camouflage

Ji Xi thought that he could be indulgent, such as exchanging life with Shu Xia, but this person didn't even look at him, he climbed into bed and fell asleep.

Then he got mad and almost killed Shu Xia.

She stared helplessly at Shu Xia's back, and didn't give her a hug when she slept. What's the point of these days?

"Brother Xia, I'll be gentle next time, don't be angry!" Ji Xi poked him on the back.

Just now they almost fired their guns, Ji Xi bit the bullet and gave him a touch. The young boy was inexperienced, too excited, and his strength was a little too strong, and he almost crippled Shu Xia.

"Baby, if you come back, I promise not to resist!" Ji Xi leaned forward shamelessly, pinching Shu Xia's waist.

"Don't mess with me!" Shu Xia moved away.

Ji Xi followed suit, and the quilt was full of smells.

"Tsk, why are you so stubborn?" Ji Xi turned over and pressed him, leaning his elbows on both sides of his head, and coaxed in a low voice, "Don't be angry, I was wrong!"

Shu Xia looked up at him, her little face flushed slightly, and the mist in her eyes hadn't disappeared, "You are so heavy!"

Ji Xi lowered her head, and kissed him on the forehead, along the brows, the tip of the nose, sucked gently with his mouth, and that lip was given extra care.

The two have been intimate since the beginning of jerky, whether it is fast or slow.

"Aren't you angry?" Ji Xi lowered his voice, exhaling hot air from the corner of his mouth, and when he spoke, his lips touched each other from time to time, making him furious.

Shu Xia didn't answer, just raised her head slightly, kissed his lips, and wrapped her arms around his neck naturally.

Young and young, passionate.

Both of them couldn't help themselves and kissed hard.

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Afterwards, he kissed Shu Xia's lips: "I'm sorry, I messed with your hands."

"Come on, I'm going to take a shower." Shu Xia pushed him, the sticky hands were still warm, making him wish he could find a hole to bury in.

Ji Xi smiled, "Let's go together."

"...You go first, I'm a bit cold." Shu Xia immediately faltered, she couldn't stand it even under the quilt, and even took a bath together!

"Then I won't wash it." Ji Xi got up and wiped his hands with paper, threw them into the trash can, and then shrank back into the bed.

"Honey, I'm very satisfied!" Ji Xi kissed him and hugged his waist tightly.

Shu Xia who was almost deposed: "...Get out!"

"Next time, I must be gentler, or I can try it now, do you want to, huh?" He leaned close to Shu Xia's ear and said.

"...I'm going to sleep!" Shu Xia turned over and curled up in Ji Xi's arms with her back facing her.

He likes this posture, there is someone to lean on behind him, and he doesn't feel empty.

Ji Xi hugged him contentedly, and next time he must show him his skills!

On the first day of winter vacation, they slept until noon before waking up.

After all the fuss last night, their relationship seemed to be getting closer.

"Good morning, Brother Xia!" Ji Xi kissed over naturally, although they had kissed many times since they were together, but each time they were half-pushed and half-hearted, feeling uncomfortable, but this time they were very comfortable and at ease.

When Shu Xia kissed back, Ji Xi was still a little excited, every time he took the initiative, this time it was Shu Xia, the satisfaction in his heart never ceased, the most direct expression was that he was hard again.

"...I'm going to get up, you...solve it yourself." Shu Xia moved away something that was touching her legs, got up and put on her clothes.

"What are you going to do today?" Ji Xi drooped his face in disappointment, wrapped in a quilt, and didn't have the courage to get up in winter.

Shu Xia paused, put on his pants, "Go and see Shu Daqing."

"Oh." Ji Xi looked at his face, it was normal, "Do you want me to accompany you?"

"Farewell, I don't want you to see some bad things." Shu Xia said.

"Okay, so are you coming back today?" Ji Xi asked while hugging the quilt, his eyes fell on Shu Xia's legs and he couldn't move his eyes away.

Shu Xia looked at him sideways, "I don't know, let's see the situation!"

He threw Ji Xi's clothes over and asked, "What do you want to eat?"

"I want to be with you, it's too boring to be alone." Ji Xi looked at him anxiously.

