Dawn is coming

who are you?

Gao Xinye has also asked himself this question many times, who am I?

This answer can be traced back to his birth. He never met his nominal father. From the filming of "Escape from Siberia", the United States of America in the 50s ushered in a very short-lived opening of the door, and with it the people The demand for a better life.These appeals tended to gradually spread from the capital to all parts of the United States of Asia through the demonstrations of the people and the pens of literati, and the situation exceeded the expectations of the order maintenance government in just a few years.So, after only three years since the movie was released, the order maintenance government dispatched the National Security Secret Police to arrest the relevant people and charge them with reactionary crimes. If they are sent to prison, the more powerful European Union and NATO will be able to impose humanitarian sanctions on the United States of America in the international situation under the banner of democracy and human rights.This was something that the order-maintaining government, which still hadn't completed post-war reconstruction, didn't want to see, so they arranged a plane to deport those intellectuals.

The plane finally lost contact over the western no-man's land, and there is no news of it. Gao Xinye's nominal father was in that plane.His mother was pregnant with him at the time, and because of some obstacles, she finally failed to leave with her beloved husband.So Gao Xinye's mother in Gao Xinye's memory is always depressed in front of him, but she still has to show a perfect smile in front of the camera. This kind of split life lasted until one spring, when she suddenly took Gao Xinye to the amusement park and played for a whole day A few days later, she bought him an ice cream and told him to sit on the rest chair and eat slowly. When Gao Xinye finished eating the ice cream in his hand, he looked up again and saw only He Boyan.

Gao Xinye was only three years old that year. After that, politics once again became a sensitive topic, and the public fell into silence again. Economic development was the only thing that mattered.

That year was 2258, and there were still ten years before He Boyan became the next commander.

He Boyan is not a person with blatant political ambitions. Many times he would tell reporters that if he hadn't been in politics, he would be a professor in a university in the capital.During the nearly 100 years of the Order of the Order, He Boyan's image can be said to be the most literati among all the commanders. Some foreign media even described his eyes behind the glasses as gentle as a sheep.This is also the reason why the previous commander pushed him to this position after implementing a high-pressure policy for nearly ten years. The interim bill stipulates that the commander's lifespan is ten years. Supporting He Boyan as a puppet is the best choice.

But people will change, and they can always wait for the time.It wasn't until the early 70s that He Boyan's hole cards began to show. He had always given the impression of peace and elegance to the senior leaders of the Peacekeeping Faction, which made them gradually take it lightly, forgetting that they had factional background and family support, and He Boyan also had it.He even has a national security police that is directly under his orders. When he started to close the net, those high-level officials who had disagreed with his political views either disappeared or "turned over" to his camp out of fear of the killing team. .

And there is Gao Xinye in that team.He is the youngest, but also the oldest. He was only eight years old when he first entered Guoan for training, just because He Boyan said that this would be an opportunity to avenge his mother.According to the causal logic He Boyan instilled in Gao Xinye, if the plane had left the country safely, his mother would not have left him and disappeared into no man's land.And the disappearance of that plane is too paradoxical, the theory is not always complicated and confusing, only the conspiracy theory lasts for a long time.Even if the order-keeping government never admitted it, the high-level leaders at the time must have feared that so many intellectuals would strengthen the anti-order-keeping forces abroad and one day affect the domestic situation.For the order-maintaining government, the disappearance of the plane is of great benefit to the stability of the regime. As long as the wreckage of the plane is not found, no matter how realistic the guess is, it is just a conspiracy theory without evidence and cannot shake the regime.An airplane disappeared over the sky of this country, 107 writers, 86 university professors, 37 media professionals, 29 factual critics, 33 sociologists and 45 jurists and lawyers disappeared, and thousands of other people in this country disappeared. Millions of people shut their mouths and lived 20 years of booming economy but never talking about that plane.This silence was broken by Gao Xinye's mother in the third year. She wrote in a public email that her conscience did not allow her to act as if nothing had happened.

This is entirely her personal opinion, and it has nothing to do with the advantages or disadvantages of power, just because it is what she wants to do and has to do, just like the first time she came to the capital, she sat in the commander's seat to give a speech, she said The implication of her name in the national language is a good heart, and she appealed to people not to lose their conscience.

"Your mother..." Jian Chengqi almost lost consciousness of his breathing.He looked at the pair of amber eyes that were close at hand, and the pheromone that got into his nasal cavity was amber rosin. He recalled the photo of the Ni ethnic girl standing in front of several gunmen, her eyes It also shines with the same luster as Gao Xinye.

His mother is Tarna, and "Gao" is the Chinese surname corresponding to Tarna's Ni nationality surname.

"Then your father..." Jian Chengqi hadn't recovered from the shock of knowing Gao Xinye's biological mother, his voice was very soft, as if talking to himself.Gao Xinye didn't answer, just looked at him, how beautiful those eyes are, Jian Chengqi has never been afraid of Gao Xinye, because of the outline of his eyes——

Docile as a sheep.

At that moment, Jian Chengxi really held his breath.He looked at those eyes that resembled He Boyan, and he had already found the answer.

"That's why she left without hesitation, not just to find her beloved husband, but when she saw me, she would think of something..." Gao Xinye lowered his head and said, "My eyes are too much like his .”

"This incident is too disgraceful. Not many people know about it. I only found her diary later, and then I found out that He Boyan had robbed him by force. But at that time, I had been his minion for nearly ten years, participating in the faction. Purify and help him gain power. I asked him why he humiliated my mother in the first place, and he said that if he hadn’t done that and prevented her from being pregnant with his blood, she would have been on that plane too.”

"He always knew that the plane was destined to disappear, so he used this method to let her live another three years in pain. In order to stabilize the situation in the west, she had to face a lot of cameras every day and laugh. She didn't There are other ways to vent her true emotions, and she can only write a diary." Gao Xinye paused for a moment, rubbed his nose with his finger bones, and continued: "She tried to bump into the corner of the table when she was pregnant with me in the eighth month. abortion."

He looked up dully, looked at Jian Chengqi, and said, "She doesn't expect me."

If some of the conflicts between Jian Chengqi and his parents stemmed from a lack of communication, then Tarna's alienation and indifference to Gao Xinye was because she really did not expect his existence from the very beginning.