Hibiscus

I was born in Yishan, a little flower demon, who has practiced for less than ten thousand years. Before I transformed into a human form, I was in the hands of a somewhat crazy mountain spirit. He was stupid during the day, but he became a little normal at night. .When I was still in the dirt, he looked at me every day, crying and laughing. At that time, I was faintly conscious. Then one day, he went crazy, and poured Yulu nectar into me every day. Thanks to him, I transformed into a human form in less than 500 years. He hugged me joyfully, looked at me and said stupidly, "You should grow up quickly."

When I was less than 1000 years old, he still urged me to study witchcraft all day long. I like his appearance in a hundred days, so he will not force me to learn this or that. He never let me call him daddy , but he called Fusang over and over again at night, and what he kept saying was, you are too young, you have to grow up quickly.

I grew up to his waist, and he looked at me more and more differently. I was often stared at by him in fear. He didn't like me to play with Qin Feng from the clan. A snotty kid crying, but I've always been scared lately, the more times I look for him, the more at ease I will be.

That night, he looked at me under the dark wind for a long time, and suddenly beckoned to me, "Fusang, come quickly." He said while drawing my hand towards him, and I saw him panting heavily. Unusual, a little weird, he smiled at me strangely, I was so frightened that I hurriedly broke free, but the strength of my hand was not as strong as his, and he coaxed, "Don't move, you have to be more obedient"

The smell was not good at all, and there was a kind of turbidity in the air, which made me feel nauseous. He pinched my palm and exhaled foul air. I was so scared that my face was pale and my palm was sticky. Crying and begging for mercy, he was so upset that he let me go.

I was so crazy that I ran to the stream, wishing I could rub my hands out of a layer of skin. To me that night, fear was greater than fright. That kid Feng saw me crying, thinking that he had offended me somewhere, and he was comforting me. I raised my head, seeing his clumsy appearance, I couldn't help feeling a little sad.

After that day, my mental state was very bad, I avoided anyone I saw, I wanted to escape, but Yishan was so big, how could I escape, I thought of Jiuwei Mountain, which is a Forbidden Mountain, it is adjacent to Yishan, but Yishan's ancestors have sealed it as a sacred mountain for generations, and no one who is not a high priest of his own family can enter this mountain.I was determined to escape, and I led Qin Feng to take me to find it, but the barrier was too powerful, I couldn't get in at all, I was very desperate, full of satisfaction and sadness, Qin Feng hurriedly curry favor with me when he saw this , "Only the blood of the high priest can undo it. Your father is the former priest, so his blood can be borrowed." I didn't know that the person who disgusted me was actually the high priest. I wanted to laugh, but I couldn't help feeling sick , vomited out vigorously, Qin Feng saw that my face was as red as a sauce when I vomited the bitter water all over the ground, and thought that I was injured when I forced my way just now.I pondered and made up my mind.

He came to look for me again at night, I pretended to be very well-behaved, his eyes darkened, and when he was about to do that dirty thing again, I could have raised my hand straight to the back of his head and knew his fate, but he He will obviously be more reckless than last time. He actually wants to come over to pick up my clothes. This is something I didn’t expect. , my palms are trembling, I am really afraid of his appearance,

"Fusang." The boy Qin Feng came from nowhere, his eyes were so red that he wanted to tear the person in front of him to pieces. I took the dagger and stabbed him in the chest by surprise. I laughed and fell down.Qin Feng saw that my clothes were disheveled and my face was full of coldness, so he couldn't help but said sadly, "Beast, such an inhuman thing, how could you do such a thing to you." My face was covered with blood, and I looked like It was a bit scary, but I was very happy. I could leave here. I almost ran to Jiuwei Mountain. After the enchantment was opened, I was able to see the true face of Lushan Mountain inside. There was only a clear bay. Pool water, I searched everywhere, nothing, nothing, I could hardly believe it, I forced myself to calm down and think, the pool water was a bit weird, with mist rushing in the middle, I looked at it and wanted to find out, I Being led away by the pool of water, he fell into the pool.

I don't know why my little flower demon, which is less than a thousand years old, turned into a little fairy envoy in the heaven overnight. I was dragged by the Taishang Laojun to be a little medicine boy, and I was with the stove day and night , without those troubles, I would be happier and more relaxed.I just never thought that I could pick up such a bargain in a blink of an eye.Later, I was assigned to the Zichen Pavilion and became a cleaning emissary. I was always cold-tempered, and I didn’t get close to those noisy people. They detested me in private. Avoid, and the second is that women have too many things to do and are annoying.It was the first time I saw Wuyou. In the past ten thousand years, the pain on the tip of my heart suddenly came up again. She was wearing a moon-white gown, with a gentle smile on her eyes, "Are you from Zichen Pavilion?" I nodded. Nodding, she frowned, "I've never seen you before." I hurriedly said, "I was originally a little drug boy in the Alchemy Pavilion, and was only recently assigned to the Zichen Pavilion." She said calmly, "So it's Laojun's people."

