my cp turned out to be

In the room, Lin Xi and Ma Jiao were chatting. After gossiping about "Brother Zhao fell in love with me" for a while, the topic naturally fell on the abnormal jojo.

Lin Xi slumped on the sofa with Erlang's legs crossed, stared at the ceiling and thought hard: "Something must have scared him, but what is it?" He was thinking about what cats are afraid of: water?Now he can soak in the bathtub, and there is no water here.dog?I haven't seen it either...

"Is it because you are afraid that others will find out about your relationship?" Ma Jiao speculated.

"What's our relationship? I'm just an ordinary friend plus a cooperative relationship with him now!" Lin Xi said seriously with a blushing face.

Ma Jiao rarely rolled his eyes unpretentiously.

At this time, there was a "boom" at the door.

"Someone knocking on the door?" Ma Jiao asked.

"But it doesn't sound like knocking with your hands..." Lin Xi said, stepping on slippers, went to open the door, rescued and found Jojo who was like a drunk cat and Director Liu with an awkward smile, "..."

"What's going on here?" Lin Xi knelt down to help Jojo up, but frowned at the smell of alcohol, "Have you been drinking?"

"I'm happy chatting, and I pulled Xiaolu to drink two glasses with me." Director Liu rubbed his hands and said, "In the end, he ran out after chatting."

Lin Xi sighed, the director had already said so, he was never easy to lose his temper, he dragged Jojo up from the ground forcefully, he said: "Then let him sleep with me tonight, lest he drink like crazy or something. "

It may be that the movement was a little too big. Jojo, who had just fallen asleep in a daze, woke up at this time. When he opened his eyes, he found himself half lying in Lin Xi's arms. He didn't even know where he was when he was half drunk and half awake, so he habitually thought Rubbing Lin Xi's ear with his nose, he blew mischievously in: "Xiao Linzi..."

"Cough!" Director Liu inexplicably felt that he had been shown a face.

Jojo was woken up by the coughing sound from the third person.He stood up straight with his eyes wide open, only to realize that he was standing at Lin Xi's door, with Lin Xi with red ears in front of him, and Director Liu with an uncomfortable expression behind him: Oh no, I'm about to be discovered!They will bully Xiao Linzi!I can't let them...I can't talk to Xiao Linzi...I...

The cat, anesthetized by alcohol, turned its head desperately, and then came up with a silly idea: Then run away!If you run away, you won't find it!

So Mr. Lu Jiu pushed Lin Xi away forcefully, turned his head decisively, and strode vigorously into the distance! ——Then because of drunkenness, he stumbled on his left foot and fell to the floor with a "piaji".

Others who watched the whole process: "..."

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In the end, Ma Jiao thoughtfully changed rooms with Jojo. Lin Xi dragged Jojo into the room, covered his red nose when he fell down with a cold towel, and stood by the bed with his hands folded and said coldly: " Are you awake? Tell me, why are you avoiding me?"

Jojo clutched the towel and turned sideways, like a cat having a fight.

At this time, red mist surged on the peach blossoms placed on the window sill of the room, and the small flowers floated loosely to cover Lin Xi's head: "What's going on?" He was too noisy, so Lin Xi ordered it to stay there. In the flower branch of the main body, but now it is obvious that there is excitement, and this restless little fairy naturally popped out.

Lin Xi lightly kicked Jojo's lower back: "Say it quickly, or I'll get angry."

Jojo turned his body around, put his stomach against Lin Xi's feet, and stretched out his arms to hug Lin Xi's calves, but he still didn't make a sound.

Lin Xi was really annoyed: "What's the matter with you, do you want to tell me?! It's almost two months, what do you want to do?! Don't hug my leg, didn't you even touch my hand two days ago? Don't even touch it?"

"Xiao Linzi..." The alcohol softened Jojo's already fragile shell, and he whispered, "I'm so scared."

Lin Xi heard it clearly.He withdrew his feet, squatted down in front of the bed, and reached out to hold Jojo's head: "I found out, but I want to know what are you afraid of?"

"I'm afraid you'll be bullied by others...?"

"Why do people bully me?"

"Because I like you..." Jojo said, covering his eyes with the towel covering his nose, "I'm sorry."

Lin Xi blinked. He remembered what Ma Jiao said, "Lu Jiu is getting more and more involved in the drama", and Xiao Hua said, "This place makes me feel very uncomfortable", and Jojo's clumsy distance and eyes full of panic, and finally suddenly realized.

He forcefully snatched the towel from jojo's hand, forced him to look at him, and asked him, "Look clearly, who am I?"

"Xiao Linzi..."

"Say it! Who am I?"

"Lin Xi..."

"Very good, then who are you?"

"...Is this a scene from which movie?" The peach flower demon above Lin Xi interrupted.

"Cough!" Lin Xi restrained her emotions, and continued to say to Jojo: "You are Jojo, and your human name is Lu Jiu, not that damn Wei Fangli! I am Lin Xi, and I am not the unlucky Guo Xiyao , do you understand?"

"I don't understand" is basically written on jojo's face. He has been deeply involved in the drama, and he has been in the corner for a month.

