Girlfriend Handbook

Su Qiuyin was wrapped in a down jacket and walked on the street, surrounded by reinforced concrete buildings, the weather was getting colder and colder.

When she came out of the hotel where Lu Ming was staying, she just kept her head down and walked until there were almost no one around, then she gradually slowed down.She didn't intend to kill Lu Ming at first, and she herself fell asleep with her when Mr. Feng died. It wasn't until Jiang Wanqing woke her up from the darkness that she realized that there was still a ray of sunshine shining in this world. she.

Whether Lu Ming approached Feng Xian on purpose or not, it didn't seem that important at the moment.Fengxian is already dead, maybe he has hatred for him, or maybe he doesn't, based on his understanding of Fengxian, Fengxian knows it, and Fengxian can choose to wake up, but she didn't, just like a raging fire, She plunged in like a moth without hesitation.

Whether she hates it or not, she has never regretted it.But Lu Ming regretted it.

Su Qiuyin stopped in his tracks. He regretted the moment Lu Ming let him go until he learned the news of Mr. Feng's death with a look of despair.But what is the use of regret? The most indispensable thing in this world is regret.

The winter night is cold and looks even more unfathomable. The soft yellow lights can barely bring a little warmth to this weather.Su Qiuyin looked around, but there was no one there, the gray viaduct was standing there alone, where should she go?

Jiang Wanqing has been sitting in the Qiuye Bar since it opened in the afternoon. The last time I came here, I was in a hurry and didn't notice that it was a gay bar. Only now did I realize that there are people coming and going in pairs. Same sex, and many girls came to strike up a conversation with her.

"Hehehe, yes." Jiang Wanqing held the wine glass in her hand and moved it to the right secretly.

"I knew it right away, don't be afraid, it doesn't matter if you haven't been here before." The girl suddenly leaned into her ear, and Jiang Wanqing was so scared that she almost threw the wine glass, "It's fun for girls to play with girls."

Jiang Wanqing stood up in shock, forced a smile and said, "I'll just come and wait for someone. I guess my friend is coming, I'll go out and have a look."

After finishing speaking, she put down the wine glass, and walked out the door stiffly, feeling that the person was still staring at her. When she reached the door, Jiang Wanqing secretly looked back, and the girl was picking up the wine glass she had used, drinking Seeing the remaining blue liquid, she seemed to sense Jiang Wanqing's gaze, and smiled at her. Jiang Wanqing suddenly felt goosebumps all over her body, and hurried out the door.

As soon as the door was opened, Jiang Wanqing shrank her neck from the cold air.She heard from Ye Pei that Su Qiuyin had been released by the Public Security Bureau and would definitely come back.But when?Back to where?I don't know anything.

Jiang Wanqing breathed lightly in her hand, originally she wanted to wait in the dormitory, but after thinking about it, she always felt that Su Qiuyin might not come back, even though her things were still there.This feeling was like a hole, which got bigger and bigger until it filled her whole body, and she couldn't bear it anymore, so she came here.

Jiang Wanqing felt that Su Qiuyin didn't need to look for her, but she should give Ye Pei an explanation.With Ye Pei in the past few days, and the incidents that happened, she already guessed that Su Qiuyin is not an ordinary student, and Ye Pei is probably not her brother, but more like a person in charge.

She was also embarrassed to go upstairs again, since the last time Ye Pei said that she was in love with Su Qiuyin, she was a little afraid to see Ye Pei.Jiang Wanqing thought about it several times in her heart, love, how does she feel about Su Qiuyin?

All she knew was that she was in a state of disarray at the moment, and all she wanted was to see Su Qiuyin appearing in front of her safe and sound, and she missed her more than ever.If she's gone, if she's gone...

Jiang Wanqing felt a pain in her heart and stomped her feet violently, trying to dispel the coldness on her body and the unhappiness in her heart.Don't think about it, don't think about it, Jiang Wanqing rubbed her cold face, turned on her phone and saw that it would be 0 o'clock soon, so she had been here for so long.

Not wanting to go back, she tried to call Su Qiuyin again.

The person you dialed has switched off...

Still can't get through.

Jiang Wanqing sat on the stairs with her legs crossed, and buried her face in her knees. This posture somehow made her want to cry.From Su Qiuyin's accident to today, she has never cried, her heart is full of anxiety and suffering, but now, with such a posture that can make her feel a little bit lonely, she feels that tears are about to fall.

Cry, no one will see anyway.I saw it, but I didn't know myself.

"Why are you here?"

Jiang Wanqing raised her head suddenly, the tears in her eyes had just finished brewing when a familiar voice blasted her up like thunder.

