Two-Way Sniper
Chapter 54 (Change a Word That I Can't See)
In a place like the e-sports circle, because most of the players have a good relationship and are not affected by the fans, countless CPs have been born.
But in fact, everyone knows that even Shen Ye, who is so old that his hand speed is no longer good, is still coquettish, and it's just a joke among straight men.
So it is really the first one to post on Weibo like a false statement.
As a result, there were a lot of dumb question marks on that Weibo, and all the related discussions exploded into a mess for a while, no one could believe it was true.
Not only did the "Flower God's Wife Special Blog" leave a message on Qin Jue's Weibo, "Yan Shen, I sell you this ID as long as 88888 is not roaring (dog head)", the refresh rate of comments also increased dramatically.
[Even if I am dead and nailed in a coffin, I still have to use the voice of a cute girl who plays with me for 1 yuan for an hour to shout out that the words are true! ! 】
[Mom, I'm begging you, who will add a member to Yanshen, isn't it appropriate that even this Weibo is not on the top? ? ? 】
[Are you sure it's not hacking?The front row feels sorry for me, an empty-nest gay guy who falls into the night for 3 minutes]
[Ouyue gay bar bought a real hammer, very real]
[It's not Mr. Hua who made it public in person! ! ! !I don't allow Hua to lose the main attacking character just like that! ! 】
[Husband woo woo woo woo, don’t do this, did you and Flower God meet too many times in 3P in my body before you developed feelings for me? I really don’t allow woo woo]
【Brother, please, put away your East African Rift Valley and stop flirting】
【exist?Am I the only one who is curious? 】
[Don't ask, just ask 18.82 cm]
[Everyone has a dedicated blog for Aite's wife, why don't you ask? ? 】
【No, people say that God is attacking. It’s just taking care of Huahua’s shyness and doing this on purpose. You can’t say any more (dog head)】
The remarks that everyone was worried about did not appear on a large scale for the time being, but beyond everyone's imagination, compared to Qin Jue, who was usually as thin-skinned as a layer of veil, Qi Ji was blushing and trembling when speaking.
Dr. Meng instructed: "Your injury is not too severe. It is recommended to suspend training for 10 days. I will observe and observe."
But while stubbornly bargaining for 5 days and 7 days, he blushed and wanted to stomp his feet when he thought of being publicly admitted by Qin Jue, which made Dr. Meng feel that the child was really sick when he was sad and happy: "Don't Stomp, the beat is directly arranged for the wedding march, isn't it?"
——"Little comrade, we are asking you something."
Even the policeman who came to the base of the IS team to collect evidence had to remind him that it was only after Qin Jue touched his head to comfort him that he said "I'm sorry to the police uncle" with blushing cheeks, and then explained the situation.
The police who handled the case learned the details and took away the monitoring records, so the matter was considered to have stopped for the time being.
***
For the whole night, Qin Jue was placed in the dormitory by the coach, asking him to have a good rest first.
He seemed to be tired too, and fell asleep halfway, and Qi Ji accompanied him, browsing Weibo content for a while.
The complex emotions of the day have calmed down a lot, so at this moment, every time Qi Ji moves his fingers, he gradually feels uneasy, because he is still a little afraid that being forced to disclose his relationship this time will bring too much psychological pressure to Qin Jue.
——However, it turned out to be contrary to expectations. Following the hot search trend, it was clicked into the top ten, all kinds of ghosts and snakes appeared, and the public opinion became more and more chaotic.
[What is the e-sports circle?Am I wrong?A group of internet-addicted teenagers can be called professional sports without reading or playing games?Still doing base? 】
[I threw up, does this mean that the two men are together?Teammates don't feel sick?Eating and living with gay guys every day, isn't this sexual harassment? 】
[Don't say oh, if you say it again, you will be warned]
[Let me see which Sima Fu girls are climaxing again?Your dad PY was stabbed, can you also cum? 】
[I am not opposed to homosexuality, but I also do not support it. Nowadays, children start to engage in homosexuality at the age of eighteen or nineteen. Do you think you are trendy? 】
[It's pleasing to the eye for a handsome guy to be gay, but how can an ugly guy be qualified to be gay?The scar on this face is not good-looking. As a rotten girl, I can’t go on flirting. I’d better go back and watch my "XXXXX"...]
【LES is okay, I'm going to get married sooner or later anyway, I can accept Shuangfei, but homosexuals really can't accept it, thinking about it makes a group of disgusting, am I alone, ironies? 】
[I'll go and ask if the one who understands and supports is sick. Your son is gay, do you understand and support it? ? 】
[I don’t discriminate, but I still keep my distance. I just think why you should post this kind of Weibo as a public figure?Now that there are so many children playing games, how many teenagers will this unhealthy thinking have a negative impact on? 】
[Isn't this Ouyue's team?No wonder you dare to make it public, you are not afraid of being blocked]
[I heard that you want to represent China in international competitions?It's too embarrassing, can you report it and replace it?Doesn’t anyone in China’s 13 billion population know how to play games? 】
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What's more, it seems that Qin Jue's Weibo digs up the ancestor's grave and scolds people directly.
