Two-Way Sniper

So I am afraid that no one expected that this high-profile match would end with Shen Ye and Cui Xuezhi's panicked explanations, and Qin Jue's blushing and bowing his head.

The screams spread from inside to outside the arena for a long time. After the game, the jokes and discussions following "Team IS won the championship" became full of enthusiasm: the dead tree is in spring, and the iron tree is blooming. After all, it is the first outlet of the Asian server. The job is too good , or is our high-cold Xiaohua's total G-spot position different from others?

It's really hard to die at the same time, what else to write, I will show you a beer shower and ascend to heaven in place.

Even if one or two people occasionally said that it was too disgusting for Fanhua to fall in love with men, but at this juncture, the replies were basically against them.

After all, in this circle, as long as the grades are good, cheating on fans is not a big deal, and who cares which hole the champion inserts--a confession in disguise is nothing more than a side talk, and there is no cooked food, so for the time being It's nothing.

"Xiao Qi, you can't do this, do you know?"

However, on the way to the hotel for dinner after the game, Shen Ye and Cui Xuezhi took two young players and got into different cars.

Running on the black Porsche in front, Shen Ye was like a parent criticizing his son who made a mistake: "Have you made up your mind? Just say this publicly? What if Qin Jue doesn't like being said like that by you?" , How much trouble do you have to cause him?"

Qi Ji was like a junior who had been beaten with a stick, but he just lowered his head and played with his fingers helplessly, and replied: "The host asked that, so I couldn't help but tell the truth... I really... didn't force senior to be with me. together."

After a while, he looked up at Shen Ye with sincere eyes: "Captain, I promise I will never delay training, I just want to fall in love sometimes."

"Talk—" Shen Ye was at a loss for words, and then remembered that this guy looked aloof, but he was actually only eighteen or nine years old, the most restless age, "Then, then you talk to a girl you like, why are you talking to Qin Jue? ? You were just impulsive that night, are you sure you like men?"

Qi Ji sat up straight very seriously, and said, "I'm not sure if I like men, but I'm sure, senior is the only person who has interested me in so many years."

Shen Ye covered his face, unable to stop a young man's impulsiveness, and unable to tell him how many difficulties he had to face on this road, so he could only politely say: "Then... is it possible that he likes men? Don't forget No, he's the one with two hundred porn sites."

The silence in the air made Shen Ye think that this had effectively persuaded him to quit. Unexpectedly, after a while of meditation, Qi Ji suddenly said: "This is something I have never known how to say..."

"What? Tell me, I'll keep it a secret for you." Shen Ye pretended to be calm, but he had an ominous premonition.

Unfortunately, this premonition really came true, and soon he began to fall into complicated thinking about life in Qi Ji's hesitant description.

It turned out that Qi Ji didn't say a word on the surface, but he was quite concerned about Qin Jue's affairs.

——According to his "information", Qin Jue, who is the number one troll in the Asian server and licks girls in the game every day, actually has too many unreasonable things.

The simplest and most difficult blind spot is that such a high-player, although his quality is extremely low on weekdays, he talks a lot in front of girls, which can make people happy, so if he really behaves like he does If you want to engage in online dating in the game, then there is no reason to keep failing.

To put it bluntly, Qin Jue’s game technology that can almost win the entire server, if you really want to pick up a girl, why do you need to speak up yourself, I am afraid that the kneeling and licking e-sports little soft girl can queue up and send it to him. .

But the fact is that Qin Jue yelled "Is there a girl, is there a girl" all day long in the rankings, but he never really had follow-up contact with any female players he met.

Secondly, after Qin Jue joined the team, he has always liked to play various AVs in the dormitory.

Others are not important, the important thing is that the scream must be loud, and those who don’t know it will think they are performing a stage play. In this way, even if the earphones are not removed, the voice inside can be heard bursts, It was as if he was announcing for Qin Jue: This straight man is ready to charge.