Su Qiuyin stood at the bottom of the stairs, looking up at her, his eyes were complicated and incomprehensible.Jiang Wanqing hadn't had any thought in her mind before, her body rushed forward one step at a time, causing Su Qiuyin to take a step back.

Feeling the warmth in her arms, Jiang Wanqing's nerves reacted belatedly.It's Su Qiuyin.

"I thought you weren't coming back." With tears in her mouth, Jiang Wanqing didn't think about what she said.Before Su Qiuyin came back, she kept thinking about what she would say if she saw Su Qiuyin again.Is this what I've always thought of?

He didn't wait for Su Qiuyin's answer, but Su Qiuyin hugged himself more and more with strength, and hugged himself closer and closer, as if he wanted to rub into her body.

It wasn't until Jiang Wanqing felt that she was going to be out of breath that Su Qiuyin's strength relaxed.Su Qiuyin buried his face in her neck and said, "Qing'er, I miss you so much."

The two bodies were tightly pressed together, Jiang Wanqing felt her heart beating surprisingly loudly, as if she was stimulated by this sentence and wanted to jump out of her chest, she was even afraid that Su Qiuyin would hear her heartbeat .

Su Qiuyin let her go slowly, and it was only when Jiang Wanqing noticed that there seemed to be a misty layer in her eyes, which made people feel a little sad.Jiang Wanqing has seen her cold and arrogant, beautiful, cute, annoyed, and scared, but she has never seen her sad. This hazy sadness, like today's night, thickly melts not open.

A white spot landed on the tip of Su Qiuyin's nose, Jiang Wanqing thought, it's snowing today.

Su Qiuyin looked at Jiang Wanqing earnestly, trying to describe everything about her in her mind and imprint it deeply in her mind. She said, "I like you very, very much. It's not a friend's liking, it's I never want to lose the kind of liking that is always by your side. I... love you."

This sentence seemed to be difficult to say, Jiang Wanqing's calm and clear eyes dazzled her eyes like a beam of strong light, she lowered her eyes slightly: "I'm sorry to say this to you so abruptly, I just can't bear it anymore. If you feel sick, I can go right away..."

Before she could finish speaking, a pair of soft lips came up. The person on the opposite side didn't seem to know how to kiss, but just gently sucked her lips, as if yearning for the warmth in the cold winter.

Jiang Wanqing didn't hear what Su Qiuyin was saying, she just stared at the white snowflake, saw the mouth from the tip of the nose, the bright red lips opened and closed, as if to seduce someone to kiss it, so she did so up.

Seconds to 0 o'clock, snowflakes fell down, Su Qiuyin deepened the kiss in the snow, and did not let go until the two were out of breath.

The two looked at each other, and Jiang Wanqing said, "It's snowing."

"En." Su Qiuyin looked up.

The snowflakes in the air appear crystal clear under the light, as if all the best things in the world have been condensed, which makes people feel happy.

"I like you." Jiang Wanqing said.

"Ok?"

"I like you—" Jiang Wanqing clasped her hands around her mouth, like a loudspeaker, and shouted loudly to the sky: "Su—Qiu—yin—, I——like—like—you -"

After Jiang Wanqing finished speaking, she began to laugh, laughing so hard that she couldn't straighten her waist. Seeing her like this, Su Qiuyin couldn't help laughing along with her. The two of them sat on the ground laughing like fools.

Su Qiuyin stood up, walked over and pulled Jiang Wanqing up, patted the snowflakes on her body, and said, "It's freezing, go inside first."

Su Qiuyin dragged Jiang Wanqing up to the second floor and into her room.Jiang Wanqing looked around, the room was very small, there was only room for a bed, and the toilet door was one meter away from the bed.The quilt on the bed was folded neatly, and the room was tidy and clean, as if it had been tidied up.Jiang Wanqing walked over and sat gently beside the bed.

Su Qiuyin squatted on the ground, rummaged through her luggage, found a set of pajamas and handed it to Jiang Wanqing.

"You wear this later, I wore it, don't you mind?"

Jiang Wanqing shook her head.

Su Qiuyin smiled, like a child who tasted candy: "When I'm not living in the dormitory, I'm here."

She came out with another set of clothes: "I'll take a shower first."

Su Qiuyin went into the bathroom, Jiang Wanqing picked up the clothes in her hand and sniffed, there was no fragrance, just a very ordinary smell, but it gave off a clean feeling.Pressing her face against the soft fabric, Jiang Wanqing always felt that there was Su Qiuyin's breath on it, her heart seemed to open a small mouth, and honey flowed out quietly, which made her giggle again for no reason.

