A single tree does not make a forest
Chapter 24 The Stumbling Block on the Road to Emotion
Since the last time I found out that Wenya likes Lin Song, Li Weinan is not so attached to Wenya, and his vigorous liking has become like 37-degree warm water.
Meeting again in the presence of all three of them, Wenya was ignorant, while Li Weinan and Lin Song were a little embarrassed.
The difference is that Li Weinan knew about Lin Song's embarrassment, but Lin Song didn't know that Li Weinan was also embarrassed.
The protagonist, Song Beiqi, was always calm. Although he still had a smile on his face, the smile was a little more illusory than usual.You Susu remembered that Lin Song said that Song Beiqi was going to be a fairy, and felt that when this boy was not on the court, his temperament was really out of date.
Even talking about a relationship is so calm, it seems that there is no smoke.
Yang Xu, on the other hand, has always been shy and timid.Chen Si is also really happy. She has a good relationship with Yang Xu. She knew Yang Xu liked Song Beiqi early on, so of course she is happy to see it.
Lin Song felt that he should be more happy about the happy things of his good brothers, so he became the most responsible for adjusting the atmosphere on the whole table. Fortunately, he was also the one who liked to make jokes, and everyone didn't think there was any disobedience .
Little did he know that the happier he was, the tighter someone's heart sank, so tight that it almost hurt.
You Susu really wanted to use the word "Enjoy the host and guest" to describe this meal, but no matter how I looked at it, I felt that it was not suitable.
At the end of the show, a few boys urged Song Beiqi to send Yang Xu home, but because Yang Xu's house was next to Chen Si's, and Chen Si, in order to avoid becoming the brightest light in the night, pulled Song Beiqi along .
Four people line up side by side, one in front and one behind.
The distance between them was a little bit far, and Lin Song didn't know what the two people in front were talking about, but he just felt that they were walking side by side, even their backs were right, and their heights matched each other.
He was rarely silent, and Chen Si felt strange: "What's wrong?"
"It's nothing." Lin Song grinned, "I'm happy to marry my son!"
"Yo, your son is married?" Chen Si teased.
Lin Song nodded: "If you don't get married, how can you have a separation with me?"
Chen Si was choked, and didn't understand how Lin Song, who was so nervous that he could run a horse, had such a feeling. She remembered the elegant eyes at the table just now, and said, "Gentleness is pretty good."
The autumn wind was leisurely, Lin Song pulled up the zipper of the school uniform, and said, "That's right, our little Li has good eyesight, if he works harder, we can have another reunion dinner before the college entrance examination."
Chen Sixin said, it really is an ignorant stick, just now I thought he must be thinking too much because he was careful.
She was afraid that if she continued talking, Lin Song would feel uncomfortable after peeling off the film that half-covered the truth, so she leisurely changed the topic.
In a blink of an eye, she had already arrived at Chen Si's house, she waved her hand and entered the room, Lin Song was right behind the two of them, but Song Beiqi kept looking back at him.
Every time he turned his head, Lin Song tried his best to smile brightly.
Yang Xu's heart was churning, and suddenly he didn't know the meaning of what he did.It is clear that the other party does not like it, even if it is obtained in name, it is just the envy of someone who has nothing to do with it, and the so-called love is still illusory.
But even so, he still wants to get close to him obsessively, hoping that he will find his goodness.
Thinking that the door of the house was in front of her eyes, she forced a smile and said, "Go back and be careful."
Song Beiqi nodded, Lin Song stopped ten meters away, Yang Xu waved to him, turned and entered the house.
On the way back, the two of them were silent all the time. They went back to the school gate and took another way home. Lin Song suddenly said, "Song Beiqi, happy birthday."
Song Beiqi looked at him in surprise, opened his mouth but didn't know what to say.Lin Song smiled proudly: "Don't tell me I made a mistake, I was wondering why Yang Xu didn't even know your birthday."
"It's not a special day, I haven't told anyone about it." Song Beiqi smiled, imitating Lin Song's previous tone and said, "No gift?"
"Yang Xu is no longer someone else." Lin Song was surprised, then smiled again, and took out a thick notebook, "Your grades are better than mine in every subject. I don’t like it, and I don’t know anything, and I can read it when there is only one word left.”
He handed out the notebook, and Song Beiqi took it over and opened it, and saw a thick book of handwritten poems, and the fountain pen was in the dark blue color he usually likes.Lin Song said shyly, "I borrowed my cousin's old high school textbook."
All the ancient poems that appeared in the Chinese language books for the third year of high school are all in this notebook.