"Let me tell you this! You're not Wei Fangli, you're not a bad boy who doesn't have a father or a mother. Even if you like a man, lose your job, and be rejected by others, I! Cough, and Lu Yao and the others, I can still support you I can afford you! With your face, don't say you like men, even if you announce that you like a cat, someone will accept and forgive you!"

"And me, if I love you!"

"!" The little pink flower formed a peach heart on top of Lin Xi's head, and was scattered by Lin Xi's fur.

"I mean what if!" He said to Jojo's still confused eyes, "I'm not Guo Xiyao, first of all I can't fall in love with Wei Fangli who thinks he's chic! But If I fell in love with such a man, I would definitely break his legs in front of others and drag him home to raise him, lest he ruin his own life! If someone dares to reject me because of my sexual orientation, I will If you don't want it with your own life, you also want to drag the grandson who bullied me into my back!"

"I am not a very courageous person. I will never come out publicly like Lu Yao and You Fang. I am still afraid. I just care about what other people think! But I am not a coward, I am not a coward, and I am not a coward. I will let the person I love hide in the shadows with me, and I will not give up what I want just because of other people's pointers." At the end, Lin Xi was a little bit excited, but shy, he grabbed Scratching your hair, "Anyway, you get it now! The two of us are different from the two people in your script! I won't be so desolate and be rejected by others because of my sexuality." Don't be afraid, don't think wildly, it's okay!"

Jojo stared into Lin Xi's eyes for a while, let out a long breath, and reached out to hug Lin Xi tightly.

Lin Xi was rarely shy about such an intimate act, he hugged Jojo back, and slowly gave him a back until the alcohol took effect again, and Jojo slowly fell asleep.

The pink flowers condensed on Lin Xi's shoulder again: "Lin Xi, I suddenly discovered that you are a pure man!"

"I was originally." Lin Xi snorted triumphantly, sighed again, and gently rubbed Jojo's soft short hair, as if she had something on her mind.

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After Lin Xi simply smoothed his hair, jojo was obviously full of blood, and he was out of the tense state of half-dead.Although he still consciously distanced himself from Lin Xi, the previous deliberate intentions had disappeared. When he was not filming, he would start chatting and acting like a baby with the crew members again, gradually withdrawing from the role of "Wei Fangli". come out.

After Ma Jiao found out, he sat down and patted Lin Xi on the shoulder: "The problem is solved, and the reconciliation is as good as before?"

"Treat the symptoms, not the root cause."

"Then what happened to him before?"

"You guessed it right, he was very involved in the drama, then we both became involved in the characters in the TV series, thinking that if we were found out to be gay, it would be miserable, and then we were frightened..." Lin Xi shrugged .

"So that's it." Ma Jiao nodded, "But his worry is justified... The TV series is also adapted based on Brother Zhao's real experience. Small groups like us are still relatively excluded, easily discriminated against and bullied. It’s not a bad thing to be better and more cautious.”

"The atmosphere is different now." Lin Xi did not quite agree with Ma Jiao's argument, "Even if you like the same sex, you are not inferior."

"It is indeed improving, but it will take some time for complete changes. Take You Fang as an example, if you want to have a career, you have to have a face, right? Isn't he being blackmailed as usual, every day people say that he hypes his own Sexual orientation, calling him sissy, saying he can’t write a good book selling setting?” Ma Jiao shook his head, “You Fang is strong, but there are very few people like him. I came from the conservative era. Homosexuals are called perverts, and no one will say anything if they are beaten to death... I am afraid, I am really afraid."

Lin Xi looked at Ma Jiao thoughtfully.He remembered the bookworm of Kawabata Yasunari he saw at Majiao's house, and he still remembered that You Fang discussed with him at that time: "The person who can reach the soul resonance with Kawabata must be such a lonely person."

After being in contact with Ma Jiao for a period of time, Lin Xi discovered that a large part of Ma Jiao's loneliness stemmed from her own emotional repression.

He lived in such a tangled environment as the Ma family since he was a child, and learned early to suppress his desire for family affection; later, he met Brother Zhao and entangled with Brother Zhao, but because Brother Zhao had others in his heart and the social environment, he was depressed. The longing for love... He is like a fool, drawing himself into a prison, curling himself up into a small ball; but at the same time, he has a soul that escapes, that's why he wants to film Brother Zhao's story, and he will be here in the film. The first time I saw Jojo, I decided to abduct him as the leading actor...

In this way, he restrained his soul until he was in his 30s. Until now, Brother Zhao held him in his arms, but he couldn't feel the hot heart of the other party... From a certain point of view, Majiao is a tragedy.

Lin Xi turned her face and looked at the place where the camera focused, where Jojo was playing the role of a prodigal son who was in great pain.He asked himself: If you exclude the factors that are closely related to me such as "the man Jojo likes may be me", "Jojo once tried to...me when he was in heat, his suppression is the best for me", I am willing Did jojo become such a depressed person?I made him understand that "even if someone finds out that you are a minority, the world will not collapse", but is this enough?

Is it enough for jojo to understand what is a dream, what is a career, and what is a responsibility, and is willing to restrain himself, suppress himself, and consider other people's feelings and visions for his dream, career, and responsibility?

Lin Xi's hands that were beating at his sides gradually clenched into fists, and he answered silently in his heart: "No, this is not enough."