In the middle of the night, the content of the trending searches had already become so noisy that it was impossible to read. Qi Ji swiped with his still movable left hand for half an hour, and then began to feel restless. What a wrong decision to express affection for Qin Jue.
Looking at it this way, he should still cover Qin Jue and protect him.
However, just when he was about to find a suitable excuse to prohibit Qin Jue from watching Weibo for the past two days, the other party slightly raised his eyelids and woke up.
"Ex, senior..." Qi Ji blurted out with a guilty conscience, "Or else, delete that Weibo..."
He was a bit reluctant, but compared to Qin Jue, nothing else was more important.
However, Qin Jue thought silently for a while, then curled up beside him, not obedient at all: "I don't want it. Compared with my brother guiding public opinion, it's better for me to make it public first."
At this time, Shen Ye and Cui Xuezhi, who came back from training, pushed the door in, and Qin Jue seemed to have regained his momentum, and continued: "I'm not in vain anyway, after they scold me this time, I still want to show my affection and play games every day. None of their business."
The two old fritters looked at each other, and Shen Ye adjusted his expression first and joked: "Yes, Yanshen, it hurts so much, my little flower is not bad for marrying you, but the dowry is a little less, next time I call my ICBC card .”
The two walked over, both seemingly relaxed, only Qi Ji gradually suppressed his eyes and stared at Qin Jue, and could still see the wavering in the other's eyes: "Then...don't senior feel uncomfortable now?"
He thought, Qin Jue would definitely still feel uncomfortable—this kind of discomfort is basically a conditioned reflex engraved in Qin Jue's body, and Qin Jue would probably tremble whenever someone mentioned that he was gay.
However, he originally thought that Qin Jue would stubbornly deny it again, but he didn't expect that this time, the other party rubbed against his shoulder with red eyes, and didn't hide a bit: "It will be a little uncomfortable. I will remember it soon." There is only a closed space the size of two floor tiles. I think of my mother pushing me into the water basin when I was angry and making me choke. I think of how hard it was for me to tell my uncle who loves me the most, but he replied that it is normal. , I have to be considerate of my mother, my brother and the others are just playing with me."
He was very calm, but the two old fritters listening next to him were startled, and Shen Ye clenched his phone even more tightly: "... What kind of fucking relatives are these?? 300 years old wine with the original taste of garbage, right?"
Cui Xuezhi pressed Shen Ye's arm, shook his head, as if joking: "Let's talk rubbish, Team Shen."
After all, they are Qin Jue's close blood relatives, and Shen Ye also realized that he had slipped his words: "...I'm sorry Yanshen."
On the contrary, Qin Jue sat there obediently, and didn't hide anything anymore, as if he already knew that he could tell his teammates anything: "Actually... my mother and my brother usually have good tempers, so I never knew when I was young. Is it my fault that it became like that after all?"
As he said that, he paused: "No one gave me a letter, so I just made do with myself. When I was 16 years old, I didn't dare to make any friends... I even thought about committing suicide."
It was the first time he mentioned this, and the three people around him straightened their backs in surprise. Qi Ji was even more frightened and grabbed his wrist, fearing that there might be some cut marks hidden in his tattoo. Fortunately, there was no scar on his wrist. Nothing unusual.
But thinking that he didn't dare to do it because he was afraid of pain, Qi Ji hugged him from behind again, not knowing how to comfort him.
Instead, Shen Ye stretched out his hand and covered the scar on Qin Jue's neck with the palm of his hand, with a joking tone in his mouth, but his voice was very deep: "Our words... the length is 1 meter 84 plus 18 centimeters. I'm only a little over 1 meters tall and 7 centimeters tall, so I'm too miserable, right?"
"You started again? You have 16 centimeters and I swallowed the ruler." Cui Xuezhi bickered with him, while lowering her eyes, she couldn't help asking Qin Jue, "...when will you have the idea of suicide? Will you still have it now? Have it?"
Qin Jue closed his eyes, let Qi Ji rest his head on his shoulder, and let Shen Ye's hand brush over his scar, his voice was so soft that he couldn't hear him: "Just...before I plan to go professional, every day They all want to commit suicide."
This "every day" made Shen Ye's hand stop, and also made Qi Ji tighten his arms around Qin Jue's waist. Cui Xuezhi even moved his throat, and his eyes, which were always calmer than anyone else, turned red first: " Then if you're not talented enough to play games, why don't you fucking jump off the building?"
Qin Jue, however, opened his absent-minded eyes and thought about it. Dissatisfaction was clearly written on the curvature of his lips: "It doesn't matter if you play games or not. I can spray anyone looking for my mother all over the place. It's still fun."
