camouflage

Ji Xi held his hand, not daring to use force, and looked at him quietly.

My mind is still confused, I can't figure it out, he actually jumped off the building!

"Are you so sad?" Ji Xi touched his face and murmured, letting tears fall, "Why don't you miss me? You still have me, why? Why?"

"If you can't hold on, I'm still here. Why are you so decisive? Do you know how much I want to beat you? I'm afraid, do you know?"

"Why are you so impulsive? Have you ever thought about my feelings? Bastard!"

He didn't respond, Ji Xi touched his face, "I'll take you away, okay?"

Still no response.

Qi Xin and Meng Ke were called back to class, and Meng Ke called to report the situation of the school near three o'clock in the afternoon.

The matter of Shu Xia caused a lot of trouble, and the school wanted to solve it privately and suppress the matter, declaring to the public that he was under a lot of pressure from studying, his family was in a difficult situation, he was overwhelmed, and his psychological burden was heavy.

Although the students were stopped in time, they spread the word, and a lot of people knew about it.

Everyone is rumoring that the gossip Xueba has gone crazy and has become obsessed. Xueba’s family conditions are difficult, and he usually pretends. Is Xueba mentally twisted and sick? Is he jealous of Ji Xi occupying his No.1? It's not what the teacher did... There are too many rumors and speculations.

Ji Xi listened quietly to Meng Ke's words, glanced at Shu Xia on the hospital bed, and asked, "What about Shu Xia's follow-up problem? How to solve it?"

"I'm not sure, but it's really scary. You don't know that his affairs are being discussed in every corner, and everything is said. It's probably too much for him to come back to class." Meng Ke said in a muffled voice.

"Okay, hang up." Ji Xi hung up the phone, watching the person on the bed go silent.

Mei Ting was sitting on the companion bed opposite, the extra companion bed next door, Ji Xi kept her away like a child.

"What did you tell him?" He asked suddenly, looking at the woman opposite him indifferently.

"I just asked him to break up, I didn't expect him to be so impulsive..." Mei Ting cried softly, choked up and repeated, "I just asked him to break up, I just asked him to break up..."

Ji Xi raised his head and held Shu Xia's hand tightly, not letting tears flow down. He knew Shu Xia's temper, and he asked tentatively, "Did you... tell us about our relationship?"

"Can't you say it? If it weren't for you, he would still be a well-behaved and filial child. He studied hard and we depended on each other. It's all you, all you. Why did you teach him badly?" She questioned, as if she had found a vent, Blame all blame on him.

Ji Xi chuckled, turned his head to wipe away his tears, wishing he could be pulled up and beaten up, he is not that fragile, he doesn't care about any gossip, so what if Shen Shi knows?So what if the whole school knows, why deny everything in this way?

Even if it is to protect him, why can't it be good for him?He was obviously on the opposite side, as long as he shouted, he could hear him, and he could come out immediately.

Why do this?

Would rather die than call him?

"I've already looked for you. It's you who didn't break up and dragged him down. That's why he was so extreme. He actually threatened me, he actually threatened me..." She whispered in a bewildered manner, with tears and snot all over her face.

Ji Xi buried her head and leaned against Shu Xia's hand in agitation, not wanting to hear her cries and thoughts, and only looked up at her after a while.

"Shu Xia is not your gift, not your life-saving straw. He has his own thoughts and preferences. He has taken care of you for so many years, isn't it enough?" He held back his anger, his tone was cold, "He just talked There is nothing wrong with falling in love, why do you force him?"

There are ten thousand grass and mud horses in his heart, and he can't wait to fight to vent his irritability, fear, and worry, so he wiped away his tears.

"Call every day, do you know how annoying he is when he sees your phone? When you call, all his good mood is gone. He has only been hiding for a few days, and you can't wait to find the school. Don't fight It means that he thinks that he can decide everything about him when he is still underage!"

"I'm his mother, can I still hurt him?" She shouted excitedly, trembling uncontrollably.

"You also know that you are a fucking mother, so why don't you feel sorry for him? No matter how strong he is, he doesn't have more hearts and lives than others. He is not for you to use a knife!" Ji Xi couldn't help growling, " You have been tossing and tossing, you are comfortable, but have you ever thought about him? He was only twelve or thirteen years old when he was running around for money, for learning, for you, and now, when you are sick, you go to see him. , why are you dragging him?"