"I... I'm afraid you won't be able to bear it," Shu Xia said, "Do you know the symptoms of late-stage AIDS?"

Before Ji Xi could say anything, he came out of his own brain: "Immune system loss, weight loss, coughing, skin swelling and purple, and then bacterial infection, slowly rotting, I don't want you to see this scene. "

"You...you don't want me to go see it, so I won't go, don't scare people like this!" Ji Xi swallowed, remembering that Shu Xia was almost infected, if his skin festered like this, and gradually lost his life, even It's hard to breathe just thinking about it.

"I didn't scare you." Shu Xia said, "Okay, what do you want to eat, I'll do it."

"I have no appetite, my mind is full of images of rotting skin, I can't eat." Ji Xi looked at him for a moment, then stretched out his hand, "Brother Xia, give me a hug."

Shu Xia walked over and held his head. In fact, he was also afraid, very afraid, but he still had to face it.

"Can I go find you? If you don't come back." Ji Xi asked sullenly.

Shu Xia rubbed the back of his head: "Can you stop being so sticky? It's not like I won't be back."

"Okay, I want to eat noodles." Ji Xi said.

Shu Xia chuckled lightly: "Didn't you lose your appetite?"

"Brother Xia's hug healing ability is superb, I can eat a cow now!" Ji Xi took advantage of his strength, grabbed his collar and pulled it down, leaned forward and kissed him.

After eating a bowl of egg noodles with tomato at noon, Ji Xi drove him back by bike.

The cold wind was blowing on his body, it was bitingly cold, Ji Xi's waist was hugged tightly, and he said loudly: "When you learn to ride a bicycle in the future, I will hug you like this too, to keep you warm!"

"I said to take the bus, but now it's still up to me?" Ji Xi was going to take the bus, but Ji Xi refused, saying that he would take him back to his mother's house, and he was so angry that he wanted to beat someone up.

"I'll teach you how to ride a bicycle when I'm free." Ji Xi said.

"it is good."

The closer she gets to Dawanzi, the more depressed Shu Xia is. There are too many things to face. The past few months seem to be self-indulgent, and now she has to carry this mess again.

Shu Xia asked him to park on the side of the road, but didn't go up.

"Why? I don't want to see anyone?" Ji Xi reluctantly handed him the gifts he bought, as well as a few pieces of Shu Xia's clothes, as if he wanted to live forever.

"Okay, stop making trouble, go back quickly." Shu Xia said, "I'll call you."

"Okay, remember to miss me." Ji Xi nodded his cheeks, "Here, kiss."

Shu Xia pushed him, "If someone sees me, I'll be famous again."

"Tsk, I keep the account, and I have to pay it back later." He climbed into the car, put on his helmet, blew a kiss to Shu Xia, and left with a roar.

After seeing no shadow, Shu Xia turned around and walked up. The familiar road, every stone was clearly engraved in his mind, and he climbed up with a few big bags.

Most of them were bought by Ji Xi, for him, for Shu Daqing, who said he was visiting his future father-in-law and mother-in-law, so angry that he almost beat him up.

On the issue of up and down, before Shu Xia realized it, Ji Xi had already made a decision.

It was quiet, like no one was home.

The chicken at the door is gone, probably killed!The vegetable garden is also a piece of weeds and no one takes care of it.

Shu Xia didn't have a key. At first, she was determined not to come back, so she lost the key at home, but he came back two months later.

What a slap in the face!

He knocked on the door and waited a moment for no answer.

Put the things at the door, turned around and went to the side of the house, the window of his room, hoping it was unlocked.

This place is full of Ji Xi's shadows. The first time he climbed up to his window sill, he was startled, and the second time he climbed up to his window sill and took him away.

Life is full of vicissitudes, and the world is unpredictable.

Fortunately, the window was unlocked, Shu Xia pushed it open, and looked at the empty canopy bed, cardboard boxes all over the floor, and gifts from others, all of which were lactic acid drinks.

Holding on to the windowsill, he jumped into the room.

The room had a musty smell for a long time, so he reached out and wiped the bed frame, and it was full of dust.

Some are not tasteful.

Walking into the living room, there was a sour smell in the room, like a dry well that hadn't been used for several years, it smelled bad, and the light was not good.

