before and after

With the reduction of drugs, Ye Ruixin's depression also eased a lot.The home is no longer like another hospital with a different scene, and there is no need for a large number of medicine bottles and drip racks.The bruise left by the indwelling needle on the back of Ye Ruixin's hand also gradually faded away, leaving only a layer of light yellow traces, which is the color of the bruise that is about to heal.

Ye Ruixin took an afternoon nap in the bedroom next door.Liang Xiao looked at some recent academic papers on cardiac surgery in the study.Cardiac surgery is an emerging discipline with rapid development, and the latest technology is constantly being applied to this field.Doing scientific research is another option besides being a clinician.But it was too early for Liang Xiao to change careers.Liang Xiao is still very young now, he can think about this issue ten years later.But in recent days, Liang Xiao began to seriously consider this issue.

In his alone days, Liang Xiao enjoyed being busy as a new surgeon very much.

Doctors have a lot of work.There are often more than ten hours of surgery.Sometimes there is even an operation immediately after 24 hours on duty.Even during breaks, you need to be on call at any time. Once there is an emergency operation, you must rush to the hospital immediately.At that time, I chose to live here to save the time to go to the hospital.

Heart surgery is more of a collective battle.Cardiac surgery requires the cooperation of many people, such as anesthesiologists, nurses, assistants, nurses, autologous blood transfusion, intraoperative B-ultrasound, etc., often more than a dozen people work together.The chief surgeon is like a commander in the army, and needs to have a clear thinking.Lead everyone to perform their duties, and in the event of an emergency, it will test the resilience of the surgeon.Unlike other operations, heart surgery patients die directly on the operating table.

There is something strangely glamorous about the pressure and the sense of accomplishment that comes with the surgery, as the brain doesn't have any room to think about other things from the beginning to the end of the procedure.It was an absolutely pure, peaceful process, enough to make him forget everything.

One operation after another gradually saved Liang Xiao from the pain of losing Ye Ruixin.But now Ye Ruixin is taking an afternoon nap in the next room, just as Ye Ruixin said, Liang Xiao is reluctant.

There is good audio equipment in the study, but these days Liang Xiao only listens to the player of his mobile phone.Ye Ruixin slept very lightly, Liang Xiao didn't want to disturb his rare peaceful sleep.He picked up the newspaper beside him.But Liang Xiao's thoughts did not come out of the paper just now.He is still thinking about the clinical feasibility of the ideas mentioned in the article.

Liang Xiao was thinking seriously and was wearing earphones, so he didn't notice Ye Ruixin walked into the study at all.

"What are you thinking about?"

When Liang Xiao realized that someone was there, Ye Ruixin was already lying on his shoulders, and softly closed his eyes.

"Did you wake up?" Liang Xiao asked, taking off a headset.

Ye Ruixin didn't respond, but simply slipped into Liang Xiao's arms holding the book.For him, Liang Xiao's chest with steady breathing is a more suitable breeding ground for sleeping peacefully.Liang Xiao put the newspaper aside, and put an earphone in Ye Ruixin's ear.Then he stroked Ye Ruixin's back.

Schubert's "Piano Trio in B-flat" rang in the ears of the two of them. The song was very long. When the main theme was about to end, Ye Ruixin rubbed upwards to see Liang Xiao's eyes clearly.

"piano?"

"what?"

"Your fingers just played on my back."

Liang Xiao smiled, he was completely unaware of what he had just done.He touched Ye Ruixin's cheek and said:

"I only know this."

Ye Ruixin pressed his ear to Liang Xiao's chest, feeling the beating of his heart from under his ribs.

This winter day should be short, and this is only the first day of eternity.

When it is not necessary, they can stay at home like this.They don't need all kinds of entertainment to render their love.After all kinds of parting, they were immersed in the peace of being together.

The door of that mysterious room had been left open all day long.Some things full of past memories do not fit Ye Ruixin's current vision now, but Liang Xiao does not allow him to deal with any of them.Liang Xiao put the few magazines that were about to be thrown into the trash bin just now, and put them back on the bookshelf.

Ye Ruixin was very puzzled by Liang Xiao's stubbornness, so he simply turned around and leaned against the bookshelf, watching Liang Xiao put them back in place one by one.

"Doctor Liang, this is mine."

"I know."

"You are very unreasonable now."

Liang Xiao smiled, probably as a tacit consent.

"I want to go to the orphanage tomorrow."

The next morning, Steward Liu followed the driver and waited in front of Liang Xiao's house.

Liang Xiao followed Ye Ruixin back to the villa on the outskirts of the city.After getting in the car, Steward Liu told Ye Ruixin about today's arrangements.