"...Are you really trying to piss me off?" Cui Xuezhi let out a quick breath, remembering that she was worried about Qin Jue's entry into the team, she felt scared, "Anyway, you have to take two days off, Go talk to the team's counselor."
After all, it seems that if Qin Jue hadn't joined this team, it's hard to tell which day he would meet on the headlines of the "Oriental Morning Post" social page. Shen Ye also nodded: "I'll tell Lao Liu."
Qin Jue raised his head abruptly, obviously because he didn't want him to further affect the team's training, but Cui Xuezhi had expected what he was going to say, pulled the drawer and grabbed a pack of cigarettes before getting up and leaving, interrupting his rebuttal: "Don't talk nonsense , you should advance the following rest day."
So after Cui Xuezhi left, Qin Jue asked in a daze, "God Cui...why is he so fierce today?"
——You must know that in his impression, Cui Xuezhi never gets angry.
"Don't you be so stupid?" Shen Ye half-bited an unlit cigarette, leaning against the bed, "You, Cui Shen, were also a bad boy back then. Like a 15-year-old adult, why do you think it is?"
Before Qin Jue could react, Shen Ye continued: "From the very beginning, Cui Shen signed with the team once a year, and it was to guard against me, Lao Liu, and the team. Of course, I think this It is a reasonable self-preservation, and it is also taught him by the life experience he was forced to acquire."
It seemed that Shen Ye was a little disappointed, but soon, he changed the topic again: "It's a pity, who knows that after staying with simple-minded idiots for so long, even our god of war, Xue Xue, will be taken to the pit."
Qin Jue frowned, and then felt that something was wrong: "Who are you talking about?"
Shen Ye laughed so hard that he couldn't see his eyes. The two chatted on the bedside for a while before he clenched his phone tightly. His smile gradually became serious, and he just wanted to tell Qin Jue more.
"Yan Shen, I know, you must think now that you rely on the team, drag your teammates down, and let us work hard to protect you alone-but if you really think this way, you are wrong. In fact, it is you who treat us It is indispensable. Without you, Xiaoqi might still be autistic, and Cui Shen still wouldn’t really recognize himself as a member of the team. I think, I might also be confused about the game—you know, I This kind of light of Chinese e-sports is so great."
Shen Ye seemed to be joking, but he didn't tell Qin Jue and Qi Ji that he had experienced various transfers, disbandments, injuries, discrimination, and even being gambled by the team's management in his professional career - there were countless pains The helpless night was imprinted on his mind, making him at a loss, wondering if this path of e-sports was the right one.
But now, he is finally more than just an ordinary player, he has more power, and the environment has begun to improve, so what he wants to tell young people is that you are needed by the world, no matter how others criticize your industry, Sexual orientation, you will definitely have a better and broader future.
As for all the previous things, they were just foreshadowing.
He said: "Don't worry, if a genius like you can't shine well on the field, then it must be my problem as the captain. So, you must believe me—at least soon, there will be no brains on Weibo hot searches." Anyone who insults them will be sprayed back."
The two young men were in a daze when they heard it, and they couldn't help nodding after a while, so he breathed a sigh of relief and remained silent for a while, then took out a piece of candy from his pocket that he should have taken out just now, and turned on the phone: "Qin Jue, now, captain There's a choice here."
It is rare for Shen Ye to look so solemn, so not only Qin Jue's nerves are tense, but Qi Ji's silent breathing on the back of his neck has also become a little bit heavier - at this moment, Shen Ye also said: "Your brother is there!" ...They just sent me a message and revealed to me that he found a lot of records in his mobile phone, as well as the list and photos of your treatment at a certain 'doctor', and even... including the picture of you being beaten topless. See Go up, if you resist, he may 'revenge' you to death."
Qin Jue's breathing became a little heavier, but Shen Ye opened his palm again, revealing a piece of candy: "I found it from him, and brought a piece back. He said it was for his younger brother. When he was a child, he His father often drank and beat others, and his mother remarried, and he finally had a happy family. His younger brother likes to eat this the most. Every time he has a cold and feels bitter after drinking the granule, he will clamor for his brother to buy it. So other classmates Buy sour plum powder after school, buy ice packs to eat, only him, save the pocket money of [-] cents a day, and buy sugar for my brother."
After speaking, Shen Ye hesitated for a moment: "This candy... none of us have seen it before, maybe it's available in your place."
Qin Jue stared at the snowflake candy from Shen Ye's hand that he hadn't seen for many years and belonged to his hometown, and was finally taken aback, his nasal cavity was sore again.
