camouflage

When she saw Mei Ting, she still didn't have a good face, even the man in the next bed looked at him curiously, Shu Xia pretended to be nonchalant and played with her mobile phone, waiting for the doctor to report the result of her ward round.

"We'll split up right away." Mei Ting said suddenly.

Shu Xia looked up at her serious and disgusted face, and replied flatly: "Impossible."

"Shu Xia, do you know what you are doing? You are a boy, what are you doing?" Mei Ting asked in a low voice, wishing that it would be considered light to beat him up, and she might regret giving birth to his son.

"I know, you don't need to give orders. I decide my own affairs. You didn't like to take care of things before, and you won't take care of them in the future. Treat your illness properly." Shu Xia put her phone back in her bag, stood up and opened the porridge , "Eat or not?"

"I'm dying, so give me my money back. I want to go home. If you don't care about me, don't care about me in the future." She struggled.

Shu Xia said flatly: "It's impossible to get the money back. You can either leave now and don't want the money, or you can stay here for treatment. You can decide for yourself."

"What right do you have to touch my money? Give me back the card." She stretched out her hand, with an undeniable seriousness and indifference on her face.

He trembled slightly, thinking that he might be really sick, he took out the card in his bag and threw it to her, "Return it to you, in the future, don't use my birthday as your password."

"If you don't tell, you're not my son," she said.

Think he will compromise?Shu Xia sat on the companion bed and glanced at her, "I won't break up."

"Get out, don't let me see you again, do you know how disgusting you are?" Mei Ting yelled uncontrollably, pointing at the door and yelling.

Shu Xia ignored her, went out with her bag, and sat down on the bench in the corridor.

What's so disgusting about him?

Holding back her tears, Shu Xia took out her mobile phone and clicked on Ji Xi's recording, plugged in the earphones and listened to it over and over again. He likes what she likes, so what does it matter to her?Why do you say he is disgusting?

Ji Xi's voice echoed in his mind over and over again, warm and domineering, he didn't know whether he liked boys or girls, he just liked Ji Xi, he would never like anyone except Ji Xi, no matter if it was a man or a woman, dislike.

Ji Xi, it is the dawn that suddenly appeared in the darkness of the past few years. It is as beautiful as the stars. Although he is willful, he is very warm. Every time I care about his eating, drinking and lassing... Even if I know the situation of his family, I will not be alienated, and I will call him "Xiao Xia, Shu Xia, Brother Xia..." He is always there, anytime, anywhere. They are all bright, a very cheerful, domineering, and aloof Ji Xi, but the willful, coquettish, and lazy Xi Xi in his heart is the star in the night, not the bright sun in the day.

How can such a person be willing to let go?

Being able to hold on for a while is due to how many good deeds he has done in his previous life. Maybe his darkness all these years is for his arrival, no more, no less, just right, when he needs it, he will appear!

"Don't be afraid, Brother Xi will cover you" is circulating in the earphones. He really did what he said, and covered him for more than half a year, helped him find a house, helped him make money, left him a nest, taught him a lot of things , help him find college entrance examination materials, pick up and drop off all day... there are too many, Shu Xia can't remember all the things Ji Xi did for him.

And what about him?

Apart from cooking a meal for him and taking care of his daily life, he can't do anything. Occasionally, he would talk nonsense and apologize, but he didn't do anything. He could only rely on his mouth and say sorry easily. I drove for a few hours to see him, fearing that he would not be able to live well, so I quietly booked a hotel...

This immature and willful love is inherently unbalanced, he pays too little, while Ji Xi pays too much.

In the end, it was Ji Xi who felt insecure.

Shu Xia felt more and more despicable, why?

He was too passive and conservative, he couldn't get out of the circle, he left a way out for himself, and Ji Xi showed no hesitation.

does it worth?

He froze for a moment, and entered a few words in Ji Xi's dialog box, but he couldn't send it anyway. This was doubting himself and Ji Xi.

Probably stupefied!After Shu Xia deleted a few words, he thought it was worth it, everything he did for Ji Xi was worth it.

Whether Ji Xi is worth it or not is his business.

"Mei Ting's family?" The nurse's voice interrupted Shu Xia's thoughts, he reacted suddenly and immediately stood up, took off the earphones and looked at the nurse.