Lin Song’s cousin studied Chinese language and literature at university, and she also gave him a copy of "Eighteen Poems". Although Lin Song couldn't count the eighteen poets, he still used his indescribable poetry With appreciative eyes, he picked and picked and filled the entire notebook.
Seeing that Song Beiqi didn't speak, Lin Song scratched his head: "Oh, it's kind of meaningless, it can't be put on the table, if it's Yang..."
"No," Song Beiqi interrupted him, showing a rare eagerness, "I like it very much. Really."
It seems that this kind of thing was given to each other when they were very young, which reminded Song Beiqi of elementary school, when it was popular among girls to copy lyrics and send postcards to each other.
He always felt disdainful before, these things were childish and boring, but the thick notebook in his hand now made him want to laugh, but he couldn't laugh.
I really like it. In fact, even if Lin Song gave him a blank piece of paper saying it was a gift for him, Song Beiqi would hide it.
It's strange to say that before we met, Lin Song didn't think much of it, but after we met, Lin Song always felt that he would see Zheng Huan anytime, anywhere.
The two went to eat together at noon, and when they passed by the laboratory building, they saw that the physics laboratory on the second floor had just finished class.Zheng Huan stood in the corridor and saw two people passing by, what was revealed in his eyes surprised Lin Song.
Apart from TV dramas, this was the first time he saw that kind of undisguised sadness in a boy's eyes, which could be seen through at a glance, which made people feel uncomfortable all over.
Song Beiqi walked away without taking his eyes off, but Lin Song kept looking sideways at the second floor, and even exchanged glances with Zheng Huan.
He grabbed Song Beiqi's school uniform jacket and wanted him to see if he was dazzled, but Song Beiqi walked forward on his own and said in a low voice, "Don't look, let's go."
Seeing that he was walking resolutely, Lin Song followed him in two steps and said, "It's poor."
Song Beiqi pursed his lips, and said coolly: "If I like it, I will be responsible, then I don't have to live."
"Tsk." Lin Song shook his head, "Song Beiqi, you are a full man who doesn't know that a hungry man is hungry. You have nothing to fear."
Song Beiqi raised the corner of his mouth: "Idioms are used well."
Lin Song nodded complacently, and after two clicks, he realized that he had strayed from the topic.
Boys seldom talk about feelings, and he didn't have anything to start with before. Seeing that the timing was just right, he asked his question for more than a month: "Why don't you see you and Yang Xu acting alone together?"
Song Beiqi didn't answer, Lin Song thought he had said something wrong, looked at his face and curled his lips.Song Beiqi didn't say until he had forgotten what answer he was waiting for, "I left with her, what should you do?"
He spoke in a soft voice, almost disappearing under the gust of cold wind from the ground. Lin Song listened to it with difficulty, and suddenly felt as if he had been hit by something against the wind. The scarf given to him is still at home, and I have forgotten to return it since then.
Song Beiqi thought he didn't hear what he said, and didn't want to repeat it again, but it took a long time for Lin Song to speak up: "Why do you feel like I'm a stumbling block in your relationship?"
Seeing Song Beiqi frowning, Lin Song smiled and said, "Hey, I was just joking."
Towards the end of the term, they began to fill in the application form for class placement, and Lin Song and his group all filled in the science department without any suspense.In the end, the entire class schedule was handed out, and everyone found that there were only a handful of people in the sixth class who chose liberal arts, and Yang Xu was one of them.
After reading the class schedule, several people gathered together next to Song Beiqi's seat, Lin Song looked surprised: "In this way, don't you two have a long-distance relationship?"
Several people looked at each other, Song Beiqi said calmly: "We broke up."
"Why?" You Susu asked even more surprised, "You two are the golden boys and girls in our grade. Look at how many mistakes the grade leader has taken down, and they have been turning a blind eye to you. representative!"
Song Beiqi said lightly, "Not suitable, she is a good girl, but I can't give her what she wants."
This line made Lin Song suddenly feel that Song Beiqi was a scumbag. Is this a routine?Every guy breaks up with his girlfriend and says "you're fine but we're not right"?
Chen Si was silent at the side, always feeling like he didn't like it no matter how it sounded.
Song Beiqi looked down at the shift list in his hand and said nothing.
Yang Xu handed him a letter yesterday, in which there was actually only a paragraph: "Thank you for giving me a dream, but I can't deceive myself, I believe you are too. I still want to tell you, if you like it, go catch it." Wait, how will you know it’s impossible if you don’t try. Although I want you to be happy, I’m not a saint, so I can’t just watch you happy, so let’s stop here.”
