Lost and found

After hanging up the phone and walking two steps forward, Shen Pingyin felt the coolness on her cheeks.Someone beside him was already looking at him curiously, he wiped his face in a panic, then lowered his head.

He couldn't explain why he was crying, obviously, as Shen Pingwei said, he was free, as long as he worked hard, his future would be better and better.But his eye sockets and nasal cavity were so sore that he had to endure it desperately so as not to let himself be too embarrassed.

For some reason, he remembered that chaotic night, the fire that lit up in front of him and Shen Pingwei's focused eyes.

It's easy to be nice to someone.And people are greedy for warmth, and he is no exception.

But it was too late, and there were too many mistakes, so things always backfired.

So after going around and around, in the end, he was still the only one left.

Time will not go back for anyone, nor will it stop for anyone.The dry branches sway in the cold wind, and the graceful shadows are left on the ground. It is another year of winter.

At this time, the company had already had its annual vacation, and the woman couldn't bear the phone calls. Shen Pingwei returned home within a few days of the holiday.

The woman was cooking in the kitchen, and Shen Pingwei was sitting on the sofa alone, watching TV absently.

From time to time, there was a cough in the bedroom. It was Shen Cheng who was resting in the room. In the past two years, his health has been getting worse and worse, so he simply retired early, reading newspapers and growing flowers at home every day.

Everything seemed perfectly normal, as if... as if Shen Pingyin had never appeared in this family before.

Shen Pingwei squeezed the phone tightly. If it wasn't for the photo of Shen Pingyin in his phone, and sometimes Shen Cheng would talk about Shen Pingyin to him while his mother wasn't paying attention, he would have doubted whether this person was an image he imagined.

Yes, he almost lost contact with Shen Pingyin.

After Shen Pingyin left, he thought about it, so he complied with Shen Pingyin's wishes and stopped entanglement.But during those days, he couldn't sleep all night.Worry, longing and other emotions mixed together disturbed him, and within a week, he had lost a lot of weight.

Later, he couldn't bear it anymore, so he called Shen Pingyin.The waiting tone from the phone was like a rusty knife, once it rang, his heart felt a dull pain. Just when he thought that the other side would not answer, the waiting tone suddenly turned into Shen Pingyin's voice. He just woke up with a nasal sound.

Only then did Shen Pingwei realize how abrupt he was, and he called without even counting the time difference. He was a little nervous and asked, "How are you?"

"Um…"

"Well, that's good." Shen Pingwei thought endlessly that it would be great if he had superpowers, so that he could immediately see the person on the other end of the phone.

Xu didn't know what to say, the person on the other end of the phone didn't make a sound.

"Yinyin..." Shen Pingwei's voice was a little hoarse, with a hint of pleading, "I will call you every day from now on...you come to set a time...you don't have to talk if you don't want to talk, as long as...I just want to make sure you are safe Just like..."

After a long time, Shen Pingyin said: "Okay..."

It went on like this for nearly a year, and Shen Pingwei would call Shen Pingyin on time at twelve o'clock every night. He was afraid that the other party would be annoying, so he often didn't dare to say anything more when he heard the other party's voice, and waited to hang up over there. Telephone.

Although it was only a short ten seconds each time, he was the happiest at that time every day.

But one day that number suddenly became an empty number.He was so anxious that he asked his relationship to apply for an expedited visa to leave the country, and then found Shen Pingyin's apartment after a lot of twists and turns.

Shen Pingyin was safe and sound.

But when he thinks about the scene he saw that day, his heart still hurts.Thinking about it now, he should have felt something was wrong when the boy sent Shen Pingyin back.

He hid behind the tree and saw the boy kissing Shen Pingyin.