But the problem is that Qi Ji always finds that after watching the film, the other party often turns over and goes to sleep, without any intention of getting up to go to the toilet.

——It stands to reason that the craftsmanship handed down by the ancestors is most suitable for display at this time, but Qin Jue always yawns and stays put.

It was as if, in the past 10 minutes or so, he was watching a documentary about the animal world and listening to a lullaby.

Once or twice is okay, but if there are too many times, it will inevitably make people full of question marks: Is he really interested in this?

There are two hundred movie watching websites, and the movies I watch are probably sprinting TOEFL 30 points in 110 days.

In addition, Qin Jue's private appearance is not as usual to bite people everywhere with his fangs, but instead warms people's beds and sneaks into people's arms. He obviously doesn't blush and heartbeat when watching AV, but always looks at Qi Ji. Redness, eyes dodging, sometimes holding him in nightmares, red eyes dazedly asking him to coax - instinct can't lie, at least, it's not like any straight man of steel will behave .

So maybe...they still have a chance of falling in love.

"Tuigui, are you two progressing to this point?" Shen Ye also suddenly felt that he missed a hundred million, "I thought you were impulsive that day."

Qi Ji pursed his lips, recalling that night, he always felt itchy in his heart, feeling completely dissatisfied: "Well... so the most important thing is that I am sure that senior is also interested in me. Otherwise... If a man comforts another man, will he take the initiative to kiss him?"

——Didn't ask him to open two bottles of [-] Lafite, saying that it's not bad to get drunk and relieve a thousand worries.

"..." Shen Ye tied his tongue and forced a smile, "...Yes! Why not? If a man can have children, the entire e-sports circle will be my seed. Maybe you, Cui Shen, will return it now! I'm in confinement."

His voice was ruthless, but his head sank, and he leaned against the car window in despair: "...Fuck, forget it, let's wait and see what Tsui Xue has to say."

Outside the window was the continuous flow of vehicles in the middle of the night, and on the Maybach that followed the Porsche, Qin Jue posted a short question mark "?" Cui Xuezhi's own answer: Xiao Qi is young, it's normal to be a little impulsive, I don't care about him, I call him for a 3P together when I have time.

However, Cui Xuezhi gradually narrowed her eyes when she heard this, and finally just hooked her hands: "Well... come here."

Although Qin Jue was full of doubts, facing this guy, he still moved his position without hesitation.

But he didn't expect at all that Cui Xuezhi took advantage of his defenselessness, stretched out his hand to unzip his coat, and pressed his chest, scaring him so much that his nerves tensed up.

——This posture is too ambiguous and tough, of course Qin Jue immediately wanted to distance the two of them, and even Qi Ji's face flashed in front of his eyes for half a second, panicking as if he cheated on Qi Ji .

But Cui Xuezhi used brute force to hold him down and refused to let go. After a few seconds, he said: "Brother, your heartbeat is about to explode. Is it because I am pressing you down now, or because...you are still thinking Xiao Qi said that he wanted to pursue your business?"

Those peach-blossom eyes were as clear as spring snow melted, Qin Jue looked as if his bones had been torn apart, and he didn't even have the strength to argue, so he could only speak indiscriminately: "I...I have a fucking heart disease, can't I?"

"Heart disease?" Cui Xuezhi smiled meaningfully, and then let him sit up straight, "Then you should pay more attention to your body, our little Qi is only under 19 years old, and his physical strength is not so good."

It was as if Qin Jue had been slapped hard on his chest twice, his heartbeat became faster and more painful and hotter, but fortunately, Cui Xuezhi didn't seem to notice anything: "It's okay, we all know you are a straight man, if you want to blame, blame Xiao Qi She is so pretty, even if one day you agree to his pursuit and are willing to play with him, it is understandable."

After hearing this, Qin Jue just gritted his lips and replied, that... of course.

***

So in the middle of the night after the game, several players were so worried about each other, and were quickly taken to a magnificent river view hotel.