"Shangxian Wuyou, Fairy Ziyao invites you to come in and talk."

It turned out that such an extraordinary person like me was actually an immortal. Although I was busy adoring him at the moment, I still felt that such an immortal figure had nothing to do with me.

Then one day, I didn't know that she was sitting in my yard, drinking alone under the peach tree, she was so happy, I frowned for a moment, not knowing what to think,

"Are you that little angel?" I don't know if she really remembers me, or just said it casually,

"This is your yard. I'm sorry. I'm used to it, but I didn't realize that this place has been allocated." I thought she would come here often, but it's a pity that since I came, this yard has been taken over by me.

"Drink?" She shook the jug in her hand, and I walked over in a mysterious way, and drank one too. After a while, my face became hot,

"You can't drink?" I frowned at her, puzzled, she poked my face with a smile and said, "You're a little cheeky."

I don't know why she behaved so frivolously. While tickling her, I thought she had a very pretty smile on the other hand.

Later, she always came day and night with perseverance. In those days when I couldn't find the source, she was like a breeze, like sunshine, refreshing my heart.

Her black hair fell down, and she only took a wooden hairpin and inserted it obliquely. I was fascinated by it, and she seemed to be aware of it, and said to me, "Can you read?"

I shook my head and looked at her with wet eyes. She stroked the top of my head with a smile, took the book in her hand, and began to teach me word by word. I can't help but taste it carefully.

"When is your birthday?" She asked suddenly, I looked at her in surprise, she pointed to the jade pendant on her hand and said, "Today is A Yao's birthday, if you like, I will be with you someday Do the same thing on my birthday" That was the case, I didn't dare to have that kind of reverie in my heart, I just hesitated and said a few words, I don't know if she heard it.

"For you" Later that day she brought me a jade hairpin, I was very happy in my heart, "The finished product of this jade hairpin is not good." I smiled, covered my mouth and said, "What did Shangxian say? This jade hairpin is very good." Seeing that she was still smiling, I was also happy.I was happy, but tears fell all over the ground suddenly, I can't tell what kind of mood it was, probably it was too much joy to add.

I would occasionally look up at her, acting as if I didn't care, but I liked her, and even the small thoughts would not show it inadvertently. He would always be there drinking wine, occasionally looking at the peach blossoms, and occasionally teaching her. I read and write, and she just did it there, all beautiful like a painting.I always retreat in time when she casts her gaze, comforting her in my heart that she probably didn't see it, I like her so much, I don't even know why, even the fragrance of her leaning against me makes me Mesmerized.

"I won't write today. I'll take you to a place." I put down my pen and looked at her suspiciously. She smiled and led me to the flower forest. You’re almost hitting a tree.” She smiled at me with a childish face, I couldn’t help but blush, and timidly followed behind her, she sat down on the ground suddenly, drank wine alone, and took everything in her arms. Throwing it out, "I went to Jiji Mountain and caught a ferocious beast. I thought it was stupid by nature, so I gave it to you as a gift."

"But Shangxian, you have already given me a birthday gift." Wuyou smiled, and teased the little doll in his arms again, "It is for you to learn more fairy arts with him, it is not good to be your playmate Is it?" I thanked her again and again, and she laughed and said, "Why are you still so shy?" I was so ashamed that I didn't know what to say, and she didn't make fun of me, so I asked her again, "What does it call?"

"Qing Qi."

Qiongqi is really a good guy, but it seems to dislike me, no matter what kind of magic I call, it will just glance at me lazily, turn its belly up and look at me, I feel a little ashamed at once, thinking I feel more and more that Shangxian’s kindness cannot be slacked off. She may be too busy to show her face recently. I think that one day I will show my talents in front of her and ask her for some rewards. That would be the best up.But for a while, I felt that this was really inappropriate, so I practiced how to talk to her hundreds of times in private.

