Domestic dog

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Ji Yuedong kept telling Ji Shu to eat well, but when he got busy at school, he couldn't care less about eating. At noon, he often just bought a piece of bread, and sometimes an extra carton of milk.

Towards the end of the term, the school library was the most crowded. Ji Shu and Ji Yuedong said that they would come back later today, and then put their mobile phones on the table, frowning and looking at the book.

The entire library on the fourth floor was quiet, and there were rustling discussions from time to time. Ji Shu stroked his chin and frowned as he looked at the contents of the book.

Xu Zhaozhao came up from the downstairs with the book in his arms. This is the fourth floor. He thought that if there was no room here, then he would really never come to the library again.As soon as he walked upstairs, he saw Ji Shu sitting at the corner, and Xu Zhaozhao was stunned.

Ji Shu is considered a famous figure in the school. Maybe he doesn't know it, but he has been rated as the... school belle of the medical university for several years in a row.

It's just that he looks too cold, doesn't fit in with groups, never participates in group activities, and few people know him well.

Thinking of this, Xu Zhaozhao felt as if he was holding a secret. He walked towards Ji Shu, stood in front of the table, and said softly, "Ji Shu?"

Ji Shu raised his head, the light shone on his face, he frowned slightly, doubts appeared on his beautiful face.

Xu Zhaozhao told him his name, and whispered, "Can you share a table with me?"

Ji Shu looked at the seats full of people around him, he was slightly stunned, he didn't care why the people in front of him knew his name, he looked down at the time, and said to Xu Zhaozhao: "Then sit down, I'm fine .”

Xu Zhaozhao showed a smile on his face. He looked at Ji Shu sorting out the books, and said in a low voice, "Are you Ji Yuedong's relative?"

Ji Shu's body trembled, he raised his head, his eyes focused on Xu Zhaozhao's face, he heard Xu Zhaozhao say: "I heard them mention you at a wine bureau in Guangdong last time, Ji Shu, if you know Mr. I can’t introduce him to me, but I think he’s a nice person, and when he heard me say that he came out to work part-time during the summer vacation of the medical university, he gave me a sum of money to study hard.”

Ji Shu felt that Xu Zhaozhao might have misunderstood something. Based on his understanding of Ji Yuedong, giving Xu Zhaozhao money might be because he felt that Xu Zhaozhao was pitiful.People like him don't value money very much, and showing kindness is like giving food to cats and dogs on the side of the road. It was because of this kindness that Ji Shu failed miserably back then.

Ji Shu was silent for a few seconds, and asked Xu Zhaozhao, "What do you want to know him for? Give him back the money or want to be his man?"

Xu Zhaozhao didn't expect Ji Shu to be so direct, he said awkwardly: "I just want to meet him and say thank you to him."

The corners of Ji Shu's mouth curled up slightly, and he said, "It's okay, it's the same with me, I'm his boyfriend."

At eleven o'clock in the middle of the night, Ji Yuedong sat on the sofa. Ji Shu hadn't come home yet, so he waited while reading a book.

His eyes fell on the words, but his mind was a hundred miles away.

Ji Shu used to wait for him to go home. He worked overtime until late at night, and Ji Shu waited on the sofa until late at night. The lights in the living room were always on for him.Even if he was tired, when he saw the child curled up on the sofa, the tiredness of the whole day disappeared.

Now let him wait for Ji Shu, turn on the light for Ji Shu.

With a "click", the door was pushed open, Ji Shu took off his hat and threw it on the table, then put down his backpack, he went straight to the kitchen without looking at Ji Yuedong.

Ji Yuedong stood up with a dazed expression, and immediately followed after putting down the book.

Ji Shu felt a little hungry. He looked around the kitchen, but found nothing to eat. He frowned, feeling like a stone was stuck in his heart.

Ji Yuedong walked behind him, observed his expression, and asked in a low voice, "Are you hungry? Shall I cook noodles for you?"

"Don't eat." Ji Shu dropped three words and walked out.

Ji Yuedong followed behind him, holding Ji Shu's arm, his voice was still soft, and he asked, "What's wrong? Are you too tired from studying?"

Ji Shu took a few steps and stood still. He knew that Ji Yuedong had nothing to do with that Xu Zhaozhao, but even if he knew, his intensified possessiveness made him suffer just by hearing the word Ji Yuedong from others. no.