Such a high-end place, it was impossible to open the door at this time, but Master Ou, who was far away across the ocean, heard the news that the score was not bad, so he put down the paper and called the hotel boss to reserve a table for his team tonight. Otherwise, he would lose his status as the most overbearing president in the e-sports circle.

The entire coaching staff was immersed in the excitement and joy of winning the championship, and they couldn't even care about the team's love affairs. The manager and the head coach just meant that the celebration banquet is not waiting, just today, as for the young people's affairs Son, you can figure it out yourself, as long as it doesn't affect the game, you're still brothers if you don't, if you do, remember to wear a condom.

After all, if they could really be together, they wouldn't be the club's first same-sex couple.

Soon, the car stopped at the hotel gate.Qin Jue grabbed the door handle and was about to jump out to get some air when he felt someone open the car door from the outside.

Two seconds later, he and Qi Ji had a face-to-face meeting, and only then did he realize that Qi Ji, imitating those mature men in their 30s and helping to open the door with style, is the first person to launch a clumsy "pursuit". step.

"...Are you the driver of Didi's special car?" Qin Jue blushed of course, and left him to sneak away, but the other party caught up: "Senior...don't you mind if I say that on stage?"

"Of course I mind very much...!" Qin Jue didn't dare to look at him, "You, how can you tell me to lift my upper head and lower head in front of my sister in the future?"

The temperature was extremely cold, Qi Ji's footsteps lost and slowed down twice, and the voice of apologizing after catching up was also a little disturbed: "...I'm sorry senior, then... I didn't do well, maybe I misunderstood."

Qin Jue's chest was sore and swollen, and he couldn't hold back the painful feeling. He immediately stretched his hand back and unconsciously pulled him forward: "...I'm just kidding, I am a muscular, pure man with a big heart, How could it be possible to care about these things with you?"

Qi Ji was stunned for half a second, then grabbed his arm with his backhand, his mood changed as fast as a child, and now he was happy: "Then... I will continue, senior?"

Qin Jue's heart was bubbling with sweetness like boiling sugar water, and with great difficulty, he suppressed the trembling in his voice, and replied, "Wh, why continue, I don't know what you want to continue!"

The two chattered and chatted, and entered the store first, causing Shen Ye behind him to sigh in a self-defeating manner: It's nice to be young, when I was this old, I was still masturbating to the little dressing game on 4399.

The dim light of the hotel shrouded the dark blue tablecloths and seats, making the atmosphere of the big table by the window as elegant and deep as the ocean, and the fragrance floating around was very faint, but after a group of people sat down, the lively conversation It was very hot, and soon, the chef's carefully prepared dishes were put on the table one after another, which made the gradually spreading wine more intense.

Needless to say, Qin Jue must be the most uncomfortable person in the whole banquet. Qi Ji buried his head in peeling the shrimp and throwing it on his plate, smashing the crab meat and throwing it on his plate. Looking at him, it seems that he has no intention of giving up.

After a few jokes, the topic finally returned to today's game itself.

"Shen Ye, you have really made progress. Are you really not afraid that I will deduct [-]% of your bonus for mental damage?"

The excitement of winning the championship is obviously far from dissipated, and even Liu Ze's critical voice was filled with smiles: "Come here, Polaris of China e-sports, come and sit down and chat—the two fucking rounds I said, Where did you jump in the third round? What about the distribution of supplies? Believe it or not, I'll knock you out of the sky with one shot now?"

"Brother, what you mean is that there are two rounds where you can't take risks to fight the early stage, but I'm sure they are 100% afraid to come, so it's in line with your thinking." Shen Ye smiled apologetically while pouring two glasses of wine, which was very meaningful Said, "As for the distribution of materials, I believe that Qin Jue's newborn calf is not afraid of the explosive power of the tiger - bet on a bicycle to become a Land Rover, this is the essence of our team style, and we will win if we win, and the follow-up...we will also be easy to operate, yes wrong?"

