camouflage

Shu Xia likes Ji Xi, that's for sure.

It is certain that Ji Xi likes Shu Xia.

For Shu Xia, no matter what, the initiative is in Ji Xi's hands.

For Ji Xi, no matter what, as long as Shu Xia doesn't let go.

The quarrel between the two had nothing to do with each other, and each cared about different points, but they both got the promise they wanted.

When Qi Xin and the others came back, the two of them finished a table of dishes in harmony without any sign of anything wrong.

"Is it fixed?" Shu Xia talked easily, without any trace of crying.

"Okay." Qi Xin said, looking at the big meal on the table, rubbing his hands with excitement, "Is it ready to eat?"

"Wait a minute, Liu Yang hasn't come yet!" Shu Xia said with a smile, "You can pick up a chopstick and taste it."

"Tsk, Liu Yang's grandson, even after eating, I'll give him a call." Qi Xin stuffed a piece of sweet and sour pork ribs into his mouth, and went to the sofa to make a phone call. Live and eat.

"A schoolmaster is a schoolmaster, and his cooking is top-notch." Tang Jing praised him and took a bite.

Shu Xia smiled and went to the kitchen to look at the stewed beef brisket, the last dish.

"Tang Jing, when are you leaving?" Ji Xi leaned on the sofa and adjusted the TV with the remote control panel in boredom.

"Tomorrow, what? Can't bear to part with me?" Tang Jing went over with a piece of ribs, and Sai Jixi's mouth was hidden.

"Eat by yourself, have you washed your hands? Disgusting!" Ji Xi kicked him off and stood up, picked up his phone, "Come out with me, buy some wine."

"Tsk, okay." Tang Jing ate by herself, stood up and clapped her hands, took out the car key and threw it to him, "Come and drive, after running around, your hands are stiff, and the temperature hasn't risen even though it's New Year's Eve Twice."

"I'm going out for a while, I'll be back soon." Ji Xi stood at the door of the kitchen, and only went out when he saw Shu Xia nodding.

Tang Jing rubbed her hands when she went downstairs, and asked after a sigh of relief, "Tell me, what's the matter?"

"What? I don't understand." Ji Xi started the car, put on his helmet, and left with a roar as soon as Tang Jing sat up.

"Don't lie to me, you have cried." Tang Jing said with a smile.

"Can't you fucking save me some face?" Ji Xi didn't refute, and Tang Jing saw that it was normal, growing up in a pair of underpants, and the urination was clear.

"Have you had a fight?" Tang Jing asked.

Ji Xi didn't speak, just kept driving until he reached the river, found a seat and stopped, leaned against the railing of the embankment, took out his cigarette and lighter, and lit one.

I took a deep breath and let it out, feeling better.

Tang Jing stood beside him without speaking, waiting for him to speak.

Ji Xi took a breath, exhaled slowly, and sighed: "We didn't quarrel, we just know his true thoughts."

"Unsatisfactory?" Tang Jing asked curiously, took the cigarette and lighter from Ji Xi's hand, and lit one.

"No, I'm just not sure." Ji Xi looked at the flowing water in the river, flowing quietly, "Shu Xia, it's like flowing water, you can't catch it."

"I don't know if I caught it or not, but it's very annoying... and I'm quite at a loss." Ji Xi lowered his head, a little lost, "He completely removed himself, thinking that as long as I was good, he could do anything, and he let me Don't associate the future with him, let me do whatever I want without worrying about him."

"Tell me, does he not care or does he like it too much?" Ji Xi looked sideways at Tang Jing.

"Did you plan anything?" Tang Jing asked lightly after taking a puff of cigarette.

"We agreed to go to university together. Today I asked him about his future. He said he didn't know. He asked me. I said I wanted to know about him. Maybe it was a burden for him." Ji Xi sighed.

"I don't really understand, but he is very sensible, you are too emotional." Tang Jing looked at him, "Shu Xia means that I don't want you to accept him just because you like him. This is related to your future. I'm afraid you will regret it one day. It's gone, or you are separated, it's not worth it, he can't afford to pay for your youth."

"Then what should I do?" Ji Xi whispered, "How could I regret it? I like him so much."

"According to what you mean, the initiative is completely on your side?" Tang Jing asked.

"What initiative?" Ji Xi asked.

"Will you stay here forever?" Tang Jing mentioned the answer, "You won't."

