camouflage

Ji Xi's appeal is not built on, someone came to chat privately about Shu Xia's training at night.

Shu Xia didn't reply to him in a hurry, but looked up a lot of precautions for power leveling on the Internet. He used to do face-to-face power leveling, but now online power leveling, he doesn't know whether the other party is a man or a woman, so naturally he has to be careful.

"Are you saying that I want to take private orders or go to a platform to get them?" Shu Xia leaned on the bedside and asked Ji Xi, who was suffering from hypochondriasis.

Ji Xi wiped his face and cheered up: "Let's go private, it's more free."

"How about the deal between the two parties? I can't trust him, and he can't trust me either." Shu Xia continued to ask.

"Let's pay in installments, set a down payment point, both parties are safe." Ji Xi shrunk down sleepily, covering his head.

"Oh." Shu Xia nodded, similar to what was said on the Internet.

He went to check the price again. The last rank was more than 200, so how much money he wasted before!

Shu Xia counted on her fingers. The previous rank was 200 yuan. Generally speaking, a rank had to play five qualifying matches before the promotion match, which meant that she could earn 200 yuan by playing for a few hours.

But he can't play during class, so he can only work on Friday and Saturday nights, and he didn't say that it must be completed in one day. When he is busy, he can be promoted to a rank in two days.

Calculated, I can earn at least 800 yuan a month, and then add the salary of [-] yuan to work, which is [-] yuan, [-] yuan a month, and then I can save [-] yuan for college.

In addition, if you go to a part-time job during the holidays and deduct the usual expenses, you should be able to save more than 3 yuan when you go to college.

And he hasn't counted the time for this semester.

"Brother Xi, thank you!" Shu Xia shook Ji Xi up and shouted excitedly.

Ji Xi grabbed him irritably, stuffed him into the bed, hugged him tightly, and whispered in a daze: "Don't make noise, I'll sleep for a while, half an hour."

Shu Xia curled up in his arms stiffly, surrounded by the smell of Ji Xi.

He couldn't fall asleep anymore, so he could only take out one hand to play with his phone.

After an afternoon of buffering, his mobile phone was finally able to be turned on, and the number of Weibo fans suddenly rose to more than 5000 and soon broke through [-]. Shu Xia glanced at Ji Xi in surprise, and found that this person's eyelashes are really long!

He froze for a while, then continued to look at his phone.

There are a lot of people who private message, some are curious about his relationship with Ji Xi, some are private messages about power leveling.

The comments are also varied.

Ji Xi commented below him, followed by a bunch of others.

Shu Xia took a look and realized that it was Ji Xi who was helping him.

This person, Shu Xia couldn't figure out why Ji Xi was so kind to him, celebrating his birthday, taking him in, moving, finding a house... He did a lot of things for him.

And what did he do for Ji Xi?

Shu Xia thought for a long time, as if it was today's meal, and then it was gone.

It's not fair.

One person's contribution to another person is not proportional to the other person's response, and problems are likely to arise.

Shu Xia is well versed in the relationship between giving and receiving.

Will he get bored after a long time?

Shu Xia pursed her lips, turned her head to look at Ji Xi, he seemed a little greedy.

I want to occupy all the good things about Ji Xi.

……

Ji Xi said half an hour was only half an hour, and when he woke up, Shu Xia was curled up in his arms in a daze.

"What are you thinking?" Ji Xi patted his head.

"I'm thinking about why you are so kind to me." Shu Xia said in distress, "I can't figure it out." She didn't dare to think about it either.

Ji Xi grabbed a lock of his hair and kneaded it. Why did he treat Shu Xia so well and patiently?He wasn't too sure, anyway, looking at him made him feel comfortable.

"Why do you think so much?" He said indifferently, and then pushed Shu Xia: "Damn, what, my hands are numb!"

Shu Xia moved away, Ji Xi withdrew his hand, feeling numb and painful.

"You hug me too tightly, I can't move, so...it's none of my business." Shu Xia glanced at it and shirked responsibility.

When Ji Xi dragged him down, he was pillowed on his arm, and Ji Xi didn't let go, every time he moved, he hugged him even tighter, Shu Xia just lay quietly like this, playing with his phone by the way.

"Tsk, ungrateful."

It's already past 06:30.

"What's for dinner?" Shu Xia asked.

In fact, he wanted to go back and eat the chicken, the taste would change without a refrigerator.

