go north to south

Tang Ruan was very satisfied, but this satisfaction only lasted until mid-November.It snowed in F City in November, not too much, but the air was very dry and filled with a very cold atmosphere.Gu Jingqian is very afraid of the cold, even after living in the north for so long, he is still afraid of the cold.Every time I go out, I always wrap myself into a rice dumpling, and hand over the driving to Tang Ruan.With a smile on the corner of Tang Ruan's mouth, he poked the red face of Gu Jingqian, Gu Jingqian frowned and slapped his hand away, saying in disgust, "Cold!" Tang Ruan widened the smile on the corner of his mouth, squeezed After pinching Gu Jingqian's gloved hand, he drove to Z University.After class, Tang Ruan was invited to the director's office by the head of the department. When Gu Jingqian arrived at the office after class, Tang Ruan was staring at the water glass in front of him in a daze.Gu Jingqian walked behind Tang Ruan, but Tang Ruan still didn't notice.Gu Jingqian felt very strange, he had never seen Tang Ruan so absent-minded.

Gu Jingqian pushed Tang Ruan's shoulder: "Teacher Tang?" Even if he made the connection clear, he still called him that.

"Ah?" Tang Ruan came back to his senses at this moment, "Jing Qian, are you back?"

"En." Gu Jingqian put down the book in his hand, and sat next to Tang Ruan, "What's wrong with you, what's wrong?"

Tang Ruan smiled, but this kind of smile was bitter in Gu Jingqian's eyes.He said: "No, there is nothing uncomfortable, we have no classes in the afternoon, now go home?"

Tang Ruan obviously didn't want to say more, and Gu Jingqian didn't expose him, he knew that Tang Ruan would naturally say what he wanted to say.They went home, cooked, and ate as usual.Unlike usual, Tang Ruan did not return to his own home immediately after eating. He sat on the sofa with Gu Jingqian, obviously having something to say, and Gu Jingqian just waited quietly. He said, without disturbing Tang Ruan who was deep in thought.

The wind and snow outside seemed to be getting heavier, and you could hear the whistling wind outside when you were sitting indoors, so today is Friday, so you don't need to go out tomorrow.Gu Jingqian thought like this, and then turned his mind back to Tang Ruan who was at the side.Tang Ruan seemed to have made up his mind, he squeezed Gu Jingqian's hand tightly, Gu Jingqian felt a little hurt, but he didn't say anything, just looked at Tang Ruan with a smile.

"Jing Qian..." Tang Ruan hesitated and opened his mouth, "I... I'm going back tomorrow..." His voice was very small, but Gu Jingqian could hear it clearly.

Gu Jingqian's heart seemed to have been pricked several times by needles, and it was extremely painful, but he still smiled on the surface and replied: "Okay, you don't have to worry."

"Jing Qian...I want to take you away..."

Gu Jingqian intertwined Tang Ruan's fingers, he looked into Tang Ruan's eyes: "A Ruan." This was the first time he called someone so intimately, "A Ruan and I should know, we both It can only be like this. Ah Ruan is different from me, Ah Ruan has your own life, your relatives are still waiting for you, your destination should not be here. Ah Ruan... let's end, let me and your relationship It's all buried deep in my heart... You will get married and have children in the future, and you will become an excellent father. You are different from me... Ruan..." Gu Jingqian was pressed down on the sofa by Tang Ruan, his lips Kissed by Tang Ruan fiercely, Tang Ruan's domineering but gentle tongue plundered every piece of territory in his mouth. Different from all the previous kisses, this kiss carried deep affection and strong reluctance.Gu Jingqian suddenly understood something, and his heart was suddenly filled. He held Tang Ruan's neck tightly with one hand, and slowly untied Tang Ruan's belt with the other hand.Tang Ruan's hand also began to move slowly over Gu Jingqian's body...

