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During the two hours of the game, Xiao He appeared silent and irritable. He was the first to die in the whole team twice, which made Sui Sui and Song Yi feel unbelievable.

"Ahe, is your hand hurting?" Facing Xiao He like this, the first reason Song Yi thought of was his hand injury.

"Ah He, it shouldn't be." Sui Sui didn't understand how Xiao He was knocked out at all. Even if his hand injury would have a certain impact on his performance, but in terms of Xiao He's own strength, it is absolutely impossible for him to be defeated. In the eyes of professional players like them, it is unscientific to be unable to defeat an opponent of this level, but to be killed instead.

Xiao He was silent all the time, and the atmosphere in YY suddenly became a little weird. After Xiao He's death, Sui Sui and Sui Sui were no problem, and Lu Yuan was not as good as he said.

But I don't know why, they all died earlier, and they died in about 20 minutes.

Seeing that it was getting late and everyone was out of shape, they proposed to leave early and have a good rest.

Xiao He had no objection, he had long wanted to end tonight's game time, so he decisively quit YY and turned off the live broadcast.

After turning off the computer, Xiao He didn't move, he closed his eyes and leaned on the chair, the energy in his heart still couldn't go down, he began to feel that going on like this was not an option, although the relationship between him and Song Yi was not as fragile as online dating , but not too powerful.

How far can two people who are not together often go by just relying on the Internet and games?

He had never thought about it before.

And today, from Lu Yuan, he saw the dark side of their relationship.

Song Yi sent him a video call, and he sat up and picked up the phone on the table to connect.

"Show me your hands." Song Yi cut to the chase, he thought that the main problem of Xiao He's absence today was still in his hands.

Xiao He obediently put his hand in front of the screen, and moved it a bit to prove that there is no problem.

Song Yi turned his gaze to his face again, "Are you unhappy? Why?"

Xiao He leaned on the chair and pinched the corners of his eyes with his hands, and when he looked at Song Yi again, he didn't answer his question, but said, "I want to see you, right now."

Song Yi was taken aback by what he said, and couldn't react for a while, "Now? Are you driving here by yourself?"

Xiao He looked at him and gave a compliment, his eyes were observing his expression all the time.

"It's 10:30 now. It will take you more than three hours to drive here. Are you okay?" Song Yi was more worried about Xiao He's state. Song Yi was a little worried when he drove for hours at night.

"Send me the address." Xiao He is very stubborn, most of the things he decides cannot be changed.

Song Yi looked at him for a while, then sent him the address of his home, telling him to be careful on the road, don't be in such a hurry, and will wait for him no matter how late it is.

Xiao He nodded, then hung up the call, got dressed and went out with the key in hand.

Song Yi was in a daze with his mobile phone over there, he could see Xiao He's emotions, but he didn't know the source of his anxiety, he could only try his best to comfort him.

After setting up the navigation, Xiao He started the car. He has never been in a serious relationship, and he doesn’t know how to deal with such emotions. The only thing he wants is to see Song Yi and see him appear in front of his eyes. , Let your heart become more at ease.

But the panic of knowing nothing about Song Yi still stuck in his heart, making him extremely anxious, but he couldn't find an outlet.

Along the way, he let himself try to focus on the road and not think about other things, but the closer he was to Song Yi, the more difficult it was for him to control his emotions, like a trapped animal, eager to be rescued.

When he finally came to Song Yi's neighborhood, he saw a man squatting on the side of the road in front of the automatic iron gate. He was wearing a brown sweater, a pair of cotton slippers on his feet, and a pair of glasses on the bridge of his nose. , with a cigarette in his fingertips.

When he drove the car over, he subconsciously stood up and glanced at the people in the car. After he was sure that it was the person he was waiting for, he put out the cigarette, turned around and said something to the guard, the automatic iron door is opened.

Xiao He kept his eyes on Song Yi's face until he drove the car in, and he could only see his figure in the rearview mirror. After finding a parking space, he got out of the car immediately and confirmed the figure not far behind him. That's who he wanted to see.

Standing there, he could hear the sound of his own heartbeat, and his whole heart seemed to jump out of his chest in the next second. All his emotions burst out at this moment, and he couldn't restrain himself.

When he ran towards Song Yi and hugged him, Song Yi was bumped and staggered, and his body took two steps back because of too much momentum, but he didn't push him away, but reached out to hug him.