"Mr. Liang, Mr. Miller will visit you at two o'clock in the afternoon. Old Jason will bring Tomas, a newcomer from the government department, to visit you at three o'clock. Tomas will be in charge of his work in the future. After four o'clock, there will be violin lessons. The dean said the child We have practiced very hard during this time, and we are waiting to listen to you today."

"it is good."

When Ye Ruixin said yesterday that he wanted to go back and take a look, Liang Xiao thought he was just going to take a look.Hearing these arrangements was beyond Liang Xiao's expectations.Sensing Liang Xiao's surprise, Ye Ruixin asked:

"What are you going to do today?"

"I brought books."

"Reading is a refuge that you carry with you." Ye Ruixin agreed with Liang Xiao's foresight with Maugham's famous quote.

The orphanage is bigger than Liang Xiao imagined.The scale looks like a school.Now is the time for the students to go to class. There are only a few children outside playing football on the playground. Other than that, the whole orphanage is in a quiet atmosphere.

Ye Ruixin led Liang Xiao into the building, the classroom was on the bottom three floors.Half of the fourth floor is the library, and the rest are various special classrooms.Such as music classrooms, laboratories and so on.Behind it are the offices of the administrative department, and the children's dormitory is next door to the teaching building.In the middle is a standard-sized football field.

When walking past the teacher's window.Ye Ruixi always had to take a look in.There wasn't much emotion pouring into his eyes, but compared to his awe-inspiring eyes when he was young, they were much softer.

"There are more than 100 children here. They will complete their basic education here, and if they get into a good school, they will continue to receive funding. Until they become adults."

Managing an organization of such a scale is no easier than being a manager of a large company. Liang Xiao asked:

"You run the place yourself?"

"I only solve the problem of money." Ye Ruixin laughed, "I hired a special person to take charge of the dean. In addition to daily operation and maintenance, I also need the support of the government and other people in society. For example, adoption and providing employment opportunities. In fact, After they leave here, everything in life begins.”

Ye Ruixin remembered the day he walked out of the orphanage, and it was Sister Zhang who sent him out.

"Rui Xin, keep an eye on Ah Jin. Come back and see when you have time."

Ye Ruixin still remembers what Sister Zhang looked like at that time, and that moment was frozen in his mind.Li Jin was vague, but he remembered Sister Zhang's smile.

Ye Ruixin stopped at the end of the corridor and looked at the children playing football on the playground in the distance.There was no sound in the quiet corridor, Liang Xiao stood beside Ye Ruixin, looking through him at the light outside the window.

"What were you doing a few years ago?"

Ye Ruixin retracted his gaze a few inches, and replied:

"breathe."

Liang Xiao took Ye Ruixin's hand, put it in his palm and held it gently.

In the afternoon, while Ye Ruixin was dealing with affairs, Liang Xiao went to the library.

There are no managers in the library, only a self-checkout machine and a simple bar.Liang Xiao got a cup of hot water, found a seat by the window, and began to enjoy his alone time as a guest.

After a while, three or four children of different ages came in pushing a flatbed cart.They put the returned books on the side of the car, and they seemed to be ready to return to their original positions.

Seeing Liang Xiao, the children were a little surprised.After a moment of hesitation, they smiled at Liang Xiao.Then continue with the work at hand.

Stacks of old books, sliding wooden stairs.Time seems to return to the past in an instant.

Knowing that he lived in an orphanage for many years, but the word orphan has no connection with Ye Ruixin's temperament at all.So Liang Xiao has been ignoring this point.But at this moment, Liang Xiao suddenly felt that the young Ye Ruixin was right in front of his eyes, how much he wanted to give that child a deep hug.

Tell him he's waiting for him.

At around four o'clock, Liang Xiao closed the book.He remembered that Liu Butler said in the car that there would be Ye Ruixin's violin lesson at this time.Liang Xiao wanted to go and have a look.

The music classroom was not seen in the previous visit.It should be a very romantic thing if you can find the past all the way while listening to the music.However, it seemed that the soundproofing of the classroom was very good, even though he was already outside the door, Liang Xiao didn't hear a single note.

Liang Xiao thought that it would be Ye Ruixin who would guide the children inside, but what he saw was an older teacher who was letting the children play one by one and guiding them individually.Ye Ruixin, on the other hand, was sitting on the seat at the back of the classroom, watching quietly.

When he found Liang Xiao outside the window, he quietly walked out of the classroom.

The moment the door was opened, the music escaped, and then was isolated with the closed door.

"What, are you bored?"

"miss you."

Liang Xiao's confession made Ye Ruixin laugh out loud, and he took Liang Xiao's hand.

