my cutie

Xiao He had a dream.

I dreamed that when I was 17 years old, I joined the team to play a game, and I didn’t cooperate well with my teammates. After losing the game, he went to the bathroom, but when he came out, he accidentally heard someone say that he was a lone wolf, and he was always walking alone. I don't like to communicate with my teammates, so why play a foursome?Still think that I can beat 1 in one batch?

He hid behind the door but unconsciously clenched his fists, and ran to the corridor outside alone, smoking a cigarette at the corner against the wall.

He heard footsteps getting closer and closer, he didn't take it seriously, a pair of feet stopped next to him, he looked up, it was Fang Hang who was sleeping with him.

"Just now I went to the toilet to look for you but didn't find you, why did you come here?"

Xiao He extinguished the smoke, looked at the worried person in front of him, "Because I'm a lone wolf."

Fang Hang was taken aback, with some helplessness in his brows, and soon he raised his eyes and smiled at him, his brows and eyes were gentle, even the tone of his speech was gentle, "Did you hear it? They didn't mean to say it, they just lost Don't worry about the angry words of the game, how can you be a lone wolf, don't you still have me?"

Xiao He's heart skipped a beat, he opened his mouth, but couldn't speak for a long time.

Fang Hang chuckled and grabbed his wrist, "Let's go, we're going back."

Xiao He followed him blankly, "I've always been alone, I don't know how to deal with people, and no one taught me."

Fang Hang stopped in front of him, but still held his wrist, turned his head to look at him, and smiled softly at him, "If you don't know how to learn, I'll teach you."

At that moment, Xiao He had longing in his eyes for the first time.

As soon as the picture changed, several people were sitting and chatting on the sofa at the base. Xiao He occasionally talked to them, but kept his eyes on the conference room. A few minutes later, the door of the conference room opened, and Fang Hang walked out from inside.

Xiao He was about to stand up to meet him, but Fang Hang signaled him not to move, he came over and sat down beside him, the other teammates were called into the meeting room, and there were only two of them left on the sofa.

"Are you still fighting?" After a while, Xiao He asked him.

Fang Hang was beside him, resting his head on the edge of the sofa, "Ahe, if one day we become enemies in the game, will you hit me?"

Xiao He didn't hesitate, "Yes, in the game you can't see the ID of the enemy except for killing, so I will."

"Then what if you know that's my premise?"

"Without ifs, we cannot be enemies."

Fang Hang chuckled, looked at Xiao He's back, with ambition and regret in his eyes, and said softly, "I won't renew the contract, Ah He."

These words fell into Xiao He's ears, making him stiff for a moment. He didn't say anything, he stood up and kicked the coffee table, and then strode back to his room. There was a harsh sound in the living room. Then came the loud sound of the door closing.

The day before Fang Hang left, he looked at Xiao He who was sleeping on the bed next to him with his back turned to him.

"Ahe, I have my ideals, which cannot be realized by the current SG, so I have to leave. After I leave, you have to work hard and communicate with your teammates more, just like the past two years..."

Before he finished speaking, Xiao He, who had his back to him, suddenly lifted the quilt and sat up, turned to look at him, his eyes dark, "What's the use of saying this? You're not here anymore."

Fang Hang looked ashamed, he lowered his head and said sorry, the room fell into silence.

"Will you come back in the future?" Xiao He's voice was slightly dry, "I mean, after you fulfill your dream, will you come back?"

Fang Hang didn't answer for a while, and Xiao He didn't speak anymore. He stood up and opened the door to go out, but he heard the person behind him with a hoarse voice, "Yes."

After getting the answer, Xiao He still came out and stayed in the conference room all night.

He didn't go back to the room until Fang Hang left the next day. Fang Hang left nothing behind, except for the Weibo message that he terminated the contract.

Xiao He read that Weibo over and over again, and when he saw that he would memorize every sentence, he forwarded this Weibo and expressed his feelings for him.

This incident caused quite a stir in the e-sports circle, and even the news of Xiao He's coming out spread to several foreign teams.

Many people came to ask him about this matter, but the person he wanted to see the most has never heard from him.

Xiao He slowly opened his eyes and got up from the bed. He didn't look like he had just woken up from a dream. He was always in a half-dream and half-awake state. The bright sky is gray, with a hint of depression.

He reached out and rubbed his eyes, his mind was full of what he had seen in the conference room before.

After taking a deep breath, he bent over and sat on the floor, and then slowly lay down. The coolness on the floor soon spread to his whole body, making him more awake.

Looking back now, I look back at my previous feelings for Fang Hang. Although I like it, it can't be called love.

At the age of 17, he thought that liking was liking, dependence was love, and the tenderness he felt from the other party was a harbor. In his previous impression, Fang Hang was always gentle, something he couldn't resist.

A smile from Fang Hang can make him feel at ease, and give him a feeling that he is complete only when he is by his side.