The strong wind and heavy snow fell for several hours, and finally stopped at six o'clock.At eight o'clock, the sun shines through the gaps in the clouds, and the golden sunlight shines on the earth, and the earth wrapped in a layer of silver-white blanket is shone with golden light.When Gu Jingqian woke up, it was close to ten o'clock, the smell of Tang Ruan still remained on the other side of the bed, but Tang Ruan's figure was gone.His legs were still weak, and there was still some pain behind him, maybe he was really tired last night, and he slept very soundly this morning.There was a black notebook on the bedside table, which was the record book that Tang Ruan often used. He took it over, started from the first page, and read page by page until the book was half-turned. Only saw Tang Ruan's words on the page.There is only one sentence on the whole page: Gu Jingqian, meeting you is the luckiest thing in my life.Gu Jingqian finally cried, it was the first time he cried after his grandfather left.He shrunk himself into a ball, crying silently...

When he left in the morning, Gu Jingqian hadn't woken up yet. Tang Ruan felt a little lucky. He was afraid that if he saw Gu Jingqian's eyes again, he would really be unable to leave.He understands very well that he has his own life and world, and he shouldn't be able to stay with Gu Jingqian forever, but he is very lucky to have met such a person, and he doesn't know what will happen in the future, but the people here Half a semester was the happiest and warmest period of Tang Ruan's life.At the boarding gate, he took a last look at the airport gate, and seemed to see Gu Jingqian wrapped up like a penguin. Tang Ruan showed a bitter smile, turned around, and boarded the plane...

Without Tang Ruan, Gu Jingqian lived the life before.Going to work, eating, and playing games are three points one line. He and Tang Ruan are like friends in the game. They are in the arena together, fight bosses together, and play dungeons together; in guild battles and alliance battles, they confront each other like old enemies.He and Tang Ruan, Tang Ruan and him are just a past, a past that will be buried sooner or later...

Winter goes to spring, spring, summer, autumn and winter reincarnate, and another year passes.This year's winter is a bit colder than last year's. The main passages of City F have been buried by heavy snow for several sections, but the heavy snow is still falling, and it tends to fall more and more.Gu Jingqian is already 29, and the head of the department has begun to care about his life's major events, but Gu Jingqian doesn't take it seriously, he has already installed a person in his heart, and it is impossible to install another person, he doesn't want to do it, I don't want to do it either. When Z University was on holiday, there were still ten days left before New Year's Eve.Gu Jingqian came out of the supermarket, carried a bunch of things back home, boarded the game, and also logged on YY. Everyone in YY was discussing the Chinese New Year activities in the game, it was very lively.Gu Jingqian hung up YY, the game character was refining medicine, he took the potato chips on the side, and chewed them crunchily.Qu Nan's profile picture is gray, he thought, their family must be very busy during Chinese New Year, right?

After Tang Ruan returned home a year ago, it was like a different person, cold and dangerous.When he didn't talk much, he talked even less, and he was silent many times, as if he was thinking about something or someone.During the summer vacation, Tang Ruan was called back home by his father.His father was over [-] years old, sitting on the sofa with his mother, his brother and sister-in-law were also on the side, and his eight-year-old nephew was reading in the study.They have just finished eating.

"Little Ruan, you haven't been home for half a year." His father said, "You are already 30, and people say you stand at [-]. We want to hear your thoughts." His father was serious and rigorous.

Up to now, the only requirement of the family is to find a girlfriend, get married, and have children.But there is always a person in his heart that he can't forget or let go.How can I start another life.Tang Ruan finally made up his mind: "Dad... I have someone I like."

There was a gleam in his father's eyes: "Then bring it back and have a look."

Tang Ruan didn't answer anything, he just got up from the sofa where he was sitting, and then knelt down towards his parents.

"What are you doing?" The whole family was surprised.

Tang Ruan kowtowed three times: "Dad, Mom, I'm sorry, I may have let you down. Tang Ruan has identified a person in his life, and he can't change it."

"It's a good thing, what are you doing kneeling?" his mother said.

Tang Ruan shook his head: "The person I've identified in my life is a man."

