camouflage

In the county hospital, Shu Xia sat on the bench in a daze holding the registration form.

I didn't dare to go to Mei Ting's hospital, afraid of making mistakes, afraid of the doctor knowing him, afraid of... all bad results.

The county hospital is very noisy and there are many people, because the medical skills here are the best, but there is a queue.

Waiting is a very torturous process.

In junior high school, he waited to grow up a bit, to take the college entrance examination in general high school, and go to the outside world; in high school, he waited for Mei Ting to promise him to take the college entrance examination and go outside, and never came back; He waited.

But now, he is waiting for his inspection.

After waiting for an unknown amount of time, the hospital's queuing system called out his name: the next one, number 128, Shu Xia, please go to the first department.

There are too many people in the county hospital. For the sake of order, the hospital has set up five departments, calling one to go to another.

Shu Xia didn't go to the emergency room, so she waited for a long time.

He was still a little confused when he was called, and he didn't react until the second time he called.

As soon as he stood up, he suddenly became timid, his heart was beating non-stop, and he went to the first department with a little weakness in his legs.

The doctor is a middle-aged uncle, very kind. When he saw Shu Xia entering, he smiled and said, "Sit down, don't be nervous, can you tell me about your symptoms?"

Shu Xia said in a hoarse voice, "I...maybe...possibly infected with AIDS, can I check?"

The doctor was taken aback and nodded, "Do you have any symptoms now? Fever? Cough? Sweating?"

"I...don't know," Shu Xia shook her head, "I don't know if it's infected, I just want to know the result."

"The hospital can do an examination for you and draw blood for a test, but it takes two or three days to get the results. You have also seen that the hospital is crowded and busy. If you want to know the results earlier, it is faster to go to the CDC."

"I want... to know the result sooner." Shu Xia said in a condescending manner.

"That's fine. You're a student. The situation is special. I'll make a list and you go directly to the doctor."

"Don't be nervous. I'll transfer you to the CDC first. The inspections there are very formal, and so are the machines. Don't worry, there are only three basic routes of AIDS transmission: blood, breast milk, and sex. It's not so easy to get infected."

"Is it too much pressure to study? Don't worry about it. Come on, take this list and go out, turn left and go straight to the end. There is a big sign that says CDC. Follow it and there will be a doctor."

"Worrying about this at a young age, go!"

Shu Xia came out with the list, didn't read what was written on the list, went out and turned left and walked straight to the end, there was a big sign for the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention.

He followed the arrows to enter.

The doctors and nurses inside are different from those in the outpatient department. They wear masks and walk in a hurry, without the smiling faces and casualness of those doctors in the outpatient department.

This place is like a cage, where many viruses are locked.

"How long?" the doctor asked.

Shu Xia was stunned, and the doctor asked again: "Do you know the window period?"

"Yeah." Shu Xia said, "But I don't know, I...have both parents, I don't know what's going on with me."

He guessed, "Maybe it's here."

"Then draw blood first. If you use gold standard, the result will be very fast." The doctor said.

Shu Xia followed them in a daze, drew blood, took a test, and waited for the result.

Waiting again.

Shu Xia suddenly hated this word, he didn't want to wait any longer.

Gold standard is fast, but the accuracy is not as high as PA and ELISA.

He sat on the bench and looked at the AIDS transmission route posted on the wall, blood transmission, intravenous injection, if... He suddenly didn't want to think about it, but his thoughts spread out of control.

If it is eaten, does it count?

Can it be sterilized by high temperature?

Mei Ting... Did it just start, or did it start that day?

Was she unintentional or on purpose?

What if... what if he got it?

No... what should I do?

My mind is in a mess, like a mess of yarn, I can't find where the source is, how to sort it out, and I don't know how to start.

When the doctor called him, he was taken aback. He swallowed nervously, like a prisoner in court, waiting for the moment of sentencing.

"The test came out, and no HIV virus was found, so you can rest assured." Shu Xia suddenly felt that the doctor's rigid voice was also nice.

"Really? I'm fine?" Shu Xia couldn't believe it.

"Well, if you don't worry, check it again every other month. The result will be more accurate, because you don't know when your window period is. Human bodies are different. Some lie in for a long time, and some are very fast."

He cried with joy, "I know, I will come to check."

