Two-Way Sniper

For Qin Jue, Qi Ji's unconditional trust is the tenderness that touches the heart the most.

If he keeps hiding something, it will be too disappointing for Qi Ji's undivided love for him.

Since this day, he has been blaming himself, guilty and anxious. The only way he can think of is to pick and coax the other party, and wait for the other party to calm down before begging for forgiveness.

But every time Qi Ji "rejected" him, refused to approach him when he slept, ran away from the restaurant, and said after the training game that they could not go back to the past, he felt a sting in his heart, wanted to be sad, and felt that he was not qualified.

Because, all the reasons for his hurtful words should not be reasons.

But now, Qi Ji didn't blame him at all, and even pursed his lips and supported his wrist, as if he was shocked and nervously waiting for him to speak.

As the night grew thicker, Qin Jue was surrounded by Qi Ji's gentle breathing, and gradually realized that when he really decided to bring up the past, he was actually much calmer than he imagined.

So in the scattered lights, he just lowered his gaze, and began to describe his childhood that seemed to never end to Qi Ji as concisely as possible.

——Why is there a scar, why is he pretending to be a straight man, why he doesn’t want to show up, why he is afraid of the dark, why he doesn’t go home, why he chooses e-sports games, Qin Jue told Qi Ji everything in detail, like, this is just a story.

It's just that he kept his head down during the process, trying to resist the soreness in his nasal cavity, so as not to affect his remaining image.

The other party listened quietly, at first he gently rubbed his fingers in a comforting manner, but later, he didn't move at all.

"I feel... my brother probably knows that I'm here. I'm a little afraid that he will find me, so I, I said those things to Brother Liu, thinking that you really ignored me." Qin Jue breathed twitching , but had to notice that the lingering fear in my heart was gradually replaced by the urge to act like a baby to Qi Ji at this moment—as if all of a sudden, those fears that were found and pulled back into the darkness by my brother had already disappeared. He couldn't overcome his little emotion of being "left out" by Qi Ji.

This change shocked Qin Jue himself. He didn't even know whether his red eyes were for the scars from the past or for Qi Ji. Now, the only thing he wanted to think about was how to throw himself into Qi Ji's arms Crying is more domineering.

The hand he is holding by Qi Ji is obviously the most tense and restless organ in his body. At this moment, he even hates his own height which is similar to that of the other person. If he was as thin as Shen Ye, he might have shrunk down to the width of his body. Crying in his arms, but his 1.8-meter-high stature always seemed to make this scene seem unreasonable.

So he comforted himself repeatedly, in order to make his initiative more reasonable, he dared to move out for any reason - it was not the first time he cried, anyway, every time he was sanctioned by Qi Ji's slightly upturned innate shape Crying...so, so it's definitely okay to cry.

But just when he raised his head and was finally ready to expose himself more thoroughly, the person in front of him was beyond his expectation, in a state of pear blossom and rain.

Qin Jue was startled, and saw that the other party's long eyelashes were already wet, and tears were falling one by one like turning on a faucet.In order to control the air, the other party subconsciously bit his lower lip, making that lip reddish. Anyone who saw it would feel fragile and pitiful.

Qin Jue, who was about to cry, was dumbfounded for two seconds, his whole body seemed to be broken, and only one line rolled in his mind: Woman, your tears are pearls, I, Long Aotian, don't allow you to cry!

Damn, is something wrong? ?

"Qi, Qi Ji?" Qin Jue saw that his shoulders were twitching violently, and instinctively raised his hand to wipe away his tears.

But in an instant, the light and shadow in front of him suddenly flickered.Before he could think, his chin slammed on the opponent's shoulder, and a huge force hugged him tightly, as if to strangle him to death.

Qi Ji seemed to have the unique skill of "crying so hard but being able to keep silent", leaving only a hot breath for the surroundings.

Qin Jue couldn't help feeling distressed, and quickly hugged him backhanded.The violent trembling of the shoulders was close to his cheeks, which gradually made his heart feel sour, and his eyes turned red.

"...Why are you crying? Cry for me, like a little girl." Qin Jue patted him on the back, but he buried his face and shook his head resolutely, tightened his arms again, and replied: "I...why didn't I know Senior earlier?"

It seems that all his bad premonitions have been confirmed, the biggest difference is that Mother Qin's "leaving" is not what everyone understands.

At this moment, he is like a big dog that has been lost for a long time and has finally found its owner, so Qin Jue can only ruffle his fluffy hair: "... How do you know each other? The country will send you the South-to-North Water Diversion Project?"

Qi Ji sniffed stubbornly, and didn't ask about the details of the story, just said: "Then, blame Blue Hole, Blame Valve, blame Activision... We have played so many of the same games, but we didn't catch up with them sooner. .”

Qin Jue was about to criticize him for being unreasonable when he was rubbed hard and hugged even tighter.

Suddenly, the immaturity of a boy and the gentleness of a man appeared in Qi Ji's arms at the same time, Qin Jue couldn't help feeling weak all over, and leaned towards Qi Ji involuntarily.

The light was dim and light, and after a while, Qin Jue felt the weight on his shoulders lighten, and a hand touched the wound on his abdomen through the clothes, and then stopped on the left side of his face.

Qi Ji opened his blushing eyes and asked him: "Is it very painful?"

Qin Jue suppressed the instinct to avoid the left side of his face, but lowered his head a little: "...Yes."

However, under a layer of warm light, he didn't know that his single word turned into a rusty thorn, which was scraped alive on Qi Ji's heart, and the blood flowed continuously. He even continued to torture without realizing it. Person: "...you, don't ask, shouldn't you know better than anyone else that I'm afraid of pain?"

