Loyal servant

I plunged the sword into my chest.

The vision gradually blurred, and the sound gradually dissipated.I look to the east, cross a dangerous and fantastic mountain, and cross a kind and fierce river, which is my hometown.

In the whole world, is it the land of the king?On the shore of the land, could it be the king's ministers.

The imperial city is brilliant and brightly lit.The life of the street people lasts all night.

My father said: There is a faint trend of war in northern Saibei, you are the eldest son I am proud of!It's time to serve Daliang with me, defend our northwest territory, and protect the good people in Baili!

So I bid farewell to the imperial capital, carried my red flame sword on my back, rode on my black water horse, and left.

I don't feel unfair.

The large ebony plaque of "Three Dynasties Loyal Heir" is hung on the main room, with red characters on the lacquer background, which is infinitely solemn.Although I am not very good at memorizing, these words are always engraved in my heart.

My father was a Northern General who was loved by the whole country, and like my ancestors, he spent half his life fighting on the frontier and made great contributions.

Over the past ten years, I have been honing myself in military and martial arts.As the eldest son of General Bei, I am more like a weapon carefully crafted by my father than a spoiled child.

I know that I enjoy splendor and glory that most people can't even dream of in a lifetime.Therefore, since I was born, I have also carried a heavier fate than most people, and a "loyalty" that is more important than my life.

So when my father left my brothers and clansmen in the imperial capital and took me to a distant border, I didn't feel unfair, just a little bit reluctant.

The youngest sister in the family cried and refused to let me go. The son of the prime minister's family did not pick me up for a fight. Instead, he sent someone to send two sets of beautiful harnesses. The house set up colorful lanterns and cooked delicacies for festivals. I hung them up Saddle up and say goodbye to everyone briefly.

The last time I saw you was the day before I left.

I'm almost discouraged, you are the last one to see me off.It's strange that this is the first time we have met after my father received the order to retire from the court.

Are you mad at me?

Remembering that I still owe you 15 taels of silver, I rubbed my nose, not daring to look into your eyes, feeling a little uncomfortable.

We dodged the ranks leaving the city, and climbed the towers.The wind of that day blew your long hair that stood up high, and your eyes were smiling, bright eyes staring at the city that will belong to you.

You and I made bold words on the palace wall.I said that I want to repel the enemy and defend the country.You said that you want to govern the country and be admired by all people.

Whenever I think of the picture of the lofty ambitions of each other when we were young.I am not young and my heart still trembles slightly.

When I was leaving, I took off the stone carving that I had worn around my neck for more than ten years and stuffed it into your hand. Before you could reply, I got on my horse and ran away.

...I just don't know if the 15 taels is enough?

My thoughts were chaotic and I couldn't make sense of it, so I just left regardless.I dare not look at you, because I know that my face is going to turn red.

After rushing out of the city for a long distance, I pulled Heishui's rein, and the horse's hooves changed from treading to pacing.I rode on a horse and looked up at the imperial city step by step, trying to keep this scene in my heart. You are still standing on the edge of the city wall and looking far away, the high city wall is infinitely brilliant in the spring.

The green willow leaves sway, urging me to leave quickly.

Let's leave it at that.

I passed the Chengguan, and the Chengguan was silent.I walked through the desert, the desert was silent, and the long sword and black horse accompanied me step by step away from home.Everything in the frontier fortress is so different from that in the imperial capital.

The bright and white moonlight often shines on my hometown, sending my thoughts back to the past.But I'm not very sad.

The world is vast, the sheep are fat and the horses are strong.Frontier Que is high-spirited and unrestrained, and the strong wine of the shepherd's daughter often makes me drunk.The old shepherd is like my father, and the soldiers are like my brothers.

Deserts, frontiers, and places where horseshoes trod are all my country and my hometown.

Here, I was drunk to unconsciousness for the first time, the first time I saw such a beautiful starry sky that seemed to be shining only for me, and the first time I understood my dirty mind in a scarlet dream.

Sometimes at night, I also think of you quietly.Now that I'm gone, what if those thieves come to bully you again?

I remembered again, you seem to be getting stronger all the time.It's amazing, the look of contempt you have when you accept kneeling in a black brocade robe makes me want to give birth to all surrender.

Among the Liang Kingdom, who else can bully you?

Figured it out, and I fell asleep.

I ride horses and shoot arrows.Like all soldiers, prepare for an unexpected and brutal war.I have become a strong and calm general who can command an entire army like my father.All the vigorous energy of my youth was devoted to fighting, and I had no time and dared not take care of him.

Here is my family, my best friends, my present, future and even the end.But my mind lingers all the time in my hometown where catkins fly all over the sky in April.

The years passed quietly, the grass withered and grew again, this is the land I swear to protect to the death.

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The blue sky and green grass on all sides are no longer there, and the Xiongnu's iron cavalry came clanging and clanging.The Xirong and Qiang people invaded in a large scale, riding on their horses, they rushed straight to the grassland around me.