He lowered his head, clenched Shu Xia's fingers, calmed down his excitement, he shouldn't have spoken like this, but he couldn't control it, what did Shu Xia do wrong?What did he do wrong again?

It's all fucking crazy!

"If it weren't for you, I wouldn't call every day. He doesn't know what he's doing. He likes boys? Is it disgusting?" Mei Ting shouted excitedly, "What will happen to his life? You want to let him Do others make irresponsible remarks? Point at his nose and call him a psychopath?"

"So you forced him? Is he so inferior to the other people you talk about, not as good as other people's gossip?" Ji Xi raised his head and said coldly.

Mei Ting whispered: "How do I know he is so impulsive? I just want him to break up, I don't know... I don't know..."

"You don't know? If you don't know something, you will have to risk his life!" Ji Xi was so angry that he wanted to tear her hypocrisy apart. He squeezed Shu Xia's hand and tried to calm down, pleading in a low voice, "He has died two times already. This time, let him go."

If it wasn't for him the first time, he would have died on the highway, but the second time, he actually jumped off the building!

Ji Xi wiped away the tears from his face, he didn't want to communicate with her anymore, he was afraid that in the end it was just Shu Xia's impulsiveness, she had nothing wrong with it.

The two of them didn't talk speculatively for half a sentence, and fell silent.

Ji Xi sighed remorsefully, Shu Xia was still lying down, why was he arguing?There is no way a boyfriend should look like, talking about protecting him, and the result?Opposite him, just across the wall, lying with blood on his face, what qualifications does he have to be his boyfriend?

The patients and family members next to them huddled in their own area and did not hear what was going on outside the window. Ji Xi stood up and closed the curtain in the middle, out of sight and out of mind.

Looking at the person on the bed, his heart is full of self-blame, is it really his fault?If he hadn't provoked him, Shu Xia wouldn't have liked him, if he hadn't come here, Shu Xia wouldn't have known him, and these things wouldn't have happened... Without him, Shu Xia would still be following her own path I'm walking, and I won't make trouble to this point.

How could he be so impulsive?How could this be?He never thought that Shu Xia would solve everything in this way.

He is obviously very strong, but... No matter how strong he is, he only has one heart. Could it be that he can't hold on after being hurt badly?

The silence lasted until night, and the nurse came several times in the middle, changed the drip, and said that the situation was fine, and everything would be fine when he woke up, Ji Xi breathed a sigh of relief.

Being in the same room with Mei Ting made him want to get angry, but he didn't dare to leave Shu Xia alone, his mother is a lunatic, what if he hurt him?

He is in danger now, and no one believes him.

It's really difficult, he's going to get sick from boredom in just such a short while, how did Shu Xia survive for so many years?Staying in the ward all day long, attending classes, earning money, and caring for others, it is impossible to imagine his life.

The doctor said that he was malnourished, had symptoms of anemia and hypoglycemia, Ji Xi didn't know what to say, he didn't eat meat, if he didn't force him to eat vegetable leaves all day long, and they just got together for half a year , he didn't have time to take care of him, and he was so strong that he didn't need his care.

Meng Ke and the others came over right after class, and brought food. Ji Xi had no appetite, and looked at the people on the bed in a daze.

Several people were not in a high mood, and they didn't know what to say. Liu Yang and Qi Xin were warned by Meng Ke not to talk nonsense on the way here, and everyone was silent in embarrassment.

"Brother Xi, what do you think we should do?" Meng Ke broke the silence, "When Shu Xia returns to school, there must be many people talking about him. You don't know that the school's post bar is blown up."

"Post it?" Ji Xi glanced at him, why didn't he know that the school still had a post?

"Well, it's a mess, don't look at it, you will be pissed off." Meng Ke sighed, "I can't help but want to punch someone just looking through it."

"Brother Xi, what should we do?" Qi Xin asked cautiously.

Ji Xi plucked at his hair irritably, only after touching it did he realize that it had been cut long ago and hadn't grown back yet.

"I don't know either." His brows were furrowed, gloomy, and Qi Xin silently moved two steps away.