Of course it's impossible, Song Beiqi thought, this is a fire pit, if you jump off it, you will be lost forever, he doesn't care whoever jumps in, but Lin Song can't jump.
Several people saw that he didn't respond, and saw that Yang Xu just came in from the door and dispersed. Li Weinan patted Song Beiqi on the shoulder before leaving.
Lin Song felt a little angry.
But he still didn't know what he was angry about.
As soon as school was over, Song Beiqi was blocked by Chen Si. She blew the broken hair on her forehead like a big sister. Although she didn't show it, she felt that she had a bit of a chivalrous demeanor: "Let's talk?"
Song Beiqi nodded.
The two of them sat down on a secluded flower table by the playground. Behind them was Lin Song's white-flowered "rose", shivering in the cold wind.
This is also the place where Lin Song and Song Beiqi persuaded Chen Si last time. Chen Si's opening remarks were: "Look, 30 years in Hedong and 30 years in Hexi."
Song Beiqi gave a suspicious "hmm", Chen Si ignored his question, cleared his throat, and said, "What's going on? I felt something was wrong before, and you two don't seem to be in a relationship at all. To tell you the truth, I asked Yang Xu, but she said you are very nice, so I can't say anything more. But I see your brother's attitude...have you ever liked it?"
After being silent, Chen Si suddenly became angry and kicked Song Beiqi: "Speak up, the trick of not talking doesn't work for me."
It was very difficult for anyone to talk to Song Beiqi in such an intimate tone that seemed accusatory, except for Lin Song, Chen Si was the first one.Li Weinan and You Susu seemed to have a little distance from him, either because they were afraid, or they felt that he was intolerant of closeness.
He was grateful in his heart, but he couldn't say what he wanted to say. Chen Si looked at his expression and asked, "Tell me the truth, is Yang Xu just a gun blocker? Are you...are you really talking to that guy?" Zheng Huan's..."
"Nothing." Song Beiqi shook his head to interrupt her, took a deep breath, "Do you hate homosexuals?"
Chen Si nodded, shook his head again, and carefully organized his words: "It's not that I hate it, but I just think...it's weird. But...but if it's you, it doesn't seem to matter too much."
Song Beiqi looked at her gratefully, and Chen Si knew he had guessed right. Song Beiqi looked at the ground after thinking for a while and said, "Lin Song also said the same."
"Uh-huh?!"
Meeting again in the presence of all three of them, Wenya was ignorant, while Li Weinan and Lin Song were a little embarrassed.
The difference is that Li Weinan knew about Lin Song's embarrassment, but Lin Song didn't know that Li Weinan was also embarrassed.
The protagonist, Song Beiqi, was always calm. Although he still had a smile on his face, the smile was a little more illusory than usual.You Susu remembered that Lin Song said that Song Beiqi was going to be a fairy, and felt that when this boy was not on the court, his temperament was really out of date.
Even talking about a relationship is so calm, it seems that there is no smoke.
Yang Xu, on the other hand, has always been shy and timid.Chen Si is also really happy. She has a good relationship with Yang Xu. She knew Yang Xu liked Song Beiqi early on, so of course she is happy to see it.
Lin Song felt that he should be more happy about the happy things of his good brothers, so he became the most responsible for adjusting the atmosphere on the whole table. Fortunately, he was also the one who liked to make jokes, and everyone didn't think there was any disobedience .
Little did he know that the happier he was, the tighter someone's heart sank, so tight that it almost hurt.
You Susu really wanted to use the word "Enjoy the host and guest" to describe this meal, but no matter how I looked at it, I felt that it was not suitable.
At the end of the show, a few boys urged Song Beiqi to send Yang Xu home, but because Yang Xu's house was next to Chen Si's, and Chen Si, in order to avoid becoming the brightest light in the night, pulled Song Beiqi along .
Four people line up side by side, one in front and one behind.
The distance between them was a little bit far, and Lin Song didn't know what the two people in front were talking about, but he just felt that they were walking side by side, even their backs were right, and their heights matched each other.
He was rarely silent, and Chen Si felt strange: "What's wrong?"
"It's nothing." Lin Song grinned, "I'm happy to marry my son!"
"Yo, your son is married?" Chen Si teased.
Lin Song nodded: "If you don't get married, how can you have a separation with me?"
Chen Si was choked, and didn't understand how Lin Song, who was so nervous that he could run a horse, had such a feeling. She remembered the elegant eyes at the table just now, and said, "Gentleness is pretty good."