"Of course I went to eat at your house. I think there's still a lot left over from cooking for lunch!" Ji Xi rubbed his numb arms and said as a matter of course.

"alright."

The chicken finally entered their stomachs. Although it took a long time, good things never come late.

Ji Xi did what he said.

I stopped playing games, stopped checking Weibo, and stopped hanging out.

He studies very seriously.

Shu Xia went to work, and he went back to the apartment alone, quietly and quite lonely.

Ji Xi used to be really good at studying, but that doesn't prevent him from being a troublesome academic bully.

The teacher loves and hates him, and there is nothing he can do.

Please parents, psychological counseling... Tried many tricks but failed to bring him back on the right path. When he left, the one who hated him the most was Lao Lai, such a big man, with tears in his eyes and a runny nose. One of the people who said it was abolished would be abolished, what a pity...

Ji Xi still remembers his embarrassing appearance.

Lao Lai is similar to Li Taibai, intentional but not excessive.

Shen Shi also had a heart, but it was too much.

Ji Xi fed the fish and dug out a pile of materials from under the bed. They were all college entrance examination materials, some of which were dusty. They were sent to him by Lao Lai, and he said he would take a look if he had time.

He opened them one by one, and he hadn't seen this familiar place name for a long time.

City A No. [-] Middle School.

The best high school in City A, with a mix of public and private, a paradise for the rich and top students.

The environment is good, the conditions are favorable, and I don’t know how many times better than No. [-] Middle School.

Ji Xi's memory of it is very shallow, except for its grandeur, he can't remember to what extent, what the playground looks like, what the school badge looks like, except that there is an old Lai, as if it was a matter of a previous life.

The playground in his mind is the playground of the No. [-] Middle School with some potholes and a lot of trees. The school badge seems to be "reading is worthwhile", and the teacher only has a deep impression of Li Taibai, very similar to Lao Lai, classmate, Shu Xia , Qi Xin, Meng Ke...

Ji Xi found that there are many memories here.

After brushing off the dust on the information book, he moved the whole cardboard box to the sofa. The cardboard box was still the one that Lao Lai mailed.

There are test papers for Yizhong, tutorial books, and several extracurricular books, including "Disqualification in the World"?

Shu Xia is reading this book.

Ji Xi put aside other books, held "No Place in the World" in his hands, and found a very comfortable position on the sofa to read.

It describes the main character from teenagers to middle age, in order to escape from reality, he constantly sinks, experiences self-exile, alcoholism, suicide, and paralyzes himself with drugs, and finally walks towards the tragedy of self-destruction step by step. In the process of self-denial, he also expresses his innermost feelings The depression in the place, and the longing for love...

The whole novel is full of extreme decadence.

Ji Xi remembered Shu Xia's advice, and regretted reading it.

So depressing, so fucking useless.

Tsk tsk, student Shu Xia has a strong mind!There is nothing wrong with him, and he is still working happily to make money.

He watched it all night, nothing but calm and aggrieved.

He couldn't understand that although his parents didn't expect much from him and didn't care about him, in his opinion this was a kind of freedom, and he got it.

——Desire for "freedom" more and more, so that I want to sob softly.

There is a sentence in the original text, Ji Xi thought of Shu Xia, but he didn't sob softly, he was crying loudly, after the rain passed, he was full of confidence in the future.

Ji Xi felt that he must be weak, or his nerves were thick, otherwise, how could he not experience the hopelessness and decadence in the text, and he might have passed through the meridian and disappeared before he had time to feel it.

He is full of energy, and he is not tired even after watching it all night.

The energetic classmate Ji Xi feeds the fish every day, and the fish has grown up a lot. It is the little turtle that may have dwarfism and does not move at all.

After washing up, Ji Xi planned to find classmate Shu Xia. After reading this book, he took Shu Xia's shadow to compare them one by one.

I found that Shu Xia fit some of the descriptions in it.

——On the surface, I always greet people with a smile on my face, but in my heart, I am desperately working hard, sweating profusely with difficult movements to provide the most thoughtful service to mankind.

He worked hard and sweated to provide the most thoughtful service for his parents.

Greet you with a smile at school.

Ji Xi slowly walked towards the back door, that deep and house-like alley.

There is a shop called Corner Corner, and there is a man there.

Everything will pass.

……

Shu Xia didn't read the book all night, because there were too many private messages on Weibo, probably because of Ji Xi's light, everyone was very curious about him.