But on this day, Fairy Ziyao called her maidservant to announce me. For a while, I wondered why such a small person like me should make her miss me. I entered the house timidly, and saw her sitting on the swing, shaking When she touched her jade feet, the wooden planks creaked, like gusts of wind blowing past. She drew clear and shallow eyebrows, and her arrogance could not be concealed under her fragility. She was looking at me. Come, "You are Fusang?" Her words were unclear, and I didn't hear them right, but she continued on her own, "Did no one teach you how to behave?" I knew what she said. Shi Shi was a little annoyed, so she quickly knelt down and said, "Fairy forgive me, I have no intention of offending you." She glanced at me, as if she had finally lost interest, "Are you familiar with Wuyou?" I raised my eyes to see She, she glared at me again, that look made me shudder, as if I fell into an abyss in my heart, "The benevolent heart of the gods, the slaves dare not have intersections." She seemed satisfied, nodded and said, " You are clever."

"Once upon a time, there was a little servant who was more clever than you, but it's a pity that you were mistaken by your cleverness. You understand what I mean."

I didn't know what she meant, so I just nodded my head and didn't look at her, but my palms were already sweating slightly.

Maybe it's because I've been looking forward to her return for a long time, and I can't help but feel that I have seen her phantom, "Aren't you happy to see me?" She knocked on my head and looked at me again, I just Realizing that I had lost my composure, I was at a loss and said, "Shangxian is back?" She nodded, "What were you thinking about so preoccupied just now?" I shook my head and changed the subject, "Shangxian, when you were away , I have practiced immortal arts." She seemed very pleased, and greeted Qiongqi a few more times, then watched me perform sword skills.She has been drinking alone, and when I look up occasionally, she will smile faintly, and there is the sound of playing the piano in the distance, the melodious sound, swaying in the peach blossom rain, leisurely and long.

"What did I tell you?" She stood in front of me at this moment, her face was very hot, and she took her slender fingertips to poke my face and said, "A slave is a slave. There is no master here, and this anger is going to go up to the sky." She called a few people over, as if she was going to hit me, I was too scared to move, so I grabbed her clothes and said, "Did the fairy misunderstand something? I don't mean to offend you." She kicked me, then pointed at those people and said, "Don't you have eyesight? Why don't you hit me?" Those people then exerted all their strength, pumping again and again. On my body, I was so frightened that I shut my mouth and didn’t dare to say anything. After she finished beating her, she seemed to have calmed down. She saw my body was bruised and purple, and scratched it with her hand again. I gasped, She whispered next to my ear again, "Don't get close to Wuyou again, if you talk to her one more word, the end will be worse than this."

I finally understood the reason for all her warnings, but I didn't dare to speak out, I was afraid of embarrassing Wuyou, everyone knew that their relationship was very good, I didn't want to be the one who sowed discord, Wuyou would still come to my yard, I felt that I had really fallen into a voodoo, my body was in terrible pain, but when I saw her, my heart was so warm, it was sweeter than the peach blossom wine with the fragrance of April.

"Why haven't I watched you practice sword these few days?" She asked casually, and I could only falter and say, "I've been practicing for a long time, and I'm a little tired." She smiled and said, "Seeing that your complexion is not good, If you feel unwell, you should rest more." She pointed to thank you casually, "Let's write, let's see how your brushwork is doing recently?" I picked up the pen and concentrated my energy to write a good stroke, but it was a pity that my hand There is an injury, and when the characters lined up, they were a little crooked, like an ugly centipede crawling on it, I was embarrassed for a moment, and she frowned and said, "It seems that you are really tired, and you only wrote for a while I'm sweating." She took her sleeves and wiped my forehead lightly, and then said, "That's all for today, you should rest more these days."

In fact, I was slightly suspicious. They started arguing and even intensified it. I could avoid it, but I didn't move a single bit. I quietly listened to them chattering, "You owe me, this is what you owe me." When Ziyao was still hoarse, Wuyou just watched blankly, and she turned to leave almost immediately.Zi Yao hurriedly grabbed her, wishing to grab her, "So who are you going to find? You can't lie to me, don't you go to the backyard every day and night to see me?" Wuyou remained silent, "Playing the piano You understand the meaning of the song, why don't you dare to admit it? Do you know that you are such a coward." Ziyao became a little aggressive, Wuyou probably said something later, but I never I can't hear it anymore.

