Letter to Mr. X

New ephemeris 16, August 7, night

Sorry for not contacting you for so long, because I was really busy the other day.

The envoy from the star field next door just left yesterday, unfortunately, this is really a boring person.

After more than three months, a bunch of messy contracts were finally negotiated. Although I will go out to a small planet on the border and the person in charge of their star field to finalize these drafts formally, it is impossible to think about it. I feel a headache, but at least I can catch my breath for a while.

Speaking of the star field next door, they are an imperial regime, but compared with our old federation, I really don't know which one can be called an "emperor", which is ironic.

These days, I always think of those days in the old Federation.

Last time I introduced my current occupation to you, why not take this opportunity to talk about my past?

I was born in the old federal period. Of course, the word "old" didn't exist at that time.My family background can even be called prominent. My father is the youngest of the twelve members of the House of Lords, my mother is the commander of the First Legion, and my grandfather and maternal grandfather's family are naturally old military and political families.

Of course, judging from the fate of my family, this is not a good thing. There are always some people who can't see the light of others, not to mention how many terrible maggots have been bred in the dirty soil of the old federation.

There is no doubt that my parents were united for reasons of love.It's probably a story about the beauty saving the hero, the hero turned around and used the beauty to coax people home. In this way, my father is really a beast.

For the outside world, marriage, each other, secret divorce, etc., deliberately out of some political purpose to embarrass the rumors, my father has always laughed it off. It's a pity that my father stopped me, but combined with my mother's later reaction, the conclusion that my father was behind the scenes is more credible.

I haven't talked about this with others for many years, but now that I think about it, I feel unexpectedly relieved, I don't know if it can be regarded as good news.

Back then, I remember that it was an afternoon when I was on the "star β423" near the border. Even the small planets on the border had no chance to have a name, but this β423 might always be with me until the end of my life.

I don’t know if it’s luck or misfortune, but I was doing the last assessment of my military academy career, and I was not in the Capital Star, so I was lucky enough to avoid that murder, but it was just as a node, the first half of my life ended, and the rest of my life, I will be alone all over.

I still remember that at that time, I led the team to hunt down a group of high-level Zerg, and ended our assessment. In terms of this result, it must be a high score.

For the young military students who are about to graduate, this is probably the happiest thing. Our small team is discussing how to celebrate when we return to Capital Star.

The weather is fine, suitable for a carnival.

After that, there will be overwhelming warships, confronting each other...

And the crime of political struggle is just a surprise murder.

This may also be the reason why they are obsessed with killing me.After all, before this, even I never imagined that my parents could give me such a terrible appeal among the people and the army.

Suddenly a little curious, at that time, did I already know you?

If this is the case, maybe this is the reason why I can survive in such a situation until today.

But I still hope you don't know me at that time, I was too naive and stupid before, and everyone said that I was like my father, but in fact, before that, I was not half as good as him.

These days, I think of you bit by bit. Although I don't know the reason, I guess it's probably missing you.

Most of my memory is the battlefield, with the old federal army, and the Zerg, there are many, many, I can't make sense of it.

The blown up starship, the remnants of the mecha, the huge bugs, the smoke and the flesh, these are really not good memories.But there is one thing, you are too handsome on the battlefield, no wonder so many people follow you, including me.

I don't know if I have told you before, if not, forgive it for coming so late.

The chaotic memory made me unable to remember the original intention of saying this, but inexplicably came to my mind, like a confession that has been treasured for a long time.

——You are my back, my reliance, and all my yearning for invincibility.

Oh, of course, in that sliver of visible memory, it seems always to be you, my dear Mr. X, who have always been invincible.

Looking forward to your reply, Yan.

The author has something to say:

A sudden update (flower!)

Let me explain, Lu Yan (that is, the protagonist who can only have a name at the end) has brain damage, so his memory and emotions are temporarily in a chaotic stage, and he may not always remember how much.

So a few months ago, I felt that I had known him not long ago, but today I can secretly confess...