"I'm."

"The test results came out, and the doctor wants to talk to you." The nurse said.

Shu Xia nodded and followed her to the infirmary.

He didn't quite understand what the doctor said. Neurasthenia and mental stimulation. Anyway, the final result was medicine combined with psychological counseling. The chances of being cured were high, but he couldn't live for long.

Because of AIDS.

Her immunity has weakened, and many medicines will not have much effect after taking it.

Shu Xia doesn't know what to say. AIDS is incurable in the first place, and the possibility of being cured is pitifully small. In addition to prolonging life, Mei Ting's condition is not a good basic need for prolonging life. She is negative and in poor health. Nutrition can not keep up, these are not conducive to the extension of life.

"Doctor, how many years can the extension be at most?" Shu Xia asked hoarsely.

"It depends on the patient's cooperation. Based on my preliminary observations and examination results, it is difficult for her to prolong her life. You know, AIDS does not prolong her life by more than 20 years. Her mental problems can reach a normal level in two or three years. However, if various factors are not up to standard during this period, it will be difficult to cure.” Dr. Chen said.

"How about sending her to a nursing home?" Shu Xia asked.

"We generally don't recommend sending them to nursing homes, because this is very psychologically harmful to patients. They will feel abandoned or unnecessary, and lose their sense of value. The company of family members is of great help to the recovery of patients," she said.

"But, I don't have that much time to take care of her, and she doesn't want to see me now." Shu Xia pursed her lips, they didn't have the warmth of a family at all.

"Would it be nice to know what's going on in the family? It's going to help us a lot with our treatment plan," she asked.

"My family is just me and her. My father died of AIDS, and our relationship is not good. If we break up, we can't go back to the past." Shu Xia couldn't explain, the situation of their family is like a vicious circle.

"The relationship is not good? How bad is it? Can it stimulate her?" she asked.

Shu Xia suddenly didn't want to talk about it anymore. These things are like scars, and every time I talk about it, I expose it once. "Doctor, can you tell me about the treatment plan?"

"Of course it's best to be hospitalized, but it takes a long time. I don't think your family situation is suitable for hospitalization. The second is to prescribe medicine and go back to conservative treatment. It's not bad to send it to a nursing home as you said, but, what about her? The situation is difficult to cure, do you take some anti-AIDS medicine at home?" she asked.

Shu Xia thought for a while before there was a vague shadow, "Enlin, it seems to be this, but I don't know if she ate or not. I'm usually in class, so I can't supervise."

"I understand what you mean about sending her to a nursing home. It's not bad, but it's expensive," she said.

"Well, I know, when will we be discharged from the hospital?" Shu Xia asked, since this is already the case, there is no extra choice at all.

"After three o'clock in the afternoon, today's medicine has been prescribed. Go back and take her to the hospital for some nutrient solution. She is in poor health," she said.

"okay."

"I'll take the bill and go to the lobby to pay the bill later, pick up the medicine, prescribe half a year's supply, and come back after eating." She typed a bunch of medicine names into the computer.

"Thank you doctor." Shu Xia sighed.

The doctor sighed slightly: "Usually pay attention to safety issues, sometimes she may fall into an unconscious state, self-harm or hurt others, you have to be careful."

Shu Xia's whole body was shocked, her face turned pale, she had done it once.

"She...had once...behavior of hurting others before." Shu Xia said condescendingly.

"This situation is considered very serious. It must be sent to a nursing home, otherwise..." The doctor glanced at him, "The one who hurt...is you?"

"Well, put blood in the vegetables." Shu Xia said in a low voice.

"In this case..." the doctor was also stunned, and said after a while, "Generally, it is not contagious, and the digestive enzymes in the stomach will decompose it, but you should also pay attention to it. If the oral mucosa is damaged, the virus may pass through The wound gets in and mixes with the blood and becomes infected, you have to check your body at any time."

"She has out-of-control behavior, which is very dangerous. It's better to send her to a nursing home with special nurses to take care of her."

"Well, thank you." Shu Xia nodded.

"Don't think too much, it's easy to get sick if you squeeze too many thoughts in your heart, you should pay attention to mental adjustment." She said.

Shu Xia nodded, he... really squeezed a lot of things in his heart.