"Go, go home and eat."

Several months have passed since Liang Xiao directly took Ye Ruixin away that day.Butler Liu often ran around to help with some things.Except for him and Aunt Qin, the others haven't seen Ye Ruixin for a long time.

However, there is no such sudden busyness.The garden has been regularly trimmed, and even the bed linen in the bedrooms is still changed daily.The only difference is that there are a few more dishes for dinner.

"I met with Miller, my investment advisor, this afternoon."

Liang Xiao ordered some food for Ye Ruixin, and continued to listen to him.

"Miller is our alumnus, a few years older than us. In the past few years, I have entrusted him with some investment projects. He chose investment projects with relatively stable returns. Today I asked him to cash out [-]% of the assets. Take it back and make your own stock."

Liang Xiao suddenly understood Ye Ruixin's intentions today, so he put down his chopsticks and looked at Ye Ruixin seriously.

"You have a full schedule for today. Just to tell me that you can take care of yourself and let me go back to work in the hospital?"

"Understood correctly."

Liang Xiao nodded clearly.

"You don't allow me to move those old things, so I have to change the guest room into my study. As compensation, I will open an account for you as usual. No commission, how about it?"

Liang Xiao liked to see Ye Ruixin acting like this.I like those radiant, proud eyes.

"what ever."

"Uncle Liu, contact the designer tomorrow. Get ready to start work!"

"Okay, sir."

Ye Ruixin stood in front of the mirror, playing with her hair.It reminded Liang Xiao of the little hamster in the library between waking up.

"Hair is a bit long. Ask Uncle Liu to make an appointment with a hair stylist tomorrow. Do you want to come together?"

"it is good."

"Hey, you have ashes on your hair. You probably got it when you went to the study to flip through the books."

Ye Ruixin pulled Liang Xiao to the mirror and straightened his hair.

"It's okay, I'll take a shower in a while."

"I'll wash it for you!"

"what?"

Liang Xiao didn't know why Ye Ruixin suddenly rose up, but he had already dragged him downstairs.

This is where Ye Ruixin usually bathes and massages.Sauna room, jacuzzi, shampoo bed, massage table, and even barber table are all available.Ye Ruixin often suffers from low back pain in winter and cannot go out. With this room, the hair stylist and masseuse can directly serve at home, which is much more convenient.

Ye Ruixin asked Liang Xiao to lie down on the shampoo bed.

"Wait, will you?" Although Liang Xiao lay down, he was very suspicious.

"How difficult is it to wash your hair?"

After Ye Ruixin walked to the pool, he combed Liang Xiao's hair with his hands, pulling it all back.Then turn on the faucet, warm water flowed out from the shower, Ye Ruixin tested the temperature of the water with his hands, and then carefully poured it on Liang Xiao's hair.

"Is the water temperature okay?" Ye Ruixin asked unconsciously imitating the words of the hair stylist.

"can."

The warm water flowed through Liang Xiao's hair with Ye Ruixin's fingers.Ye Ruixin's movements were very light, creating a wonderful feeling in concert with the warm water.Liang Xiao closed his eyes and enjoyed it.

The water flow stopped for a while, and what came out was a very familiar fragrance, which was the smell of Ye Ruixin's hair.

The fine foam after shampooing gives a soft and volumized touch to the hair.Ye Ruixin's nails have always been trimmed cleanly, so they are not long. In addition, he has never washed his hair before, so he doesn't dare to use force, which makes him look a little clumsy and cautious.

"why are you laughing?"

Sensing Liang Xiao's smile, Ye Ruixin asked while playing with foam.

"Use more force, how can you grasp like this."

"Understood, Mr. Liang!" Ye Ruixin increased the strength of her fingers while speaking, "Do you know that you should use your fingertips to scratch your head, and your nails will hurt your scalp. This is good for your scalp and prevents you from going bald!"

"The sebaceous glands are mainly controlled by androgen, and the main reason for baldness is that the secretion of androgen in the body is too strong."

Liang Xiao's serious answer made Ye Ruixin laugh, and he simply messed with Liang Xiao's hair.

"Liang Xiao! You are so annoying!"

"Okay, do whatever you want."

"It's long overdue! Don't move, the foam is going to get in the eyes."

Liang Xiao felt that the foam was reaching his eyebrows, and Ye Ruixin was working hard to remedy it.

"You are really stupid!"

"It's all because of you!"

"you stupid!"

"No one ever told me I was stupid!"

Liang Xiao couldn't help but laugh, but he couldn't open his eyes to see Ye Ruixin's expression.He must be very angry now.

"Don't move! You lie down!"