"Well, you said that your parents are both infected, so come and register as soon as possible. HIV patients need to register. Be careful in the future. You can eat together, shake hands and other superficial contact, toiletries and the like, and directly touch private parts Use it separately, remember to come back and check.”

"Uh-huh."

When Shu Xia came out, she breathed a sigh of relief, a big breath.

Standing at the entrance of the hospital, he suddenly felt that the hospital wasn't that annoying.

He hated the hospital because Mei Ting was always hospitalized, and he also lived in it. It was dead inside. In order to prevent patients from suddenly thinking about jumping off the building and committing suicide, the windows can only be opened with a palm-sized opening, which is not enough for ventilation.

At that time, there was no money and the living environment was poor. There were at least three patients in a ward, and sometimes six patients, plus the family members of each patient.

There are more than a dozen people in a small ward, and the smell of carbon dioxide and disinfectant is all around. If you are unlucky and encounter patients who don't like hygiene, it will be full of stench.

Shu Xia hated the hospital very much.

The phone didn't know where it went, and he didn't have any money on him, so he didn't know where to go.

go home?But... is that still home?

He couldn't find Ji Xi's apartment either, he was in a daze when he came, and he didn't know east, west, north, south at all.

No shelter was found.

He went to the river and watched the water flowing quietly, the wind blowing gently, the branches swaying slowly, and the dense voices of people.

I dare not go home, and I don't want to go home.

He is afraid of death, very afraid, there are still many places he has not been to, many people he has not seen, many foods he has not eaten, and his life has not really started yet.

He wants to see the world.

I thought about it a lot, but I didn't know what to think.

It was only when Ji Xi called him that he came back to his senses, and a question came to his mind: "Do you know how to rent a house?"

"You don't answer the fucking phone, you don't reply to the message, you don't leave a note, what are you doing out there?" Ji Xi questioned.

Shu Xia was taken aback for a moment, remembering that she didn't seem to tell him, he apologized awkwardly: "I'm sorry, I... didn't mean it."

"If an apology is useful, why do you need the police?" Ji Xi wiped his sweat.

When Shu Xia wasn't in the apartment, he thought he would be overwhelmed, and ran around a lot, running around all over the street. Damn it, he ended up running around like an idiot when someone was enjoying the wind by the river.

"I'm sorry." What else could he say besides sorry.

Ji Xi looked at him, breathed a sigh of relief, and sat down on the stone pillar by the river.

"You said...you want to rent a house?" he asked, now that his anger had subsided, he was back to his original self.

"Well, I want to live alone." Shu Xia pursed her lips, "It's safe."

"I never asked, can I ask you what's going on now?" Ji Xi faced the wind, closed his eyes, and let the wind take away his sweat.

"It's very long and messy, do you want to listen?" Shu Xia asked, wanting to tell someone everything about him for the first time.

"Well, I have a lot of time, so I can talk for three days and three nights." Ji Xi joked.

"It's not that long. I'm hungry. Can we talk about it after eating?" Shu Xia asked. He didn't get sick, and when he relaxed, he realized that he was so hungry that he was weak.

Ji Xi nodded: "OK."

I took him to the noodle restaurant where he had his first bowl of noodles, the old soup noodle restaurant.

Then went to the highway.

That was the place where Shu Xia had good memories.

Those three stone piers are still there, close to each other. Shu Xia likes this place very much, it feels like a secret base.

An open base, a secret hidden in the bottom of my heart.

The highway is in a mountain valley, and the wind is a bit strong, blowing his hair into a mess, revealing a little beauty tip.

He sat on the stone pier and rubbed his sore eyes.

Ji Xi looked at his side face, very thin and fair, with long eyelashes and big eyes, he looked at the distant mountains and sighed.

"Shu Daqing... is my father. He was a coal miner. It was when I was in elementary school. There was an accident in the coal mine. The boss ran away. He also lost his job. He couldn't find an exit, so he was depressed all day long."

"When he drinks, he likes to beat people, my mother, and me. During that time, I didn't dare to go home. When I got home, I hid in the closet, under the bed, and hid wherever I could." He smiled wryly, It was really cowardly at the beginning, and I didn't dare to resist.

"That day, I don't know what happened. I was in class, and then the teacher informed me that my mother was going to die. I was in the first year of junior high school, the first semester or the second semester? I forgot. I was so scared that I ran home and found that someone had died. I was sent to the hospital, and I was like a fool at that time, running to the hospital again like a headless chicken."