"What's the matter? He won't stay here." Ji Xi said, Shu Xia doesn't belong to this place, and here is to bury his light.

"You are a person who can do whatever you want, you can leave as you want, stay as you want, without any constraints at all, what about him?" Tang Jing looked at him and said, "What are the chances of him leaving here? What is the scope of the university he chooses?" ? Why didn't you return the house when you were together?"

Ji Xi was left speechless by the question, he took a puff of cigarette irritably to relieve his restless heart.

"You can do whatever you want, he may have a lot of concerns, did he say he won't let go or something?" Tang Jing asked.

"How do you know?" Ji Xi asked.

"Look, he won't let go, what about you?" Tang Jing looked at the flowing water in the river, "The flowing water is here, it's up to you whether to grab it or not."

"No matter what you choose, as long as you don't let go, he will be in your hands. If you let go, he will still stay in the river bank, flowing along his own track. His direction has never changed, and he has always been here."

"What he means is, if you don't let go, he won't let go, and if you let him go, he won't keep it. Do you understand?" Tang Jing looked at him.

"What...is this?" Ji Xi wiped his face, "Does he think he is great?"

"It's not great, I just give you the initiative, do as you like, and seems to like you, can you briefly talk about his concerns?" Tang Jing asked.

"There is a pair of wonderful parents, one is dying, the other is going crazy, he is just a poor, soft-hearted poor." Ji Xi sighed and put out the cigarette.

"It sounds miserable!" Tang Jing said.

"Well, it's miserable. When I was carefree, he carried the whole family. He was only twelve or thirteen years old." He sighed.

"Now, I'm still a minor, so no one cares about me, and I earn my own tuition and living expenses."

"I want to take him away and stay away from all this. He also said that he wants to leave, but recently he has begun to waver."

"Why?" Tang Jing asked.

"Don't be hard-hearted! His father died and left a crazy mother, maybe he's softening his heart." Ji Xi took a deep breath, feeling that Shu Xia was about to be overwhelmed by reality.

"So, the chance of him leaving is very small." Tang Jing said, "And you, it's impossible to stay here forever, right?"

"Why is it impossible?" Ji Xi looked at him and smiled, "I don't care!"

"Your parents won't agree." Tang Jing looked at him in shock, "Are you crazy? Isn't it just a relationship? You plan to send your whole life into it?"

"Shu Xia is different. He is a pearl, but it has been stained a little. I am reluctant to throw it away. I like it very much." Ji Xi said.

"But what about his concerns? What should we do?" Tang Jing asked.

"I don't know!" Ji Xi sighed, "He wants to associate with me with pure affection, and won't let me get involved with his family's affairs."

"What do you think is wrong with you? It's worth it for him to treat you like this?" Tang Jing looked at him, except for being handsome, there was nothing redeeming about him.

"That's right! I don't know what he likes about me. Sometimes I feel that he just wants a companion. He had a car accident when he went back last time. He didn't tell me anything. He hid and treated the wound by himself. You Does he think of me as a boyfriend?" Every time Ji Xi thinks of this, he feels bad.

"Maybe he has been independent for too long and is not used to relying on others." Tang Jing joked, "Or you simply can't make him depend on you."

"Can you be nice to me? I'm already upset enough, and you're here to add to the chaos!" Ji Xi sighed in frustration, "It feels like I'm nothing to him, but to me, he is the most important thing. OK."

"Okay, I won't hit you anymore, I don't think so." Tang Jing shook her head and looked at him, "Didn't I say that? He has changed a lot, and these changes are related to you, right? Anyone with a discerning eye can see that he relies on you .”

"There is a kind of person who doesn't have to do anything, as long as he is there, he can make people feel at ease. To Shu Xia, you are that kind of person." Tang Jing said with a smile.

"Hey, you're a single dog and you're still talking about it, have you ever been in a relationship?" Ji Xi was in a better mood and had the energy to make fun of others.

That's right, Shu Xia's changes are all related to him. No one knows everything about him better than him.

"That's enough! I won't argue with you because you're about to fall out of love today." Tang Jing said.

"You are the one who lost love, I will never lose love!" Ji Xi kicked him.

"Let's go, I'm going to buy wine, if you don't go back, your boyfriend will suspect that you are having an affair with me." Tang Jing turned and walked towards the motorcycle.