He opened the door to let some air out.

Bring in the outside things, throw the food in the living room, bring his clothes into the room, throw them on the bed frame and put them there.

The room was quiet and lifeless.

Shu Xia breathed a sigh of relief, and went to Shu Daqing's room. The door was closed, and he was a little nervous to push it open.

Afraid to see those pictures of patients with post-stage skin rot on Baidu come true, afraid to see Shu Daqing's dying appearance...

He took a deep breath and pushed open the door.

Before she could see clearly, an inexplicable smell came out, Shu Xia subconsciously covered her nose, and looked up at the bed.

There was a stabbing pain in his heart, his eyes were sore, and he almost couldn't help crying.

But I haven't seen him for half a month. Shu Daqing is so skinny that he looks completely unhuman, his hair is dry and frizzy, and some of his forehead has been lost, and the scar on his face is so distorted that he almost doesn't recognize it.

The quilt was flat as if there was no one there, and an unpleasant smell filled the room.

The sound of the door opening woke him up, he opened his eyes and glanced sideways at the door, and saw Shu Xia whom he hadn't seen for a long time.

His eyes were a little dazed, and then seemed to burst out of light, and he opened his mouth without making a sound.

Shu Xia fully opened the door of the room to let in the wind, and dared not open the window for fear of catching a cold.

"How are you...?" It's actually nonsense, how can you see it at a glance, it's very bad, very bad.

But he couldn't find anything to say.

Shu Daqing raised his head slightly, wanting to talk to him.

Shu Xia endured the smell and walked in, half a meter away from him, "What do you want to say?"

"I...sorry...sorry...you...cough cough...sorry." He coughed and said sorry.

sorry?I'm sorry, these three words are so fucking ironic and unreasonable, outrageous and unreasonable.Obviously he is the victim, but when the other party says sorry, even if he doesn't forgive him, even he can't help but spurn himself for being petty, but why can everything be erased by saying sorry.

Shu Xia looked at Shu Daqing, gritted her teeth and said, "Don't tell me you're sorry, I don't want to forgive you."

Shu Daqing didn't seem to expect him to be so decisive, and looked at him helplessly and calmly as if he had known it earlier.

"You are responsible for your own body. I don't care about anything. Don't think that a single sorry can erase what you have done these years, and don't expect me to be a little bit filial."

"At the beginning, there were obviously other choices, and you made them yourself."

After Shu Xia finished speaking, she turned and went out, not wanting to see that face, not wanting to know his expression.

He stood at the door and looked at the unfamiliar courtyard dam. Weeds came out of the gaps, and the fence was already submerged by vines.

If it weren't for the few families nearby, this place could be called a haunted house.

The cold winter is not very obvious in the south, because there are too many green plants, especially in rural areas, the camellias at the door are still beautiful, except for the cold wind, there is no ankle-thick snow on Jiulifeng.

Shu Xia wiped away the tears on her face and blinked, she was so unmanly.

How many times has he cried this semester? It may be because of Ji Xi that he has become vulnerable.

A little bit of grievance can make him roll out tears like he doesn't want money.

He took out his mobile phone and sent a message to Ji Xi: Are you there yet?

In fact, it hasn't been long, but I just thought about it, wanted to sit together in a daze, thinking about nothing, and not caring about anything.

But Ji Xi couldn't sit still, he always looked for opportunities to take advantage of him, or he would lie on his lap like a boneless person playing games with his mobile phone, or he would sleep, or he would not study anyway.

Ji Xi replied quickly: Here we are, I miss you! [mua]

Shu Xia chuckled lightly, feeling better all of a sudden.

He tidied up his mood, rolled up his sleeves and tidied up the house as if full of combat power, opened all the doors for ventilation, found a shovel and shoveled away the weeds in the yard one by one, and swept out two large piles of garbage.

The living room, the kitchen, his own room, Shu Xia was busy like a spinning top.

After packing up, it was past four in the afternoon.

Mei Ting hasn't come back yet, she doesn't know why she went there.

Shu Xia didn't bother to look for her, now... how should I put it, they can't go back to the past.

Shu Xia was terrified of the meals she cooked and the things she gave, and dared not take them. He couldn't find a suitable distance, so he could only freeze.

