Dawn is coming

"Colonel Gao, Colonel Gao, you can't leave the radiation room now, Colonel Gao—" A young man in a research uniform quickly followed Gao Xinye two or three meters away, trying to catch up with him.Gao Xinye was unmoved, not only did not stop, but also rolled up his sleeves, removed the indwelling needle on his arm and threw it on the ground.The young man bent down to pick it up, straightened up and tried to chase after Gao Xinye. Several doctors, nurses, and military personnel at the sentry station of the scientific research institute were already standing in front of him.But Gao Xinye didn't slow down. If those who blocked him didn't give way, he would definitely push his way.

But those people also obeyed the order, so they retreated to both sides one after another.

"Where are you going?" He Hongshan asked, standing in front of the closed gate.Her calmness immediately stimulated Gao Xinye. He stepped forward and impulsively pulled the other party's collar. He Hongshan's reaction was faster than him. Ye Ye couldn't stand still in an instant, and fell to the ground leaning against the wall. His face was already pale, but now he was short of breath because of the pain.But the calmness on He Hongshan's face still did not loosen, she looked at him disdainfully, and asked, "Where can you go now?"

In fact, she didn't use much strength, but Gao Xinye had just undergone local radiotherapy, and the pain was unbearable for ordinary people just by pressing the area lightly with her fingertips.Three years ago, the anti-radiation serum that reversed the situation of the war was extracted from him, but even so, he was still a mortal body, and the bullet that passed through his ear and was contaminated with radiation half a year ago was still his time bomb.In the past six months, although there was no radiation dose in Gao Xinye's body, the rate of local cell canceration has been high. In severe cases, he had to stay in the radiation room for 24 hours for continuous inspection.Although his hematopoiesis and nervous system have not been affected, and he has not shown obvious symptoms of radiation sickness, but no one can guarantee that his genes will not change tomorrow.He has a special status, and the best doctors and researchers in the country gather here, but the core technology and talents in this biological field are not in the Sub-United States. If they want to be cured once and for all, the Sub-United States can only seek cooperation from NATO.

But there is Uranus serum in the negotiating conditions of NATO alliance.

This is what He Boyan told Gao Xinye himself, which also means that as the commander, it is impossible for him to exchange Gao Xinye's life with a significant serum.This is why Gao Xinye left the capital two months ago and went to the East Fifth District. It was not a passive treatment, but if the problem of cancer rate could not be solved, he would rather go to other places than stay in the research institute. place to look.

"How did you agree? You said you were just going to have a look, you wouldn't let him recognize you, and you wouldn't enter his life, because you knew you couldn't give him a future," He Hongshan still stood, looking at Gao Xin. Ye Ye asked, "What about your self-knowledge back then?"

"The last time you came back, you really didn't plan to go back, because you arranged everything for him. Work, friends, company... He can live without you, whether it was five years ago, three years ago, or now .”

"...Where is he now?" Gao Xinye had difficulty speaking, and couldn't stand up for the time being, the pain was still unbearable, "The two Alphas that Liu Jiaan mentioned are yours."

"But he thought it belonged to you." He Hongshan said without doubt, "Then he discovered the bug you put in his mobile phone two days ago, unplugged it, and left with Liu Jiaan."

"He won't," Gao Xinye leaned against the wall and looked at He Hongshan, "he doesn't trust Liu Jiaan."

"Then he always trusts his brother."

Gao Xinye's short breath was stagnant.

At the same time, He Hongshan squatted on the bed, with a triumphant smile on her face: "Guess what his brother will write in that letter? Will you tell him that the lawyer of the European League was contacted by a person named Gao Xinye? Just to see that lawyer, he got into a car accident overnight on the highway, and you, like a secret policeman, installed a bug in his cell phone. You said that Jian Chengxi knew the ins and outs, would you think it was yours back then? Set up a game to treat you as a murderer?"

Back then, in order to gain the trust of Jian Chengqi's family and to keep them from giving up hope, Gao Xinye, who had already joined the military, did not hide his true identity. He had met Jian Li several times, so he stubbornly shook his head and denied it. : "His family won't write these."

"Why can't you write? How can you be so sure? Have you ever received a letter from your relatives?" He Hongshan answered for him, "You haven't."

"you have not!"