"Fuck! Don't say that I have a rock-solid heart and unwavering loyalty. I don't like you!" Ji Xi followed behind, feeling much better.

Too pure feelings can't stand the test of reality, the only thing he can do is not to give him any burden, didn't Shu Xia say that?If he doesn't let go, he won't let go.

He breathed a sigh of relief, feeling that today's quarrel was not in vain, at least he knew the knot in Shu Xia's heart and his thoughts, it was better than being bored.

When they went back, Liu Yang also arrived, waiting for dinner with sad faces.

Ji Xi glanced at Shu Xia, there was no special expression, but a faint smile, partly true, partly forced.

His heart suddenly trembled. Is Shu Xia tired?

Is he here a safe haven or another girlfriend of Shu Xia?

"I'm finally back! Damn, I'm starving to death, this is torture!" Qi Xin got up and ran to the dining table, taking the nearest seat.

"You f*cking starving ghost reincarnated!" Liu Yang complained, but still hurried over and sat down next to Qi Xin.

"Damn, go get the wine up first!" Ji Xi kicked Qi Xin and Liu Yang.

They bought five cases of beer, and three more are down there.

A few people hurried down to move.

Ji Xi and Shu Xia were left behind, looking at each other, Shu Xia said with a smile: "You go wash your hands first, I have another dish to serve."

Ji Xi nodded and went to the bathroom.

Tang Jing opened the beer, took a bottle for each person, and said with a smile: "Whoever doesn't get down today will not give me face."

"It's so big to play?" Qi Xin took it, picking up vegetables with chopsticks non-stop.

"It's such a big game, are you coming?" Tang Jing asked.

Qi Xin nodded: "Come, come, you are my younger brother, you can do whatever you want."

"Shu Xia, I know you don't like to drink, will you give half a bottle of face?" Tang Jing poured out half of the wine and left half.

"Here, I don't need half a bottle. My capacity for alcohol is not that bad." Shu Xia said with a smile, and brought the poured out to her.

"Okay, happy!" Tang Jing said.

Ji Xi came out after washing his hands, and sat down next to Shu Xia, "Where's mine?"

"Here, I'll wait for you to come out." Tang Jing put two bottles of wine in front of him, "Don't do that! You must drink!"

"Fuck! Do you really want to die?" Although he said harsh words, Ji Xi did not refuse, and he was not afraid of Tang Jing when he was drinking.

"Come on, Happy New Year!" Liu Yang held up the wine, and everyone touched the bottle meaningfully, and began to eat and drink.

A few words on the table, drinking and eating meat can be regarded as making up for the regrets of the New Year.

Shu Xia was a bit over the top, he drank a lot of wine, maybe five or six bottles, ran to the toilet countless times, his face was so hot that he could boil eggs, but he couldn't help but want to drink.

Ji Xi's topic today touches his heart, it's a barren place, it seems to be superficial, but in fact there is no content at all, he is yelling about going to college, but he doesn't know the way after the exam.

For so many years, he has been walking with his head down. The only goal he can see is the college entrance examination. No matter how far away, he dare not, cannot think, and can't think of it. Too beautiful fantasy will make him unable to bear the bad environment and afraid of collapse Lose.

Ji Xi, Ji Xi is like starlight.

Shu Xia glanced at him sideways, shining in his dark trough, he wanted to protect him well, even afraid that he would not be able to withstand the invasion of darkness, afraid that he would perish, so he did not dare to greedily absorb his light.

"Ji Xi...Happy New Year." Shu Xia touched him with the wine bottle, but he didn't touch him, dazzled, he touched it again.

"Happy New Year!" Ji Xi moved the wine bottle over for him to touch. He didn't drink much and his mind was very clear.

Tang Jing and the others were all blushing from drinking, and their minds were confused. They still didn't forget to eat meat and made a mess on the table.

"Happy! I will definitely be happy." Shu Xia took a big gulp. If Ji Xi hadn't stopped him, he would have drank the whole bottle of wine.

"Stop drinking, you're drunk." Ji Xi removed the bottle, took a piece of paper and wiped his mouth.

"I'm very happy today, Ji Xi, I'm very happy..." He narrowed his eyes and looked at him, muttering, too drunk to find his way.

"Liar." Ji Xi whispered, and led him up to the bedroom.

Tang Jing and the others were normal for a while, and abnormal for a while. They sang a song, made a fool of themselves, and crawled to the sofa to lean on.