Seven or eight people asked about boosting.

Shu Xia replied one by one, some didn't believe him, and some talked about it, all for the purpose of inquiring about the relationship between Ji Xi and him.

He has no experience and doesn't know the function of do not disturb, so he replied one by one.

Finally settled on a guest.

Played games all night.

When Ji Xi came, he hadn't recovered yet.

"Why are you here?" He stood up and looked at him, smiling happily.

Ji Xi raised his eyebrows and forgot about the pitiful protagonist in his mind. He couldn't find a single similarity with Shu Xia, a decadence and a passion, how could there be a shadow!

"So happy?" Ji Xi walked over and leaned against the counter, "Have breakfast?"

Shu Xia looked at the time, it was 53:7, and there were still [-] minutes to get off work.

"I'm not off work yet!" He smiled, "I made 200 yuan yesterday, and I treat you to breakfast today as a thank you."

"Awesome!" Ji Xi praised him, "What do you eat?"

"You can choose." Shu Xia waved her hand boldly, "Today is not short of money."

"Your posture..." Ji Xi chuckled twice, "I almost thought you were going to take care of me."

Shu Xia: "In the future, you are too expensive, I can't afford it!"

He took a bottle of soda and handed it to him: "Drink? Please."

"You just took a bottle of soda for such an expensive me?" Ji Xi took a sip.

Shu Xia smiled.

One after another, people left, each of them looked like a drug addict, sloppy, pale, and listless.

"You should drink less soda in the future!" Shu Xia looked at him and said, "Coke kills sperm, don't become impotent at a young age."

"Pfft..." Ji Xi spat out the soda, choked twice, and stared at him, "Did you do it on purpose?"

"No, it's true." Shu Xia held back her smile.

Ji Xi doesn't know if Coke will kill the sperm, but he wants to kill Shu Xia.

This man's mouth is really poisonous!

……

Meng Ke's grandma left, very suddenly, yesterday morning.

When Ji Xi found out, he was still having breakfast with Shu Xia. They chose a very remote restaurant, and Shu Xia chose it.

At this moment, Ji Xi really felt that Shu Xia was from here, he knew everything about everything, especially the very cheap ones, and he knew the way.

"When Mei Ting was sick, sometimes she was too busy and had to go out to buy, so I went there where it was cheap. In fact, the taste was quite good." Ji Xi didn't hear his explanation, and the message on the phone was Qi Xin. , How long has it been!What happened a few days ago, now people are gone.

"Meng Ke's grandma is gone," Ji Xi said.

Shu Xia stopped suddenly, he looked at Ji Xi, but didn't speak.

"I only found out that she was sick a few days ago, and I took Meng Ke out to fight. Now that she is gone, Qi Xin said that Meng Ke didn't see her for the last time. Tell me, is this my fault?" Ji Xi A little startled.

He grew up in a good environment, and the people around him were healthy and healthy, and no one left. At this moment, the news suddenly came. Although it had nothing to do with him, it had something to do with him.

He was the one who called Meng Ke to come out that day.

It wasn't long before his grandma left.

"Stop thinking about it, why are you bothered by this? If Meng Ke wants to see her, he will have plenty of time, it's not your problem at all." Shu Xia said calmly and calmly.

Ji Xi was in a daze, always feeling that he had said something wrong, did he say something that shouldn't have been said that day?He thought for a while and didn't seem to say a word.

"Aren't you...afraid of death?" Shu Xia looked at him and asked with dewy eyes.

Ji Xi threw out the extra thoughts, probably because he didn't sleep well, after reading the book, he was dazed, "I don't know, I haven't encountered it before, and I feel a little... at a loss for a while."

It was the first time that Shu Xia saw him look "at a loss". He was clearly a person who didn't care about anything, high above him, and lazy. Right now, he was disturbed by something that he thought was related.

"Why are you so...indifferent?" he asked.

Shu Xia took a sip of soy milk, looked at the grocery store opposite, and said calmly: "If you see too much, it doesn't matter. Everyone is going to die, so don't think about it."

Ji Xi also felt that something was wrong with him, he put the phone back into his pocket, took a sip, "It tastes good, do you think I should go and have a look?"

"Go if you want." Shu Xia said.

"Can you... stop being so calm? It makes me look weak." Ji Xi smiled helplessly.

Shu Xia: "When I was young, about 11 years old, an uncle died in the lake at the gate. He was electrocuted. No one saw him at night. When he saw it the next afternoon, he was swollen and pale. .”

