safety and distance

No matter what you do, no one will think well of you.

Ye You's last words really cut Xu Anyuan's heart. He is such a protective person. I still remember that in the first semester, the whole class suddenly rushed into the playground of the university, and they were scattered sheep every day. Similarly, skipping classes, skipping activities, and skipping activities, Xu Anyuan told them face to face, but in the end, more than half of the test scores still failed to meet the standards, making it useless to evaluate class honors and personal honors in the second semester. Xu Anyuan was training people at critical moments. , while trying every means to add points to the class, he was afraid that the other class leaders would have opinions, and adding such a few points was a game of beating around the bush and fighting wits and courage.There are also some awards and honors, which he has received before, but after that he will not even write the application and forms, and reserve the places for other people in the class.There are many girls in the class, and he feels that although he can't say that he is meticulous to the girls, he still takes care of them.

Perhaps people are naturally good at ungrateful.

In fact, there is no need to look at others. Except for Cheng Yuan, Xu Anyuan thinks that as a friend, he is worthy of the youngest in every way. Let alone taking care of some trivial matters by taking advantage of his status. They were still reading extensively, Xu Anyuan saw that the youngest was in a low mood, so he threw a note and asked him if he wanted to go out to play and relax.Who in the class doesn't know that Xu Anyuan always travels alone when he travels, but that time he invited him out to play, saying that the cherry blossoms in Qingdao were in full bloom, and there were not many people going on weekdays, so he invited him, and he took care of the board and lodging , Raiders make plans for him, the youngest doesn't have to worry about anything, as long as he nods.

Xu Anyuan locked himself in the side sleeper for a long time.

In this incongruous world, Xu Anyuan has always had his own set of rules for being a friend and making choices.

He is not considered a gentleman, but he has never harmed anyone. He does not associate with anyone, but he has never been out of tune. He thought in a panic, why he has done so much hard work, and still be so suspected?

Cheng Yuan knocked on the door a few times, telling him to go back and finish his meal, but he said he didn't want to eat, Cheng Yuan wanted to come in, he just said he wanted to be alone for a while.After sitting like this for more than half an hour, Xu Anyuan received a message from the instructor, saying that some classmates reported some of his situation in the principal's mailbox, and his position as monitor was temporarily dismissed.

Xu Anyuan replied that yes, and then said that you have worked hard, teacher, the students are on vacation, and you still have to work on me in class.

The instructor didn't say anything, just said that you let me save some time.

In fact, Xu Anyuan was putting on airs to scare Ye Er just now.

There are so many turmoil in this exam week, Xu Anyuan knows that this time is sensitive.In normal times, no one would accept such boring things as Principal Ye Erfa's mailbox, but it's hard to say now, there may not be someone on the other end who wants to put a little shoe on him and kill his ambition.

It took Xu Anyuan a while to calm down. Who knew that as soon as he went out, he saw Cheng Tiao wearing earphones leaning against the door and practicing his listening. He took off the earplugs and asked, "Come out?"

Xu Anyuan was taken aback, "Did you overhear me?"

"No," Cheng Yuan said, "I just sat here and listened openly."

Cheng Yuan played tricks on him, "Ye Er is also my ex-boyfriend, I should handle this matter, it's okay after listening."

Xu Anyuan didn't want to argue with him about this, so he walked around him and wanted to go to the kitchen to drink water, but Cheng Yuan grabbed his wrist and kept rubbing it, "Do you still remember that you are the youngest person in your class?"

Xu Anyuan showed a confused look: "Huh?"

"I asked," Cheng Yuan looked at him patiently, with strange tenderness, "Do you still remember that you are the youngest person in your class?"

Usually they always call Ye You the youngest. In fact, Ye You is not young, but he looks young. In the whole class, Xu Anyuan is actually the youngest one, even two years younger than the average age.He is used to being the squad leader, and he has been used to one-shoulder resistance in the past two years. Sometimes he even forgets his age.

"I also heard it in the youngest's dormitory. They just chatted casually to know your age."

Cheng Yuan looked at him seriously, "Can you imagine? If you don't talk about ability or responsibility, someone in the youngest dormitory will think that you are not suitable to be the squad leader because of your young age—so, some people don't like it. Your reason is incomprehensible, what can you do with such remarks? 'A person's age is as unimportant as the size of his shoes', they can't understand this, so you really don't want to be for such people Think so much."

"Besides, what qualifications does the youngest have to criticize you? I don't have much contact with your class, so I won't talk about it. I just talk about falling in love with me. You like me, and you know that you have to think about me, but... the old man Well, what has he paid for me? I didn’t tell him that I was going abroad, because I knew he must be that old-fashioned, either persuading me not to study literature, or suggesting to me that I would break up when I went abroad—life is short , It’s really annoying to consume these.”

He squeezed his hand, raised his eyes and looked at him, as if coaxing a child.

Obviously serious, with an unbelievably elegant demeanor, but also secretly eccentric.Speaking of which, he has never said anything bad about his ex-boyfriend, this time he broke his precept in front of Xu Anyuan.

