A single tree does not make a forest

After a while, Wenya stopped sobbing, stepped back embarrassedly, and began to tell Lin Song how aggrieved she was to go to the liberal arts class.

The second class was also a liberal arts class by default from the very beginning. She went in like an outsider. Not only was she excluded, but even the teacher didn't treat her very well, saying that she was transferred to the liberal arts because she couldn't come to science.I handed in my political homework this morning and was lost by the class representative, but the class representative said that she didn't hand it in, and the teacher didn't listen to her explanation.

A paragraph was spoken intermittently. Lin Song wanted to persuade her, but when she saw the girl's tears, she became clumsy, so she had to let her calm down.

Finally Wen Ya stopped, lowered her head and said timidly, "I'm sorry."

Lin Song smiled, and said in a rare soft tone: "It's okay, just cry well, you just work hard, just show those people!"

Not knowing whether his tone was too gentle or his smile was too contagious, Wen Ya finally smiled through tears and nodded.

Girls seem to be like this, in fact, they can endure the great grievances in front of irrelevant people, but once they see someone they trust, even if they are just bitten by an ant, they can cry enough to drown the Great Wall.

It's cute, but it depends on whose eyes it falls.

Song Beiqi said to go to the bathroom just now, but he still hasn't come back after almost half an hour.

Wen Ya invited Lin Song to go for a walk together. Lin Song originally thought that Li Weinan liked her and he should avoid suspicion, but he couldn't bear it when he saw her red eyes. Finally, after thinking about it, he tore a page of draft paper and wrote a line on the back. On Song Beiqi's table, Wenya left with him.

When they were far away, Song Beiqi came out of the classroom next door, and saw Zheng Huan as soon as he came out.

Zheng Huan looked at him sympathetically, but he was expressionless: "Is there something wrong?"

"It's really humble. I have done everything I heard in the corner." Zheng Huan said sarcastic words, but his tone was not that serious.

Song Beiqi didn't mean to listen to the corner, but he didn't avoid it on purpose after hearing it. He had nothing to say, and finally mocked: "It's as if you didn't listen."

Zheng Huan smiled indifferently: "I am not an aboveboard person."

Song Beiqi shrugged: "I'm not an upright person in the first place."

He watched the setting sun shine on the ground, casting the shadow of the window frame, half warm and half shadowy.The wind picked up, and the curtains in the classroom were lifted, giving him an illusion of time stagnation.

"If it wasn't this girl, it would be that girl. Don't have unrealistic fantasies. For a person like him, even if he doesn't talk about feelings now, it is impossible not to get along with girls for the rest of his life." Zheng Huan said, "His Tenderness can never be towards you, you are not from the same world."

"Why bother?" Song Beiqi heard Zheng Huan ask.

Unexpectedly calm, he asked, "Then why are you bothering?"

——Even if I can't be with him, I won't be with you.

Song Beiqi gritted his teeth, swallowed the hurtful words, and finally said nothing.He turned around and went into the classroom to pick up his schoolbag, crumpled up the note left by Lin Song and threw it into the trash can.

This was the first time he didn't value what Lin Song handled.

The calmer the face, the more turbulent the heart is, the more conflicted the heart is, the more you have to act indifferent.

Maybe it really doesn't matter if you pretend to be pretending.

Zheng Huanli looked at him at the end of the aisle, and there was an ambiguous light and shadow in front of him. Spring came so easily, and soon it would be the summer of parting. He didn't know whether it would be relief or deeper pain in the future.

From the first time he met Song Beiqi in the second day of junior high school, he knew that he couldn't escape.

Approaching him as a senior and an old acquaintance, caring about him, and finally finding that he couldn't extricate himself. At the end, he couldn't control himself, and broke that friendship and trust with his own hands.

He knew very early on that he was different from others, and he also knew that he would suffer a lot of injustice, but the sum of all the sorrows was not as good as Song Beiqi's indifference made him despair.

He once thought he had found his own kind.

Lin Song really wanted to ask Song Beiqi why he was there today, but he didn't have a phone number from Song Beiqi's aunt's house, so he spent the whole night wandering around.

No matter how insensitive he is, Wen Ya's mind can find out the reason behind Li Weinan's previous attitude.

The next day he absent-mindedly finished all the papers accumulated over the week, and went to class on Monday, but Lin Song didn't see Song Beiqi.

He stopped Liu Chuanqing after the early self-study: "Mr. Liu, why didn't Song Beiqi come? Are you sick?"

Liu Chuanqing was surprised: "Didn't he tell you? He went home."

"Where are you going?" Lin Song asked while chasing Liu Chuanqing to the office.

Liu Chuanqing: "Go back to the provincial capital."

Lin Song was in a hurry: "Going very busy? Didn't tell me. Then do you know why he went back?"

Liu Chuanqing shook his head: "His mother called to ask for leave, saying that there was something to do, so I can't break the casserole and ask the end."

"His mother? Not his aunt?"

Liu Chuanqing nodded, stopped and gently pushed his head: "Can I not even call mother and aunt differently? Go back to class, it's not like he won't come back."

Lin Song was stunned for a moment, only to realize that he was indeed worried that Song Beiqi would not come back once he left.

Song Beiqi walked away for three days, and no fewer than ten people asked him where Song Beiqi had gone within three days. Every time he said "I don't know" irritably, everyone would be surprised.