She rubbed her face desperately, if Su Qiuyin saw her like this, she might laugh at her to death.After changing clothes and getting under the covers, Jiang Wanqing belatedly realized that it was so cold outside just now.Well, it's really warm in bed.

Su Qiuyin came out of the shower, and dried her hair with a hair dryer. Her short hair was blown like a chicken coop, so she ignored it and went to bed and crawled towards Jiang Wanqing.Jiang Wanqing slept on the inside, seeing Su Qiuyin like a puppy, couldn't help but stroke her messy hair.

Su Qiuyin grabbed her wrist and kissed her, but he didn't let go, but lay down beside her and looked at her, as if he had something to say.Jiang Wanqing looked into her eyes quietly.

Su Qiuyin said, "I want to tell you what I do."

Jiang Wanqing looked at her with round eyes and did not speak.

"I'm a killer." Su Qiuyin made a ferocious expression: "Are you afraid?"

Jiang Wanqing laughed: "I'm not afraid."

"why?"

"Because you wouldn't kill me. And you didn't."

Su Qiuyin smiled, rolled over into bed, and squeezed to her side: "I did. It's just that I didn't kill Li Shi."

Su Qiuyin stared at the ceiling directly above and said, "I was an orphan and grew up among beggars. Later, I was picked up by myself."

Su Qiuyin looked sideways at her: "Do you know how you picked it up?"

Jiang Wanqing gently held her hand.

Su Qiuyin grinned silently: "I was raped by someone. He was watching on a floor, smoking, and the little red dot was on in that pile of old floors. I just stared at that little red dot. Looking at the red dot, I didn't think about anything, I didn't call for help, and no one would come to save me. I was 10 years old at that time."

Su Qiuyin felt a pain in the palm of his hand, it was Jiang Wanqing who accidentally pulled too hard on his palm with his fingertips.

"Later he came over and asked me if I wanted to go with him. He could teach me how to kill people and how to protect myself."

"I thought I had nowhere to go anyway, so I agreed."

"And he killed that man in front of me. That man was the leader of our beggar team. When he died, I had no one to follow, so I had no food to eat."

Su Qiuyin's tone was relaxed and casual, but when it landed in Jiang Wanqing's ears, it hurt so much that she wished she had to hold on to something tightly to let the pain pass.She couldn't imagine how Su Qiuyin spent that period, but it must not be as easy as she mentioned it now.

"Ye Pei and I entered in the same batch. First we received unified training, and then we took the assessment. The two of us worked together very happily. Later, we were assigned to different directions, which is rare."

"It's nothing after that. Every day is training, studying, eating, and sleeping. When I was 15 years old, I arranged for a master." Su Qiuyin paused, and now thinking of Fengxian, he always felt that he was such a distant figure. There is no longer the ignorant throbbing of the past, and it is no longer the untouchable thorn in my heart.

Su Qiuyin turned to look at Jiang Wanqing, leaned over and kissed her.Jiang Wanqing was a little puzzled: "Well, what then?"

"Then I followed her for three years, and she committed suicide. My mission this time is related to her." Su Qiuyin rubbed her forehead.

Jiang Wanqing touched her back, kissed her, and said in a low voice, "Actually, it's okay if you don't talk about it. If the wound has scabbed over, you don't have to open it up for others to see. No matter who you are, I will Everyone likes you."

Su Qiuyin looked at her fixedly: "How much do you like it?"

Jiang Wanqing made a big gesture: "I like it so much."

Su Qiuyin smiled and said, "I just want to be honest with you, I don't want to lie to you."

"Well, I know." Jiang Wanqing said.

Su Qiuyin said, "Now it's your turn."

"What's my turn?"

"It's your turn to say who you are."

Jiang Wanqing thought for a while: "Me, I'm just bored. I just read and read. I've been studying for six years in elementary school, three years in junior high school, three years in high school, and four years in college. I don't have any stories."

"I've never even been in love." Jiang Wanqing made a swear gesture.

"I even thought that girls can only be with boys, although I don't like those boys at all."

"Until I met you." Jiang Wanqing said with emotion, "I didn't realize that there are such beautiful people in the world until I met you."

"It's the first time someone describes me as beautiful." Su Qiuyin smiled softly.

"Really, then you have to remember that this person is me." Jiang Wanqing joked.

"I want to listen."

"Listen to what?"

"Listen to your boring days of reading and studying, I haven't been to high school yet." Su Qiuyin said.

"Hmm... Then where do I say it?" Jiang Wanqing began to think back.

"Just tell me what your classmates are like, what your teacher is like, what activities you usually have, and what you do. Also, there must be someone chasing you, so hurry up and recruit!"

"Okay, okay, speaking of it, I have a very funny classmate in junior high..."

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