The light shone on his twinkling eyes, although Shen Ye couldn't bear it, he had to continue: "I—let me put it simply, he thought you were still that child who didn't dare to resist at all, and he could do whatever he wanted, but I don't know how ignorant I really am. In the end of this matter, he may be sentenced to attempted murder, with a maximum of 10 years; he may also be given a lighter sentence, or if he is found to have intentionally hurt others, it will also be lighter. I guess , now he doesn’t have to bully the weak, and he doesn’t dare to do anything in the future—as long as you think about it, these are all reasonable and achievable results. It depends on how you plan to choose.”
It's just that Shen Ye sent a message to tell Qi Ji but didn't tell Qin Jue that no matter which one he chooses, as his brother's retribution for abusing the weaker ones, the other party will suffer enough.
Speaking of this, Qin Jue roughly understood the meaning of "reasonable and achievable", so he looked at the candy in Shen Ye's hand and the phone screen, and his vision couldn't help but become more blurred.
The night outside the window showed a trace of weakness, but it still pulled his muscles and bones, tearing gently without any trace.
When he realized that his heart had already torn a big hole, the sadness suddenly magnified hundreds of millions of times, and began to squeeze into every crack in his bone marrow, causing him to tremble with pain.
If it is really 10 years in prison, the other party is already middle-aged when he comes out, and I am afraid it is impossible to survive normally in society.
But he also couldn't recall the scene of Qi Ji standing in front of him. Although the stabbing wasn't a vital point, he was so scared that he felt chills all over - otherwise, he might not have overcome his psychological barrier so quickly and pointed the knife at him with his backhand. elder brother.
It was as if at the moment Qi Ji was injured because of him, he was like waking up from a big dream, and finally knew that he had to cut off from the past, but now, he suddenly didn't know how to cut off.
The lights were scattered around quietly, Qin Jue's eyes fluttered on the floor in bewilderment, and he still couldn't give an answer, but at this moment, the person behind him suddenly scratched his chin with his left hand, as if teasing him, wanting him to relax .
"Senior," the voice was as clear and clear as ever, and asked him, "Senior, do you think your brother is really planning to murder you with the blade?"
Qin Jue was wrapped in that warmth, his entire shoulders became sore and limp, as if he had lost most of his strength, and collapsed a little more in Qi Ji's arms.
The furry head poked over his shoulder, rubbed his cheek against his ear, and said, "Then let's stick to the facts, how about, senior? He's going to jail, and it's best if you don't see him anymore with us in the future." It's over—and I promise, even if he comes to trouble you again, I will squat beside you and eat snacks, and I will never leave you alone, lest I have another accident, okay?"
In the night, seeing the tears rolling down Qin Jue's face, Shen Ye seemed to know the answer, bent down and gently put the candy in his palm, turned and went out the door.
The only sound left in the room was Qin Jue's sniffling. He didn't dare to hold the candy in his hand, and he couldn't believe the answer he chose: "Is it right to choose candy?"
"He's going to be sent to jail anyway, so of course he's right."
While Qi Ji answered him, he kissed his ear with warm and soft lips to comfort him——after his breathing calmed down, Qi Ji took out a lot of candy from the pocket of his pajamas, and the voice continued to rub against his ears: " But, I mean, take the one in my hand."
Qi Ji's voice was like a breeze blowing on his aching face, with a hint of cool comfort, and a clear spring began to emerge from his chest.
It's just that before he was moved enough, the other party took out the pockets that he didn't know why he could stuff so many snacks, and started endlessly: "Oh... not only sugar, I also have jelly, senbei, custard pancakes, Do seniors want it?"
The colorful wrapping paper shook off one piece, even if Qin Jue insisted on answering "Snacks are only eaten by younger brothers like you", Qi Ji couldn't help but gently put a soft candy into his mouth.
Then, without waiting for the sticky sweetness to spread completely in his mouth, Qi Ji had already turned his face, and with a silent and gentle kiss, slowly enfolded his lips, pressing him obliquely on the on the pillow.
At this moment, the world is quiet, the light draws a lingering silhouette, Qin Jue's wet eyelashes tremble slightly, constantly bearing the love brought by Qi Ji's tender tongue - as if just a soft kiss from the person in front of him is enough to resolve his feelings for him. All the doubts of this world.
When he regained his vision from that kiss, he saw Qi Ji encircling him with his left hand while leaning over to look at him, with a strong protective desire in his deep eyes that he had never seen before.
His heart rate jumped up suddenly, and Qi Ji also asked him: "Senior...is it okay? Before the game starts, for the last time, forget everything."
The two already knew each other, but Qi Ji would still ask him first, which made him tremble, and hurriedly blurted out: "But, your hand... I fucking don't know how to do it myself... Own……"
His eyes were foggy, and a shy emotion burst out of his sore chest, which made his normally dirty tongue knotted—but just when he didn't know how to deal with it, Qi Ji hugged him with one hand. Holding his waist and hugging his body, he said dissatisfiedly: "Senior, do you think I can't do it with one hand?"
Qin Jue staggered forward, and finally leaned forward to bury his blushing face by his neck, and nodded his head.
