Virtual Superstar Breeding Diary

The night sky was clear and clear, and the starlight in the sky was like pearls adorned on black silk and satin.

Pink balloons are lightly adorned in the corner of the wall, and various small gift boxes are tied at the end of the ribbon, waiting to be unpacked.

Every flower, every balloon, every gift here is carefully selected by Ji Chenxuan.

He had imagined Xiao Chi's reaction when he saw them countless times. He would open the ring box to him, wrap his ring finger around him, and swear to protect him for the rest of his life, like a pious knight.

Perhaps they hugged from behind, or knelt on one knee, admiring Xiao Chi's surprised expression from bottom to top, and the starlight at night would cover their heads. It was a blessing from the universe, and it must be the brightest one in the world. bundle.

He knows it's vulgar, but that's okay, as long as his baby likes it.

Perhaps Xiao Chi would rush forward to give him a passionate kiss, the strength might be so great that his arm would be red, but fortunately he has been secretly exercising his arm strength these few days.

Ji Chenxuan had fantasized about many, many scenarios, but he never thought of the current situation——

"who are you?"

His eyes widened suddenly, and he was at a loss for a moment.

He couldn't believe that these three words would come out of Xiao Chi's mouth, so easily, so indifferently, so innocently, like an unintentional child breaking a well-carved porcelain, lightly saying sorry, and ignoring its owner How sad it would be.

Ji Chenxuan pulled the corner of his mouth stiffly, and said hoarsely: "Xiao Chi, what are you talking about? This joke is not funny."

Xiao Chi was a little surprised: "You recognize me?" Then he understood, "Are you my fan?"

On a summer night, it was so hot that it made people feel dry, but Ji Chenxuan felt his hands and feet were cold, like half of a stone buried in the snow, sinking uncontrollably, and the other half was about to be covered by the wind and snow .

"Stop joking, okay?" The muscles on one side of Ji Chenxuan's cheeks were twitching, he didn't know what his face was, reflected by the glass wall, it was as pale as fog that would be blown away.

He stepped forward to take a few steps towards Xiao Chi, his joints were stiff like rust, and his scalp was taut.

He tried his best to keep his emotions stable, as if he was pretending that the situation was still firmly in his hands, but the fear and anger in his voice were easily revealed and could not be suppressed at all.

"Xiao Chi, don't, don't scare me..."

Ji Chenxuan stretched out his hand, wanting to pull him, Xiao Chi frowned and dodged it, he glanced at the other's fingers frozen in the air, trembling slightly.

"Sorry. I really don't remember." Xiao Chi stared into his eyes, as if staring at two pieces of broken black glass, he subconsciously recognized the face, as if he was stung by the strong emotion in it.

Together with himself, for no reason, he faintly felt a palpitation.

"I am your lover! The lover who lives with you day and night under the same roof!" Ji Chenxuan suddenly raised his voice, without covering up, forgetting his scruples, shouting so much that the whole world would know.

Xiao Chi was startled by him for a while: "I..."

"We have all experienced so many things, so many... You tell me now that you don't remember? Xiao Chi, don't you think you are going too far?!"

Ji Chenxuan fixed his eyes on him, and took out the ring box from his trouser pocket, but his hands shook so badly that he took it out several times.

It took almost crushing strength to barely stop the trembling, and his fingertips were reddened by the hard edge of the box, but he couldn't feel it at all:

"Where did that Xiao Chi who said he liked me, wrote me love songs, and recited love poems? Could it be that you are all fucking lying to me?!"

"I remember every word and every word you said, but now you just erased all of them casually with just a few words?!"

"What is this? I don't accept it! I will never accept it!"

Ji Chenxuan's lips twitched, and the indescribable anger or sadness surged, almost drowning him, making his eyes red.

Xiao Chi looked at him blankly, no matter how much he searched for that pitiful memory, he couldn't find anything about the person in front of him, he subconsciously pressed his left chest, only felt that it was empty there, as if he was being accused by these hysterics, Knocked a hole.

