A single tree does not make a forest

After all, he was a young man, and when the bell rang after school at noon, when Lin Song woke up, most of the soreness in his body had gone.

The hospital bed is for a single person, and it is a bit suffocating for two young men to squeeze together.Song Beiqi was still asleep, Lin Song became curious, turned his head to look at him carefully, and felt that he was much cuter when he was asleep than usual, although his face was not always smiling like when he was awake, but he always looked like Very harmless.

He stretched, and Song Beiqi felt the movement and opened his eyes.The two people looked at each other for a while, Song Beiqi didn't seem to have fully woken up, and after a long time, he blinked and looked away uncomfortably. He rolled over and got out of bed, and asked, "How do you feel?"

"He's resurrected with full blood!" Lin Song jumped off the bed.

The school doctor wasn't there, probably out for lunch.Under Song Beiqi's coercion and lure, Lin Song took his body temperature again. In fact, it was just "take it again" if he said it was coercion.Seeing that the fever had subsided, Song Beiqi heaved a sigh of relief and let him go home for lunch.

Seeing Lin Songhui walking towards the outside of the school, Song Beiqi turned around and walked towards the classroom. He was too lazy to move and had no appetite. He passed by the large troops going to the cafeteria on the road, like a fish swimming against the current.

There is only one tail.

He didn't sleep very well in the same quilt with Lin Song just now. Although he had the blessing of antipyretics, he still only fell into a light sleep for a while.Even when he fell asleep, his mind was in a trance, and he always felt uneasy. Now in the classroom where there was no one, his consciousness gradually became blurred, and he fell asleep unconsciously while lying on the table.

until someone woke him up.

"Song Beiqi!"

Lin Song's bony hands spread out on his back, and he seemed to find it amused, shaking them non-stop.Song Beiqi raised his head and saw him. He thought he was still dreaming, and fell down again in a daze. After two seconds, he suddenly raised his head.

"Are you awake?" Lin Song smiled, and put the insulated lunch box in front of him, "Come and drink porridge when you wake up!"

Lin Song looked up at the clock hanging in front of the classroom, it was only [-]:[-], he was a little confused: "Why are you so fast?"

"The porridge is ready when I get home." Lin Song smiled, "I told my mother in the morning that I want to have porridge at noon."

Song Beiqi looked at the thermos box: "Auntie is so kind."

Lin Song opened the insulated box with a smile, and handed him the spoon: "I remember when you were young, you didn't like sweet food. Fortunately, there is no sugar in the white porridge, so you should eat something lighter when you have a cold."

Song Beiqi took the spoon in silence and brought a spoonful to import.His tongue can't really taste any sweet or salty taste now, but he just feels that the porridge is delicious.Bury your head down, the heat is so hot that your eyes are a little hot.

He raised his head and smiled: "It's delicious!"

Lin Song said disgustedly, "It doesn't taste good if it doesn't taste good", but his heart suddenly felt a little sour.I thought if it wasn't for the fact that I lived outside for a night for myself two days ago, and then I was followed by the wind blowing in the alley for a day, he would definitely not be sick.

And since that day, the two of them tacitly never mentioned about Lin Ruiqiang again.

Lin Ruiqiang had already returned home last night, saying he had just returned from a business trip.Lin Song saw that Song Wanqin was very happy but pretended not to care about cooking a table of Lin Ruiqiang's favorite dishes, and seeing Lin Ruiqiang's neither salty nor bland gesture, he suddenly understood something strange that he hadn't noticed before. Patience and disgust come.

He spurned himself ten thousand times in his heart, and gradually developed some resentment towards Lin Ruiqiang.He used to think that the emotional balance between Song Wanqin and Lin Ruiqiang was tilted, but he never thought that he would be so contemptible, and the contemptible him was someone he would never be able to break up with a single blow.

Once the supposed hero's father's face becomes ugly, it is the painful end of the fairy tale of boyhood, not at all vigorous, only disgusting discord.

Lin Song felt that he was going crazy holding such a secret, but he could still laugh every day, and he discovered that he was actually very talented in disguise.

Everyone has a gift for camouflage if they have to.

"What did you mean last time that you don't need to explain to your family?" Lin Song asked, "Don't they blame you if you don't go home all night?"

Song Beiqi was silent, thinking that they might want me to have an accident, but he still said: "I am so obedient, they are very relieved."

Lin Song felt a little anxious, and blurted out: "Is that why you don't believe me?"

Song Beiqi looked up at him with heavy eyes, Lin Song suddenly panicked and stammered, "I...I didn't mean that."

"It's okay." Song Beiqi shook his head, probably because the porridge was too warm, and his heart felt a little sore, he said softly, "There's nothing I can't say, anyway, it's not my child, so I don't care that much."