The foam was finally washed away, and Ye Ruixin said, "Raise your chin."

Liang Xiao did as he did, and moved forward slowly.Rushing on Liang Xiao's eyes and the bridge of the nose, the conditioned reflex of the brain reminding you that you are about to suffocate makes Liang Xiao's nerves tense.

"What are you doing?"

"Don't move, I won't drown you!"

When the water level overflows the nasal cavity, the human brain will be conditioned to have a sense of crisis.Even knowing that he would not drown, he couldn't relieve the tension.

Ye Ruixin wanted to wash Liang Xiao's hair, but what he was actually looking forward to was his current reaction.Even without asking, Ye Ruixin knew that Liang Xiao would not spend time on massage and enjoyment.You can see the tense look of Dr. Liang, who is usually meticulous, how fun!

Not surprisingly, Liang Xiao restrained his breathing unconsciously, his body tensed.All these fell into Ye Ruixin's eyes.

Continuing to hold the shower, Ye Ruixin slowly poured warm water on Liang Xiao's forehead and eyes, even approaching the tip of Liang Xiao's nose from time to time.Deliberately make him tense all the time, unable to relax.

The shower was always on, and the water flow restrained Liang Xiao's movements to a certain extent.The feeling of water pouring into the nasal cavity is uncomfortable, so Liang Xiao had no choice but to accept everything that Ye Ruixin brought.

But Liang Xiao had to admit that this was a very comfortable way to relax.The sense of comfort accompanied by tension is an unprecedented and wonderful experience.Water vapor entangled them, and Ye Ruixin's fingers were twitching gently in the hair.

The tense mood gradually relaxed, and what was even more graceful was Ye Ruixin's sudden kiss.

It was a playful and mischievous kiss, as if challenging the possibility of offending decent people.Liang Xiao felt Ye Ruixin's thin lips grinding against his own, and from time to time he used his dexterous tongue to poke into his mouth frivolously, causing a burst of itching.And the slightly painful gnawing that followed seemed to make up for the heavy attack.

When kissing, eyes should be closed.

But since he couldn't see him in the appearance, how could Ye Ruixin give up such an opportunity to observe Liang Xiao.The kiss did not stop, but became more slow and lengthy, because Ye Ruixin was looking up at Liang Xiao's expression.

The flowing water made Liang Xiao's eyebrows less real.The soft eyelashes that were washed back and forth by the water; the frown that was slightly frowned because of my own kiss, everything was joyful.

After turning off the water, Ye Ruixin picked up the towel beside him, and hummed a little tune to dry Liang Xiao's face.

With such short hair, it will be dry after a few rubs.

Thinking this way, Ye Ruixin was pulled into Liang Xiao's arms before he had time to go around Liang Xiao's back.

"Is that so?"

"you......"

The latter words were blocked in the bottom of my heart by a brand new kiss.

Ye Ruixin was embraced by Liang Xiao in his arms. Liang Xiao's broad palms were dancing on Ye Ruixin's back. They were so close that Ye Ruixin could clearly feel the changes in Liang Xiao's body even through his underwear.

Aware of this, Ye Ruixin had a vague feeling from the bottom of her heart, unconsciously falling into the same situation as Liang Xiao.

Lovers' lust is contagious.Through the air, through the breath.

After a love affair without suspense, the instigator was finally wrapped in a bath towel and sat there obediently.

The burnout after lust made Ye Ruixin limp. Although the soft bath towel was not as good as Liang Xiao's embrace, Ye Ruixin couldn't help wrapping herself tightly.Liang Xiao put on the bathrobe on the side, looked at Ye Ruixin who was wrapped into a ball, smiled and rubbed his hair. "Wrap it tightly, don't catch a cold. I'll put hot water for you to take a bath."

Ye Ruixin nodded, her eyes followed Liang Xiao.

Everything in this room is good, except that there are too many mirrors.Although the mirrors around him only looked like Ye Ruixin at the moment.But the image reflected just now lingered in Ye Ruixin's mind, making his ears red and unable to look directly at those mirrors.

"All right."

Liang Xiao walked back quickly, and Ye Ruixin stretched out his hand from the bath towel.Liang Xiao naturally picked him up and put him in the bathtub.Looking at Ye Ruixin submerged in the warm water, he closed his eyes comfortably.Liang Xiao said:

"Tomorrow I will buy you a duckling to put in the bathtub, okay?"

"It would be better if you stay with me in the water."

Liang Xiao smiled and asked:

"Are you thinking of my invitation?"

"Hey! Are you so well-dressed and beastly?"

"Have it?"

"Of course there is!"

"If there is, there will be!"