——As if, he was answering Qi Ji, let me, as you said, just be in your arms at this moment and forget everything.
But in fact, everyone knows that even Shen Ye, who is so old that his hand speed is no longer good, is still coquettish, and it's just a joke among straight men.
So it is really the first one to post on Weibo like a false statement.
As a result, there were a lot of dumb question marks on that Weibo, and all the related discussions exploded into a mess for a while, no one could believe it was true.
Not only did the "Flower God's Wife Special Blog" leave a message on Qin Jue's Weibo, "Yan Shen, I sell you this ID as long as 88888 is not roaring (dog head)", the refresh rate of comments also increased dramatically.
[Even if I am dead and nailed in a coffin, I still have to use the voice of a cute girl who plays with me for 1 yuan for an hour to shout out that the words are true! ! 】
[Mom, I'm begging you, who will add a member to Yanshen, isn't it appropriate that even this Weibo is not on the top? ? ? 】
[Are you sure it's not hacking?The front row feels sorry for me, an empty-nest gay guy who falls into the night for 3 minutes]
[Ouyue gay bar bought a real hammer, very real]
[It's not Mr. Hua who made it public in person! ! ! !I don't allow Hua to lose the main attacking character just like that! ! 】
[Husband woo woo woo woo, don’t do this, did you and Flower God meet too many times in 3P in my body before you developed feelings for me? I really don’t allow woo woo]
【Brother, please, put away your East African Rift Valley and stop flirting】
【exist?Am I the only one who is curious? 】
[Don't ask, just ask 18.82 cm]
[Everyone has a dedicated blog for Aite's wife, why don't you ask? ? 】
【No, people say that God is attacking. It’s just taking care of Huahua’s shyness and doing this on purpose. You can’t say any more (dog head)】
The remarks that everyone was worried about did not appear on a large scale for the time being, but beyond everyone's imagination, compared to Qin Jue, who was usually as thin-skinned as a layer of veil, Qi Ji was blushing and trembling when speaking.
Dr. Meng instructed: "Your injury is not too severe. It is recommended to suspend training for 10 days. I will observe and observe."
But while stubbornly bargaining for 5 days and 7 days, he blushed and wanted to stomp his feet when he thought of being publicly admitted by Qin Jue, which made Dr. Meng feel that the child was really sick when he was sad and happy: "Don't Stomp, the beat is directly arranged for the wedding march, isn't it?"
——"Little comrade, we are asking you something."
Even the policeman who came to the base of the IS team to collect evidence had to remind him that it was only after Qin Jue touched his head to comfort him that he said "I'm sorry to the police uncle" with blushing cheeks, and then explained the situation.
The police who handled the case learned the details and took away the monitoring records, so the matter was considered to have stopped for the time being.
***
For the whole night, Qin Jue was placed in the dormitory by the coach, asking him to have a good rest first.
He seemed to be tired too, and fell asleep halfway, and Qi Ji accompanied him, browsing Weibo content for a while.
The complex emotions of the day have calmed down a lot, so at this moment, every time Qi Ji moves his fingers, he gradually feels uneasy, because he is still a little afraid that being forced to disclose his relationship this time will bring too much psychological pressure to Qin Jue.
——However, it turned out to be contrary to expectations. Following the hot search trend, it was clicked into the top ten, all kinds of ghosts and snakes appeared, and the public opinion became more and more chaotic.
[What is the e-sports circle?Am I wrong?A group of internet-addicted teenagers can be called professional sports without reading or playing games?Still doing base? 】
[I threw up, does this mean that the two men are together?Teammates don't feel sick?Eating and living with gay guys every day, isn't this sexual harassment? 】
[Don't say oh, if you say it again, you will be warned]
[Let me see which Sima Fu girls are climaxing again?Your dad PY was stabbed, can you also cum? 】
[I am not opposed to homosexuality, but I also do not support it. Nowadays, children start to engage in homosexuality at the age of eighteen or nineteen. Do you think you are trendy? 】
[It's pleasing to the eye for a handsome guy to be gay, but how can an ugly guy be qualified to be gay?The scar on this face is not good-looking. As a rotten girl, I can’t go on flirting. I’d better go back and watch my "XXXXX"...]
【LES is okay, I'm going to get married sooner or later anyway, I can accept Shuangfei, but homosexuals really can't accept it, thinking about it makes a group of disgusting, am I alone, ironies? 】
[I'll go and ask if the one who understands and supports is sick. Your son is gay, do you understand and support it? ? 】
[I don’t discriminate, but I still keep my distance. I just think why you should post this kind of Weibo as a public figure?Now that there are so many children playing games, how many teenagers will this unhealthy thinking have a negative impact on? 】
[Isn't this Ouyue's team?No wonder you dare to make it public, you are not afraid of being blocked]
[I heard that you want to represent China in international competitions?It's too embarrassing, can you report it and replace it?Doesn’t anyone in China’s 13 billion population know how to play games? 】
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What's more, it seems that Qin Jue's Weibo digs up the ancestor's grave and scolds people directly.