When Ji Xi came out, several people turned on the TV to watch Pleasant Goat and Big Big Wolf, smiling like some idiots, he took out his mobile phone to take a video, and glanced at the table.

I missed it!

Full of rubbish, paper towels, shrimp shells, bones... a mess!

Liquor bottles all over the floor.

Five cases of beer, all finished, really... asking for trouble!

Ji Xi found a garbage bag, and threw everything in it except for the plates, which made Tang Jing and the other idiots dissatisfied.

"Ji Xi, what's wrong with you! Be quiet!" Tang Jing, who was the most courageous, was not afraid of Ji Xi, and expressed her heart on behalf of several people.

"... Get out!" Ji Xi ignored and continued to tidy up.

It's all Shu Xia's fault if he doesn't clean up. If he doesn't, he won't do it. He is so tired and full of food, so he met them.

Ji Xi didn't want to put any burden on him, Shu Xia's "I can't bear it" made him breathless, and he was afraid that his next sentence would be "Forget it".

Cleaned up, at least in Ji Xi's opinion, it was quite clean. Seeing Tang Jing and the others fell asleep watching TV, he sighed, turned up the temperature of the air conditioner by two degrees, and went back to the bedroom.

Shu Xia didn't sleep, she sat on the window sill in a daze, like a pile of black stones, motionless.

Leaning against the wall on the left, there is a protective fence outside the window, and a pot of green radishes is hung. He is very quiet, and even Ji Xi did not move behind him.

The other side was blocked by glass, and Ji Xi couldn't get up, so he could only stand on the ground.

"Shu Xia, what's the matter?" He slowed down his tone.

"No...it's okay, I'm just in a daze." Shu Xia turned her head, her feet fell naturally, and she stretched out her hand to him, "Hug."

Ji Xi's heart was like the moment when the popcorn exploded. After the violent explosion, the popcorn filled the sky, joy, excitement, and a sweet smell. He stepped forward and hugged his waist. This is...dependence, right?

He smiled in relief and satisfaction, Shu Xia had never been so...softly called "hug", the word made me feel comfortable, as if I had opened up the two veins of Ren and Du.

Shu Xia rubbed his neck and sighed, "Ji Xi, I'm really happy, it's true."

"Happy still drinking so much wine?" Ji Xi patted him on the back lightly.

"Really, it's like a dream. I have friends and a lover. It would be perfect if I raise another small animal." Shu Xia muttered, "There are also small animals, such as grasses and turtles, but they can't play with me. , can only stay in the water."

"Where's your weasel?" Ji Xi asked with a chuckle.

"Little weasel, it doesn't count. An unfamiliar white-eyed wolf will ignore people after eating." He raised his head and looked at Ji Xi, "Ji Xi, let me raise you. You stay with me, okay?"

"Fuck!" Ji Xi chuckled, "What do you think of me?"

"Cats, very expensive cats, I can't afford to keep them..." Shu Xia leaned on his shoulder in despair, "You are too delicate, I'm afraid you won't be able to keep them well."

"I'm not picky eaters, I'm easy to raise." Ji Xi hugged him.

"Liar!" Shu Xia sat up straight, counting with her fingers, "Picky, clean, not vegetarian, lazy, doesn't eat peeled fruit, doesn't sleep on hard beds, only drinks mineral water, wears fashion brands..."

"I've changed it, I'm easy to raise now." Ji Xi emphasized again.

"You don't need to change, I will work hard to raise you well." Shu Xia rubbed his forehead, squinting her eyes and smiling innocently.

"Aren't you tired? If you spoil me, you won't be able to get rid of me." Ji Xi kissed his forehead and said with a smile.

"Hmm... Tired." Shu Xia stared in confusion.

Ji Xi's heart trembled, as if falling from a high cloud into an abyss, he grabbed Shu Xia's waist tightly, how could he say he was tired?Having said that... what should he do?

"But... I can't bear it. If I want to be more picky, I can't do without me." Shu Xia said with a smirk.

Fuck!

Ji Xi didn't know whether to laugh or cry, so he leaned forward to cover Shu Xia's mouth, half-spoken, making him think he was a burden, bit his lips lightly, and said in a low voice: "Don't say one sentence for a long time and can't hold back the next sentence. I'm scared to death, you won't have a cat."

After thinking about it, I added another sentence: "You can have a boyfriend."

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