"When I was in junior high school, I was walking on the main road. A car rushed out and knocked my classmate into the air. He died on the spot, bleeding all over the place."

"Mei Ting almost died in the lake too. Last time she was hospitalized, she stayed there for more than half a month. There was an old man who entered almost at the same time and died too. I spent ten days with him day and night, so... …It doesn’t matter if you see more.”

"Aren't you afraid?" Ji Xi swallowed.

Shu Xia gave him a white look: "What are you afraid of? I didn't kill you."

Thinking of the young master in the big city, who has never seen such a bloody one, Shu Xia comforted: "There is nothing to be afraid of, and Meng Ke is an adult, and knows what he is doing. Besides, no one can stop birth, old age, sickness and death, you If you feel uncomfortable, go and have a look, and your knot will be cleared."

"Are you going?" Ji Xi asked.

Shu Xia ate while walking. They bought soy milk and finger cakes and walked on the road. There were few people at the moment, but they didn't attract much attention.

Ji Xi is not used to eating on the road. Seeing that Shu Xia has no burden and can do whatever he wants, he feels hypocritical. After two bites, the taste is not bad, and he doesn't think there is anything wrong with it.

"Come with me, I don't know much about the customs here, I'm afraid of making a joke." Ji Xi said.

Shu Xia nodded.

Grandma Meng Ke's house is far away.

It is in the completely opposite direction from Shu Xia's house, and the place is called Anle Town.

The navigation shows that there are more than 20 kilometers, which is far away.

At least it is far away for Ji Xi, especially when he needs to ride by himself.

They bought wreaths, but Ji Xi didn't understand, and he was a little apprehensive when he even entered the wedding and funeral shop.

Shu Xia is like a veteran in comparison.

They are still students, so it is not easy to bring their own names, especially if they are underage, so they simply write the name of the second and third classes of high school and send it in the name of the class.

Ji Xi has already recovered, knowing that this matter has nothing to do with him.

Meng Ke left early that day, and he couldn't even cover twenty kilometers in one night!

In Anle Town, Meng Ke's grandmother died in the town's hospital.

"You said you will see Meng Ke later, what should I say?" Ji Xi asked.

The wind is a bit strong, it is early November.

Shu Xia straightened her messy hair, Ji Xi forgot to bring a helmet out, and they bought something and rushed to Meng Ke's house, so now the two of them are facing the cold wind, and their faces are almost deformed.

"My condolences, or don't say anything." Shu Xia replied.

The road is not easy to walk, especially when it is about to arrive, it is about five or six kilometers, it is full of gravel roads, winding, Ji Xi is a little bit overwhelmed, because there is a cliff on one side and a cliff on the other.

A road dug halfway up the mountain has no cement.

Ji Xi was a little terrified, but Shu Xia was very calm.

"Fuck! What kind of road is this? It's worse than the one in front of your house!" Ji Xi slowed down, his racing car completely lost its advantage in such a place, and it was not as effective as an ordinary motorcycle.

"That's good. My grandma's house is even more terrifying, especially on rainy days. It's full of mud, which can reach the calf, and I will fall when I take a step." Shu Xia said.

"Fuck! Let's take a break, I'm a little too nervous." Ji Xi found a wider place to stop.

They got down and looked around the car, the barren mountains and mountains.

Ji Xi rubbed his stiff arms and legs, and his face was almost stiff.

"I would have gone back to get the helmet if I knew it earlier, it was freezing to death." Ji Xi stomped his feet.

Shu Xia is also a bit cold, the mountain is high above sea level, much colder than the city.

"Look at the other side, isn't it pretty?"

Shu Xia pointed to the opposite mountain. At the end of autumn, Yinshan was dyed red, blending with the green and black mountains. It was an amazing color.

Intense and colorful.

Ji Xi looked over and nodded, "It's a pity I didn't bring my camera."

"There will be a chance in the future." Shu Xia stretched her waist, "How far is it?"

Ji Xi: "Two kilometers!"

They stopped for a while, and a car came up from behind, a motorcycle, carrying three people, plus the driver, four people, also holding wreaths in their hands.

Ji Xi and Shu Xia looked at each other.

What the hell!

This technique, the old driver Qiu Mingshan!

"They should also go to Meng Ke's house." Shu Xia said.

The old Qiu Mingshan driver didn't stop, and walked away in a very majestic and dragging manner.