In the middle of the night, the content of the trending searches had already become so noisy that it was impossible to read. Qi Ji swiped with his still movable left hand for half an hour, and then began to feel restless. What a wrong decision to express affection for Qin Jue.
Looking at it this way, he should still cover Qin Jue and protect him.
However, just when he was about to find a suitable excuse to prohibit Qin Jue from watching Weibo for the past two days, the other party slightly raised his eyelids and woke up.
"Ex, senior..." Qi Ji blurted out with a guilty conscience, "Or else, delete that Weibo..."
He was a bit reluctant, but compared to Qin Jue, nothing else was more important.
However, Qin Jue thought silently for a while, then curled up beside him, not obedient at all: "I don't want it. Compared with my brother guiding public opinion, it's better for me to make it public first."
At this time, Shen Ye and Cui Xuezhi, who came back from training, pushed the door in, and Qin Jue seemed to have regained his momentum, and continued: "I'm not in vain anyway, after they scold me this time, I still want to show my affection and play games every day. None of their business."
The two old fritters looked at each other, and Shen Ye adjusted his expression first and joked: "Yes, Yanshen, it hurts so much, my little flower is not bad for marrying you, but the dowry is a little less, next time I call my ICBC card .”
The two walked over, both seemingly relaxed, only Qi Ji gradually suppressed his eyes and stared at Qin Jue, and could still see the wavering in the other's eyes: "Then...don't senior feel uncomfortable now?"
He thought, Qin Jue would definitely still feel uncomfortable—this kind of discomfort is basically a conditioned reflex engraved in Qin Jue's body, and Qin Jue would probably tremble whenever someone mentioned that he was gay.
However, he originally thought that Qin Jue would stubbornly deny it again, but he didn't expect that this time, the other party rubbed against his shoulder with red eyes, and didn't hide a bit: "It will be a little uncomfortable. I will remember it soon." There is only a closed space the size of two floor tiles. I think of my mother pushing me into the water basin when I was angry and making me choke. I think of how hard it was for me to tell my uncle who loves me the most, but he replied that it is normal. , I have to be considerate of my mother, my brother and the others are just playing with me."
He was very calm, but the two old fritters listening next to him were startled, and Shen Ye clenched his phone even more tightly: "... What kind of fucking relatives are these?? 300 years old wine with the original taste of garbage, right?"
Cui Xuezhi pressed Shen Ye's arm, shook his head, as if joking: "Let's talk rubbish, Team Shen."
After all, they are Qin Jue's close blood relatives, and Shen Ye also realized that he had slipped his words: "...I'm sorry Yanshen."
On the contrary, Qin Jue sat there obediently, and didn't hide anything anymore, as if he already knew that he could tell his teammates anything: "Actually... my mother and my brother usually have good tempers, so I never knew when I was young. Is it my fault that it became like that after all?"
As he said that, he paused: "No one gave me a letter, so I just made do with myself. When I was 16 years old, I didn't dare to make any friends... I even thought about committing suicide."
It was the first time he mentioned this, and the three people around him straightened their backs in surprise. Qi Ji was even more frightened and grabbed his wrist, fearing that there might be some cut marks hidden in his tattoo. Fortunately, there was no scar on his wrist. Nothing unusual.
But thinking that he didn't dare to do it because he was afraid of pain, Qi Ji hugged him from behind again, not knowing how to comfort him.
Instead, Shen Ye stretched out his hand and covered the scar on Qin Jue's neck with the palm of his hand, with a joking tone in his mouth, but his voice was very deep: "Our words... the length is 1 meter 84 plus 18 centimeters. I'm only a little over 1 meters tall and 7 centimeters tall, so I'm too miserable, right?"
"You started again? You have 16 centimeters and I swallowed the ruler." Cui Xuezhi bickered with him, while lowering her eyes, she couldn't help asking Qin Jue, "...when will you have the idea of suicide? Will you still have it now? Have it?"
Qin Jue closed his eyes, let Qi Ji rest his head on his shoulder, and let Shen Ye's hand brush over his scar, his voice was so soft that he couldn't hear him: "Just...before I plan to go professional, every day They all want to commit suicide."
This "every day" made Shen Ye's hand stop, and also made Qi Ji tighten his arms around Qin Jue's waist. Cui Xuezhi even moved his throat, and his eyes, which were always calmer than anyone else, turned red first: " Then if you're not talented enough to play games, why don't you fucking jump off the building?"
Qin Jue, however, opened his absent-minded eyes and thought about it. Dissatisfaction was clearly written on the curvature of his lips: "It doesn't matter if you play games or not. I can spray anyone looking for my mother all over the place. It's still fun."