He was able to clearly see Xiao He's face printed under the street lamp just now at a distance of several hundred meters.

It was clearly written on his face how much he needed himself, like an extremely insecure child, longing for a hug.

Song Yi gently stroked his back with his hand, although he didn't know the reason, but he felt sorry for Xiao He like this.

"Ahe, I'm here." His hand was still gently stroking his back, trying to calm down his overly strong emotions.

Xiao He stretched out his hand to hug him tighter, like a child who is afraid of being robbed of his treasure, and wants to use the most primitive instinct to declare his sovereignty, even though no one can see it.

Xiao He hugged Song Yi for a long time, until his whole body was stained with the smell of Song Yi, and the restlessness in his heart gradually calmed down. When he slowly let go of Song Yi, he found that his arms were A little sour, and only then did I realize how hard I had just worked.

He lowered his hands slowly, but did not let go, but held Song Yi's wrist, put his head on his shoulder, his throat was a little dry, "Does it hurt?"

Song Yi shook his head, "My feet are so cold, shall we go home?"

Only then did Xiao He notice that Song Yi was not wearing socks.

He gave an obedient grace, and let go of the hand holding his wrist, but Song Yi held his hand again when he didn't take it back.

"Ahe, I'll take you home."

Xiao He opened his mouth, but didn't say anything, he just stretched out his hand and squeezed away Song Yi's fingers, turning the two hands that were clasped together into a clasp of fingers.

He hadn't heard anyone say take him home for a long time.

The more he felt that he couldn't let go of Song Yi's hand, the more he felt that he couldn't stand like this anymore, just waiting for Song Yi to approach him.

Song Yi took him into the house and brought him a pair of slippers, "I'll get you a glass of water."

After changing his shoes very cooperatively, Xiao He followed him into the house, without visiting or looking at him, he followed Song Yi completely wherever he went.

Song Yi was amused by his actions, "Ahe, you look like a big dog."

Then hand him the glass that has been filled with water, "Drink some water, your throat will feel better."

Xiao He drank water very obediently, and returned the cup to him after drinking. Song Yi took the cup and looked at it, and asked him if he wanted to drink more.

Xiao He shook his head, his gaze was always on him.

Song Yi put the cup away and brought him to the sofa for him to sit on. He took off his shoes and sat crookedly on the sofa with a pillow in his arms, and then asked him if he had anything to say.

Xiao He opened his mouth, but he couldn't say a word for a long time. It was still difficult for him to communicate with others. He couldn't express what he thought in his heart with suitable language, because he couldn't find it at all. The most suitable words, in the end he didn't say anything, and shook his head at Song Yi.

"If you are like this, I want to send you to a communication disorder school. Then let me ask you, why did you suddenly feel unhappy when you were playing games today?"

Xiao He lowered his head and glanced at his hands, "Because I don't understand what you said to Lu Yuan."

He paused for a few seconds and then looked at Song Yi and said, "He can respond to you quickly and easily distinguish the various sounds you make, but I can't."

"I know nothing about your domain and world."

Xiao He expressed the source of his unhappiness and anxiety with the words he could express.

He didn't know if Song Yi could understand what he meant, but he had tried his best to express it.

Song Yi was slightly stunned, stretched out his hand to push the glasses on the bridge of his nose, let go of the pillow in his arms, lay his head on Xiao He's lap, and looked at him.

"Ahe, it doesn't matter." Song Yi stretched out his hand to touch Xiao He's face again.

"No matter what voice I use, and how well others know my voice, you don't need to care."

Xiao He didn't quite understand what he said, he frowned and held his hand touching his face.

"What do you mean?"

Is he telling himself not to care about him or not to care about this relationship?Or is it that until now he has always regarded himself as a pure online dating object?

So what was everything before today?

Xiao He's expression was a little frightening, Song Yi even felt his leaked anger, and he grabbed his hand more and more vigorously.

Sighing, he sat up from Xiao He's lap, and then stretched out his other hand to hug him. This man's comprehension ability is always biased, and he will never let him finish his speech before starting to think about it.

"What the hell are you thinking, you irritable man, I mean, you just need to remember my original voice."

"It's like you have countless titles and identities in PUBG, but in my eyes, you are the original Xiao He. After throwing away all the aura, a Xiao He who loves e-sports."

"So I hope that in your eyes, I am only Song Yi, a Song Yi who likes you very much."