Hearing this, Liu Ze pointed at his nose and smiled, and took two sips of wine with him: "It's over? After we're done, we're only allowed to drink and not eat today."

There were people taking pictures and making noise around, but Qin Jue couldn't help but feel uneasy while eating the shrimp that Qi Ji didn't raise his head, and explained to Liu Ze: "Brother Liu, using WIN94 is my own idea, captain. They're not as smart as me, they didn't think of it, really. Otherwise, we'll discuss it separately later... If you want to deduct the bonus, you have to deduct it from me."

As he spoke, he clenched his fork tightly, but for some reason, there was silence around him for two seconds, and then there were bursts of low laughter, and Cui Xuezhi's voice also seemed to be playing dumb: "Wow, we are so smart when we talk nonsense—" — Did Team Shen and Xiao Qi not expect it? I thought they were afraid that speaking up would cause too much pressure on you?"

Qin Jue was stunned, and before he recovered, the bustle on the wine table gradually overshadowed all his complicated thoughts.After toasting and drinking, everyone raised their wine glasses. In a panic, he had to secretly pour some white water into the glass to prepare for the occasion—but unfortunately, the slightly drunk Shen Ye exposed him in a second: Yanshen's glass What is the temperature of this cup of aged Nongfu Spring?

The people at the table laughed undisguisedly, Qin Jue's neck was stiff, so he could only reply, "I...don't drink."

With him wiping off his eyebrows and showing a ferocious face, these words are undoubtedly a bit inconsistent.

"You don't drink?" Shen Ye was surprised, as if he remembered something, "Do you...don't smoke?"

Indeed, there are not many e-sports teams whose training rooms are not filled with smoke, but it seems that since Qin Jue joined the team, no one has seen him take out a cigarette.

For this reason, Qin Jue looked around at the several lit cigarette butts on the table, and could only bite the bullet and replied: Well, I don't smoke.

If this is said to outsiders, he will generally not admit it.

But obviously, the doubtful atmosphere in the air became stronger, and Liu Ze laughed: "You don't drink or smoke? Then why do you make yourself look like a mafia boss with more than a dozen mistresses?"

The laughter that rang out again made Qin Jue's face flushed, and he could only answer unwillingly: "I, I just think that smoking and drinking affect the survival rate of sowing seeds!"

But at the wine table where a group of old men were in high spirits, he was not allowed to hold mineral water. After confirming that he was not allergic, the voices of pulling him to clink glasses continued, but in the end, it was Qi Ji who stopped him , said: "I'll come."

"Oh~ yo——" Everyone was a little drunk, and now they were more interested, and they all started arguing: Our little Qi has grown up, is it true, are they so good at loving people?The rules of the rivers and lakes double protect the shortcomings, so you can't deny it.

As soon as Qin Jue heard this, before he could be shy, he quickly grabbed Qi Ji's arm, thinking that the good baby in his impression would pour half a cup, but the other party still didn't look at him, just rubbed the back of his neck with his left hand, and raised his right hand There was a trace of confidence hidden in the wine glass: "Okay, double is double. If I don't get down today, no one will touch senior."

The booing around was so loud that the floor-to-ceiling windows would be knocked over, Qin Jue was stunned for a long time, and could only see Qi Ji pouring out glass after glass of wine to inflame his heart even more vigorously.

The lights were dim, and the banquet was still going on, but Qin Jue couldn't take his eyes off the stern face in front of him. For a moment, he suddenly had a premonition that one day he might not be able to get over his youthful impulsiveness and sincerity. Get away from the heat.

****

In the middle of the night, there was light snow in the sky, and the weather was a bit frighteningly cold. Everyone finally returned to the team base in disarray, but Qin Jue found that Qi Ji drank twice as much as others, but was more sober than most of them.

Even, the other party was able to walk back to the dormitory by himself, sat on the head of the bed and raised his neck while chuckling and looking at him: "Senior... I really want to pretend to be drunk and bully you."