Ji Xi didn't speak, but listened quietly, he could imagine a helpless child in a panic, no time to think, his clothes were soaked with sweat.

"I came back from the rescue, but unfortunately, it hurt my brain."

"She doesn't know me, and she doesn't know Shu Daqing. She has been treated for a long time, and I can't remember if it was a year or two. I run around school, hospital, and home every day."

"They said that Shu Daqing was drunk and threw her into the lake, which is the lake in front of my house..."

"Why didn't you call the police?" Ji Xi asked, really can't imagine such a family, barbaric and violent.

"No one called the police. The people in the village said that the protection was not accurate. They covered up? Well, they are saving face. They don't want a murderer in the village, and they are not murderers. He is not dead yet! No one called the police."

"At that time, I might have been possessed by a superman. I don't know where the courage came from, and I chopped Shu Daqing with a knife."

"That mark on his face?" Ji Xi asked.

"Well, it used to be obvious and scary, but now it's unshaven and not so obvious. I was scared to death at that time, so I warned him."

"You are amazing!" Ji Xi said.

Shu Xia looked at him sideways, the corners of her mouth curved slightly.

"Are you laughing at me? Who dares to cut his own father with a knife! Later, he hit me once, and I hit him once. Gradually, when he grew up, he couldn't beat me anymore, and he didn't mess with me anymore. .”

"But he found a new way, maybe he found it long ago. Gambling, I don't know if it was bad luck or he didn't know how to gamble. He lost badly. He quietly took all the things at home to pay off the debt. Feeling, I remember very clearly, I was watching Ultraman that day..."

"Aren't you naive, you still look at these things!" Ji Xi teased.

"I'm just envious, if only I were like Superman, and then the TV would be gone when I woke up the next day." He sighed.

"One after another, one after another, less and less for a period of time, almost even the house was gone. At that time, I used my breath to warn them. There was nothing but my life."

"Later, Shu Daqing went out to mess around and got sick. The village was full of gossip, and my mother's illness fluctuated from time to time. It was protracted until I couldn't remember what I was doing every day." His voice began to choke, and Ji Xi wanted to interrupt, but he didn't want to interrupt. He was showing him his true self, but he couldn't bear it but hoped that he would vent it.

"From the No. [-] Middle School to the No. [-] Middle School, the No. [-] Middle School is only a little closer to the hospital. Whenever Mei Ting gets sick, she is very troublesome. She is noisy when I am in class, and the doctor gives her a sedative. When I go to the hospital, she is very troublesome. Just lay quietly, I know she is afraid that I will leave and leave her alone."

"Later, Mei Ting also got sick, which was passed on by Shu Daqing. I had warned her many times, but she just couldn't remember and ignored my words."

Shu Xia's tears flowed down all at once, dripped down her pointed chin, and fell to the bottom of the highway, probably blown away by the wind before they hit the ground.

Ji Xi looked at him and didn't know how to comfort him, and couldn't empathize with him, so he could only accompany him silently.

"I want to take Mei Ting out of here, but she refuses. I hate her cowardice and want to give up, but she is my mother."

"After it was confirmed that she was infected during the National Day, Mei Ting seemed to be a different person. When Shu Daqing scolded me, she still protected me. At that time, I cried. After so many years, when Shu Daqing said that he would pass the disease to me , Mei Ting even got into a fight with him."

He covered his face, his voice choked.

"However, I don't know what went wrong. Mei Ting said she was going to cook that day. I thought she had recovered. I didn't expect... I don't know if she was unintentional or on purpose. When I saw it, she took I took off my gloves, and the blood from my fingers dripped into the dishes."

Ji Xi looked at him in shock, not knowing what to say?

Fuck!

Fucking man!

He wiped away the tears from his face, looked into the distance, and felt that there were wounds all over his body, and the next one came after one failed.

"I'm terrified of dying and hate it here," he said.

Ji Xi patted him on the shoulder, didn't know what to say, he could only give him a hug, his clothes were wet with warm tears, he was so shocked by such a family that he couldn't speak.

That cowardly and kind-hearted woman had even received him warmly.

"I went to the hospital today, and the doctor said the chances are very small, and told me to check again in a month. I... don't want to go back, and don't want to see them."

