safety and distance

Xu Anyuan has been deliberately avoiding Cheng Tiao for a week. In order not to run into him by chance, he didn't even contact the youngest.

At night, he would look through Cheng Yu's circle of friends, knowing that he defended his thesis two days ago, and obviously he contributed a lot to his graduation thesis, but after much deliberation, he still didn't send even a single greeting.

Xu Anyuan didn't dare to look at him too much, but just wiped his eyes and looked at him.

But just looking at each other for a brief moment, Cheng Yuan was actually smiling. He looked at him, and there was a momentary but obvious appreciation in his eyes.

Xu Anyuan was right, so he was almost taken aback. Xu Anyuan knew what he looked like on stage, so he guessed that Cheng Yuan must have listened to his lecture.

The gentle expression at that moment made him suddenly want to laugh.

Towards Cheng Yuan, that kind of unreserved, revealing smile.

But Xu Anyuan stabilized, Xu Anyuan's micro-expression control was not covered, he didn't make any extra expressions, walked over with a natural expression, and asked the youngest why they came.

"Cheng Yuan wants to invite you to a barbecue," the youngest said with a smile, pulling Xu Anyuan's arm to pull him away. It's still the intimacy between friends before, "You said you've been forcing your face this week." Between glowing and sluggish, I did bipolar exercise, and I was so thin that I almost lost my appearance, so I walked around and went to eat."

Xu Anyuan was helpless, thinking that if he dared to pull him like this, there would be no three people in this school.

But he was really not interested. He pointed to his throat and waved his hand, "I can't eat it, you two go, my throat hurts badly."

"That's not a reason, we'll buy you something else, let's go," the youngest looked at the time, "It's almost nine o'clock, don't you still have to go for a run, if you don't eat, go buy it with us, and then we will go with you playground."

Xu Anyuan: "But I will change clothes..."

The meaning of this refusal is quite obvious. The youngest hesitated for a while, thinking that he should let him go, but Cheng Yuan who was beside him seemed more persistent than Xu Anyuan. After taking a look at him, the route had been chosen, "Let's go to the west gate, Just drop by to go back to the dormitory, we will wait for you downstairs."

Xu Anyuan: "..."

Then Xu Anyuan had nothing to say.

Turning around, the backstage said that the event was over and they would not go to the dinner party, then grabbed their hair and slipped away with the youngest and Cheng Yuan.

In fact, they often came out for supper before, and it was always the three of them.

And Xu Anyuan never took the initiative to come out, he was always busy, it was Cheng Yuan or the youngest who took the time to find him, and took the time to cut people out.They would look for him at least four times a week, and tried their best to lure him to have supper or barbecue with them, but they never succeeded, and in the end it was the two of them sitting on the stands of the playground, watching Xu Anyuan run.

Xu Anyuan liked to come out with these two people very much before. The three of them are all chatter masters, and they have similar temperaments, so they can chat about any topic, and they are very speculative.Xu Anyuan once thought that this was probably the most relaxing hour of his day.

But Cheng Tiao and the youngest would always dislike Xu Anyuan, saying that half of the school knew Xu Anyuan, and after eating supper, all the people who came over for no reason came to say hello, and the two even arranged him in a new way because of this trick.

Xu Anyuan thought, when did they start to get along so well?

He still remembers the first time he met Cheng Yuan. Cheng Yuan was in good shape, neatly dressed, and he liked him very much at first sight.But that time he kept sticking to his leg, more or less abrupt him.

Then, a few days later, there was a three-person game of honesty and bravery. At that time, there was no bravery but honesty. The scale of the game was very large. Xu Anyuan was tricked out of a full set of emotional history and sexual experience. Cheng Yuan did not let the youngest participate in that time. , didn't even allow me to sit in, and was so angry that the youngest went shopping and spent a lot of money.

In fact, it is easy to get closer when talking about this kind of topic when you are not familiar with it, but this scale is difficult to grasp.Maybe it's because of Cheng Yuan, there is something pleasing in his eyes and tone of voice, when you look into his eyes, you can tell how good-tempered this man is, and you can also see that this man is ruthless. It's too overwhelming.

Xu Anyuan thought at the time, if it wasn't because he was the youngest's friend, then the two of them would probably have a fight first.

And before the youngest came back, Xu Anyuan unexpectedly discovered that he quite liked this person.Xu Anyuan, who was used to other people's hospitality, should have been difficult to impress, but Cheng Yuan only took one afternoon to do it.

After that, Cheng Yuan would bring him something every time he came, sometimes it was a piece of ice cream, sometimes it was a bottle of water, and every time he made a video call with the youngest, he would always ask if Xu Anyuan was in the dormitory.

Xu Anyuan feels that Cheng Yuan is warm and considerate, has just the right casualness, can keep just the right amount of intimacy, and always cares about him in a very measured way, even if the youngest is by his side, he is willing to help him with some small favors .

And after that, Cheng Yuan showed a gentlemanly demeanor that was completely different from the first time he met.The boys’ dormitories in midsummer are all open, and the boys on the whole floor are running naked, but he is the only one who never takes off his clothes no matter how hot it is. Before entering his dormitory, always remember to knock on the door first, and then smile and take the snacks he brought. give him.

At that time, he thought, if he treated the youngest friend like this, how good would he be to the youngest in private.

When he was running, he also saw the youngest kissing Cheng Yuan several times.In fact, in school, although the atmosphere is much more open than outside, such blatant same-sex kissing still has a sense of image impact. There are a few times when Xu Anyuan watched from a distance, and he couldn't tell what his reaction was.The feeling was too complicated, and he could only distinguish the name of one petal—that was the worry for them, fearing that their high profile would bring unnecessary trouble to each other.

But man is a greedy animal.

At that time, Xu Anyuan could still have a lot of appreciation and a five-point heartbeat, a full blessing and a five-point gratification for Cheng Yuan, and a very normal person for the youngest.

But now he found that he could hardly even walk side by side with them.

The youngest was talking to Cheng Yuan beside him, with a tone of attachment and happiness. Xu Anyuan listened to each sentence, and the more he listened, the more he felt suffocated, as if his limbs were being dragged by the shackles called jealousy, and the thickest chains were entwined. clutching his neck, making it extremely difficult for him to take every step forward.

He tried to maintain his expression, almost hysterical in his heart, and he said to himself that if the two people around him dared to kiss in front of his face, then he would kill them.