Qin Jue's heart beat suddenly quickened by those bewildered eyes, and he quickly turned around while turning on the air conditioner, connecting hot water, and finding him sober medicine, while his lips trembled nonstop: "Bullying me? You don't want to ask, I'll The name in our area—"

After listening for a while, Qi Ji stretched out his hands, with a smile on the corner of his mouth: "Try it, you'll know if you don't."

The smell of alcohol around him was so strong that Qin Jue swallowed, his forehead became dizzy in a few seconds, and he walked over uncontrollably like a ghost - and this "try", of course, was Qi Ji who hugged him, Holding him in his arms, he successfully "bullied" him and forbade him to move, and said: "...I'm so hungry, senior."

Qin Jue leaned on his shoulder, not daring to move, only knowing that he was referring to the punishment given by the team today.

Although the game was won, rewards and punishments were clearly defined in the team. According to what the head coach said earlier, except for Cui Xuezhi, who did not commit a crime, the remaining three were not allowed to eat as a punishment—but Qin Jue was ashamed at the wine table. In a panic, they stuffed a lot of vegetables and meat indiscriminately, but Qi Ji and Shen Ye really only cared about drinking, so they only ate two mouthfuls of appetizers.

So Qin Jue choked for breath, and planned to get up to find him something to eat, but the light and shadow in front of him suddenly reversed, and a soft voice quickly fell, like sparks falling on Qin Jue's ear.

"I'll take a bite."

All of a sudden, the scorching alcohol smell rushed towards Qin Jue's face, completely taking Qin Jue's breath away.Only then did he realize that he was being pressed against the pillow, but he didn't even have time to think, so he was pressed firmly by the warm lips in a daze.

At that moment, Qin Jue's slightly widened eyes were suffocated by the strong smell of alcohol, so he had to close them tightly.He almost didn't realize that it was a kiss, but he could only instinctively grab the sheet under him tightly, allowing the other party's lips and tongue to attack him very possessively, and emptied his whole heart.

"Well……"

That immature kissing technique wasn't very good at all, but all the scorching twists and turns made Qin Jue gradually lost, even wrapped his arms around the other's neck unconsciously, and couldn't help but began to respond quietly with a low moan in his throat stand up.

"Um... um..."

The light and the smell of alcohol became hot, gradually covering the entire bedroom, and the cloth under Qin Jue's body gradually crumpled into a ball, completely losing its shape.

Surrounded by suffocating restlessness and uneasiness, the kiss lasted for dozens of seconds, and finally came to fruition with the silver thread drawn from the corners of the two lips.

The night was wrapped in layers, so thick that it seemed impossible to wake up.But the moment the kiss was over, Qin Jue still came back to his senses, quickly stood up scrambling, and began to breathe heavily.

Then, before he had time to swear, in order to hide his panic, he picked up the warm water at the head of the bed and poured himself half a glass.

He even brushed his hair smartly, and lowered his head to stare at Qi Ji, but when he met those black jade-like eyes, he was still stabbed by the concentration in those quiet smiling eyes. Although he didn't feel pain, he felt tense. With itching, he couldn't help but move his shoulders back, so he had to decide to fight again in the future: "...Forget it, let me go and get you some serious hot food."

Heh, after all, it is not too late for a gentleman to take revenge for ten years, so why should he care about winning or losing at this moment?

Big deal...he just has to wait ten years.

As a result, all the hustle and bustle seemed to have stopped. Before Qin Jue had time to go to Weibo to show off tonight's champion, he began to think about where he could get something to eat for Qi Ji who closed his eyes slightly—the whole team was full of security guards and As for the camera, it seems that it is more reliable to buy it by yourself and stuff it in your clothes and bring it back quietly.

So in a short while Qin Jue was wrapped up three layers inside and three layers outside, ready to go out, but at this moment there was a knock on the door first, which made him sort out his murderer's expression at the speed of life and death, and opened the door.