Ji Xi and Shu Xia also climbed into the car and set off.

About seven or eight minutes later, before seeing people and houses, there was the sound of mourning.

He really heard his voice first.

Very lively, this is Ji Xi's first feeling.

The intersection is full of cars and motorcycles, there are many wreaths, and there are more people.

He was in a very complicated mood, and he didn't know how to describe it. It was like the most important moment in a person's life. Everyone was here, but you were absent.

It feels more lively than his cousin getting married.

Ji Xi has never attended a funeral, so I don't know if it is so lively.

Those people didn't have sadness on their faces, but laughter, in groups of three or four, speaking in an incomprehensible dialect.

"They...why aren't they sad?" Ji Xi was incredulous.

Shu Xia and the others received vague attention, which really didn't fit in here.

"They are not relatives, but neighbors and people who come and go." Shu Xia said, "Even if they are relatives, they are not always sad."

Ji Xi nodded blankly.

"Call Qi Xin!" Shu Xia said, their identities were also embarrassing, so they just had to come and see, and ended up buying a wreath.

According to the custom, the host has to come out to greet her, but Shu Xia didn't intend to say anything.

Qi Xin came yesterday, together with Meng Ke.

When he saw Ji Xi, he was very surprised.

Although Ji Xi asked for the address, he didn't say he wanted to come, and besides, he didn't have the temperament of a person who wanted to come.

"Why do you still buy things, just take a look." Qi Xin helped put the wreath next to the others, and saw the words of Class Two and Three in Senior High.

Some have mixed flavors.

"Is Meng Ke okay?" Ji Xi asked.

Qi Xin nodded: "Actually, he's fine. I didn't see him cry, so he was very calm. I don't know what's going on."

The calmer the more violent the storm.

"Well... what can we do?" Ji Xi asked again.

Qi Xin shook his head: "Just watch, we can't do anything."

"Then do you need to go...to pay respects?" Ji Xi asked again.

Qi Xin laughed: "You don't understand why! You are not a relative, why do you pray? It's like coming to a wedding, but the wedding is celebrated everywhere, and the funeral is just the grief of the relatives themselves."

"Look at those people, you can do what they are."

Ji Xi looked at those people talking and laughing happily, is this like a funeral?

Shu Xia and the others didn't go there, and found a place with few people to sit, the stones under their buttocks felt cool, just like Ji Xi's cold heart.

Grandma Meng Ke's family is not bad. The house is on the second floor, which looks better than most houses in the village. It is considered a middle-class family.

The courtyard dam is very large and can accommodate 600 people.

The sound of mourning and music was repeated over and over again. There were groups of children playing with firecrackers, playing innocently. Occasionally, an adult came to say hello to be safe.

It feels like everyone is busy and has nothing to do.

"Brother Xi, you are showing timidity!" Shu Xia called him with a smile.

Ji Xi looked at him, and found it difficult to express his thoughts: "It's a little strange."

"Actually, it's just some people's sophistication." Shu Xia said lightly, "I'll help your family with something today, and you will help my family with something tomorrow. It's like this cycle passed down from generation to generation. In fact, it's about building relationships, relying on money, Human affection and family affection are used to establish a relationship, and the relationship is close and distant.”

Shu Xia pointed at the chattering person: "These are the relationships built by money or favors. For them, as long as the next generation is still there, it doesn't matter." If the blood relationship is stronger, it will be sad, if it is less emotional, it will be expressionless, not very happy, but not sad."

"Hi...be calm and thorough!" Ji Xi said, as if he was not the one who was afraid of death.

"Actually, it's not only family relationships that can be sad. If something happens to you, I will be sad too." Ji Xi looked at him.

Shu Xia froze for a moment, then smiled: "That's another kind of relationship. There is no blood relationship. The relationship is based on common hobbies or mutual appreciation. It has nothing to do with worldly sophistication, but just because of liking."

"It's generally friendship, love."

"It has nothing to do with the world, just because you like it?" Ji Xi repeated.

"Well, it's like us." Shu Xia smiled, and spread her hands in distress, "However, I haven't discovered the common hobbies you and I have, but I appreciate you."

Shu Xia looked at him with a smile.

Ji Xi was a little startled, and nodded understandingly.

He said, "I appreciate you too."

Qi Xin looked at the two of them: "I admire you too."

Ji Xi and Shu Xia looked at each other and smiled tacitly.