This person said he was his lover?A... man?

"I'm sorry... Maybe, you have identified the wrong person. I, I should go." Xiao Chi couldn't bear the look in his eyes, he lowered his head and took two steps back, avoiding him, and walked quickly to the door of the greenhouse.

"Don't go!" Ji Chenxuan's face became completely gloomy, he stepped forward and grabbed him without thinking, clasped that wrist tightly, and pushed it hard against the glass wall.

Xiao Chi's back was pressed against the cold glass, his chest was pressed against the other's chest, and his two slender arms were confined within a small square inch.

Before he could regain his senses, a pair of fiery lips kissed him, and the strange and familiar atmosphere surrounded him from all directions, no resistance was allowed, and there was no way to control it.

Rather than calling it a kiss, it would be more appropriate to call it a bite. There is no love, no ambiguity, only crazy plunder and violation.

The teeth collided against each other, and the smell of rust permeated between the lips and teeth, like a silent wrestling, in which each other poured all their enthusiasm into the tug-of-war.

Desperate enthusiasm.

Xiao Chi's eyes widened in shock, and he lost his mind for a moment, until the stinging pain of biting his lip brought him back to his senses. Without hesitation, he pushed the person away forcefully with his backhand, clasped Ji Chenxuan's shoulder with one hand, and squeezed his fist with the other. Pretend to fight!

Ji Chenxuan stared at him coldly, without even looking at the dangerous fist, and laughed miserably: "You want to hit me? Are you willing to hit me?"

"I'm not..." Xiao Chi hesitated, then let go of him in a panic, and retreated to a safe distance, "You don't want to be like that..."

Obviously he was the one who was offended, but looking at Ji Chenxuan's dark and red eyes, Xiao Chi actually had the illusion that he had committed a heinous crime.

"I'm not the person you said." Xiao Chi said in a low voice, he staggered his gaze, but he couldn't escape the shroud of depression.

Ji Chenxuan stared at him silently for a moment, then smiled suddenly, like a crack in clear glass: "Yes, you are not, where did you hide my treasure?"

Xiao Chi looked at him vigilantly: "I don't know what you're talking about. I'm going home."

"Go home?" Ji Chenxuan narrowed his eyes into two dangerous slits, "Where do we go home? Our home?"

"Of course it's my father's house." Xiao Chi glared at him with an unreasonable look, turned around and rushed out the door, seeing that he stayed in the greenhouse without chasing him, he strode away with confidence.

Through the glass window, Ji Chenxuan silently watched his back disappear into the dark corridor, the whole portrait was pulled away from the spine, and half of the shoulder had to rely on the support of the wall, so as not to wobble and fall down.

The person left, the footsteps were no longer heard, and the door of the greenhouse made a fragile creaking sound, like a mocking sound.

Loneliness is like a shadow, coming in a boundless tide.

The light reflected his curved back on the glass, as if he was very old, and was about to rot into ashes in a corner where no one was around.

Ji Chenxuan's eyes were blankly focused on a certain void, as if he was experiencing a nightmare, and he didn't know when he would wake up.

Perhaps, it was a dream from the beginning to the end, a beautiful dream, but now he just woke up from the dream, the foam shattered, and even his heart was shattered, scattered all over the ground, waiting to dry.

Ji Chenxuan raised his arm tremblingly to cover his eyes, but he clearly remembered everything in the dream.

He even remembered the temperature when Xiao Chi was nestled in his arms, with a silly smile on his face, he rubbed the tip of his nose against his face; when cooking, he stuck to his back like a candy, saying no to kiss refuse to go...

Happy, wronged, coquettish, angry...

Every picture is treasured deep in his mind, and the details can be easily recalled in another ten years.

But now, they were all smashed to pieces by Xiao Chi himself!

A sense of suffocation surged up, choked in his throat uncontrollably.

Breathing became short of breath, Ji Chenxuan tremblingly touched the cigarette case, took out one, and the rest accidentally fell to the ground, he didn't pick it up, he could hardly use his thumb to hold down the lighter, lit a few Only once did sparks emerge.