Lin Song opened his mouth and couldn't speak, Song Beiqi then said in a flat tone: "They don't like my mother all the time, so they don't like me that much. But it doesn't matter, it's nice to have a place to live in."

He looked at Lin Song and smiled, and put away the insulated box: "I'll take it home and wash it before sending it back to you."

Lin Song snatched it over: "No."

Song Beiqi pursed his lips, and heard him say: "It's okay, I like you if they don't like you, and I like Auntie, she is beautiful and gentle, unlike my mother who only knows how to roar."

He showed a big smile, put the thermos box sideways into his drawer, and said seriously: "Song Beiqi, you have to eat well so that you can quickly grow into a strong adult."

"Ah."

The rumbling thunder suddenly sounded, and a spring rain was brewing.

After many days of thinking, Lin Song decided to have a showdown with Lin Ruiqiang.

He decided to use a face-to-face method, but Song Beiqi disagreed. He analyzed it with reason and evidence, obviously thinking about this issue from Lin Song's point of view: "The showdown must be done, you can't It's not fair to Auntie to act as if you don't know about it for the rest of your life. But you have to leave your dad behind when the showdown is over, and you still have to take his face into consideration, and beware of his anger. If you still want this family, you can You can't push him too hard, you have to consider how to continue to get along with him in the future. And let him buffer for a while, even if you are actually pushing him, you have to be less aggressive. Also, you After all, you are a junior, and adults generally think that you are not qualified to take care of this matter, so you have to be firm. In other words, if you talk face to face, it is easy to be killed, and it is easy to make things irreparable."

"Then what do you say?" Lin Song turned to look at him.

A winter hadn't been here, and a row of tender green grass had silently grown between the stone crevices of the embankment in the few pattering spring rains. Song Beiqi stretched out his hand to brush it, and his knuckles itched gently, like some kind of A mood that grows inadvertently from time to time, and you will only find out that it is full of vitality when the wind blows through your heart.

He looked at the grass and said, "Let's write a letter."

After a while of silence, he asked again: "Lin Song, what I said just now if you want to keep this family, I mean, if this kind of thing happened, can you accept this family to continue?"

Lin Song saw that Song Beiqi touched the grass as if it was fun, so he followed suit.He was not as patient and gentle as Song Beiqi. As soon as he went up, he recklessly rolled a row of grass from the beginning to the end. His palm finally hit Song Beiqi's fingertips and stopped. He said, "If it were me, I would never To accept someone who has betrayed me in body and mind. But my mother... she values ​​this family too much."

Song Beiqi nodded and said, "But there are not so many absolutes in the world of adults."

Lin Song shook his head: "Yes, of course it is impossible to be black or white, but there must be principles."

"Then you mean to tell auntie?" Song Beiqi tilted his head to look at him.

Lin Song seemed to be very nervous when he heard this, and he grabbed Song Beiqi's index finger. Song Beiqi looked at him in surprise, but he kept his head down, as if he could gain strength by pinching Song Beiqi's finger. The decision is the same: "No, it's better not to tell her, some things are better not to know than to know."

"You're too contradictory." Song Beiqi didn't move for a moment, but still gently wanted to pull out his hand, and Lin Song finally realized what he was doing.He let go hastily, realizing that this kind of behavior between boys seemed a bit weird, so he whispered "sorry".

Song Beiqi smiled and said it didn't matter, and continued: "On the one hand, I feel that it's unfair not to tell her, and on the other hand, if I want to protect her from the wind and rain, I have to hide it from her. But there are not so many things in the world that are both good and bad. Whether you say it or not is because you love her." , but we really don’t care which one is better for her, because she is qualified to judge, and the way we think is better for her is actually because that choice will make us feel better. "

He looked into Lin Song's eyes and summed it up succinctly: "A paradox."

Whether you say it or not, it is sad.

Teenagers always have to go through painful choices to grow up and protect the people they want to protect.

Song Beiqi lightly clenched his fist. The place Lin Song touched just now seemed to be hot. He rubbed the knuckles of his index finger with his thumb, trying to suppress the strangeness in his heart, and patted Lin Song's head: "It's okay, you can't because Don’t act if you might get a bad result, just do what you think at this moment.”

With the help of Song Beiqi, Lin Song wrote a letter to Lin Ruiqiang. Because the postal service is always unreliable, he put a stamp on it and registered it and mailed it to his work unit.

In the letter, Lin Song directly told Lin Ruiqiang that he saw it with his own eyes, and asked him to make a choice: either directly tell Song Wanqin that the two of them had a showdown, that they should divorce and leave, and follow Song Wanqin himself; or Lin Ruiqiang himself broke off with that woman. Get on with your life.

With a wife and son on one side, and a beautiful and considerate lover on the other, Lin Song put two choices in front of his father as a son and a man at the same time, and never gave him a third way to go.

He said, this is the principle.