He didn't want to expose his jealous side in front of Ji Yuedong, just like a boudoir resentful woman, he waved his hand, "I'm fine, don't worry about me."

Seeing his angry look, Ji Yuedong pulled him back and held him in his arms, as if comforting a child, kissed Ji Shu on the cheek, and said to Ji Shu: "We need to communicate well, what's the matter?" Those who are dissatisfied or unhappy should be raised immediately so that I can solve it." He turned Ji Shu around, looked at each other, and continued: "Ji Shu, I hope that after you are with me, every day can be happy of."

The next second, Ji Shu opened his mouth and asked, "Do you know Xu Zhaozhao?"

Ji Yuedong blinked, his face was confused, "Who is this?"

Ji Shu let out a sigh of relief, and he said, "Forget it, you don't even remember, why should I be angry?"

Ji Yuedong stared at his face, as if he understood something, he lowered his head and kissed Ji Shu, the long kissing time made Ji Shu's brain deprived of oxygen.He rested his head on Ji Yuedong's chest, breathing desperately, and then heard Ji Yuedong say: "I can't be interested in others, that's meaningless."

Ji Shu took a small breath and said, "I know."

Ji Yuedong seemed to want to say something, Ji Shu became a little annoyed, hugged Ji Yuedong and hit him with his head, "Stop talking, I know that you won't break your promise if you say you love me. But... Is it okay for me to be jealous once in a while!"

Ji Yuedong was stunned, he was silent for a few seconds, then smiled and said: "Yes, of course."

The night when Ji Yuedong and Ji Shu came late, the jealous child was very passive tonight.

Biting the pillowcase, lying on the bed, he sobbed softly, and said to Ji Yuedong, "Don't force yourself so hard."

Ji Yuedong looked at the body that seemed to be glowing in the night, he paused, grabbed Ji Shu's wrist, and pulled him up.

Ji Shu's waist was soft and bent back. His black hair had grown a lot and had not been trimmed in time. The ends of his hair were stuck to the back of his neck.His shoulders were tense, and he heard Ji Yuedong say, "Can't I force myself once in a while?"

Ji Shu couldn't believe that this was what Ji Yuedong said, with a blank expression on his face, followed by a series of high-pitched high-pitched voices.

His hand holding the pillow was pulled out by Ji Yuedong, his fingers interlaced and pressed to one side.

…………

Beijing's winter is approaching vigorously. This should be Ji Yuedong's first winter here. The heating in the room is very warm, but it is freezing and snowy outside. The dry cold air seems to be able to freeze people through.He put on a down jacket for the first time in winter, a big black down jacket that reached to the knees, and inside was a sweater and a pair of trousers.

Zheng Yuan came to Beijing to look for him. The two old men were past the age of clubbing and drinking, so they obediently found a tea room and chatted all afternoon.

Ji Yuedong cut his hair, wore an indigo sweater and khaki trousers, and paired them with a pair of glasses, restraining his hostility and adding a bit of elegance.

When it was almost five o'clock, Ji Shu's phone rang on time, saying that he had finished class and asked him to pick it up.

Ji Yuedong smiled and said yes, let him not rush out of the school first, but wait inside, and he will call when he arrives.

Zheng Yuan was listening on the side, and asked who he was, Ji Yuedong raised his eyebrows and said, "My family."

Looking at Chun's heart-rending, rippling expression, one doesn't need to guess who it is.Zheng Yuan scolded him for being a beast. Ji Yuedong said with a smile: "I can be a beast, can you?"

This day was really reversed. Zheng Yuan choked speechlessly. After drinking the last sip of tea, he stood up and caught a glimpse of Ji Yuedong picking up fruit candy from the fruit plate on the table and putting it in his pocket. He pursed his mouth in disgust, "You What is this for?"

Ji Yuedong put a few candies in his pocket, and said, "Ji Shu likes candy, so give it to him."

Zheng Yuan felt that he shouldn't ask, he opened the door first and went out, knowing that Ji Yuedong had already settled the bill just now, he gave a "tsk" and said unhappy: "Didn't you say that I will pay for it?" ?”

Ji Yuedong smiled, put on his clothes, and said, "Let's talk about it next time."

When the two went out, the car was parked in the parking lot across the road, the blue sky was cloudy with snow, and the cold wind rustled.Zheng Yuan's clothes were light and thin, and when he came out, he was frozen and couldn't tell the difference between east, west, and north. When he saw Ji Yuedong who was wrapped from head to toe beside him, he cursed.

