can first love eat

【21】

Zhao Mian doesn't like studying and hates test papers.On top of that, he hated homework terribly.

"Zeyu, can you change your name, how about you help me write it together?"

"What about dreaming?"

"Ah. The world is going downhill, and morality is degrading. Why does the good-looking deskmate turn his face and deny others when he talks about homework? Is it a distortion of human nature or a moral degeneration? For the specific situation, please viewers and friends, pay attention to the broadcast later. "Xiao Zhao Tells Stories" by "Xiao Zhao Tells Stories", mother! Don't hit me on the head!"

Cui Zeyu rolled his eyes and was speechless.

"Hey! Don't talk about it, I'm going to the next class to find out where the English dictation is going to be later, and prepare in advance, hehehe."

"...If you have the intention to memorize vocabulary, why don't you still fail in dictation?" Cui Zeyu couldn't help sighing when he thought of Zhao Mian being touched by the amiable English teacher on the dog's head during the lunch break. Broken heart.

"Zhao Mian..."

"Teacher? What's the matter? I, I have memorized vocabulary well."

"Your belongings fell."

"Oh. Thank you teacher."

"Wait a minute, don't leave yet. Zhao Mian, have you decided which university to take?"

"Any university is fine. Anyway, it is very stable to be admitted to a university. As for whether it is a good school or not, I am not sure."

"Work hard, you will be in your third year of high school soon."

"Ah."

After answering in a serious manner, the dictation flew by, and Zhao Mian should play and make waves, and he almost flew up.

【21】

"Do you want to go to the same university as me?" Cui Zeyu asked casually while writing ancient poems silently.

"Okay. Where are you going to take the exam? Actually, I prefer to go to the local area. It always feels troublesome to go outside."

"I want to go somewhere far away. Just far enough from here."

"A place farther away?" Zhao Mian tilted his head, and suddenly pulled out the fountain pen from Cui Zeyu's hand. He sat on the table and stared at Cui Zeyu's raised face condescendingly.

"Well. Together?"

"Okay."

【22】

I never knew what I was thinking.

Working hard or something feels like it has become a habit. I can't feel happy when I keep doing questions for a goal, although sometimes looking at a thick stack of papers will give me a sense of accomplishment.

target.

With Zhao Mian?

Or become normal.

I think he should like me.

It doesn't matter if I say I'm self-indulgent, but in short, I can't help but want to hold his hand tightly.

"Zeyu. High school life is too boring."

"Come and try to do a quiz? Guaranteed to fly with joy."

"Haha. Listen to your serious nonsense."

【23】

Uncontrollably wanting to get closer, like a moth to a flame.

I actually hate the instinct of the body.

Hate the uncontrollable self, hate the status quo more and more, and even feel bored.

The terminally ill self may get better as long as he stays away from the source of the illness.

After all, time heals everything.

Suppressing bad emotions, he was full of energy thinking about new pranks.It's also great to feel like you're never going to be a bad adult.

But ah.

"Xiao Mian, do you want to go to the same university as me?"

All of a sudden defeated.

want to touch you.

want to hug you.

I want to say sweet words to you without any scruples.

I like you.

This is ridiculous right?

【24】

In the past, parents were always afraid that their children's puppy love would affect their studies.

Later, the parents were always afraid that the child would have no one and be alone.

It is really difficult to understand this transformation.

After all, Zhao Mian always thinks that he is the same as before and refuses to become a bad adult.

With the development of the times, homosexuality has actually been slowly accepted.But, for Zhao Mian and his conservative family, such unethical feelings are just unacceptable.

Like a mist, it will disappear in an instant.

Extremely easy to break.

The public opinion of the society, the accusation of parents, the contempt of friends.

It seems that as soon as you expose your abnormality, you will be criticized by everyone, and even your breathing will be disgusted by others, as if you lost the space for living in an instant.

Difficult to accept.

In the end, Zhao Mian was not admitted to the same university as Cui Zeyu, but they were in the same city.

Contact gradually diminished.

During the summer vacation, the chat software was always ringing, and there was no news all of a sudden.

When I first entered college, I had to participate in a lot of activities, and I was busy with various credits.

It's like Zhao Mian suddenly turned into a salted fish. He obviously flew up in waves during the college entrance examination, but now he is like a salted fish, sleeping in the dormitory and playing games every day.

There are three roommates.They sleep four people, without a separate guard, and without air conditioning.The four of them were always woken up by the heat at night.

【25】

Not a week later, one day, when Zhao Mian was holding her mobile phone to order takeaway, she saw a girl come in.

"Uh... sister, you went to the wrong building."

"No, it's me."

"Emm? You look good in a dress." Instantly accepting her roommate's setting as a femme fatale, Zhao Mian continued to order takeout.

"Just this reaction? Don't you feel surprised? This is not cosplay! I used to be ridiculed by my classmates for dressing like this."

"So what? It's really pretty."

"Hee hee. Thank you. Next week, our animation club will hold a maid cafe event. After that, brother, I will take you to play together."

"Ah."

"Huh? Why did a girl come to our dormitory? Old Zhao, your girlfriend?" The two rough men came back with Mala Tang hooked shoulder to shoulder.

"It's Wang Yuan." Zhao Mian continued lying on the bed after ordering takeout.

"Wow! It's so slippery! Dude, let's go together for friendship in the future, let them see our 404 women's boss!"

"You...how are you all so cute!" Wang Yuan covered his face and couldn't help laughing.The roommates are simply angels! ! !

In the past, he was always not accepted by others, saying things like sissy and disgusting.Fortunately, he went to a good school, and school bullying is almost non-existent.Wang Yuan pretended to be himself, and never looked at the beautiful little skirt again. Many elementary school girls in the lower grades cared about his smile, and even received a few love letters.

However, no one agrees with him.

Is there anything wrong with liking pretty things?

Until today, he has released his true self.

【26】

"Zhao Mian, let's take a look, which one looks better? I want to buy Hanfu recently. This red one looks good, but it's not suitable for everyday life. This pink one is too simple. Look, this blue and purple one is Not very good looking! Wow! So good looking, awsl!"

"Didn't you choose it yourself? Ask me?"

"Hee hee. Let's take a look. I've placed the order. Would you like to take a look? I strongly recommend this flying fish suit. It's unisex. My girlfriend just bought one. It's super handsome!"

"You have a girlfriend? Does she know your hobbies?"

"Of course. We met at Comic-Con, she's super handsome!"

"Wang Yuan. I really envy you. You can always stick to what you like, and even meet someone who loves you."

"Is it difficult to stick to what you like? I did think about giving up before, but why should I give in to those who abuse me? I didn't spend their money, and my mouth grows on them, so it doesn't matter."

"really."

"Stop talking, I'm going to eat first, do you want to bring food?"

"Yeah. I want Malatang, order whatever you want, don't choose."