safety and distance

Xu Anyuan really didn't lose his temper with Cheng Tiao on purpose, he just found it annoying.

He seldom talked about his father, but more about his mother, so Cheng Yuan didn't know much about his father, except that he was the boss of a powerful department of a state-owned enterprise.Xu Anyuan didn't have a good relationship with his father either. Just now, he and his father had a few words in the car after dinner. His father asked him where you live since it's a holiday. Xu Anyuan said that he lived with his boyfriend.

He knew that his father couldn't accept this, he said that on purpose, just now his father said in front of the school leaders at the dinner table that it was all rumors, it's just that the two children's friends have a good relationship.Minister Xu has his own decency, but he doesn't even mention the word "gay", for fear of dirtying his mouth.

Sure enough, after Xu Anyuan finished speaking, he said directly, "What are you messing around with? Hurry up and break up with that boy, don't you know someone can gossip!" He replied, "No way, I'm not kidding, I'm serious fall in love."

Then his dad slapped him across the face.

Xu Anyuan was really wronged.

For so many days, his father would not ask him how he got here, he would not feel that there was something wrong with someone spreading rumors or finding out what was wrong with his life, he would only think that he was caught because of his own troubles, and he didn't feel sorry for him He didn't feel sorry for the pressure he suffered, all he could think of was accusations.At school, he certifies the names of his classmates and asks the teacher who beat and slandered the students to apologize. He doesn't think that he has done anything great, he just thinks that every small step he takes is worthless, and that every little step he makes is worthless. No matter how hard you try, you're messing around.

After Xu Anyuan yelled at Cheng Yuan, he felt a little regretful.

He liked him so much, and never dared to show him face, but he really didn't have any emotions to get entangled with this. He put the ball on the water distributor, turned around and was about to go out.

Cheng Yuan called him, "Where are you going?"

"Play ball!"

"Didn't you fight this afternoon?"

Xu Anyuan lowered his head and put on his shoes, "Didn't my dad come? It didn't take long!"

"Are you going to find Feng Ran?"

Xu Anyuan said while tying his shoelaces, "Why don't you look for him?"

Xu Anyuan really didn't mean anything else when he said this. What he wanted to say was that you are so busy, can you play with me?But Cheng Tiao, who was born gay, thought it was wrong, he suddenly became angry, grabbed his arm, pointed at the shoes on Xu Anyuan's feet, "You just wear them to play with him?"

Those were the shoes Cheng Tiao gave him.

Xu Anyuan was staggered by him, thinking that he was accusing him, "Don't you?"

He was angry, "Then I won't wear this."

As he said that, he violently withdrew his foot from the shoe. He didn't grasp the strength and kicked the shoe five steps away.

It looked like he felt troublesome and disgusted.

Cheng Yuan also got impatient, and his eyes were fierce, "If you have a problem with me and want to break up with me, just say so. You don't have to do that."

Cheng Yuan's character shouldn't say such things.

In this relationship, he is the older one, the one who advances and retreats freely. He knows that Xu Anyuan is in a bad mood, so he should think that the one who kicked AJ was not intentional, probably because he really only fell in love with him. When alone, people will be so sensitive, entangled in every word he said, care about every action he made, jealous of the little things that others know but he doesn't know, always feel that every word of the other party has a metaphor, and the emotional ups and downs of the other party be regarded as ominous omens.

Then I lost confidence, worried about gains and losses, and worried that he would leave.

But these words poked Xu Anyuan's heart.

He held his breath, feeling how could his life be such a mess?As if he had nowhere to go, he cursed "fuck" in a hateful voice, and squatted down with his head overwhelmed.

He is like the most ordinary 20-year-old boy, without the halo that Cheng Yuan first saw, and without the attention of everyone. He hugged his head in frustration.

Where did Cheng Tiao see Xu Anyuan like this? His heart ached, and it made him feel worse than when he yelled at him just now.

He also knelt down, hugged him slowly, and said, "Xiaoyuan, don't be like this, what can you tell me, would you rather tell the manager than tell me?"