The autumn wind was leisurely, Lin Song pulled up the zipper of the school uniform, and said, "That's right, our little Li has good eyesight, if he works harder, we can have another reunion dinner before the college entrance examination."
Chen Sixin said, it really is an ignorant stick, just now I thought he must be thinking too much because he was careful.
She was afraid that if she continued talking, Lin Song would feel uncomfortable after peeling off the film that half-covered the truth, so she leisurely changed the topic.
In a blink of an eye, she had already arrived at Chen Si's house, she waved her hand and entered the room, Lin Song was right behind the two of them, but Song Beiqi kept looking back at him.
Every time he turned his head, Lin Song tried his best to smile brightly.
Yang Xu's heart was churning, and suddenly he didn't know the meaning of what he did.It is clear that the other party does not like it, even if it is obtained in name, it is just the envy of someone who has nothing to do with it, and the so-called love is still illusory.
But even so, he still wants to get close to him obsessively, hoping that he will find his goodness.
Thinking that the door of the house was in front of her eyes, she forced a smile and said, "Go back and be careful."
Song Beiqi nodded, Lin Song stopped ten meters away, Yang Xu waved to him, turned and entered the house.
On the way back, the two of them were silent all the time. They went back to the school gate and took another way home. Lin Song suddenly said, "Song Beiqi, happy birthday."
Song Beiqi looked at him in surprise, opened his mouth but didn't know what to say.Lin Song smiled proudly: "Don't tell me I made a mistake, I was wondering why Yang Xu didn't even know your birthday."
"It's not a special day, I haven't told anyone about it." Song Beiqi smiled, imitating Lin Song's previous tone and said, "No gift?"
"Yang Xu is no longer someone else." Lin Song was surprised, then smiled again, and took out a thick notebook, "Your grades are better than mine in every subject. I don’t like it, and I don’t know anything, and I can read it when there is only one word left.”
He handed out the notebook, and Song Beiqi took it over and opened it, and saw a thick book of handwritten poems, and the fountain pen was in the dark blue color he usually likes.Lin Song said shyly, "I borrowed my cousin's old high school textbook."
All the ancient poems that appeared in the Chinese language books for the third year of high school are all in this notebook.
Lin Song’s cousin studied Chinese language and literature at university, and she also gave him a copy of "Eighteen Poems". Although Lin Song couldn't count the eighteen poets, he still used his indescribable poetry With appreciative eyes, he picked and picked and filled the entire notebook.
Seeing that Song Beiqi didn't speak, Lin Song scratched his head: "Oh, it's kind of meaningless, it can't be put on the table, if it's Yang..."
"No," Song Beiqi interrupted him, showing a rare eagerness, "I like it very much. Really."
It seems that this kind of thing was given to each other when they were very young, which reminded Song Beiqi of elementary school, when it was popular among girls to copy lyrics and send postcards to each other.
He always felt disdainful before, these things were childish and boring, but the thick notebook in his hand now made him want to laugh, but he couldn't laugh.
I really like it. In fact, even if Lin Song gave him a blank piece of paper saying it was a gift for him, Song Beiqi would hide it.
It's strange to say that before we met, Lin Song didn't think much of it, but after we met, Lin Song always felt that he would see Zheng Huan anytime, anywhere.
The two went to eat together at noon, and when they passed by the laboratory building, they saw that the physics laboratory on the second floor had just finished class.Zheng Huan stood in the corridor and saw two people passing by, what was revealed in his eyes surprised Lin Song.
Apart from TV dramas, this was the first time he saw that kind of undisguised sadness in a boy's eyes, which could be seen through at a glance, which made people feel uncomfortable all over.
Song Beiqi walked away without taking his eyes off, but Lin Song kept looking sideways at the second floor, and even exchanged glances with Zheng Huan.
He grabbed Song Beiqi's school uniform jacket and wanted him to see if he was dazzled, but Song Beiqi walked forward on his own and said in a low voice, "Don't look, let's go."
Seeing that he was walking resolutely, Lin Song followed him in two steps and said, "It's poor."
Song Beiqi pursed his lips, and said coolly: "If I like it, I will be responsible, then I don't have to live."
"Tsk." Lin Song shook his head, "Song Beiqi, you are a full man who doesn't know that a hungry man is hungry. You have nothing to fear."
Song Beiqi raised the corner of his mouth: "Idioms are used well."
Lin Song nodded complacently, and after two clicks, he realized that he had strayed from the topic.
Boys seldom talk about feelings, and he didn't have anything to start with before. Seeing that the timing was just right, he asked his question for more than a month: "Why don't you see you and Yang Xu acting alone together?"