The scientific research and medical personnel have left at some point, and there are only He Hongshan and Gao Xinye in the huge space. If it is said that one of them was in pain and the other was restrained, they lowered their voices when talking, but what He Hongshan repeated "you don't have" The stone collided in the air like a shock.

She also continued to ask aggressively.

"Have you ever met your father? Have you ever been hugged and blessed by your biological mother? Is candy sweet in your mouth? Will you cry after being injured in the secret training of the National Security Bureau? Have you ever asked why you were arrested under the order of He Boyan? After he was re-elected, did you have any ups and downs in your heart? During the war, did you hesitate when the comrades who were exposed to a large dose of radiation begged you to shoot? I have said so much, would you be angry if you want to refute it?"

"Do you have the emotions of a normal person?" She asked, "Gao Xinye, do you have a heart?"

Gao Xinye looked at her without anger or rebuttal, because He Hongshan was telling the truth.He has done many things for He Boyan, but he has no desire for power, and he is not happy after avenging his mother. This kind of indifference and alienation aroused He Boyan's vigilance, so he was forced to go to a specific institution for psychological counseling and treatment.If he hadn't met Jian Chengqi there, his temperament might not have changed. Whether in national security or on the battlefield, he was more like a killing machine than a living person.

"He didn't even call you to ask for confirmation," He Hongshan looked at him sympathetically, then reached out to help Gao Xinye up, and walked to the release room with one arm on his arm.During this process, Gao Xinye did not resist, but walked very slowly. He Hongshan sighed and took advantage of the heat to help him recognize the facts: "You dare to tell him that you were also present at the Wenxingtang party, and you saw it from a distance. He stood with Liu Jia'an, and he didn't even dare to go up to him to ask them what the relationship was. If the time was pushed forward, you would have gone to him the night when the enlistment notice came out. You see, he returned with Liu Jia'an In the dormitory, you didn't say hello either. You think Liu Jia'an is disgraceful, but Jian Chengqi at least knows him well, but you, you dare not tell him anything, you always hesitate to move forward in front of him, you now—"

He Hongshan suddenly lost her voice.

She also remained motionless, because at some point Gao Xinye pulled out a pistol that was close to her body and pressed it against her waist after it was loaded.He seemed to have recovered from the pain, and the chuckle on his face was not forced.

"Did I tell you so much when I was drunk that day?" He asked, "You actually remember all of it."

He Hongshan was indifferent.

"The person who disappeared with that plane was not my real father, so my real mother hated me because if she wasn't pregnant with me, she would be around someone she really loved. Sugar is sweet, so I put the only one that One for you. I joined the army to atone for everything I did in Guoan. I didn’t hesitate to shoot my comrades in the hope that they would be less tortured, because I have endured this pain thousands of times. And if you insist on stopping me today Go to him, and I will cry for you when the trigger is pulled." He met Ho Hongshan's eyes, and he said, "He definitely didn't do it voluntarily, otherwise he would take that sheep away."

He took out a very small pocket player with his free hand, and listened to He Hongshan the sound received by the damaged bug. on the edge of the door.

"Where are you going to send him?" he asked. "Where are you going to send him?"

"...They were on their way to the airport. It was originally planned to send him to the European Union tonight. Liu Jiaan's appearance was an accident." There was a trace of sadness in He Hongshan's eyes, "This is He Boyan's order. Come on, that Jian Chengqi can write whatever he wants, but you, you can only live in the United States of America."

She said, "I hope you live, I hope—"

"elder sister."

He Hongshan opened her eyes wide, opened her mouth and couldn't say anything, and held her breath for a moment.

That was the first time in 20 years since she met the three-year-old Gao Xinye, she heard him call herself, sister.

"I also know that I can't have a future with him, but... But whenever I don't know how to respond, I think, if this is a scene he wrote, how would he arrange the emotions and emotions of the characters?" Reactions, actions and words, and then I know what to say and how to do it."

"I just wondered if he would write me as your sister at this time."

"He will, he has gone through so much, still believes that love will always exist, eternal and immortal, he..."

He was obviously smiling, but the corners of his mouth twitched uncontrollably. He said to He Hongshan, "It was he who made me understand that I am alive."

"At least let me say goodbye. If he really went to the European Union, he will definitely not be able to come back. You let me say goodbye, I..."

He put down the gun, and said to He Hongshan almost pleadingly: "I don't want to be a coward anymore, I don't want to miss the appointment again."