one time before buying new ones. The inhibitors given to him by the prison doctor were his He had been injected before, so when the effect of the medicine rebounded, no gods could save him except Alpha.In the past, if he cared more about his body, he wouldn't make that kind of oolong.

But now he is also trying to break through the psychological defense. The staff of the pharmacy continued to introduce the efficacy and side effects of the medicine, and he did not hide behind Gao Xinye uneasy.When he starts not to feel inferior about his body and gender, he also accepts and likes himself.

He will also take the initiative to ask Gao Xinye, will you mark me?

Gao Xinye was really caught by the question, coughed several times, and then continued to speak more steadily, Jian Chengxi's glands are still too small and buried very deep, if it is marked in the recent period, he also needs to bite Very heavy and deep.

"I'm afraid you will hurt," he touched the scar and said, "My heart hurts."

After they returned to the homestay, Matt and Xa/vier were eating, and they warmly invited them to sit down too.The hospitality was hard to come by, so they tasted a few mouthfuls of paella, and then Jian Chengqi said that they had to catch an early train to Barcelona tomorrow, so they would leave the keys at the door without disturbing their rest when they left. Matt then took a box of sticky notes, hoping that they could write something on the refrigerator, preferably in Chinese, so that if a guest from the United States of America sees it in the future, they can always believe that their refrigerator does not eat people, so they can open it with confidence .Jian Chengqi was so teased that he couldn't hold the pen steadily, so Gao Xinye, who hadn't spoken much, took the box of sticky notes, wrote a few lines and didn't show Jian Chengqi, and went directly to the kitchen to paste them.

Jian Chengqi also took a shower before he remembered the note. While Gao Xinye was still in the bathroom, he went to the kitchen by himself. Among the many refrigerator magnets and identical notes, he found it with just one glance. Gao Xinye's translation of the common language part is thanking them for their hospitality these two days, followed by a sentence in Chinese - I will definitely come to Madrid with brother Lin Yuan in the future.

The inscription is Song Qu.

Jian Chengxi touched those few lines of writing several times, and some turbulent emotions made him ignore the familiarity of the handwriting. Not long after he returned to the room, Gao Xinye also came out of the bathroom, wrapped in towels casually, and then Going to get the medicine from the suitcase, he didn't turn his back to Jian Chengqi while taking it.There are still water stains on his body, and there are also water drops falling down the hair, only staying at the nape of the neck, like amber sinking into the water and then floating, making Jian Chengxi sniff that place, like a koala With his arms around Gao Xinye's neck, he took two bites lightly with his teeth, and rubbed the moisture onto the tip of his nose.

"If you keep taking medicine, can the cancer rate be controlled?" Jian Chengqi asked, feeling that Gao Xinye was not secretive, so these medicines must not treat some difficult diseases.

Gao Xinye was actually not sure, but he nodded and said "yes" without any hesitation.

"Are there any side effects? No effect on daily life, right?"

Gao Xinye said "no", but he always felt that Jian Chengqi's question had ulterior motives, as if he was plotting something.He had a psychological expectation, but he really didn't expect that Jian Chengqi would sit on him with his legs spread apart after the lights were turned off.

"...to catch a train tomorrow."

Jian Chengqi wanted to be brave enough to say that he would change the ticket, but he would not have bought the earliest and cheapest ticket if the fare at other time slots was not so expensive.He let out an "oh" in disappointment, wanting to lie down quickly as if looking for a crack in the ground. Just before that, Gao Xinye took control of his narrow crotch with both hands, squeezed it, and said that he was afraid that he would not be able to restrain himself. live.

They are afraid that once the gate of desire/desire is opened, they will not even be able to catch the plane to Paris the day after tomorrow.

Jian Chengqi's face became hot, he broke away from Gao Xinye's hand, and lay back on the bed with his back to him.

But after a few minutes, he turned around again, burrowed into Gao Xinye's arms, and put his arm on his waist, which flattered Gao Xinye, who had been cautious all along, and asked him why he was so active.

"Because I'm an older brother," Jian Chengqi also hugged him, and said very seriously, "Your brother Lin Yuan!"

On April 2278, 4, both Gao Xinye and Jian Chengqi had no dreams in Madrid.

One sleeps peacefully all night, the other is reluctant to close his eyes.