Standing outside is Cui Xuezhi.

"Cui..." Qin Jue didn't complete his call, and immediately paused, "...what's the matter?"

And if Qi Ji, who is slightly drunk, is the second in the team, then Cui Xuezhi in front of him is definitely the first.

He even smelled of alcohol, not drunk, and shook the plastic bag in his hand: "I bought it on the side of the road just now, you two, eat it, the game consumes energy, young people, and I'm not hungry--Shen Ye's I will eat it." If you don’t buy it, you won’t die if you drink it.”

The corridor lights were shining brightly, and in an instant, Qin Jue's fan turned black and his identity was almost defeated on the spot, but his mouth moved first: "I, I don't need you to invite me to dinner..."

It was supposed to be a very fierce sentence, but it seemed weak.After the other party listened, he smacked his lips, opened the phone and poked it leisurely, then turned over the screen: "Did I say I would treat you to dinner?"

Qin Jue looked up from the glaring backlight of the phone, and found that there was a QR code on the screen.

Before he came back to his senses, the other party continued to say, "What are you doing in a daze? Scan the QR code to pay."

秦玦感觉被人一拳揍了个清醒，只好恨恨地摸出手机点击扫码——出来的数字，是“666”，这让他又是一愣，半天才在崔雪致的坏笑声里, I was so angry that I confirmed the payment.

"Thank you boss~ The boss is so generous." Then, Cui Xuezhi stuffed the two boxes of fried rice with eggs into his arms and planned to leave, but at the second when the alcohol smell around him was about to leave, Qin Jue couldn't help but gritted his teeth and called out Stopped him: "God Cui——"

This title caused the other party to turn around in surprise, and smiled lightly: "...what?"

Qin Jue held the hot fried rice box tightly with his hot palms, his throat trembled: "It's nothing, just... After joining this team, thank you very much."

The other party was surprised for a second, but soon laughed out loud: "They are all brothers from the same team, why are you talking about this?"

Qin Jue nodded in embarrassment, and was about to turn back to the dormitory when the other party was standing not far away, and suddenly said, "Qin Jue, do you still feel... sorry for your former teammates?"

Qin Jue stopped in his tracks, took a long breath, and couldn't answer for a long while.

Cui Xuezhi looked at him quietly for a few seconds, then walked over and leaned against the railing: "Our team is really good. I will give you money, take care of you, and even send the team grass to your bed—you are Don't you think that enjoying the blessings here alone is ashamed of them?"

Qin Jue met those gazes, and suddenly there was a rush of heat in his nostrils, reminding him of the stadium under the spotlight, the sumptuous wine table, the bonus amount mentioned by the manager, the gentle care of the two seniors, and the kiss that just passed .

Fame, money, the joy of being liked, everything is missing at once. He seems to be on a rocket and rushes forward, but his former teammates are scattered all over the world, and he doesn't know what kind of life he is still living.

"You're young, that's it." But Cui Xuezhi smiled, his voice was a bit cruel, "Do you really think...your former teammates are chasing dreams, not escaping from reality?"

Qin Jue was in a daze, and blurted out: "Of course..."

"Heh." Cui Xuezhi spread her hands, and her eyes became stern, "People you can't even manage—what the hell are you doing? It's time to go home long ago. E-sports can only be achieved through hard work?"

Just as Qin Jue was about to open his mouth, Cui Xuezhi interrupted him: "Do you want to question me, why do you say that? Then let me tell you, with the dozens of championships I have won, I can say that - and...you should be more confident in your heart." I know better what level they are."

But under the white light, seeing Qin Jue's complexion is not good, Cui Xuezhi still licked his lower lip, and his tone softened again: "...don't be like this, young man. If they really want to continue chasing their dreams, they will always find a way to go to other boys Trial training for the team. People will have setbacks and disappointments throughout their lives, and the only one who can be responsible for their own life is themselves—even if there is something wrong in that matter, it is the fault of the Awakening team, not your fault. Because of your performance , they will pay the price soon, understand?"