"I want to live alone."

"I want to see the world."

Ji Xi gave him a hug and comforted him, "It will happen."

……

Shu Xia is a person who can regulate herself very well, otherwise she would have collapsed all these years, how could she be a top student?

Ji Xi felt distressed and admired his strength.

If it was him, what would he do?

After thinking for a long time, he couldn't figure it out. He didn't have such an environment, and his parents weren't such cruel people... What did Shu Xia's parents say?

Cowardly people, living at the bottom of society, can't find a way out.

Shu Xia was like their life-saving straw, but this life-saving straw always wanted to run away, so they wanted to turn him into the same kind of person.

This is his opinion.

He is an outsider. In his eyes, Shu Xia's parents are like vampires, sucking his blood and growing up slowly until Shu Xia becomes like them.

Shu Xia lived in Ji Xi's house for three days, three very decadent days, sleeping, playing games, as if she was reconciled to destroying herself.

Then he rented a small house.

It's very small, one room, where you eat, sleep and go to the toilet. It's like the hotel where Ji Xi stayed, but it's smaller and the environment is worse.

It's useless for Ji Xi to tell him for a long time, he wants to be here.

Because it is cheap, 200 yuan a month, water and electricity are self-care.

Half an hour away from school.

These days, food, clothing, housing and transportation are all dependent on Ji Xi. Shu Xia is not a dependent person. He has no one to rely on since he was a child. He likes to be alone.

Now there is a Ji Xi, which makes him feel a little bit guilty. The more he helps, the more disturbed he becomes.

He is not a blood-sucking bug, and he doesn't need a life-saving straw. It's always good to be on his own.

After solving the housing problem, Ji Xi took him to dinner.

"My phone seems to have been dropped." Shu Xia rummaged for a long time, but couldn't find it. He had used it for many years, and because he had no money to buy a new one, he cherished it very much. Now that he dropped it, it hurt so badly .

"If you drop it, you drop it, throw away the past!" Ji Xi said.

Shu Xia looked at him, smiled, and nodded.

They went to eat hot pot, mandarin duck pot.

Ji Xi treats guests.

It was the first time for Shu Xia to eat hot pot, looking at the boiling red oil on Ji Xi's side, and looking at the milky white clear soup on her side.

One in the sky and one in the ground.

"Why don't you have a taste?" Ji Xi tempted with a piece of fat beef.

Shu Xia seldom talks these days, from the day she saw her with a pale face, to now her face is glowing red from the hot pot, she looks like a completely different person.

"How spicy is it?"

He was a little bit excited, but actually wanted to eat it. Unfortunately, his stomach has been ruined in the past few years, and he hurts when he eats spicy food. The doctor said it was a gastric ulcer. If he doesn’t pay attention to his diet, it can easily develop into a stomach problem. If it is serious, it will be stomach cancer.

He spared his life and took good care of himself.

But... it should be okay to take a bite, right?

"It's not that spicy, just wait, I thought of a way." Ji Xi ate the meat and stood up to get a bottle of mineral water and three empty bowls.

"Washing it with water should make it less spicy, try it?"

"Yeah." Shu Xia picked up a piece of pork belly, rinsed it in the first bowl, and tasted it. The spicy taste immediately stimulated the taste buds, and the tip of the tongue was so hot that it tingled.

He continued to rinse until the oil was completely washed and barely acceptable.

"Thank you these few days." Shu Xia lowered her head and ate the vegetarian dish. "It may take some time before I can pay you back what I owe you."

"Tsk." Ji Xi clicked his tongue softly, "You call me Brother Xi, why do you care about these things, are you still friends?"

"Brothers will settle accounts." Shu Xia said.

"Are we blood brothers? No, it's a fart, eat quickly, go back today and help me wash my clothes, and I will be clean." Ji Xi picked up a few pieces of meat for him, and he knew he was a vegetarian. He was so thin, almost skinny up.

"Ah."

Ji Xi's clothes were washed by him yesterday, and he named it: repaying the debt.

To eat, drink, sleep, and wear his clothes requires a little sincerity.

He doesn't like to owe people things, and another way to compensate makes him feel at ease.

"Are you going to school tomorrow?" Ji Xi asked.

"Well, this afternoon... go back and bring books and clothes. From now on, I will live alone." He said with a smile, his eyes full of expectations for the future.

