Domestic dog

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Just as Lu Xiao hung up the phone, a message jumped into Lu Xiao's eyes, it was from Ji Yuedong, he said, "Please keep Ji Shu for me, there is some small conflict between me and him, I'm afraid he'll leave you, and I'll pick him up in 10 minutes."

Lu Xiao stared at this sentence in a daze, his thoughts turned upside down in his head, he looked at Ji Shu, who turned his back to him, and his cervical spine curled up pitifully.

Lu Xiao pursed her lips and rubbed her fingers against the keyboard. After a few seconds, he didn't care whether Ji Yuedong knew it or not, he sent his address here.

The game character played by Ji Shu died again. Lu Xiao probably couldn't see it, so she sat beside him and took the controller away.He quickly pressed a few keys with his fingers, and easily passed this level.

"Are you still playing?"

"Stop playing."

Ji Shu lost his mind. He circled his legs and rested his face on his knees.Lu Xiao pressed pause, the room was very quiet, Ji Shu was wearing his clothes, the black was very white against the skin.He has many friends around him, but no one can make him worry like Ji Shu. He knows that he doesn't like girls, but he doesn't like boys like him either. After thinking about it, he thinks that he only likes girls like Ji Shu is such a hang up.With a slender body and a softer personality and appearance than a girl's, he couldn't help but want to take care of Ji Shu.

Lu Xiao asked him: "Can you tell me, what does the person you like look like?"

Mentioning this, Ji Shu's eyes flickered, he shook his head, "I don't want to say it."

Lu Xiao's shoulder was next to Ji Shu's, she tilted her head and leaned closer, and said in a low voice, "Tell me, maybe I can help you find a way?"

"Is there any other way?"

Ji Shu was stunned, and Lu Xiao said again: "You tell me, so I can think about it for you."

Lu Xiao squeezed the phone, and dialed Ji Yuedong's number in Ji Shu's blind spot.

Zeppelin drove across the road, and the puddles formed by the rainwater splashed a large amount of water. The sky was overcast and blue, and Ji Yuedong made an excuse and received a call from Ji Shu.

It was Lu Xiao's voice in the bluetooth headset. The boy who was often mentioned by Ji Shu asked Ji Shu, "What kind of person do you like?"

He heard a silence, a mixture of low and shallow breathing and whimpers that gradually became tuned, and Ji Yuedong's heart began to throb.He couldn't see Ji Shu being sad, but on this issue, he couldn't follow Ji Shu's lead.

He is an adult, and Ji Shulian is not yet full. The minors' admiration, admiration and dependence on their elders in adolescence are intertwined and become Ji Shu's feelings for Ji Yuedong now.Ji Yuedong knew exactly what he was going to do. He needed to take care of Ji Shu, but he also wanted to let him be independent.This is like a double-edged knife. When he lets go, he will also be troubled by the hesitation and worry in his heart.

His love and protection just want Ji Shu to live a more proud life, because he is more reluctant to see Ji Shu's wronged appearance than anyone else.

But things backfired, and after going around and around, it was him who made Ji Shu cry in the end.

The sound in the earphones was like the whimpering of a small animal after being injured, very low and weak, reminding Ji Yuedong of a small antelope with a broken front leg that he saw in Kenya.

The car waited for a long red light, the wipers swept the thin rain and fog that fell on the glass, and finally stopped under the apartment building.

He leaned back, his spine collapsed a little bit, he leaned in the car, and for the first time in his life, he felt that the difficult problem was because of a 17-year-old boy's love for him.

The car window was lowered, and Ji Yuedong rested his hand on the edge, holding the wind and rain with his open palm.He tore off his tie and threw it aside, knit his eyelids, frowned and listened to Ji Shu's words.

"I can't describe it." Ji Shu's thoughts were like the scattered starlight on a summer night, and he couldn't describe Ji Yuedong in simple and sloppy language.He thought for a long time, and then said to Lu Xiao: "I actually like watching him smoke the most. He would smoke on the balcony with the cigarette between his fingers. I hid behind the door so he couldn't find me.

In winter, he put on a coat, and it wasn't very cold. He held Huo Zizi, and his outline was obvious in the dark. I kept looking at it, thinking that I would do the same one day.

He's very mature and knows what he wants and doesn't want. He goes out to drink occasionally, but not much. I only saw him drunk once. He looks like a big fluffy dog ​​when he's drunk. . "

Speaking of this, Ji Shu pursed his lips and smiled, he touched his face with his hands, and his mood seemed to gradually improve because of these memories.

Lu Xiao stared at him blankly, and heard him say: "He is a very good person. I used to live in Switzerland alone, and I couldn't go out. He took me back, let me go to school, and introduced me to him. A lot of people.

Every vacation, he would spare his time to be with me. Before going to Kenya, he would work overtime every day until the early hours of the morning. "

Thinking of this, Ji Shu's voice slowly lowered, he raised his head, his eyes were all red, his nose wrinkled into a rabbit, he said to Lu Xiao: "I really like him, but he told me, I just I'm a child, I can't tell what is liking and what is dependence, I..."