"Why is it so cold here?"

"It's because you don't wear too much clothes." Ji Yuedong put on the down hat, and hid his whole face in it.

When they arrived at the parking lot, Ji Yuedong opened the car door, and Zheng Yuan couldn't wait to get in.He shivered behind and kept yelling to tell Ji Yuedong to turn on the heater.

The temperature inside the car rose, Ji Yuedong waited for a few minutes, and after the car drove out of the garage, the phone got a signal.He called Ji Shu and wanted to ask if he had left school, but Ji Shu's phone didn't answer for a long time.

After calling several times, when they reached the school gate, Ji Yuedong frowned and called again. This time someone answered, but it wasn't Ji Shu.

In the library, Xu Zhaozhao came back from the bookshelf. Ji Shu's person was not seen on the seat, but his cell phone kept vibrating.

He looked around, hesitated and answered the phone for Ji Shu.

He has been pestering Ji Shu for the past few days. He is no longer interested in Ji Yuedong now, but more interested in the story between Ji Shu and Ji Yuedong.Ji Shu was harassed by him tirelessly, and whenever he saw him, he ran away far away, but the only place he went was the library and the classroom, and Xu Zhaozhao could still find him every time.

Xu Zhaozhao pinched the phone and said in a low voice, "Hi, I'm Ji Shu's classmate."

"Student? Where's Ji Shu?"

"Him? I didn't see him. I brought the book over and he was no longer in the seat."

Ji Yuedong was stunned for a moment, and he said, "Please wait a moment, I'll be right over."

Zheng Yuan heard his call and asked, "What's wrong?"

Ji Yuedong glanced at the time of Ji Shu's last phone call, turned to Zheng Yuan and said, "Ji Shu may have had an accident."

He took off his glasses, looked gloomy, got out of the car, and walked quickly into the wind and snow.Zheng Yuan followed behind him, caught a glimpse of his tense side face, thought of something suddenly, grabbed Ji Yuedong's arm, and said to him, "Du Wenkai was released from prison some time ago."

Xu Zhaozhao was not idle waiting at the same place, he asked a few people around him, who else was here besides Ji Shu just now.But most of them were doing their own things. After asking around, a classmate who studied psychology told him that the boy sitting here was stained with juice spilled by others, and hurried to the bathroom.

He walked to the bathroom, and before he went in, he saw someone coming out. The other person saw Xu Zhaozhao and told him, "There's no need to go there, it's under maintenance."

Xu Zhaozhao threw the yellow plastic card aside, and when he opened the door, Ji Shu's cell phone rang again.

"Ji Shu, where are you? Do you want to come out for dinner tonight?"

Xu Zhaozhao was stunned, and said in a low voice, "I'm Ji Shu's classmate, he... he's gone."

There was no one in the bathroom, a drop of water fell from the leaking faucet, and Ji Shu's dirty coat fell on the ground, with a few footprints on it.

Ji Shuhu woke up in a daze, he had a severe headache, probably because he had inhaled too much meth, there were black spots scattered in his vision, and there were double images everywhere.He covered his head and got up slowly. Before he could stand up, his calf was kicked suddenly, and Ji Shu fell directly to the ground.

Someone came up to him and grabbed his hair. Ji Shu suffered from pain and was forced to look up. His eyes were red and he opened his eyes wide to see the person in front of him.Du Wenkai smiled at him like a poisonous snake, a scar entangled across his entire face exuded gloom and viciousness, and he said, "Long time no see, Ji Shu."

Ji Shu shivered and looked at him blankly. Du Wenkai reached out and pinched Ji Shu's cheek, stroking it as if he was appraising it. He sighed, "It's grown so big."

Ji Shu came back to his senses, struggled violently, and he slapped him hard on the face. Half of his snow-white face was red and swollen almost immediately, and his body was thrown to the ground. Du Wenkai kicked him hard again.

Ji Shu screamed and lay on the ground with his stomach in his arms.

Du Wenkai sneered, and said to Ji Shu, "Do you know how much you have caused me?"

Ji Shu was in so much pain that he couldn't speak, Du Wenkai looked down at him, "I heard that your teacher Tang died, or was forced to death. Look at him, he endured so much pain, it's not like he won't be accepted by the world , it’s not a dead end, what’s the point?”