Tired and sweating, he sat at the door and sent messages to Ji Xi, maybe because he was too busy, Ji Xi sent him several messages.

Ji Xueza: What about you?

Shu Xia scrolled up and found the phrase "Here we are, I miss you! [mua]" he forgot to reply.

Ji Xueza: Speak.

Ji Xueza: They say that pulling out is ruthless, and you ignore me before you go in. . .

Ji Xueza: Brother Xia, what are you doing?

Ji Xueza: I miss you when I eat instant noodles at night

Ji Xuezha: Cooking. .

Ji Xueza: We are finished, and we are ignoring me! ! !

Shu Xia sent him a video call.

After beeping for a while... it was cut off? ?

Angry? ?

He dialed again, and this time he picked up right away.

Ji Xi was lying on the sofa, and a bitter 45-degree angle appeared on the screen: Brother Xia, why are you ignoring me?

Shu Xia smiled helplessly: I was too busy just now, what are you doing?

Ji Xi: I am thinking of you.

Shu Xia: ...Eating less instant noodles is bad for your health. Didn't you make an appointment for dinner with Qi Xin and the others?

Ji Xi: Without you, I'm not interested. Besides, Qi Lei and Liu Yang are not in the mood to eat now. Looking at the reaction, I might as well eat by myself!

Shu Xia: Then you can order a takeaway instead of instant noodles.

Ji Xi: Then come back and do it for me!

Shu Xia: I may not be able to go back. My mother doesn't know where she is, and no one cooks.

Ji Xi: Can I come over?At night, quietly.

Shu Xia: Can you be more mature?I was not a good person before.

Ji Xi: That's different... Forget it, you heartless, what were you doing just now?I sent so many messages without replying a word.

Shu Xia turned on the rear camera: Here, clean up.

In the shot is a clean yard.

Ji Xi: My Brother Xia is so virtuous!

Shu Xia chuckled: "Okay, let's not talk anymore, I have to cook."

Ji Xi: Don't, you can do it with the video on, anyway, it won't affect you.

Shu Xia: I'm afraid you're drooling, okay, let's talk when we have time.

Ji Xi: Kiss.

Shu Xia: I will miss you.

Ji Xi laughed happily, got up and sat down: I will miss you too, mua!

Shu Xia knew she had been fooled.

But he didn't care, every time it was Ji Xi who took the initiative, anyone would get tired after a long time, he wanted to go on for the rest of his life.

Shu Xia: Brother Xi, it's great to have you here!

Ji Xi: Don't tease me just because I'm not around!If I can't help it at night, you're screwed.

Ji Xi: Well, I will always be here, you go to work, I eat and sleep alone alone, you don't have to worry about me.

Shu Xia: ...

After the video was over, he stood up and stretched, and it was time to cook.

The family is really poor, and it's hard for a "husband" to cook without rice. Shu Xia searched, but there is not much rice, no food at all, and she doesn't know how they live every day.

He went to the living room to look through the things he bought, calcium supplements, sesame paste, nutrition... and some snacks. Shu Xia dug out a few ham sausages and planned to make ham sausage fried rice.

Shu Daqing shouldn't be able to eat it, right?

He thought about opening the sesame paste, brewing it in boiling water and drinking it.

The rice was washed three times, and the bowls and chopsticks were also washed several times. Shu Xia was careful about everything, so as not to get sick.

Boiled water to make sesame paste for Shu Daqing, but Mei Ting did not come back after the water boiled.

He made a phone call.

"Xiao Xia?" Mei Ting was a little happy, "What's the matter, you haven't contacted me for a long time, and I dare not call you, is there... what's the matter?"

Shu Xia: "Where have you been?"

"Are you back?" She said incoherently, "I... I'll be right back, just wait for me, I'll be back soon."

Shu Xia cut it off.

The reason why he asked her to come back was that he didn't want to serve Shu Daqing for dinner.

Sometimes he feels that he is so weak that he is like a heartless and unfilial son. To come back and have a look, cooking is his biggest concession.

He didn't eat the rice, he couldn't eat any more, a thorn stuck there all the time.

I ate a few snacks casually, and it was dinner.

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