Holding the list given by the doctor, he felt powerless all over his body. In fact, the result was already bad, and he just wanted to be sure.

When I went back, the infusion had already started. Mei Ting saw him as if she wished him to die. Shu Xia ignored her and sat aside to check the ticket. She could be discharged from the hospital at three o'clock. It took more than 40 minutes to get to the station, and there was no car. up.

After being discharged from the hospital, you can't live in it. It seems that you have to book a hotel.

Ji Xi booked the hotel, he didn't want Mei Ting to live there, it was their place.

After booking the train ticket for ten o'clock tomorrow morning, he booked the hotel again, the same one.

He glanced at Mei Ting, who was closing her eyes and not falling asleep, probably because she wanted to see her out of sight, "The doctor said that she will be discharged from the hospital this afternoon, and there is no car to go back. I have booked a hotel, and the bus will take me at ten o'clock tomorrow morning."

Mei Ting opened her eyes and looked at him: "You don't need to worry about me."

"Okay, you can go to the nursing home when you go back, and you don't need to see me." Shu Xia said.

"What nursing home? Are you going to send me to a nursing home? Why are you? I have a family, why should I go to a nursing home?" Mei Ting became excited.

"Don't you want to see me? I live at home every day, are you okay?" Shu Xia asked.

"That's my home, it's my home... You bastard, you bullied me as soon as your father left and drove me away. That's where I've lived for most of my life. Why are you?" she cried stand up.

"The doctor suggested going to a nursing home." Shu Xia took a deep breath, "I don't have the time to take care of you."

"I don't need you, I can live well by myself, I don't need you, I don't need..." she cried.

Shu Xia closed her eyes, she didn't want to chat with her anymore, she was afraid she couldn't help but get angry, should she drop out of school to guard her?

Who knows how long it will take care of?Who will make money?How long can she spend that little money?

Not wanting to see her like that, Shu Xia went to get the medicine with the list.

Half a year's medicine cost nearly 3000 yuan, all of which were deducted from his card. If he had known, he would not have returned the card to her, and his tuition fee was reduced.

He couldn't find a place to go, so he went back to the ward with a bag of medicine. Mei Ting's face was out of sight, so he ignored the medicine and took out his mobile phone to pass the time. Fans on Weibo increased a little, By the way, he browsed and went to Ji Xi's Weibo.

Posted a Weibo today, took a picture of the Life Square last night, with the words: Come here for a visit!yeah!

There was his back in the photo, looking like a random photo taken by passers-by, Shu Xia clicked on the comment section.

--Baba finally posted on Weibo!

--Missing Persons are back!

--Looking at the back of this little brother, I guarantee with my titanium alloy dog ​​eyes that he must be a handsome guy!

--Upstairs, I also think Baba must know him, maybe it's Baba himself! !

--Is this bully?

--The bracelet on my little brother's hand looks good, I want the same style.

--God! ! ! ! !Baba is in the same city as me, can I still meet by chance?Storm cry! !

--......

Ji Xi didn't reply a single one, but Shu Xia liked it and scrolled down.

Ji Xi hasn't posted on Weibo for a long time. In the past few days, he has reposted his game videos. He liked them all, went back to his own Weibo, and found a picture of Ji Xi's back from the album. I don't know when it was taken. , anyway, there are a lot of photos of Ji Xi stored in the phone, will it be too obvious?

He edited the picture and made it into a starry background, with Ji Xi's back inside, and posted on Weibo with the words: Looking up at the stars!yeah!

Seeing that Mei Ting's drip was over, he went to change a bottle and continued to look through it.

I don't know where Ji Xi is?

Comments coming soon.

-- what have I found! ! ! !Hahahahahaha! ! ! !

--OMG! ! !Don't tell me if you see through! ! ! !

--Why isn't it a game? ?

[email protected] I'm the bully you can't afford

--My god, this is the same style, so sour! !

--......

Shu Xia's face is a little hot, is this a public show of affection?

"What about others?" Mei Ting asked suddenly.

Shu Xia froze for a moment, looked at her, and she asked again: "What about others?"

"Going back." Shu Xia said lightly.

She was silent again, not knowing what it meant, Shu Xia saw that she had no intention of continuing, she lowered her head and opened the game, it's time to make money!