"He's different from you." Ji Shu raised his head, looked at Du Wenkai with burning eyes, and the slap on his face became more and more obvious.

Du Wenkai squatted down, pinched Ji Shu's chin, and asked, "What's the difference? We're all the same mud."

Du Wenkai's eyes were too poisonous, and there were countless resentments and hatred in them. He said to Ji Shu, "Aren't you doing well now? You even got admitted to the University of Medical Sciences, and your future is bright."

Ji Shu took a deep breath, he calmed himself down, he stared at Du Wenkai, his eyes fell on the scar, he asked in a low voice: "What exactly do you want?"

Du Wenkai sneered, and he covered his face, "I want you to experience the pain you'd rather die from."

"Unbearable pain?" Ji Shu's hands were behind his back, fingers fiddled with the electronic watch, he lowered his eyes, his eyelashes cast shadows, even though he was injured, his face was still beautiful and people couldn't take their eyes off it.He asked Du Wenkai, "What's the matter with the scar on your face?"

Du Wenkai's hands covering his face froze. This scar was left when he was first imprisoned. A murderer scraped his face severely with a toothbrush.A pedophile who commits crimes against little boys like him is the lowest in prison.

He was spurned by everyone, tortured and trampled wantonly, even if he was released from prison, he would still live a sneaky life with the scar running through his entire face, he knew that he was completely finished.

When Ji Shu heard his resentment, he suddenly laughed.

Du Wenkai asked him viciously what he was laughing at, and Ji Shu lifted his eyelids, his eyes full of sarcasm.

The expression on his face turned out to be very similar to that of Tang Chen back then. Du Wenkai remembered that he and Tang Chen passed by in the school corridor. The school doctor in a white coat glanced at the math teacher passing by. He smiled and said in a low voice: "Hide your fox tail."

He was stunned, and turned his head immediately, only to see Tang Chen smiling like this.

He lowered his head, and suddenly grabbed Ji Shu's neck. He gritted his teeth and said, "What are you laughing at?"

Ji Shu tilted his head and looked at him quietly. He coughed and trembled. Du Wenkai, an illiterate doctor, probably didn't know that if he pinched someone's neck, don't expect the pinched person to answer the question.Ji Shu inhaled less and less air, his lungs seemed to explode, and severe pain hit him, he opened his mouth and murmured Ji Yuedong's name.

Du Wenkai really wanted to kill Ji Shu here. The remote suburban houses have old facilities and no soundproofing. The only advantage is that there are few residents.A building was scattered and only a few residents were left. The house Du Wenkai rented was on the ground floor, which was damp and cold.

With a loud noise, the door of the room was smashed open. He was stunned for a moment, and almost without any resistance, he was filed in and suppressed by the police.

The forehead was pressed against the cold bullet hole, and Du Wenkai shivered all over. He opened his mouth, and before he could speak, he was punched hard in the face. No one stopped him. He fell to the ground and was kicked several times in the stomach.

Ji Shu curled up on the ground, he was still conscious, staring blankly at the angry Ji Yuedong with his eyelids open, he cried.Ji Yuedong seemed to be pulled by the chain around his neck, and immediately turned around, took off his coat and wrapped it around Ji Shu, and picked him up.

Ji Shu held his stomach and said it hurts, Ji Yuedong's heart almost stopped, he hugged him tightly, and said over and over again that it's okay, it's okay, let's go to the hospital.

Ji Shu felt the pain from his lower abdomen intensify, and he became more and more afraid.

He himself is a medical student, and he has a thorough understanding of his body. The set of female organs in his body is fully developed, and he knows that he can conceive.In the past few days, the antidepressant drugs have also been stopped. Although... the mood will be ups and downs, but when he thinks about the life conceived in his body, he seems to have hope again.

He seemed to be holding a treasure in his arms, holding it carefully, waiting for Ji Yuedong's birthday, and telling him as a surprise, but he didn't expect... to encounter such a thing.

In the car, Ji Shu finally couldn't help crying while holding Ji Yuedong's hand.

He closed his eyes, the pain seemed to be cutting off the flesh on the tip of his heart, he buried his head in Ji Yuedong's arms, crying and said: "I have a child, I wanted to tell you, but now... My stomach hurts."

In the midst of the chaos, Ji Yuedong learned that he and Ji Shu would have their first child, but he didn't feel the slightest joy, he just felt suffocated and angry.