With an order, all the soldiers under his command fired together.

Great victory in the first battle, all in one go!

To protect our country, this hatred is irreconcilable!

——The edict from the imperial city ordered me to retreat!The summoner's eyebrows were downcast, but there was a cold light in his eyes.The lieutenant general's eyes were about to burst, and he endured it no matter how hard he endured, the sword still didn't come out of its sheath.

The Rong people are triumphantly approaching the city, and the military salary has not been paid, and the military order forced me to retreat.The barbarians slaughtered our horses and cattle, and captured our women.Defile our land with a whip and a laugh.

The shepherd girl cried and asked me, why didn't I send troops?Why not save her father and brother!I held the Chiyan Sword tightly, and my eyes were dizzy with scarlet.I have all the martial arts I learned when I was young, and I wear iron clothes and gold armor.At this time, he couldn't say a word, and he couldn't do anything.

In the past five years, perhaps our distance is more than [-] miles from the desert to the Central Plains.

Don't you see, thousands of miles away, under the high sky, beside the ancient desert.Grass grows together with livestock.The shepherd's strings and laughter swept across the field, and the corners of the colorful skirts fluttered and spun into the shape of flowers.

Don't you see...the anemone is stained with blood, the limbs of the loved ones are ruined, and the homeland is bleak and undeclared.

Father, you once said that the king's order cannot be violated.You taught me that only by being loyal can my sect be preserved.

But, father.You did not disobey the emperor's order, but you were sent to guard the frontier with your whole clan, [-] miles away from your hometown, and you have never heard of the imperial capital's machinations.Not violating the king's order, but being jealous everywhere.

I have nowhere to go--

The you who used to stand on the high wall with me have grown plump wings and shown sharp fangs.

You are indeed a wise and wise monarch.After this battle, the elite of our big beam can catch the turtle in the urn.Catch all complacent foreign enemies in one net.The name of the new emperor's supernatural power has spread all over the world, and it has kept our Daliang prosperous and prosperous for ten years.

All you have to do is to abandon this small grassland.

They all laughed at me for being stupid.In fact, I knew a long time ago that when the new emperor ascended the throne, the generals far away in the northwest made people feel fearful.

I also knew a long time ago that you have given grace to my family.As long as I consciously ruin my power in the frontier and prove to myself that I am still your loyal fang, we can continue the game of monarch and minister.

You mean that I lead all the way to the gate of life and all the way to the gate of death.

I know, you want my choice to be the latter.

When I was 12 years old, my father took me to the main room.Pressing my shoulders hard, I suddenly fell to my knees. The "loyal heir" plaque hangs high above.It calmly accepted my kneeling as it should be.Like a deity that cannot be resisted, there is no time to give me a careless reward or punishment.

Loyalty has been carefully carved into my heart.

Whenever my heart beats violently with battle or grief, whenever I gaze east alone in the evening.I whispered your name secretly and happily, my lips and teeth touched, and the tip of my tongue felt the fragrance of sorrow.

I can no longer tell whether I want to serve a glorious and glorious country or a person.

Perhaps from a long time ago, the two have been equated in my heart.

I would like to cut through the thorns and thorns for you, I would like to be your sharpest sword, I would like to pluck a handful of flowers unique to the grassland and offer it to you, and I would like to be your most loyal servant.

I gladly accept the title of "foolish loyalty".

Only you and I know that my loyalty does not belong to that high emperor, and I dedicate it to the blazing heat in my heart without regret, the longing that I can't let go of in my life.

But this time.

The king's life is not accepted.

The Daliang soldiers, who had been hungry for many days, were still fighting with high spirits, galloping towards the familiar and hated enemy.

The black water horse neighed and galloped, and the red flame sword shone coldly.I swept across the vast grassland, and the blood completely covered the tip of the sword.I kept my silence, despite the indignation of violating the minister's guidelines behind me, and the raging anger of the emperor.

You want to destroy my influence in the frontier, but I am really lonely and powerless.

You see, now, my brothers are all down.

The red flame sword cut in and out, and the warm and thick blood splashed all over my battle armor.I am red-eyed.

All of a sudden, the barbarians were afraid to retreat and dare not go forward.

The next moment, the rain of swords all over the sky hit me.

Arrows and arrows entered my body and overwhelmed me. I knew this was my end.

I once thought about how I would end my life, maybe Yan Ran resigned from the army and returned to the farmland, and died quietly in my own house.

Perhaps it was three days and three nights of fierce fighting with the enemy generals, and he died without regret on the grass stalks in the frontier.I think you will definitely grant me a very powerful posthumous title.

Unexpectedly, my ending would be like this.

The author has something to say:

1. "Xiaoya Beishan" Under the whole world, is it the land of the king; on the shore of the land, is it the king's ministers.Doctors are not equal, I am engaged in Duxian.

2. "Blood covered the tip of the sword, I kept my silence" used the lyrics of "Fire and Ice"