As soon as Ji Xi arrived in the county, he was dragged into a fight by Qi Xin and the others. Last time, there were seven or eight people in that group.

Qi Xin and the others were very leisurely, and chose an open place. The section of the expressway hadn't been started for so long. It might have been really deserted, and it became their base, a base for fighting and having fun.

"How to fight?" Ji Xi lit a cigarette, and after taking a puff, he remembered Shu Xia's words, but it was too embarrassing for him to put it out.

"I don't know. I learned a lesson yesterday morning. I didn't enjoy it, so I changed a group of people." Qi Xin leaned against the fence and ate melon seeds with Meng Ke. Ji Xi couldn't look down on the husks that spit up all over the ground.

"Can you have some quality?" He couldn't help kicking.

Qi Xin rolled her eyes, took out a convenience bag and spit it out.

The other party had eight people, eight cars, and motorcycles, making it look like a gangster movie, aggressive.

"Hey, buddy, what grievances and grievances can you remember for so long?" Ji Xi stepped on the fallen stone of the guardrail, and sent a message to Shu Xia to report his safety.

"What happened on the basketball court last time, my buddy didn't come back at that time, but this time I came back, of course I have to settle the score." The man who spoke was cut, like a short winter melon, Ji Xi really couldn't think of such a person .Moreover, looking around, a few of them looked muscular, but they didn't know how powerful they were.

He continued to reply to Shu Xia: Tomorrow?Then why did I come back early?I should be back tomorrow! ! ! !

Shu Xueba: I just found out.

Tsk!Ji Xi threw the cigarettes into the garbage bag Qi Xin found, and continued to reply: How is the situation?

"You talk to them." Ji Xi was not in the mood to chat with them, and continued to chat with Shu Xia.

Shu Xueba: Not very good, I plan to send her to a nursing home, but she disagrees.

Ji Xi: Do you want my help?

"Hey, how do you guys want to fight? Quick battle!" Qi Xin roared and continued to eat melon seeds, "Liu Yang, come here."

Ji Xi glanced at them, then continued to look at the phone.

Shu Xueba: I can't even find my thoughts, how can you help?

Doesn't this exclude his help?

Ji Xi: As long as you want, there is always a way.

Shu Xia didn't reply, Ji Xi waited for a while and turned up the volume of the phone so as not to miss Shu Xia's message.

Seeing the silence on both sides, Ji Xi kicked Qi Xin: "What's the matter?"

"Ah?" Qi Xin turned to ask Liu Yang, "What's the matter?"

"Oh, they said there was a fight." Liu Yang said,

"How to fight?" Meng Ke asked, clapped his hands and stood up, looking at the other party.

"I don't know, I didn't say anything." Liu Yang said.

"Then let's fight!" Ji Xi rubbed his fingers and pulled the corner of his mouth. He hadn't fought for a long time.

Melee, literally, together!

"Okay." Qi Xin and the others stood up and clapped their hands, threw the garbage bag aside, rubbed their shoulders, and stretched their muscles.

"Okay, we are not responsible for killing or maiming!" the other party shouted.

Four people fighting against eight people, no matter how you look at it, it's unfair, but if they pay attention to fairness, they won't still remember what happened a few months ago now.

Qi Xin made the move first, and directly lifted the opponent's arm and threw it over his shoulder. He didn't fall, and several people surrounded him and became one.

The two men who fought with Ji Xi were hard-boned, their muscles seemed to be injected with hormones, they might be from the gym, Ji Xi held down the arm of the man in blue and flew forward, kicked the man in white, quickly Pulling away the distance, the man in white wiped his nosebleed, and rushed up angrily, Ji Xi punched him a few times, with such force that his wrists were numb from the shock.

"Fuck!" With a low curse, Ji Xi rushed towards the man in white. When he got close, he turned around and used him as a fulcrum, kicked the man in blue sideways, then twisted the man's wrist and twisted it back hard. A scream came from the white man. Out of the man's mouth.

The man in blue rushed up to help, Ji Xi pushed the man forward, stepped forward with his right leg, and kicked the man's waist, his hand was cut open, Ji Xi glanced at him, and saw that the man was actually carrying a knife Come on, fuck it!