"Well, I'll take you back." Ji Xi was not at ease, Shu Xia was actually quite soft-hearted, if his parents cried, made trouble, hanged themselves or something, his heart softened, and nothing happened.

"Are you... afraid that I will soften my heart?" Shu Xia asked.

"Isn't it?" Ji Xi asked him back, if his heart was not soft, how could he be dragged down for so many years, running from a good No. [-] middle school to No. [-] middle school.

"Actually, I'm quite ruthless. When I can't hold on anymore, I wish I could buy a bottle of medicine, put it in my meal, and let's go to heaven together." He said gloomily.

"Did you buy it?" Ji Xi laughed at him.

"No, I'm afraid of death, and I'm underage, I can't buy it, and I don't have time to buy it." Shu Xia pursed her lips, lowered her head and continued to eat, so that she would stop thinking about it when she was full.

"Kung fu with words." Ji Xi joked.

Shu Xia didn't refute, and said after two mouthfuls: "I'm also good at hand, and the people in the village are frightened by me."

"Yo yo yo, you're amazing my baby, why don't you go to heaven?" Ji Xi leaned on the chair and teased him with a smile.

Shu Xia's face was a little red, my baby was like Ji Xi's mantra, but when he heard it, something was wrong, he couldn't figure it out, and he buried his head in bitterness.

"You want to pay back your money?" Ji Xi laughed at him.

"No, I'm not full yet, don't you want to eat?" He has a big appetite. He has suppressed it all these years, and now he finally let go of it. He is still unsatisfied, wishing he could keep eating.

Ji Xi: "Eat, don't worry, things are almost done, I have time for you to eat."

"Next time I have time, I'll cook for you." Shu Xia said.

"Okay, then it's settled, don't go back on your word." Shu Xia, a classmate with a criminal record, made him feel uneasy, "I'll record first so you don't regret it, come on, let's start."

"On October 20, 10XX, classmate Ji Xi owes classmate Shu Xia a meal." Shu Xia spoke so fast that Ji Xi didn't even have time to react.

"Fuck! I thought you were going to say I owe you money."

"Alright, you can record it again!"

"Eat your food."

……

Ji Xi sent Shu Xia back and stopped by the side of the road to wait for him.

He knew what Shu Xia meant, and there might be some conflicts later.

Shu Xia's self-esteem is very strong. When she took off that layer of shell in front of him, it was already his limit. He didn't want Ji Xi to see a worse side again.

He packed up his mood, no matter what the result was, he didn't want to live in exhaustion, guarding against when they would turn him into a similar person anytime and anywhere.

The home is quiet.

He suddenly felt that this house was like exploding popcorn. When it was stuffy, it was silent, and then waiting for an opportunity, it exploded all of a sudden, causing injuries all over the sky.

He didn't come back for a few days and lost his mobile phone. Shu Xia didn't know if they had contacted him or worried about him, but now, there is no need for these.

He can live well alone.

When he went in, Mei Ting was at home, sitting on the broken sofa in a daze, while he froze in place, neither going in nor going out.

"I'm back. I called you, but I couldn't get through. Where did you go?" She asked calmly, and Shu Xia felt that she was just blindsided that day.

"I'm going to move out." After saying it, he suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, as if the burden on him had disappeared.

"What? Say it again." She was a little stunned and distorted.

"I don't want to live in fear every day." Shu Xia couldn't hold back his tears. He was very strong, but facing his parents, he couldn't be strong at all. They could easily destroy all his strength.

"I knew that you despise me as a burden, that you despise me as the same person as your father, and I knew that you don't want this family anymore?" She asked loudly.

"Do I have a home? Is this my home? I want to prevent you from feeding me your blood every day, food? Tea? Or just drink blood while I'm asleep?"

Shu Xia roared, yelling, venting the fear and fear in her heart.

"What's wrong with me? Do you blame me for getting sick? What do you want from me? Give you my life back?"

He cried and yelled.

"After so many years, I have already paid back what I should have paid. In the future, you don't care about me, and I can't care about you either. Everyone is lucky."

"Your wings are stiff?" she said.

Shu Xia ignored her and told all her grievances on her own.

"I cook and do laundry every day. I have to go to the hospital when you're sick. I go to work on weekend nights, sell vegetables during the day, and deal with Shu Daqing's messy affairs every now and then. I... can't take it any longer!"