I returned to the backyard in a trance, and stood under the tree for a long time, and after standing for a while, my face turned pale again. The treetops were tentacles climbing the wall, and what it spread away was the The bleakness of the yard, after that day, I fell ill, I can't remember why, the sound of the piano in the yard floated in again, just a few songs back and forth, I was in a daze, and I came out When I came to the door, I saw someone led me in. Ziyao was still sitting on the swing. When she smiled, a few peach blossoms swayed down and landed on her shoulders, which made her cheeks a little more tender. Then what do you do?" I staggered a little closer to him, "Why are you so pitiful, but I feel sorry for you." She pinched my cheek until several layers of red marks appeared on it, she Then he shook his hands and said, "Wuyou has explained it to me, I'm just confused, don't take it for granted." As soon as she mentioned her, my complexion turned pale again, and I trembled, "Slave I dare not complain, the master is right to punish me." She seemed to be in a good mood today, she asked me a few words, and then sent me away.

When I left, I asked the servant girl, "What song is the master playing?" She frowned and teased me, "Long love, lovesickness never forgets, only long love." I nodded, my face turned pale

In the next few days, Wuyou went to the yard to look for me, but I stayed behind closed doors, avoiding as much as I could, which not only fulfilled Fairy Ziyao's thoughts, but also made me feel much better.

It was only later that something happened that was too strange. At that time, when I felt sorry for myself because of my little pain, I realized that the conspiracy came to my head. During the interrogation, people were panicked for a while. As for how this incident happened, it was said that the third prince fell in love with a fairy, and the fairy slaughtered the third prince and stole the Chiyuan Pill of the Emperor of Heaven. This matter is quite bloody, but people have different opinions. Talk, it turned out that the god elixir was stolen, and the Emperor of Heaven issued a death order, saying that he must find the person of the Demon Cult. After searching for half a month, there was still no result, but when a large group of people came towards me, I said Things are not good, "Tell me, are you a spy of the Devil's Cult?" They interrogated me back and forth with only a few sentences, no matter how I defended, it was a waste of lip color.I am really tired, they used force against me, it hurts enough, no one will defend me, maybe I will die here in a moment, they look at me strangely enough, there is compassion, There was disdain, even ridicule, or a few words, as if they had participated in the process of connecting the past and the future, seeing it clearly, clearly, even hitting the nail on the head, maybe it was the mosquito blood.Later, this rumor was spread ten times and hundreds of times, maybe it will still be hyped up.I saw Wuyou with an embarrassed look on her face, she was still standing there without sadness or joy, there was a light shadow behind her, I suddenly felt a little longing, my heart suddenly ached, tears Just in the eyes, she looked at me with a frown, "You really did those things?" Her face was full of disbelief, and my hopeful heart was broken into pieces, I hurriedly buried my head, I didn't want to look at her, I didn't want to see the disappointment on her face, but she drew her sword, put it on my shoulder and said, "Since you're a spy, it's a good thing if I kill you." I was so scared She shrank her neck and hid to the side, "You can't kill me, you can't kill me." She coldly stabbed me with a sword, and I hid while enduring the pain and said , "You can kill me, you can't kill me, you can't kill me." I kept repeating these few words, those people looked at me so crazy, there was a little contempt in their eyes, I felt distressed She, if she knew that she had killed the wrong person, she would die of guilt.I hope she trusts me, but I don't have the qualifications, maybe fate thinks I'm greedy.

Later, for some reason, I, the dead ghost, was released. I just stayed in my own yard to recuperate. Wuyou never came to see me again. She probably became discouraged with me. After a few days, someone It was said that Shangxian was seriously injured and his life was in danger. I couldn't believe the bad news. After running for several miles, I saw her bloodless face through the crowd far away. Just lying there quietly, as if falling asleep, those people beat their heads one by one, or sighed, or looked sad.

"What can Laojun think of?" Ziyao asked eagerly, grabbing Laojun's hand at this moment.He pondered for a while, then sighed, "The Chiyuan Pill may save your life, but this magic pill has been stolen." "I'm going to the Devil Realm to come back." You were seriously injured when you first went, and your trip is just a disaster, so you should think of other ways."

I didn't listen very carefully to the rest, it was probably a god dying or something.My heart felt like someone had punched me hard, and I felt a dull pain. I thought she shouldn't die, she was so kind, and God should favor her.

I entrusted the help of the little medicine boy who used to be in the Alchemy Pavilion, and he led me in, only telling me to be careful in everything and not to do more useless things.But how could I just sit there and watch her, like a sleeping baby, except she was so pale.Laojun was still worried at this moment, so he heard the scolding sound from the hall, "Whoever allowed you to be here, throw her out of here." Then, the anger rushed up again and threw me out, "You can't touch her, no one can touch her, she's not dead, she's not dead at all."

I saw tears slowly streaming down her cheeks, and the sadness in her heart seemed to overflow.