"...Are you really trying to piss me off?" Cui Xuezhi let out a quick breath, remembering that she was worried about Qin Jue's entry into the team, she felt scared, "Anyway, you have to take two days off, Go talk to the team's counselor."
After all, it seems that if Qin Jue hadn't joined this team, it's hard to tell which day he would meet on the headlines of the "Oriental Morning Post" social page. Shen Ye also nodded: "I'll tell Lao Liu."
Qin Jue raised his head abruptly, obviously because he didn't want him to further affect the team's training, but Cui Xuezhi had expected what he was going to say, pulled the drawer and grabbed a pack of cigarettes before getting up and leaving, interrupting his rebuttal: "Don't talk nonsense , you should advance the following rest day."
So after Cui Xuezhi left, Qin Jue asked in a daze, "God Cui...why is he so fierce today?"
——You must know that in his impression, Cui Xuezhi never gets angry.
"Don't you be so stupid?" Shen Ye half-bited an unlit cigarette, leaning against the bed, "You, Cui Shen, were also a bad boy back then. Like a 15-year-old adult, why do you think it is?"
Before Qin Jue could react, Shen Ye continued: "From the very beginning, Cui Shen signed with the team once a year, and it was to guard against me, Lao Liu, and the team. Of course, I think this It is a reasonable self-preservation, and it is also taught him by the life experience he was forced to acquire."
It seemed that Shen Ye was a little disappointed, but soon, he changed the topic again: "It's a pity, who knows that after staying with simple-minded idiots for so long, even our god of war, Xue Xue, will be taken to the pit."
Qin Jue frowned, and then felt that something was wrong: "Who are you talking about?"
Shen Ye laughed so hard that he couldn't see his eyes. The two chatted on the bedside for a while before he clenched his phone tightly. His smile gradually became serious, and he just wanted to tell Qin Jue more.
"Yan Shen, I know, you must think now that you rely on the team, drag your teammates down, and let us work hard to protect you alone-but if you really think this way, you are wrong. In fact, it is you who treat us It is indispensable. Without you, Xiaoqi might still be autistic, and Cui Shen still wouldn’t really recognize himself as a member of the team. I think, I might also be confused about the game—you know, I This kind of light of Chinese e-sports is so great."
Shen Ye seemed to be joking, but he didn't tell Qin Jue and Qi Ji that he had experienced various transfers, disbandments, injuries, discrimination, and even being gambled by the team's management in his professional career - there were countless pains The helpless night was imprinted on his mind, making him at a loss, wondering if this path of e-sports was the right one.
But now, he is finally more than just an ordinary player, he has more power, and the environment has begun to improve, so what he wants to tell young people is that you are needed by the world, no matter how others criticize your industry, Sexual orientation, you will definitely have a better and broader future.
As for all the previous things, they were just foreshadowing.
He said: "Don't worry, if a genius like you can't shine well on the field, then it must be my problem as the captain. So, you must believe me—at least soon, there will be no brains on Weibo hot searches." Anyone who insults them will be sprayed back."
The two young men were in a daze when they heard it, and they couldn't help nodding after a while, so he breathed a sigh of relief and remained silent for a while, then took out a piece of candy from his pocket that he should have taken out just now, and turned on the phone: "Qin Jue, now, captain There's a choice here."
It is rare for Shen Ye to look so solemn, so not only Qin Jue's nerves are tense, but Qi Ji's silent breathing on the back of his neck has also become a little bit heavier - at this moment, Shen Ye also said: "Your brother is there!" ...They just sent me a message and revealed to me that he found a lot of records in his mobile phone, as well as the list and photos of your treatment at a certain 'doctor', and even... including the picture of you being beaten topless. See Go up, if you resist, he may 'revenge' you to death."
Qin Jue's breathing became a little heavier, but Shen Ye opened his palm again, revealing a piece of candy: "I found it from him, and brought a piece back. He said it was for his younger brother. When he was a child, he His father often drank and beat others, and his mother remarried, and he finally had a happy family. His younger brother likes to eat this the most. Every time he has a cold and feels bitter after drinking the granule, he will clamor for his brother to buy it. So other classmates Buy sour plum powder after school, buy ice packs to eat, only him, save the pocket money of [-] cents a day, and buy sugar for my brother."
After speaking, Shen Ye hesitated for a moment: "This candy... none of us have seen it before, maybe it's available in your place."
Qin Jue stared at the snowflake candy from Shen Ye's hand that he hadn't seen for many years and belonged to his hometown, and was finally taken aback, his nasal cavity was sore again.
The light shone on his twinkling eyes, although Shen Ye couldn't bear it, he had to continue: "I—let me put it simply, he thought you were still that child who didn't dare to resist at all, and he could do whatever he wanted, but I don't know how ignorant I really am. In the end of this matter, he may be sentenced to attempted murder, with a maximum of 10 years; he may also be given a lighter sentence, or if he is found to have intentionally hurt others, it will also be lighter. I guess , now he doesn’t have to bully the weak, and he doesn’t dare to do anything in the future—as long as you think about it, these are all reasonable and achievable results. It depends on how you plan to choose.”