The taste of nicotine fills the lungs and fails to numb the nerves.

After taking two puffs, he remembered that Xiao Chi didn't like the smell of cigarettes, so he took out the cigarette butt blankly, scarlet sparks flickered in the dimness—but so what?He can't smell it either...

There was nowhere to put the memory, so he had to flow out from the bottom of his eyes little by little, covered by the smoke, he raised his hand to cover his eyes, a little water slipped from his cheeks to his chin, it was broken tears.

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The dispensary sign had lost its usefulness, had been removed and thrown into storage.

The tone of the room is still as cold as ever, the TV projection broadcasts the Baiming Film Festival awards broadcast, Xiao Chi sits silently on the sofa in the living room, with his hands on his lap, and a cup of cold scented tea on the coffee table.

Even though it was his own home, he seemed like a reserved guest.

"What's wrong? You won the best newcomer award today, aren't you happy?" Xiao Rui, dressed in white home clothes, came over with a coffee and sat beside him.

Xiao Chi tilted his head to look at him, hesitating, and frowned slightly: "Father, this movie is obviously my first movie, but why do I always feel that the memory is a bit vague, not very deep, as if it passed away in a hurry. Others in the crew joked with me, as if they were very familiar, but I felt that they were very strange."

"Didn't I tell you that?" The professor looked at him gently, "Since you had a car accident that year, you have had some sequelae in memory, just get used to it."

"But..." He tried his best to think about more details, but to no avail, "My memory is very clear when I was young, but the older I get, the more blurred it becomes."

"I still remember that I was studying in school, but I couldn't remember the names of my classmates. Later, I signed an entertainment company, debuted, sang, filmed, and seemed to know many different people, but I forgot the details of how I met them... "

"And today I met a man who claimed to be my lover. I think I should know him, but I have no impression of him at all..."

"It's him again!" Xiao Rui's eyes were serious, his face was stern, revealing a trace of anger, "Don't pay attention to that man, he is lying to you, the kind of rich man, because you look good, always want to use some tricks Tricking you into taking the bait, the entertainment industry is full of such dirty things, you have to learn to protect yourself, and don't get entangled with him."

Xiao Chi retorted in a low voice: "I don't think he is such a person..."

"Okay." The professor interrupted him, frowned, seeming displeased, "You may have a sequelae, don't think about it if you're fine, come here, I'll check it for you."

Xiao Chi watched him fiddle with those strange instruments in the laboratory with some fear: "Father, I just don't think about it..."

The professor pushed his glasses, breathed a sigh of relief, and said with a pleasant face, "How can you get better without treatment? It's just a sleep. After waking up, there will be no worries. You are still the dazzling and popular idol. Those who don't need Don’t worry about the people and things you remember.”

"You just have to listen to your father obediently. In this world, other people who approach you have ulterior motives. Only I don't ask for anything in return and do my best for you wholeheartedly."

Maybe what his father said was right, he shouldn't start thinking wildly because of a few words from a stranger, after all, only his father is his only relative in this world.

Xiao Chi nodded silently, and lay down on the test bench as he said, waiting for the familiar drowsiness to strike again...

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On the street below the small apartment, a pure black flying car parked slowly at the door, followed by several security cars, scattered at several intersections.

Ji Chenxuan's half-bright face was reflected in the car window, he played with a thin metal card in his hand, and asked lightly: "Is this right here?"

Zhou Tong in the driver's seat looked at the house number carefully, and nodded to him affirmatively from the rearview mirror: "That's right."

"You wait here, I'll go up and visit this Professor Xiao Rui."

"Shall I go with you?"

"No." Ji Chenxuan took out a special silencer pocket pistol, loaded a box of bullets one by one, and said coldly, "You guys wait below, I will call you if something happens."

Ji Chenxuan, dressed in a black suit, got out of the car and slowly walked up the deep corridor of the apartment.