Three days later, when Lin Song stepped into the classroom and saw Song Beiqi, he felt that he hadn't seen him for a long time, and instantly forgot the anger he felt for leaving without saying goodbye, so he jumped over twice: " Your boy is finally back."

Song Beiqi smiled: "What's the matter? Missed me?"

"Yes!" Lin Song laughed, Song Beiqi's heart skipped half a beat, and he said, "I miss your father and me."

His heart sank, he smiled and took it as an answer, knowing that Lin Song's being so straightforward just showed that he didn't have any secrets in his heart.

When people came to ask why he disappeared, he just smiled and said that something happened at home, and by the way "thank you for your concern".Lin Song felt that he was a little upset, why did this person look like a star, everyone wanted to care about him.

Li Weinan and You Susu were especially happy, and yelled at him, "You lost both games against Class [-]! Hurry up, beat them up in the next physical education class!"

Chen Sizhe had a serious expression on his face: "I don't have anyone to discuss with you when you're not here. These idiots don't know what's in their heads."

Ke Sishu shook his head: "This old man will be dragged down even if he listens to the excitement."

Chen Sibai gave him a look: "It's you!"

Everyone asked him where he went and what he was doing, but Lin Song hadn't asked, and the two of them had a chance to talk alone after school. Lin Song asked, "Where did you go to fight these few days?"

"Going home." Song Beiqi replied.

It's the same as what he said countless times today, but he wasn't asking this, so he asked again: "Why go home?"

Song Beiqi looked at him and thought for a while before saying, "My mother is getting married."

"Your mother is married..." Lin Song was surprised halfway through repeating his words, "Your mother is married?"

Song Beiqi looked at him and told him "You heard me right", Lin Song said awkwardly, "Sorry, I don't even know..."

"There's nothing to be sorry about." Song Beiqi had that kind of attitude that it's none of his business again, "I'm in love with each other, it doesn't matter."

Lin Song frowned. It was always difficult for him to connect the Song Beiqi when Zhou Xiaoman was mentioned with the usual Song Beiqi. Every time he did this, he was a little afraid to talk to him, so he kept silent.

After a while, Song Beiqi suddenly said, "Lin Song, I might have to leave."

Lin Song glanced at him: "Isn't this the fork in the road yet?"

After two seconds of silence, he realized something was wrong, and was surprised again: "Where are you going?"

Song Beiqi pursed his lips and refused to look at him: "Go back to the provincial capital. My mother said that it's close. Even if I don't want to live at home, I can live in the school. She has already found a good school for me, and that school is pretty good. Yes, I went to see it, the environment is good, and the cost-reliability rate is quite high.”

The lively expression on Lin Song's face fell silent. He wanted to say "Don't go", but he felt that he was an outsider and it was difficult to speak.

It's about the future, and he can't be so selfish, because he wants to stop his friends if he wants to stay with him. He heard that the school has a high cost-reliability rate, so he can only say: "That's good."

Little did he know that Song Beiqi's heart was sinking little by little, he stared at the road under his feet, and laughed at himself in his heart: Do you really expect him to say anything to keep him?

So when Lin Song asked "Then what do you think?" Song Beiqi casually said, "Me, I think it's pretty good too."

When they reached the fork in the road, the two stopped at the same time. Song Beiqi looked into his eyes and felt that something in his heart was about to break through the limit, so he suddenly said in a strange way: "Lin Song, I have something to tell you..."

Before he finished speaking, a cheerful voice came from not far away: "A Song!"

The two turned their heads and saw Wen Ya, Song Beiqi's eyes darkened, half of the impulse in his heart was suppressed at once.Lin Song smiled awkwardly, and said Wenya, "Northern Qi is here too."

Song Beiqi nodded, smiled, and explained Wenya: "I happened to come over to buy some medicine for my mother..."

"I'll go first." Song Beiqi interrupted others for the first time in front of Lin Song. He smiled gently, turned around and left after speaking.

Lin Song let out a "hey" from behind, but Song Beiqi ignored him. Lin Song wanted to catch up but felt that it would be impolite to leave Wenya aside, so he had to let him go away and listen to Wenya's words absent-mindedly.

The knuckles of Song Beiqi's clenched fists turned white, and he couldn't help but think of the day when Zheng Huan said: "His tenderness can never be directed towards you."

In fact, he didn't even think about leaving. Zhou Xiaoman did take him to visit the school, but he said before the visit that he would never transfer.

For this reason, Zhou Xiaoman even cried a lot.

In the past, he was unable to keep him by his side, but now that he has money and a family, he would rather live in that dark attic than return to his mother's arms.

But now he thought about Lin Song and Zhou Xiaoman, and suddenly felt that leaving might be the best choice.

As time went on, the feeling of unwillingness became heavier and heavier, and all kinds of thoughts went back and forth in my heart, and I continued to stay by his side. What if I couldn't hold on anymore and personally destroyed the current relationship between the two people? ?

At that time, should we continue to be ordinary friends with discord, or will we never see each other?

Thinking of any possibility makes him feel heart-piercing.

He took out the mobile phone that Zhou Xiaoman gave him, and started typing in the outbox.He typed and deleted, deleted and typed, and finally nothing was sent.

It was getting dark, and sooner or later we would part anyway.