Ji Xi couldn't help but glared at Mei Ting who was opposite. From the hospital to now, she was either in a daze or crying, made a mess and looked like a victim, looking at Huo Da.

Meng Ke and the others stayed until after eleven o'clock and went back.

The bed next door was also quiet. Ji Xi leaned against the wall, grabbed Shu Xia's wrist with one hand, rubbed the small stone, and chatted with Tang Jing with his mobile phone in the other.

Although Tang Jing is not very reliable, but they have been together for so many years, Ji Xi has no other close friends to talk to except him.

Tang Jing: I feel that Shu Xia has a psychological problem. It's not in a derogatory sense, but in a medical sense. He may have been suppressed for too long and burst out all of a sudden.

Ji Xi frowned: Don't talk nonsense, he is usually fine, how is that possible?

Tang Jing: Some people usually look gentle and quiet, but in fact, their hearts have long been overwhelmed.

Ji Xi paused, looking at Shu Xia's face, he really swallowed everything, even every time his mother made a phone call, the irritability on his face quickly faded away, he learned to go to work and cook every day, and his face was pale with exhaustion , depressed, still happily asked him what he wanted to eat, and discussed issues with him, he thought... thought he really didn't care, thought he was really okay, he was always strong and wanted to be strong.

Who knew it would look like this now.

Tang Jing: If he can't adjust himself, find a psychiatrist to help him. He's too scary this time. If it wasn't for the low floor, he would really...

Ji Xi: Yes.

He paused before continuing to type: I want to take him back, do you think it is possible?

Tang Jing: What do you mean?

Tang Jing: Back to City A?

Ji Xi: Yes.

He wanted to take Shu Xia away, go back to the original school, get away from everything here, and change to a free environment.

Tang Jing: It's not impossible, but does he agree?

Tang Jing: Can he let go?And the transfer process is very troublesome.

Ji Xi became angry all of a sudden: I'm almost dead, can't I let go?

Ji Xi: I will ask Lao Lai for help, maybe it will work.

Tang Jing: It's okay, it's no wonder that Lao Lai is not happy, he is bad, he gives one for one, and he is still a top student.

Tang Jing: But, you still have to respect him, see what he means!

Ji Xi is not sure about Shu Xia's idea, if it doesn't work...

He typed slowly: I will go back.

If it doesn't work, he leaves by himself.

Tang Jing: Then I'll catch you, is he awake?

Ji Xi glanced: "Not yet, I don't know when I will wake up."

Tang Jing: Wake up and tell me, my heart is in turmoil, isn't this just for playing together?How long did it take, why did you jump off the building?I even want to come and see, and scold him by the way, my life is my own, why don't I know how to cherish it?

Yes, why don't you know how to cherish?

Ji Xi leaned against the wall and sighed, his mind was active. If he transferred to another school, he would have to go through various procedures. The guardian was a difficult point. He glanced at Mei Ting and really didn't want to communicate with her. Besides, Shu Xia would definitely let her go. No problem, we have to settle Mei Ting's matter.

The school is easy to manage. If such a big event happened, they would have to give up something if they wanted to suppress it.

There is also Lao Lai, with his help to transfer in is not a problem.

But... all of this has to be agreed by Shu Xia herself.

Ji Xi was at his wit's end, and imagined dozens of ways in his mind, how to take Shu Xia away, if he couldn't take him away... what should I do?

He closed his eyes, suppressed the tears that were about to overflow, and sighed in compromise.

He will get out of here by himself.

There is no room for him here.

If he leaves, he won't cause trouble for Shu Xia, he will take on everything and stay away from here, Shu Xia is just an innocent person led astray by him.

To fall in love and trade Shu Xia's life, he couldn't bear it at all, even thinking about it made it difficult to breathe.

Ji Xi was half-dream and half-awake. For a while, he dreamed of running recklessly with Shu Xia on the grassland, and for a while, he dreamed that Shu Xia was smiling and calling him brother Xi, and then saw him fall from upstairs, splashing blood all over the ground. Catch... I heard Shu Xia calling him: Brother Xi.

He gasped and opened his eyes suddenly, looking at the dimly lit ward, unable to recover for a while.