Xu Anyuan kissed him, thanking him for his persuasion.But he was really not in a good mood, so he shook his hand and went to the kitchen to drink water.

In fact, Xu Anyuan was right to be alert to the crisis.

After that day, he was disqualified as an administrator in the large group of departments, and the instructor issued a statement that the class leader was temporarily dismissed and the class secretary temporarily replaced the administrator. After that, all kinds of whispers about him began.In the forum post bar, there are actually people posting specifically to discuss this matter. Some people say that it may be because Xu Anyuan offended the department leaders in the previous beating incident in the examination room. Some people say that this dismissal is not the first step. Xu Anyuan may have committed a crime outside. Some people say that Xu Anyuan's wrongdoing of those English teachers can now be regarded as good and evil will be rewarded.

On the second day, a user named Siruy specially opened a post called "Girls, do you know that the male god in your mind is gay?", saying vividly that Xu Anyuan's current boyfriend is Fu Er Xu Anyuan did not hesitate to rob his brother for a boyfriend in order to be close to him, and there are a bunch of blurry photos of nightclubs as evidence, and said that Xu Anyuan was recently dismissed because a report letter reported that he was gay and had a chaotic private life.

There are always people who are free, especially the influential figures in this kind of school. There is no shortage of crowds to watch. Siruy has soared the number of replies at a speed of counting seconds since posting. At the beginning, there were many girls commenting that it was impossible. Xu Anyuan’s target is not Hua Huaxin, Department of English, followed by persuasion and being persuaded. Countless people seemed to know a lot of the inside story, saying that the student union cadres were so corrupt and messed with each other in private, and some people said, "Huh... homosexuality , this kind of person spread AIDS, so disgusting, get out of our boys' dormitory!"

Xu Anyuan originally didn't want to care about this kind of thing, so they scolded whenever they liked, and whatever they said was ugly.

But he didn't expect it, Ye You personally went off the stage to follow the thread and broke the news, the sufferer showed up, and the melon-eating crowd became even more excited.

Then more and more material was picked up, and Cheng Yuan was directly involved. Xu Anyuan couldn't sit still anymore, and immediately told his brother who manages the forum and post bar to delete a post, but it's okay to ignore it, so he manages Siruy This person got excited, and immediately posted the same post again, pointing directly at Xu Anyuan for stealing her boyfriend, a guilty conscience, and trying to cover it up.

Do you think Xu Anyuan is not afraid?

He is afraid.

When his private life was forcibly watched by others, he was angry and helpless, but more powerless and restless.It's as if he lived alone in Bentham's panopticon, and everyone was guarding the watchtower. He couldn't see them, but they could monitor and point him all the way. They picked up his old affairs, The collective censored him politically, and asked him to be perfect if he was critical, otherwise he would be branded as a villain and he would not stand up.

What a proud person Xu Anyuan is.

He has a decent family and is hardworking. How can a 20-year-old boy endure being scolded so hard?But Xu Anyuan also knew not to reason with the masses of netizens.The masses cannot reason, they can only be incited.

Although it is said that everyone is happy as long as they don't surf the Internet, don't listen to it, or don't watch it, how can the person concerned bear it, and how can they really not watch it?Rumors and gossip are like knives, a bunch of people yelling and pulling and stepping from the air, and they still feel that they are small and transparent and innocent. How can it be considered cyber violence when facing a man of influence like Xu Anyuan?

The reply said that they are all college students and the society is so open, can homosexuality not be tolerated?But they just can't stand it.They know that when your mistress is in power, they won't care about the three sevens and 21s, they will just follow the big flow to spit, and then have a carnival together.They say that the student union stinks, and the student union chairman's seeded contestants only stink extremely badly. The group of people who may scold the hardest are those who are most eager for success and most frustrated when they enter the university. They kneel and lick their seniors Senior sister, when she realized that she was unable to break in and had no control over the right to speak, she immediately changed her mentality, from bitterness to loathing for the entire student union system.

But Xu Anyuan is not afraid of these.What he was afraid of was being seen by Cheng Yuan.He was afraid of giving him unnecessary trouble.He was afraid that others would judge them.I am even more afraid that someone will say that their name is not right when they are together.

No matter how plausible and righteous he is in front of Ye You and Cheng Yuan, saying that there is no right or wrong in love, and there is no first come, first served, but he knows that what he did in the first place was inappropriate, and he has a guilty conscience.

He originally had nothing to say to others in his life, but the only thing he did was love Cheng Yuan, and he did it mean and shamelessly.

It's just that he can't help it.

He's a mortal, he's emotional, he can't help it.He didn't want to rationalize all his actions by blaming deer for nothing. He admitted that as much desire for Cheng Yuan, he felt as much guilt for Ye You, but he would also like normal people, wanting to cover up his disgraceful things, thinking about this Things will always alert him, urging him and Cheng Yuan to use the long love to wash away the original sin of this relationship.

It's just that he didn't expect that he still had so many mouths that he couldn't stop.

A man's age is as unimportant as the size of his shoes, if his interest in life is not injured, if he is merciful, if time has matured him without prejudice. — Douglas Mildow