It's just that Shen Ye sent a message to tell Qi Ji but didn't tell Qin Jue that no matter which one he chooses, as his brother's retribution for abusing the weaker ones, the other party will suffer enough.
Speaking of this, Qin Jue roughly understood the meaning of "reasonable and achievable", so he looked at the candy in Shen Ye's hand and the phone screen, and his vision couldn't help but become more blurred.
The night outside the window showed a trace of weakness, but it still pulled his muscles and bones, tearing gently without any trace.
When he realized that his heart had already torn a big hole, the sadness suddenly magnified hundreds of millions of times, and began to squeeze into every crack in his bone marrow, causing him to tremble with pain.
If it is really 10 years in prison, the other party is already middle-aged when he comes out, and I am afraid it is impossible to survive normally in society.
But he also couldn't recall the scene of Qi Ji standing in front of him. Although the stabbing wasn't a vital point, he was so scared that he felt chills all over - otherwise, he might not have overcome his psychological barrier so quickly and pointed the knife at him with his backhand. elder brother.
It was as if at the moment Qi Ji was injured because of him, he was like waking up from a big dream, and finally knew that he had to cut off from the past, but now, he suddenly didn't know how to cut off.
The lights were scattered around quietly, Qin Jue's eyes fluttered on the floor in bewilderment, and he still couldn't give an answer, but at this moment, the person behind him suddenly scratched his chin with his left hand, as if teasing him, wanting him to relax .
"Senior," the voice was as clear and clear as ever, and asked him, "Senior, do you think your brother is really planning to murder you with the blade?"
Qin Jue was wrapped in that warmth, his entire shoulders became sore and limp, as if he had lost most of his strength, and collapsed a little more in Qi Ji's arms.
The furry head poked over his shoulder, rubbed his cheek against his ear, and said, "Then let's stick to the facts, how about, senior? He's going to jail, and it's best if you don't see him anymore with us in the future." It's over—and I promise, even if he comes to trouble you again, I will squat beside you and eat snacks, and I will never leave you alone, lest I have another accident, okay?"
In the night, seeing the tears rolling down Qin Jue's face, Shen Ye seemed to know the answer, bent down and gently put the candy in his palm, turned and went out the door.
The only sound left in the room was Qin Jue's sniffling. He didn't dare to hold the candy in his hand, and he couldn't believe the answer he chose: "Is it right to choose candy?"
"He's going to be sent to jail anyway, so of course he's right."
While Qi Ji answered him, he kissed his ear with warm and soft lips to comfort him——after his breathing calmed down, Qi Ji took out a lot of candy from the pocket of his pajamas, and the voice continued to rub against his ears: " But, I mean, take the one in my hand."
Qi Ji's voice was like a breeze blowing on his aching face, with a hint of cool comfort, and a clear spring began to emerge from his chest.
It's just that before he was moved enough, the other party took out the pockets that he didn't know why he could stuff so many snacks, and started endlessly: "Oh... not only sugar, I also have jelly, senbei, custard pancakes, Do seniors want it?"
The colorful wrapping paper shook off one piece, even if Qin Jue insisted on answering "Snacks are only eaten by younger brothers like you", Qi Ji couldn't help but gently put a soft candy into his mouth.
Then, without waiting for the sticky sweetness to spread completely in his mouth, Qi Ji had already turned his face, and with a silent and gentle kiss, slowly enfolded his lips, pressing him obliquely on the on the pillow.
At this moment, the world is quiet, the light draws a lingering silhouette, Qin Jue's wet eyelashes tremble slightly, constantly bearing the love brought by Qi Ji's tender tongue - as if just a soft kiss from the person in front of him is enough to resolve his feelings for him. All the doubts of this world.
When he regained his vision from that kiss, he saw Qi Ji encircling him with his left hand while leaning over to look at him, with a strong protective desire in his deep eyes that he had never seen before.
His heart rate jumped up suddenly, and Qi Ji also asked him: "Senior...is it okay? Before the game starts, for the last time, forget everything."
The two already knew each other, but Qi Ji would still ask him first, which made him tremble, and hurriedly blurted out: "But, your hand... I fucking don't know how to do it myself... Own……"
His eyes were foggy, and a shy emotion burst out of his sore chest, which made his normally dirty tongue knotted—but just when he didn't know how to deal with it, Qi Ji hugged him with one hand. Holding his waist and hugging his body, he said dissatisfiedly: "Senior, do you think I can't do it with one hand?"
Qin Jue staggered forward, and finally leaned forward to bury his blushing face by his neck, and nodded his head.
——As if, he was answering Qi Ji, let me, as you said, just be in your arms at this moment and forget everything.
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