"Aren't I working hard? I want to support you to study and take care of this family. Do I think it's easy for me?" Mei Ting cried.

Shu Xia wiped away her tears, and smiled mockingly: "For me to study? I have been working part-time since the second year of junior high school. I paid for the living expenses, the tuition fees myself, and I also saved your medical expenses every penny..."

"If you want to talk about your 5 yuan, I won't use any of it, and I won't need it in the future."

"Shu Xia, I'm still your mother." She said.

"If it wasn't for my mother, you would have been in jail long ago!" Shu Xia shouted.

Mei Ting was frightened and stared at him in disbelief.Shu Xia took a deep breath and wiped away her tears.

"From now on, everyone take care of themselves."

He packed all the books, but didn't take two pieces of clothes. It's a pity to say that he didn't even have a suitcase.

He packed the books into a cardboard box and a gift from Ji Xi.

knock knock...

"Do you need help?" Ji Xi crouched on the window sill and looked at him with a dazzling smile.

"You...thank you." It doesn't matter if you hear it, Ji Xi knows almost everything.

"I'm worried, I'm afraid your heart will soften, but you really are, if I had already run away, I would stay here to suffer." Ji Xi jumped down and helped him pack his things.

"Thank you." Shu Xia whispered.

Ji Xi rubbed his head: "How many times have I said that I was the one who called my brother, and everything will be fine in the future."

"Yeah." He nodded silently and put the things in one by one.

"Do you still have these? Throw them away, and I'll give you better ones later." Ji Xi was holding that broken music box. Image temperament.

"This is the first time I've received a gift since junior high school. I can't lose it." Shu Xia hugged it tightly like a baby. Most of the gifts in elementary school were given by Shu Daqing, and they are long gone.

"Okay, bring it if you want, do you want this?"

Ji Xi was holding a pen holder, a corner of which had been broken.

Shu Xia shook her head, he didn't want to take away anything except the books and gifts from Ji Xi.

"Okay, it's almost there, let's go!" Ji Xi lifted the cardboard box, which was actually quite heavy.

"How many books do you have in here? It's really heavy."

Shu Xia helped him carry it: "Not much, from junior high school to now, there are some test papers and other materials."

"Fuck! Why are you bringing junior high school students? Have you forgotten your sophomore year?"

"Books are the only thing I have." All his.

"Okay, you are the uncle, today you are in charge." Ji Xi sighed and climbed onto the window sill.

Shu Xia looked at him: "What are you doing?"

Ji Xi: "I don't want to see the person you hate, that's all right, hurry up and climb up."

Shu Xia helped him lift the box up to the window sill, and then climbed up, not forgetting to take the music box away.

Before leaving, he put the key on the desk, this place will not be his home from now on, everything is over.

When they went out, Mei Ting stood in the yard and looked at them, with pleading and resentment in her eyes.

Shu Xia felt a little uncomfortable, after all, that person was his mother.

Ji Xi gave him a hand, but didn't say hello to Mei Ting, this person, don't expect to get good looks from him in the future.

"Xiao Xia."

Shu Xia paused and didn't look back.

When Ji Xi took Shu Xia away by bike, Mei Ting knew that it was over.

Shu Xia doesn't want them anymore.

She was a little confused and a little absent-minded.

She was just obsessed with ghosts, she just wanted to catch Shu Xia, she only had Shu Xia, why did she abandon her like this?

Holding the music box, Shu Xia suddenly realized that it was over.

"Hey, be happy, you are going to be a top student in B University, how can you be so hesitant?" Ji Xi said loudly.

"Brother Xi, let's go together!" Shouted Shu Xia, with a released voice floating in the wind.

Ji Xi smiled and shouted: "Okay! I'm going to speed up!"

Shu Xia immediately hugged him tightly and shouted, "I'm coming to a farther place!"

Like crazy, he yelled out the words in his heart.

"I want to live a good life alone!"

"I'm going further afield!"

"Shu Xia and Ji Xi will always be good friends!"

"Shu Xia must work hard!"

"Brother Xi!"

"..."

What floated in the wind was not only the boy's crisp cry, but also the repeated melody.

Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you... infinite loop!

Happy birthday to Shu Xia!

In the 17-year-old rainy season, Shu Xia was reborn!

……