Song Beiqi didn't answer, Lin Song thought he had said something wrong, looked at his face and curled his lips.Song Beiqi didn't say until he had forgotten what answer he was waiting for, "I left with her, what should you do?"
He spoke in a soft voice, almost disappearing under the gust of cold wind from the ground. Lin Song listened to it with difficulty, and suddenly felt as if he had been hit by something against the wind. The scarf given to him is still at home, and I have forgotten to return it since then.
Song Beiqi thought he didn't hear what he said, and didn't want to repeat it again, but it took a long time for Lin Song to speak up: "Why do you feel like I'm a stumbling block in your relationship?"
Seeing Song Beiqi frowning, Lin Song smiled and said, "Hey, I was just joking."
Towards the end of the term, they began to fill in the application form for class placement, and Lin Song and his group all filled in the science department without any suspense.In the end, the entire class schedule was handed out, and everyone found that there were only a handful of people in the sixth class who chose liberal arts, and Yang Xu was one of them.
After reading the class schedule, several people gathered together next to Song Beiqi's seat, Lin Song looked surprised: "In this way, don't you two have a long-distance relationship?"
Several people looked at each other, Song Beiqi said calmly: "We broke up."
"Why?" You Susu asked even more surprised, "You two are the golden boys and girls in our grade. Look at how many mistakes the grade leader has taken down, and they have been turning a blind eye to you. representative!"
Song Beiqi said lightly, "Not suitable, she is a good girl, but I can't give her what she wants."
This line made Lin Song suddenly feel that Song Beiqi was a scumbag. Is this a routine?Every guy breaks up with his girlfriend and says "you're fine but we're not right"?
Chen Si was silent at the side, always feeling like he didn't like it no matter how it sounded.
Song Beiqi looked down at the shift list in his hand and said nothing.
Yang Xu handed him a letter yesterday, in which there was actually only a paragraph: "Thank you for giving me a dream, but I can't deceive myself, I believe you are too. I still want to tell you, if you like it, go catch it." Wait, how will you know it’s impossible if you don’t try. Although I want you to be happy, I’m not a saint, so I can’t just watch you happy, so let’s stop here.”
Of course it's impossible, Song Beiqi thought, this is a fire pit, if you jump off it, you will be lost forever, he doesn't care whoever jumps in, but Lin Song can't jump.
Several people saw that he didn't respond, and saw that Yang Xu just came in from the door and dispersed. Li Weinan patted Song Beiqi on the shoulder before leaving.
Lin Song felt a little angry.
But he still didn't know what he was angry about.
As soon as school was over, Song Beiqi was blocked by Chen Si. She blew the broken hair on her forehead like a big sister. Although she didn't show it, she felt that she had a bit of a chivalrous demeanor: "Let's talk?"
Song Beiqi nodded.
The two of them sat down on a secluded flower table by the playground. Behind them was Lin Song's white-flowered "rose", shivering in the cold wind.
This is also the place where Lin Song and Song Beiqi persuaded Chen Si last time. Chen Si's opening remarks were: "Look, 30 years in Hedong and 30 years in Hexi."
Song Beiqi gave a suspicious "hmm", Chen Si ignored his question, cleared his throat, and said, "What's going on? I felt something was wrong before, and you two don't seem to be in a relationship at all. To tell you the truth, I asked Yang Xu, but she said you are very nice, so I can't say anything more. But I see your brother's attitude...have you ever liked it?"
After being silent, Chen Si suddenly became angry and kicked Song Beiqi: "Speak up, the trick of not talking doesn't work for me."
It was very difficult for anyone to talk to Song Beiqi in such an intimate tone that seemed accusatory, except for Lin Song, Chen Si was the first one.Li Weinan and You Susu seemed to have a little distance from him, either because they were afraid, or they felt that he was intolerant of closeness.
He was grateful in his heart, but he couldn't say what he wanted to say. Chen Si looked at his expression and asked, "Tell me the truth, is Yang Xu just a gun blocker? Are you...are you really talking to that guy?" Zheng Huan's..."
"Nothing." Song Beiqi shook his head to interrupt her, took a deep breath, "Do you hate homosexuals?"
Chen Si nodded, shook his head again, and carefully organized his words: "It's not that I hate it, but I just think...it's weird. But...but if it's you, it doesn't seem to matter too much."
Song Beiqi looked at her gratefully, and Chen Si knew he had guessed right. Song Beiqi looked at the ground after thinking for a while and said, "Lin Song also said the same."
"Uh-huh?!"
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