In fact, he didn't realize it at that time. To him, Fang Hang was more like a certain kind of medicine. His gentleness could make him stabilize his inner turmoil and seek an external sense of security.

But he also has to admit that it is true that he liked Fang Hang, at least when he came out, he did not hesitate or regret it.But now everything is vivid in my mind, good, bad, happy, angry, in the eyes of now, it is nothing.

Even though he was still losing his temper about Fang Hang at night, he started to feel indifferent now.

When you are young, what you love is not human.

He was obsessed with Fang Hang's tenderness, but that tenderness never came back.

Xiao He got up and lit a cigarette, looked at the already pale sky outside the window, picked up his mobile phone and deleted the Weibo post about coming out of the closet, together with the one about him and Fang Hang.

People change. Four years have passed. Fang Hang has changed, and he has also changed.

He was doing everything as usual, causing everyone in the base to look at him with worried eyes.

"Brother, if you are not happy, you can run for two more hours. Don't keep silent like this, you know that accidents are easy?" Happy bumped Xiao He with his elbow while eating.

Xiao He glanced at him, "Don't talk when you eat, don't talk when you sleep."

As a result, several people looked at him with wide eyes as if they had seen a ghost.

Qiuyang kicked Mumu quietly, "What's wrong with the river god, why does he sound like an old man."

Mu Mu whispered back to him, "How do I know, don't ask, the River God doesn't like it."

Mianfeng was cute and cute, "Captain Xiao, are you right..."

Happy immediately covered his mouth, for fear that he might say something that shouldn't be said, "Listen to Team Xiao, don't talk when you eat, don't talk when you sleep."

A few people quickly finished their meal and went upstairs to train. They were afraid that Xiao He would explode at any time, and they became more serious during training. Afraid of being shaken by him to the scene of their own death, they gave them another game from the world champion on a whim. Beat.

"Where is Ah He?" Zhou Yan knocked on the open door of their training room at around 4 o'clock.

"Mianfengse direction, there are people on the second floor of the red house, the river god is probably sleeping, Mumu, what are you doing! Your operation is really suffocating, I just want to give you an oxygen cylinder in your head..." Ha Pi took the time to answer him while directing his teammates.

Zhou Yan didn't stay long after getting the reply, leaving a sentence of "Play well, Mumu." and left the training room.

Zhou Yan knocked on Xiao He's door, and called him a few more times. There was no movement inside for a long time. He called Xiao He again, and then the phone was cut off, so he raised his hand and knocked on the door again.

Xiao He was sleepy, and opened the door with a cold face, his expression was a little scary, Zhou Yan didn't care too much.

After entering the door, he closed the door with his backhand, and showed him his mobile phone, but Xiao He didn't answer it, so he sat on his gaming chair, rubbed his eyes and asked him what's the matter.

"Didn't you reply to him yesterday? He came out to be a monster again. He bought a bunch of marketing accounts to praise himself to the sky. He also said that your grades are inseparable from his influence, saying that he influenced you. The deepest person, and the one who is even more disgusting, said that the operation in your game has his shadow." Zhou Yan snorted coldly, "I want to fucking laugh when I said that, the operation has his shadow ? Who does he think he is? His face is as big as a basin."

Xiao He moved his wrist, "Then?"

Zhou Yan was in a hurry, "What's next? He bought a bunch of marketing and trolls now, which made some netizens more and more curious about him. If we just sit back and ignore them, some people will think that these are all real in the near future. , the live broadcast platform will also find him, and he will have a bargaining chip at that time, and if he wants to tie up marketing with you, then we will suffer a big loss?"

Xiao He took out his mobile phone and took a look on Weibo. Fang Hang was on the trending search again. He clicked in and looked at a few marketing accounts. The content was very different from the facts. He glanced twice and then quit. come out.

"I want to send those things out and let him fetch water from the bamboo basket, what do you say?" Zhou Yan asked him while sitting on the side.

As soon as he heard it, he knew what those things meant, "No, I'll take care of it."

Zhou Yan opened his mouth, but in the end he still didn't speak, sighed softly, got up and left the room.

Xiao He thought for a few minutes before posting a Weibo.

SG-Achelous: My growth is indeed partly due to Fang Hang, but my achievements depend on my own efforts, the running-in between teammates, and the guidance of the coach, and have nothing to do with anyone else.

After this Weibo was posted, he saw several retweets from familiar IDs.

SG-Happy: Do you know about the 18 hours of daily training time of River God during his service?

SG-Mumu: The only things that can affect our Xiao team are game maintenance, power outages at the base, and telecommunications emergency room.

SG-QiuYang: There is a saying, "How bold a person is, how productive the land is." Let me tell you a joke, there are other people's shadows in the operation of River God.

SG-MianFeng: The brothers have already finished pretending to be coquettish, and there is no part for me!Then I will be on standby at any time, meow meow~ The sniper is in place~