Qin Juechu listened quietly on the spot, seemingly lost in deep thought.

Cui Xuezhi waited for him for a while before continuing: "Ah... I just said a few words of bb casually, you just pretend you didn't hear it. The boss is considering buying a league seat for a new game. A few hundred million—you play hard, let the team and Langhua TV earn more money, this new branch may be opened soon. If your three teammates have a clear understanding of the reality and have some skills to do behind-the-scenes work, they can I recommend it to the team. No matter how bad it is... maybe you can come over and be a driver."

Qin Jue froze at the door, not knowing whether he was surprised by the words themselves, or simply surprised that "a few hundred million is not much". He wanted to thank Cui Xuezhi for saying this to him, but the other party interrupted him again, saying : "However, things are not that easy in the world, the young master must have conditions."

Qin Jue was stunned for a moment, and asked, "...what condition?"

If it's asking him to get less salary or something, he can totally accept it.

But he didn't expect that Cui Xuezhi's next answer would be: "Of course I'm taking him to eat chicken."

"...Ah?" Qin Jue couldn't respond, but Cui Xuezhi patted him on the shoulder earnestly, then turned and left after speaking: "Ou Yue, 24 years old, a graduate student, the boss of our team, his dream is to be a TV Contestants, SC2 and man-machine back and forth, DOTA2, LOL killed more than 10 times in one game, CSGO died immediately after going out, COD4 map can’t understand, and the chicken rank is 800 points—in short, you... Come on.”

"???"

Therefore, after that, Qin Jue stayed in the question mark for at least a few tens of seconds before recovering from the cooling temperature of the egg fried rice in his hand, and hurried into the room, with a little bit of joy and excitement in his heart, patted and covered his face The abdominal muscles have been called Qi Ji who is hungry.

The other party smelled the aroma and sat up, took a few mouthfuls before noticing his expression: "...Senior, why are you so happy?"

Qin Jue shook his head. Anyway, he was in a good mood. After washing, he pulled Qi Ji into the blanket and said, "Go to bed, don't drink so much next time."

"...Well." Qi Ji was also tired, and pulled him over with his arms around his neck, "Thank you senior... for allowing me to sleep here."

But in the dim light of the mobile phone, Qi Ji, who was gradually falling asleep, didn't know that his words would make Qin Jue sink down quickly and suddenly, and gradually become a little bit absent-minded.

The smell of alcohol around him faded a bit, Qin Jue gently supported Qi Ji's waist, the warm breath enveloping his ears made him lower his eyes, he could only force himself to think, at least for now, everything is fine, When I wake up tomorrow, it will definitely be better.

The night that belonged to Qin Jue became quiet, but there were two identical moons hanging in the sky, so Qin Jue knew that he was in a dream.

He wasn't surprised, but just numbly and habitually glanced at his open palm—as expected, the knuckles were short and fleshy, it seemed that they were those repeated old dreams.

In the first scene of the dream, he and his childhood partner are rolling a hoop.

In the familiar teacher’s compound, the leaves are pink, and five or six boys are chattering, “Cissy, who transferred from school last week, has really big eyes and beautiful braids, and I will marry her and have children in the future.”

They had been happy for that juicy little girl for several days, until they realized that Qin Jue hadn't spoken, they asked: Qin Jue, aren't you coming with us?

Little Qin Jue pouted and refused: No, I will have a baby with Xiao An in the future.

This little Ann is the fastest running little boy in the whole kindergarten.This caused the children around to laugh: You are both boys, who will have the baby?

Qin Jue thought for a while, and her tender voice seemed natural: I gave birth, or he gave birth, it doesn't matter.

At that time, Qin Jue seems to still remember the sweetness of the candy in his mouth from Xiao An in his hand.

In the next scene, he was sitting on the floor of the elementary school martial arts class, tears were about to fall again.