His voice was choked, as if he couldn't continue, and then he let out a long sigh, "Hey, actually, I'm even more sad that I didn't grow up obediently according to his ideas. Lu Xiao, I made him difficult .”

Ji Yuedong got out of the car, holding a long umbrella, the rain fell on his face, a few drops of rain were cool.He walked into the corridor, the sensor light was on, the elevator door opened slowly, Ji Yuedong raised his eyelids, and Ji Shu stood inside.

They stared at each other in silence. After 20 seconds of silence, the elevator doors closed silently. Ji Yuedong was startled, and immediately pressed the button. He took a step forward and grabbed Ji Shu's arm, pulling him out.

Ji Yuedong took his hand and let go, the weight on his shoulders was gone, Ji Shu asked in a low voice: "Lu Xiao told me that you were coming to pick me up, why didn't you say it on the phone?"

"You don't want to see me anymore. I can't guarantee that you will wait for me when you know I'm coming."

Ji Shu pursed his mouth. He was full of grievances and depression. He sniffed and said to Ji Yuedong, "I just want to see you."

He stepped forward, hugged Ji Yuedong, and snuggled into Ji Yuedong's arms. He heard Ji Yuedong's heartbeat and clenched his fists.After he felt Ji Yuedong's indifference, he realized that he could be thrown away.

He challenged Ji Yuedong's bottom line and invaded Ji Yuedong's territory. He pushed forward and wanted more and more. His love was humble and fearful. He waited anxiously, but what he waited for was Ji Yuedong's departure.

Ji Yuedong can't give him the love he longs for, the alienation of adults only happens overnight, and the doting and care that Ji Yuedong gave him can be taken back.

Ji Shu hugged Ji Yuedong tightly, took a deep breath, first lowered his head, compromised, and said to Ji Yuedong, "I'm sorry, it's me... I was wrong."

How could it be wrong to like this kind of thing?

He just fell in love with someone at his age who was the easiest and most likely to fall in love with.

He longs for, he relies on, he regards Ji Yuedong as his entire sky, he wants to touch that cloud, that section of rainbow, that shooting star across the sky.The aircraft rose to the line of dawn and twilight, and he saw the orange-red sunset falling into the floating clouds. The engine failed, and he fell straight down. Looking at the darkening sky, he was getting farther and farther away from him.

Ji Shu thought that he could understand Ji Yuedong.But what this understanding brought him was another pain.Reason is like a sedative flowing into the boiling blood. While he was lying in the burning ruins, slowly calming down his love for Ji Yuedong, he also cooled his heart.

They went home, a few street lights were on, the puddles on the ground glistened, the night city fell in, the tires ran over the ground, and the night scene in the water shattered.

Ji Shu leaned in the car and said to Ji Yuedong: "Will you still treat me as well as before?"

The cars drove in with the traffic flow at the intersection, waiting for the red light one by one, and the light red light sprinkled into the car, Ji Yuedong said: "I will always treat you well."

When Ji Shu heard this, his eyelashes trembled and he blinked a few times quickly.He opened his mouth, but retracted some words when he reached his mouth.After a long silence, he looked at the car driving outside the window and asked in a low voice, "Am I still your baby?"

Ji Yuedong squeezed the steering wheel tightly, "Yes, it has always been."

"Then don't lie to me." Ji Shu paused, "I will be very sad."

The summer became long and boring, Ji Yuedong moved home from the company, he no longer avoided Ji Shu, they seemed to be back in the past.

Dordo grew up a lot and became a big rabbit.The German Angora rabbit can grow up to four kilograms when it becomes an adult, and Ji Shu can hardly hold it. He lay down on the ground and talked to Dordo. He asked and answered, and then quickly fell silent.

When he was unhappy before, the first thing he thought of was Ji Yuedong. Now he can't talk about how uncomfortable or depressed he is. He buried his face in Dordo's fluff and secretly shed a few tears.

At the end of the summer vacation, he ushered in the second year of high school.Autumn is lingering, the leaves turn a warm yellow, and large pieces are falling down.

The clouds were low, and Ji Shu was walking under the blue sky. Lu Xiao came from not far away. He was riding a bicycle, and the wheels rolled over the dead leaves, making a crisp sound.He stopped in front of Ji Shu, raised his head and smiled at him, "Get in the car."

There is still a distance to the teaching building. Ji Shu hesitated, but his arm was gently pulled by Lu Xiao. He sat behind Lu Xiao's car.Lu Xiao took his hand and put it on her waist. His voice was in the front, drifting with the wind, "Hold tight, let's rush."

Lu Xiao, who is ignorant and fearless, likes to go on a rampage without knowing how to advance or retreat, and who will never admit defeat, sprinkles her love for Ji Shu in the fertile land in autumn, and plans to wait until the next year to see if it can blossom and bear fruit .

Even if you can't, you have no regrets.