Qi Xin called Meng Ke out, he looked haggard, wearing a filial piety cloth, with a white cloth around his arm.

Ji Xi saw that some of them were worn on the head, maybe men and women are different.

"Why are you here?" Meng Ke's voice was hoarse.

Shu Xia stood up: "Are you okay?"

"Well, it's just that I can't sleep at night and my spirit is not good." Meng Ke said calmly.

"That...sorrow and change." Ji Xi was a little embarrassed, he was not good at comforting people, and this kind of thing was even more unfamiliar to him.

"Don't worry, I'm just sleepy. I'm not too sad. She's not in good health. I've been away from home for so many years, and my relationship has faded, so don't look at me like this." He smiled.

No sadness, no indifference, just peace.

Ji Xi found that he was the only one who was overly emotional. They seemed to take life and death lightly and didn't take it seriously.

"Are you going to stay here overnight or go back?" Meng Ke asked.

Shu Xia said: "Go back, we can't help you here, don't trouble you."

Meng Ke: "That's fine, let's go after eating!"

Shu Xia: "Yes."

They fell silent, not knowing what to say, just watching the people coming and going, chatting and laughing, teaching naughty children, and people wearing filial cloths shuttled through the crowd, looking very busy.

"Actually, relatives and neighbors are the most tiring at funerals." Shu Xia sighed.

Ji Xi looked at him and said nothing.

It's just that he refreshed his three views during the meal. He saw that there were not many people, and a group of people appeared from nowhere, grabbing seats and making a lot of noise.

The speed of eating is also amazing, and people are constantly interspersed among the crowd to add food.

Qi Xin followed Meng Ke in.

Ji Xi and Shu Xia were still in the same place, looking at the noisy courtyard, the smell of food blowing towards them made Ji Xi lose his appetite at all.

"Or, let's go back and eat!" Ji Xi said.

"Yeah." Shu Xia nodded, "When are you leaving?"

"Now?" Ji Xi asked.

Shu Xia nodded: "It's okay, anyway, I've seen it all."

"So...Meng Ke's grandma is in there?" Ji Xi asked.

Shu Xia looked at him suspiciously: "Do you want to see it?"

"No, no, no." Ji Xi hurriedly waved his hands, "Just ask."

Shu Xia said: "Well, in the mourning hall, her family is watching."

Ji Xi: "Let's go."

They said something to Qi Xin, and then rode away.

The sound of mourning and music behind him gradually disappeared, and Ji Xi's mood also calmed down.

I didn't speak along the way, which was very strange. I obviously didn't know someone, but I was always uncomfortable.

"I watched No Longer in the World." Ji Xi said suddenly.

"Ah?" Shu Xia was stunned for a moment, then smiled lightly and said, "Why didn't you listen to my advice?"

"I regret it a bit, why didn't you let me see it?" Ji Xi asked.

Facing the wind, Shu Xia looked at Yin Shanhong, who was full of mountains, receding in his eyes. The cliff beside him was not as scary as when he came here. Perhaps because he knew it, he said softly: "Some people say that this book is not suitable for recommending to the youngest. Good friend to see."

"Then what do you think?" Ji Xi asked.

"Feelings after reading?" Shu Xia thought for a moment before saying, "I haven't fallen into the abyss yet, and there is still a way ahead. When I stretched out my hand, the sun was still shining warmly on my palm."

"What do you think?" Shu Xia asked him.

Ji Xi shook his head, looked at the flat bridge in front of the house on the two-meter-wide ditch, and said, "Even if there is no road, there is still a bridge!" But I'm good at it!"

As a comfort or encouragement to Shu Xia, he didn't find his miniature in it.

The way back was not very far away, Shu Xia hugged his waist a little drowsy, after staying up all night, he couldn't control himself and wanted to rest.

"Brother Xi, what I call the world is you." Shu Xia said in a daze, but Ji Xi understood.

A bright and fearless Ji Xi.

Although he is afraid of earthworms and dead people, it is still the world he likes.

Ji Xi is like a light, illuminating Shu Xia and showing him the way.

Osamu Dazai said: Contemptuous of each other, but also interacting with each other and degrading ourselves together - this is the true face of the so-called "friends" in the world.

Encouraging each other but communicating with each other and going far away together - this is Ji Xi's definition of the so-called "Shu Xia".

Ji Xi is not a coward, on the contrary he is very strong.

Otherwise, he would not resist coming to this place.

……