Tang Ruan still came out, he couldn't let go of Gu Jingqian.In this life, in this life, I only want that one person.Tang Ruan was kicked out anyway, by his father with a feather duster.There were a few bruises on his arms, and a burning pain on his back.If it wasn't for my brother, sister-in-law and mother to stop me, I'm afraid I wouldn't be able to get out of this door.But Tang Ruan didn't regret it, he felt that Gu Jingqian in this life was enough.But he still didn't dare to go to Gu Jingqian. Gu Jingqian is a very low self-esteem person. If he knew that it was his reason that caused him to split up with his family, then he would definitely leave him and stay far away. Before his parents accepted Gu Jingqian, he would not look for Gu Jingqian, he would endure it.

But now, another half a year has passed, and there are still ten days until New Year's Eve. This is the first time in 30 years that I have lived alone.Tang Ruan suddenly understood Gu Jingqian's feelings during the Chinese New Year, cold and lonely.Tang Ruan felt distressed.At night, Tang Ruan received a call from his father, and he returned home the next evening.

"You don't regret it?" These were the first words his father said to him after he entered the door.

"I don't regret it." Tang Ruan replied firmly.

His father snorted and went back to the bedroom.His mother said with a smile; "He means, let you find a time to bring back the person you fancy."

Tang Ruan smiled, and smiled sincerely: "Dad, Mom, thank you."

When I was happy that day, I asked my brothers to drink a few more bottles of wine, and it was past twelve o'clock when I got home.He saw Gu Jingqian's QQ signature changed to "It's much colder in the north this year", so he clicked on the private chat interface:

Tang Ruan: If it's too cold in the north, come to the south.

Tang Ruan hoped that Gu Jingqian would answer him in the next second, but Gu Jingqian's profile picture was gray, so he must have fallen asleep.Jingqian, we will meet again soon.He thought in his heart, and soon fell asleep, with a smile on his lips.

Gu Jingqian was actually still awake, his QQ was in an invisible state, he just saw the message from Tang Ruan when he opened QQ, he closed his eyes, and remembered what the department head told him before the holiday.The dean of the department said that there is a shortage of a psychology teacher in T University in W City in the south, and he wants to go from Z major. The dean’s intention is to let Gu Jingqian, who is afraid of the cold, go. If Gu Jingqian is willing, he can do it next semester. Go with the order.Gu Jingqian didn't agree at that time, but just said to think about it.The cities in the north are too cold and frozen. I didn't leave before because I was alone and had nothing to worry about.But now, he glanced at Tang Ruan's chat window, the corners of his mouth slightly raised.

When Tang Ruan woke up the next day, the first thing he did was to open QQ. On the interface, there was a word under his question, which was the word he most wanted to see.Gu Jingqian said: Good.Tang Ruan got up immediately, packed his things and bought the nearest flight, but the north was covered by heavy snow, the flight was basically grounded, and it was the peak season of Spring Festival travel.Tang Ruan finally chose the high-speed rail, he wanted to see Gu Jingqian as soon as possible.

As the Spring Festival approaches, the snow in the north does not mean to stop at all.It was already 12:30 in the middle of the night when Gu Jingqian went to bed, and "Quannan" was still not there today. He glanced at QQ, but it was not online.Feeling a little lost in my heart, maybe I'm really too busy, he thought.

At four o'clock in the morning, when I was sleeping soundly, I heard the sound of the doorbell ringing in a trance.Gu Jingqian listened carefully again, and heard correctly.I took the phone and looked at it, it was only four o'clock, so early, who could it be?He casually put on a coat, stroked his sleep-disturbed hair, and opened the door with a yawn.Gu Jingqian was stunned in place. Outside the door was the person he wanted to forget day and night but couldn't.Tang Ruan's hair was a little wet, it was the water droplets after the snow melted; his body was also wet a lot, but he smiled smirkingly.

"Jingqian, I'm sorry, I want to see you." Tang Ruan said in a low voice, it reminded Gu Jingqian that this is not a dream mirror.

Gu Jingqian hugged him into his arms, his body was icy cold, but his own was emitting heat, rubbing against Tang Ruan's face, as if to warm it up.

Tang Ruan, who was stunned, heard Gu Jingqian's voice next to his ear, and he said, "Fool."

Tang Ruan smiled back and hugged Gu Jingqian, he was a fool, a fool who was willing to give everything to love Gu Jingqian.