Obviously, he was in a hurry, trying to break the overly emotional atmosphere, but Qi Ji felt even more sad, and quickly licked his lips, asking anxiously: "Of course I know that senior is afraid of pain, so...why do you still want to get tattoos?" ?”

All of a sudden, Qin Jue seemed to have been ripped through the last line of defense, and his tone suddenly became aggrieved: "I think this is more domineering, can't I?...I, I spent 200 yuan!"

Like, those reasons why he wants to get tattoos are nothing compared to the precious money savings he had when he was young.

Qi Ji couldn't help having a sore nose, and quickly put him in his arms again: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked."

Qin Jue passively leaned on his shoulder, and at first he insisted on not moving, until Qi Ji's hand kept rubbing his slightly trembling back, then he gritted his teeth and grabbed Qi Ji's clothes, his voice was a little messy: "Your skills are not good enough!" I can't stand... the body hair of this macho man will be bald by your mattress..."

Qi Ji paused for half a second, and obediently patted him on the back instead. This made him unable to find any excuses, and his voice suddenly sank: "Why don't you ask me, why don't you know how to resist?"

Qi Ji paused for two seconds, only touched those ugly scars back and forth, and said: "Ask an abused child why he doesn't resist adults, the question itself is cruel enough."

Qin Jue's nasal cavity was sour, and he finally couldn't help it: "Then, can I cry now, Qi Ji?"

That posture was like Qi Ji disrupting his original rhythm.

Qi Jizheng was stunned for a second, and naturally hugged his body tightly, not intending to give him any time to react: "...Okay, I'll hug you and find Dr. Meng when you pass out from crying."

Before Qin Jue finished saying, "It's better to give artificial respiration yourself," the sound of sobbing surged across the border, drowning his throat, and swept up like a wave, causing him to clutch Qi Ji's clothes in pain.

He didn't know why he was still crying.

The last time he didn't control himself like this seemed to be many years ago when he called his mother, and the other party hung up hastily after asking where he got the number.

***

The weather in April in the south has warmed up quite a bit, and the light from the crescent moon outside the window spreads in like fine quicksand, shining on his face dazzled by tears, and also showing Qi Ji bowing his head and holding back his hand with the back of his hand while enduring the pain in his heart. The sleeves wiped his eyes dry for him.

His hot cheeks were gently covered by cold hands, no longer filled with the pain of being bitten by salt water. At this moment, the two of them are like a big boss who spends money and a waiter who collects money. Qin Jue only cares about enjoying the deceptive service. Qi Ji, on the other hand, comforted him distressedly, and asked him at the right time: Can you breathe?Come on, let me wipe it for you; don't rush to talk, good boy, you will bite your tongue; do you feel dizzy?Let me know if you start to feel dizzy.

Qi Ji's tone was basically the same as asking these words - "Is the boss comfortable, boss, do you think my work is okay, boss, do you want to add more money to continue?" In the end, Qin Jue who was leaning on his shoulder was really very comfortable , has reached the point where he closed his eyes and rubbed his face against his palm, so relieved that he almost forgot that he was still crying.

The night was melting, and gradually it was almost dawn.

It wasn't until Qin Jue cried to his heart's content that Qi Ji wanted to take care of him and rest first: "Sleep first, senior, and we can wait until tomorrow if we have anything to do. As long as I'm here, no one will even think about touching senior's body hair."

"Well, that's called fine hair, don't let me lead you astray." However, after finally lying down, Qin Jue Mingming's eyes were still red, but he was still worried about Qi Ji, "Are you really... not sad and angry at all... ... Flower God? Are you sure you didn't fool me?"

This was originally one of the things Qi Ji wanted to talk about tomorrow. Seeing that Qin Jue brought it up, he leaned over and squeezed Qin Jue's face while pulling the corner of the quilt, and said, "Of course not. But as a lesson, senior In the future, I can't be so duplicity anymore, lest... lest you make yourself sad, and cause my glass heart to explode."

Qin Jue admitted his mistake with a positive attitude, and immediately nodded heroically to accept it. Seeing this, Qi Ji breathed a sigh of relief and hugged him: "Okay, close your eyes."

Although Qin Jue was still a little nervous instinctively, compared to the continuous light sleep a few days ago, he already expected that he would sleep very deeply today.

Later in the bed, the two chatted a lot in a low and hoarse voice, and Qin Jue thought about what had happened in the past few days, and even took the initiative to ask for a wave of instant tests in fear.

"Why am I always worried about myself? Do you have anything to ask, Xiao Qi? This time I will definitely tell the truth."

Qi Ji couldn't help chuckling as he held his hand, and didn't refuse him.

"Then... Senior has had relationships with many women before, is it true?"

——He was really curious about this matter.

Qin Jue replied: "Bad... almost, I only opened the room to prove that I didn't respond, and finally took her to three stages in the mobile game, and the rounding was counted."

"...So, there's only one?"

"...Well, a friend of a friend, tell me that I have a good figure the second time I see you."

"Then, how did senior treat me, when did you think I was good?"

"...I, I am so fucking busy that I forgot long ago."

"Senior just promised that he will not be duplicity in the future, have you not forgotten?"

"You - okay, okay, when we first met, I thought about how to pose for you, okay?"

As they talked, the two gradually became sleepy. Although Qi Ji saw that he was not so afraid of tomorrow's coming, he still leaned closer to protect him and asked the last question.

"Senior, do you feel like you are being arrogant as Miss Weibo is talking about?"

His voice was a little fuzzy, and Qin Jue's eyelids were sore, he was so sleepy that he hardly knew what he was talking about, and he just remembered to tell the truth: "Mmm, I am I am."

As for the later mention of this sentence, Qin Jue refused to admit it to death, that's a later story.