Laojun looked over at Xunsheng, stared at my face and then took a closer look at me,

"Your blood is very good, you are saved." The old gentleman was still twirling his beard and complacently. Zi Yao looked at him with a frown, "What is the old gentleman talking about?" Later, just like that, I also I do it willingly, I have to use my blood to sacrifice this alchemy furnace every day, the taste of this nine-flavored real fire is really uncomfortable, occasionally I burn one piece after another, I just grit my teeth, sometimes it hurts so much, my body is already sweating The feeling becomes more and more uncomfortable. After such a day, I am usually exhausted. The night is long, but I feel more and more unbearable. I can’t sleep because of the pain in my body. Okay, read it over and over again, think of her over and over again, think of her softly talking next to me, one or two sentences, I am always used to this way, before I wake up in the morning, I will feel very self-conscious When I came to the Alchemy Pavilion, the cuts on my body became more and more deep, and I always hoped that the 49 days would come sooner, but one time later, the colleague who had worked with me saw me and came directly. Frightened by me, I fell to the ground. I didn't notice it for a while, but just as I was going to caress him, he covered his mouth and stared at me, "How did you become like this?" I didn't know what she was referring to, until I came back later When I went to the yard and looked in the mirror for a while, I vaguely understood what she meant. I was disfigured, and my face was burnt piece by piece, some wrinkled and stuck together, like old bark, and some just After it was branded on, I could still smell some burnt smell. I looked at it for a while, thinking that I should cover my face that day, otherwise it would be bad to scare others.

During these 49 days, there were always times when I felt very boring. I even wanted to leave at one point. There, he waved lightly at me and smiled very beautifully.The elixir was finally made, when I knew that Wuyou was dead, I suddenly laughed, I thought I had finally done something for her, but then I thought of how ugly I was, so I I don't dare to see her, in case she is also intimidated by me, how guilty I should be.

It's just that when she wakes up, she seems to have forgotten me, and she doesn't even come to my yard. I can feel relieved if she doesn't come, but the little hope in my heart even feels strange to me.Later I found out that she was not coming anymore, she would go to the Zichen Pavilion, I leaned against the peach blossom tree, listening to their laughter, I haven't heard her speak for a long time, her voice is still So gentle, even more dazzling than this peach blossom rain, I was so dazed, as if I saw her, standing in front of me, looking at me silently, the lovesickness in my heart just climbed up my throat, making me angry Out of breath, I touched my face and realized that it was wet.

I really can't think of why Fairy Ziyao still refuses to let me go, she almost sensually said, "Why are you still not dead, look at your current state, even I would vomit, let alone Wuyou." I actually think what she said is quite right. I look at the mirror every day to do my makeup, and I often sit for a long time.Seeing that I stopped talking, she pushed me hard again, "You don't think she will come to you again, do you? I told her that I poured blood every day to refine the elixir for her. It hurts for a few days, but I thought about it, if you don’t get rid of this moth, I won’t feel at ease.” In fact, I also expected this because she stole my hard work, and I didn’t feel at ease. Complaining, I looked at her a little confused, she was numb from my sight, and then pushed me ruthlessly, "As long as you go down, we will have nothing to do with each other, and there will be no such person as Fusang in this world."

Suddenly, I didn't resist so much, I even obeyed her wish, and fell down little by little.Death is painful. There are ancient ferocious beasts dormant everywhere in this abyss. They bit me, I only saw blood and flesh splattered, and I could hardly stand still. Is it divided into several pieces, or is the flesh and blood broken here.I even brought that jade hairpin with me. When I think about it, I get a terrible headache. I wanted to crawl over to find that hairpin, but I couldn’t see it when I glanced away. I almost rushed over, opened my mouth and bit, the blood was stinky, "Give me the hairpin, give me the hairpin." I was still chanting, just a little bit of a state of madness, I almost killed Crazy, one corpse after another was supported on the ground, my face was covered with blood, and I got up tremblingly.Clutching the hairpin tightly in my hand, I crawled forward little by little. I finally saw a person. She was almost covered with a black veil, and her hands were covered with white satin. "What do you want?" What do you want?When she asked, I was a little dazed again, and I talked to her hoarsely, "Forget it, I think, forget it." She seemed to tremble a little, "Okay, it's up to you." I turned against the light When he was about to leave, he looked at her blankly and said, "May I never see her again for the rest of my life."

The man froze for a moment, turned his hand away, and didn't let it go. She just looked at Fusang's back for a long time.

The story of my past life is too long and too tiring, and I only remember who I am in a trance.