"Brother Xi."

He turned his head suddenly, it was not an illusion, it was Shu Xia calling him, he woke up!

Ji Xi leaned over excitedly, grabbed his hand, and whispered softly: "Are you awake? How is it? Does it hurt?"

Tears fell from the corners of Shu Xia's eyes, she peeled off the oxygen mask, and cried, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I... regret it."

Ji Xi grabbed his hand and held it tightly. Tears dripped down his cheeks and neck, and he gritted his teeth and cursed: "How the hell can you do this? Do you know how scared I am? How can you ...How can...jump down?"

Mei Ting rushed up and grabbed his shoulder, shouting anxiously: "Xiao Xia, you are awake, do you have any discomfort? Where does it hurt? Ah?"

Shu Xia frowned, struggling in pain, "Don't grab me, let me go..."

Ji Xi shook off Mei Ting's hand, and growled coldly: "You hurt him, stay away from him!"

He stretched out his hand and pressed the emergency call, seeing that Shu Xia's face was pale and completely drained of blood, he was so anxious that he didn't dare to touch him, "Where does it hurt? I'm calling the doctor, and he'll be here soon, don't be afraid, I'm here!"

"Headache." He couldn't move, he shook slightly, his brain seemed to explode, dizziness hit him, and he felt nauseous.

"Don't move, your head is injured, don't move, it will be fine in a while." Ji Xi gently held his hand to comfort him, "It will be fine in a while, it's okay, the doctor will be here soon."

Shu Xia closed her eyes, her head was swollen with pain, and stars were bulging.

The doctor came over quickly for an examination, and Ji Xi stood beside him nervously, seeing the doctor finished the examination, he hurriedly asked, "How is it?"

The doctor said: "Slight concussion, don't move around, don't be stimulated, you have to observe for a few days to see if there is any intracranial hematoma, prescribe an analgesic and then check, and call the doctor in time if there is any situation."

"Okay." Ji Xi nodded.

"You may feel sick these two days, so eat lightly." The doctor continued, "His health is really bad, and he will make up for it in the future."

"Okay." Ji Xi nodded seriously.

Can't stimulate him, Ji Xi suppressed his fear and worry, and looked at his face quietly, Shu Xia opened his eyes to look at him, his eyes were lax and tried hard to open them, the corners of his eyes were full of tears.

"Don't cry, I'm not crying yet." Ji Xi brushed the corners of his eyes, trying to raise his smile, "You are Brother Xia now, so you can't cry."

"En." He responded lightly, but tears flowed even more, and he looked at Ji Xi stubbornly, "I was wrong."

"Well, it's good to know your mistakes, I will settle them one by one, I will remember all the mistakes you made, don't try to renege on your debts." Ji Xi said with a smile.

"Yeah." He blinked, stubbornly refusing to close his eyes.

"Sleep, I'll be here with you, don't be afraid." Ji Xi patted his shoulder lightly, interlocking his fingers with one hand.

Shu Xia closed her eyes, a drop of tears hung in the corner of her eyes, accumulated into a droplet and slid down, never to flow out again.

He was in a daze all night, Ji Xi didn't dare to sleep, Shu Xia always woke up, and closed his eyes again within a few minutes, clasping his fingers tightly.

Knowing that he was afraid, Ji Xi squeezed his hand tightly to make him feel his presence.

Mei Ting sat on the stool and looked at the two of them, and she was in a daze until dawn.

The person next door got up, waking Shu Xia up, he opened his eyes and looked at Ji Xi, and softly called: "Brother Xi, I want to go to the toilet."

"Wake up, wait a minute." Ji Xi put the phone back into his trouser pocket, stood up and lifted his quilt, a hospital gown was loosely draped over his body, he picked him up, passed through Shu Xia's legs and wrapped his arms around him armpit, carry him to the toilet.

Mei Ting stood aside, at a loss, and could only open the toilet door.

After he was carried out again, Shu Xia grabbed his neck, "I won't sleep anymore, I want to sit down."

"Yeah." Ji Xi helped him roll up the bed, saw his weak appearance, and held his hand distressedly, "Are you hungry? What do you want to eat?"