Because what he really wanted to learn was not martial arts, but painting—he wanted to be an art teacher like his father in the future, but his mother didn't know why he didn't allow it, and said that a real man should learn this.

Although as far as he knew, Van Da Vinci was a man, he could only sneak a look at the art class downstairs every day, and gradually got to know the boy who stayed at the end.

In the next scene, my mother didn't know why, she was always so busy, and the one who came to pick him up from school became a half-brother who was a few years older than him.

He has always been very manly in front of outsiders, but when facing his closest brother, he can't help but throw himself into his arms, full of grievances and express his reluctance, while the other party rubs his little face and says, brother secretly took Why don't you go buy candy figurines?

Every time he burst into laughter, he nodded quickly as if he had succeeded. Once, he raised his arm happily and showed his brother a pattern on his left wrist that was blurred by sweat: "Look, brother, this is downstairs." A watch given to me by Brother Fei Ran from the art class."

The half-grown boy next to him was amused by him, and pinched his limp cheek again.So, he took the young man's hand and walked while continuing to show off: "Brother Feiran is very good at drawing, even today I went to him, and he didn't have time to talk to me, so of course I got angry... Then , he drew this watch and gave it to me, and told me not to be unhappy."

Seeing Qin Jue clenched his fleshy little fist full of pride, the young man laughed along with him, "Oh, Fei Ran is one year older than Xiao Jue, why is he always being bullied by our Xiao Jue?"

"I didn't bully him." Qin Jue jumped in three steps like a little rabbit, "He even kissed my watch."

At this time, the young man's footsteps stopped, and his smile suddenly became forced: "Xiao Jue, how can I let him kiss you casually?...Tomorrow, brother will beat him up for you, okay?"

"Ah? Why?" Qin Jue turned his head, his innocent eyes were full of puzzlement, "I really like brother Feiran kissing me...so before I left, I kissed him too—we are both very happy .”

In the blink of an eye, the impenetrable black cloud seemed to press down, and Qin Jue also forgot how his brother pushed him to the ground, how he got up in fear and chased him for a long time, and finally he was in Xia Ri. In the heavy snow all over the sky, I can no longer move forward.

Later, the hysterical quarrel between the man and the woman, the red eyes of the boy standing by the wall, and the strange uncle who appeared from nowhere, all became chaotic fragments in Qin Jue's dream. To this day, Qin Jue remembers it most clearly Yes, it was the broken cry from the mother's throat: Qin Xiaofeng, you don't like women, you married me just to give birth to a son for your Qin family, right? !

Like most teachers in the world, my father had a refined voice, but with a touch of indifference: Otherwise, why do you think I should marry a divorced woman with a child?

The two vases at the door were smashed to pieces. Qin Jue only remembered his father that day. He did not have the usual gentleness and integrity. Instead, he looked hideous. The mother who fought back turned around and left after being beaten half to death.

At that time, my brother knelt on the ground and cried hoarsely, while Qin Jue stood there blankly, only to find that when his brother turned his head to look at him again, his eyes were already blood red.

This strange blood red covered Qin Jue's entire field of vision, and instantly turned into darkness. The countless processes of "treatment" brought by his mother flashed in his dreams, and it also reminded him of his brother leading other little boys to approach him. What he said at the time: Xiao Jue, didn’t you want to give birth to boys since you were young? Do you know that the teacher said in class today that without a thing called a uterus, children cannot be born.

The little Qin Jue was powerless to resist, only knew that he was afraid, his whole face was stained with crying, but the other party continued to point a hot stick at his abdomen, and smiled innocently: What are you crying for?Let my brother help you see if you have a uterus here, okay?

The red light exploded in his mind in an instant, Qin Jue opened his eyes suddenly, only to feel the pain like a tearing heart, the sweat chilled his back, and made him gasp for breath, as if he was about to suffocate.

In front of him was an extremely weak mobile phone backlight, Qi Jiwen