"Be careful, they're carrying knives!" Ji Xi shook his hands, angrily went up and kicked wildly, playing dirty tricks!

Qi Xin and the others were also more or less injured, and their actions were no longer vague, and they directly scuffled into a ball.Ji Xi glanced at the bleeding back of his hand, the cut was not big, but the bleeding was more scary.

"Damn it! You're playing naughty!" He cursed and hit the man with his fists, beating the man in blue until his nose was bruised and his face swollen. The man in white sneaked up from behind. fell to the ground.

You came and I punched and kicked, punching to the flesh, Ji Xi's anger soared, he hadn't been injured for a long time, and he fell down here today.

"Brother Xi, you're bleeding!" Qi Xin yelled, Meng Ke and the others all looked over and saw the blood on Ji Xi's body, they were so excited that they wished to beat him to death.

"Damn!" Ji Xi kicked the white-clothed man in the stomach viciously when his prestige was gone.

Liu Yang's force value is the smallest, but he can handle it. Ji Xi took a look and saw the other party take out a fruit knife, and immediately shouted: "Liu Yang, back!"

The tacit understanding of many fights played a role, Liu Yang turned around to hide, Ji Xi took advantage of the moment he turned around and rushed to kick the man's wrist, the fruit knife fell to the ground, Ji Xi quickly picked it up and pointed it at the man's arm With a swipe, a hole comes out.

"Fuck! A Ke, don't hesitate to strike, these grandchildren!" Qi Xin's strikes became more serious. He and Meng Ke had a good understanding, and they cooperated with each other to fight without injury.

Ji Xi gritted his teeth, went back and drew two slits on the back of the left and right hands of the man in blue, and said with a sneer, "If you offend me, you will be rewarded twice." He turned around and slashed twice on the back of both hands of the man in white.

It took more than ten minutes for the fight to end. Ji Xifang won, but he also lost the lottery. Ji Xi's left hand was injured, Qi Xin and Meng Ke were limped with one leg, and Liu Yang's face was punched.The other party's nose was bruised and his face was swollen, and with the few cuts made by Ji Xi in return, it was quite miserable.

I had a good time beating just now, I didn't pay attention to it, but it started to hurt here, Ji Xi tore a piece of cloth from his clothes and wrapped it around the back of his hand, couldn't help but kicked the two of them a few more times in anger, "Damn it!" Confiscated Without strength, the two of them were kicked so hard that they couldn't get out of their stomachs, and their faces were full of pain.

"Brother Xi, stop hitting!" Qi Xin held him back, "If you hit again, there will be problems."

Ji Xi shook off Qi Xin's hand, kicked it again, and said viciously: "Be careful next time you see me!"

I don't know when the phone was thrown out, Ji Xi went to pick it up, the screen was broken, but it still works.

Shu Xueba: I just ate tofu with minced meat. It tastes good. I'll make it for you when I come back.

Ji Xi smiled, wiped the dust off the screen, and replied to him.

Ji Xi: I just went to the bathroom.

Ji Xi: When you come back, I want to have a big meal!

Shu Xueba: Good.

"Brother Xi, are your hands okay?" Qi Xin came over and asked.

Meng Ke and Liu Yang also looked at the cloth soaked in blood worriedly, "Go to the hospital and bandage it."

"Yeah." Ji Xi put the phone back, glanced at his hands casually, glanced at the two people on the ground, and the ones Qi Xin and the others beat up, gritted his molars and said with a sneer: "In the future, see you Let's take a detour, understand?"

They didn't nod or shake their heads stupidly, they just dodged their eyes.

Ji Xi doesn't care if he is convinced or not, he will still be beaten up if he provokes him in the future.

"Let's go, there's still class in the afternoon!" Ji Xi stepped onto the motorcycle, without a hat, and left with a roar, followed by Meng Ke and the others.

Went to the pharmacy for a few bandages, ate a meal, changed clothes, and they rushed back to the classroom already late, finished the first class in the afternoon.

As soon as Ji Xi entered, he got a lot of attention. He lowered his head and sneered. He has a bad nature, looks on the sidelines, gossips about everything, and has unpleasant eyes.

Looking at the wound on her hand, tsk tsk, Shu Xia is definitely going to be angry!

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