"I don't want to, I feel uncomfortable." I have no appetite, and I feel nauseous just thinking about it.

He turned to look at Mei Ting opposite, frowned and sighed, "Go back, I don't want to see you."

"Xiao Xia, I didn't do it on purpose, I didn't mean to force you, why are you so impulsive, jumping whenever you want..." Mei Ting started crying again.

Shu Xia's mind was full of the pain of jumping down and hitting the flower table. It hurt too much. He had never felt such pain. He frowned and shouted in pain, "Stop talking, let's go!"

Ji Xi hugged him in his arms to comfort him: "Don't think about it, calm down, don't think about it, be good, be quiet."

The concussion can't be stimulated, and he can't recall what happened. Ji Xi covered his ears and comforted him softly.

Mei Ting hurried out in fright.

Ji Xi glanced at her, then patted gently, "Okay, it's all right, don't be afraid."

Shu Xia leaned on his shoulder wearily, and didn't want to pay attention to the eyes that looked at the bed next door. His brain was throbbing with pain. He reached out to touch it, and only touched the gauze. His head was full of pain, and he didn't know where the wound was.

"Don't move, it will be fine soon." Ji Xi took his hand off, and gently patted his back to comfort him, "It will be fine in a few days, don't worry."

"I don't want to owe her, I want to pay her back, I don't want to have anything to do with her anymore." He covered his face and cried, tears dripping down his neck, "I'm sorry, I just want to escape, I'm sorry, I can't take it anymore !"

He whimpered and broke down crying. He was not afraid of suffering or tiredness, but Mei Ting always cut his heart with a knife. All he had left was Ji Xi and the school. His way?

"Okay, Brother Xi is here, don't be afraid, don't be afraid..." Ji Xi patted gently, and didn't know what to do except comfort.

After crying for a long time, he didn't cry loudly, but whimpered in a low voice, like an abandoned animal, licking the wound alone, Ji Xi could only build a barrier for him, and put him in the ivory tower to slowly heal the wound.

After crying, I was in a daze, trapped in my own world, sitting on the bed with my knees hugged, staring at one place for an hour or two.

Neither eat nor drink water.

The doctor gave him a drip and supplemented nutrition. Many trace elements in his body were not up to standard, and he was in poor health.

Ji Xi spent time with him, and if he didn't come out, he just kept waiting.

As soon as Mei Ting came, he became emotionally unstable, and Ji Xi drove her away.

He retracted into the shell and couldn't come out, so Ji Xi hid with him.

Qi Xin and the others couldn't persuade them to come, they could only stay in a daze with him, and he couldn't hear the funny things he said.

Qi Lei and Ming Lu also came to see him, as well as Liu Qiang, but he didn't want to talk at all, and he didn't even want to see anyone.

Relying on drips to maintain the body's needs, the doctor suggested seeing a psychiatrist, but Ji Xi refused. Shu Xia hated doctors, and he didn't want to force him or make him excited.

Shen Shi came to see it a few times, each time with a bad face. The bully in his class had an accident, or he was called to the office for the accident. The Academic Affairs Office and the principal held him accountable. , No. [-] Middle School has long been famous.

There was a lot of talk, and there was a lot of discussion everywhere. After dealing with a few students to make an example of others, it was suppressed. However, there were discussions everywhere in the post bar and space. Many of them said that Shu Xia was under pressure from studying, her father died, her family was difficult, and her heart was under great pressure... …

Li Taibai came to see him, and without saying anything, he gave him two books, "To Live" and "The Kite Runner", with a green bookmark on a card with a few lines written on it.

——Everyone has a kite in his heart, no matter what it means, you must bravely chase it.

——Don’t be confused, the dead still want to come back to life, you can’t die as a living person.

——Man lives for the sake of living itself, not for anything other than living.

——The teacher is waiting for you.

Shu Xia read the book, and within two days, she finished reading it without sleeping or eating.

He looked at Ji Xi, let go of all pride and excessive self-esteem, and said softly: "Brother Xi, can you take me away?"

All the excuses Ji Xi thought of were useless, he chuckled softly, with tears in his eyes, leaned over and hugged him, "Okay, I'll take you away."

"Okay." Shu Xia held his hand tightly, letting the tears fall.

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